Put Those Big Brown Eyes Away Dude Now Is NOT The Time

put those big brown eyes away dude now is NOT the time

“Ahahahahahha no. Nope, no, no. Fuck no. No no nope nope no no no. No! No.”

-me on a daily basis

Here is a wonderful, beautiful, amazing drawing my friend did of my OC, Elaine Christine Rothschild-Kirk, otherwise known as El, for my Star Trek TOS fanfiction on AO3, a burnt child loves the fire.

Again, she's not on tumblr, but she gave me permission to post this!

Star Trek TNG + Texts

this is an amazing piece of fanart done by a close friend of mine(she’s not on tumblr but gave me permission to repost!) for my fanfiction, Home in a Blink on Ao3!

When I was in middle school, some popular girl in my class went up to be, hands on her hips, and said, ‘you know I hate you, right?’ Like she expected that to make an impact.

Girl I could not care less if you hate me or not. Why should I? Your opinion of me does nothing to help me grow. I don’t even know your name. You are insignificant to me, yet I seem to be all you think about? Why is that? Why should I care what you think of me when you hold no power over my mind, body, or soul? You say ‘I hate you’ like it’s supposed to mean something. There’s so many other things you could do with your life, other than hate someone, so why choose to actively think about someone who makes you feel badly rather then just getting over it? I rarely hate, because all it is is a waste of brainpower and devotion that could be going towards love, something to help others.

Anyway I just remembered the look of her face when I shrugged and walked away and started laughing at like, 04:00 am this morning.