Trillium Lake | Snickersv

Trillium Lake | snickersv

“I’m not easy to deal with.

I’m well aware.

It’s not easy for me to deal

With me.

I am needy and

Insecure.

I feel like I don’t deserve

Love

Most of the time.

I overanalyze

And think too much.

I worry about nothing

And care about everything.

I’m a closed book

That doesn’t want to be opened.

I can’t talk about my feelings

Or anything in general.

I’m awkward and anxious

And love too strongly.

I won’t ask for help

Or for you to change.

I won’t tell you when I’m upset

And you’ll never know

How angry or numb I get

Until you see the black and blue

Snaking around my knuckles.

I won’t tell you I’m not okay.

I’ll ignore it all

And pretend I’m fine

But I’m hoping you realize I’m not

Okay.

I’m anything but easy.

I’m complicated and messy

I’m over emotional

But closed off.

I’m anxious and I hate fighting.

I’m not easy

But I’ve learned

That I’m

Worth

It.”

- I’m not easy but I’m worth it and I hope you see that.

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