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“I’m not easy to deal with.

I’m well aware.

It’s not easy for me to deal

With me.

I am needy and

Insecure.

I feel like I don’t deserve

Love

Most of the time.

I overanalyze

And think too much.

I worry about nothing

And care about everything.

I’m a closed book

That doesn’t want to be opened.

I can’t talk about my feelings

Or anything in general.

I’m awkward and anxious

And love too strongly.

I won’t ask for help

Or for you to change.

I won’t tell you when I’m upset

And you’ll never know

How angry or numb I get

Until you see the black and blue

Snaking around my knuckles.

I won’t tell you I’m not okay.

I’ll ignore it all

And pretend I’m fine

But I’m hoping you realize I’m not

Okay.

I’m anything but easy.

I’m complicated and messy

I’m over emotional

But closed off.

I’m anxious and I hate fighting.

I’m not easy

But I’ve learned

That I’m

Worth

It.”

- I’m not easy but I’m worth it and I hope you see that.

He came back to me even though he had the chance to chase her or her and even her but he didn’t. He came back to me, it was my heart he was determined to win. We spent months apart and he could have any woman he desired because the man is beautiful. He is charming, clever, sweet and mysterious. He is all these things and more but he still chose me and that is when I came to realise that love really does exist.

Tenari Ioapo

Being in a long distance relationship will really have you feeling disappointed about some silly things.

Like coming home exhausted on a day you looked cute so there’s no point in facetiming but you’re a little disappointed they won’t see you. Or being sad that when you both fell asleep in the phone that their phone died before morning so now their voice isn’t the first one you’ll hear. And being disappointed that you never want to go out with friends because you’d much rather stay in and talk to your significant other on the phone all night.

What’s up, Doc?

Idol!Yoongi x Veterinarian!Reader

WordCount: 9.8k

Genre: Smut, Angst, Fluff

Warnings: Fellatio, Hair Pulling, Cunilingus, Fingering, Choking (Slight), Edging, Orgasm Denial, Impregnation Kink, Unprotected Sex, Doggy Style, Spanking 

It wasn’t often Yoongi gets to go home to Daegu. And it certainly wasn’t often that as soon as he gets to his parents home he has to immediately drop his bags at the doorway and pick up his dog Holly as she limps towards him happily. 

“Mom! What’s wrong with Holly’s foot?” Yoongi calls to his mother as she preps dinner for him in the kitchen. 

“Holly? I’m not sure. What’s wrong with him?” Yoongi scoops up his poodle with a frown. 

“My Holly, what’s wrong?” Yoongi’s mother walks around the wall divider as she watches her son hold his poodle. Yoongi touches Holly’s leg and he gives a short bark of pain before whimpering. Yoongi glances up at his mother with a frown. 

“I’m going to take him to the veterinarian.” Yoongi says setting Holly down gently and grabbing his back face mask from the front zipper of his backpack. 

“Can I take your car?” Yoongi asks grabbing his mother’s car keys off of the key rack by the door. She gives a nod before pouting at Yoongi’s dog. 

“My Holly! What happened to you?” Holly whimpers before sitting down harshly on his butt. Yoongi grabs Holly’s red leash slinging it over his shoulder as he picks up his baby. 

“Come on my Holly. I’ll be back!” He calls to his mother as she walks back into the kitchen.

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Love & Distance © Lulu's Secret Desires by Veronika (Nika) Jensen www.facebook.com/lulus.secret.desires