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i don't even know what to post about cos im just very easily overwhelmed (positive) by the idea of just being cutsey and pampered and expected to be nothing but a cute little girl

going to bed with dreams of being gently toyed with and carefully padded

sometimes i wish someone would just pick me up and take me away to somewhere safe and dress me up like a pretty little baby doll and hold me close and just make me feel giggly and embarrassed that i ever thought i was a big girl

i... i don't think im into the really dirty parts of this. the idea of soiling myself still feels gross. but it's the embarrassment that comes from that, and really the whole experience, that just makes me feel warm in a very special way. sorry it's probably just my head being silly im sorry

i know onesies are really good but i should be dressed up like the little girl i am in all sorts of ways! so many pretty frilly skirts i might miss out on otherwise...

maybe i just wanna feel useless in a good way for once. like let me feel useless on my own terms. baby me and coddle me and let me know that im perfect even though i feel so vulnerable and embarrassed

girls will literally rather become more vulnerable (partially for the sake horny) than deal with their issues

it's me i'm girls

as much as i think i might like diapers... ive... never actually tried one as a grown up... it's a little awkward to say because i like the idea so much but i dunno if the idea is right for sure...

had a silly dream last night, it was the first dream i think i've had about being diapered... it was all embarrassing but i just also felt so so so cute ///^-^///

My current bedtime routine

10pm - pick out pjs and fluff up my nini padding

10:15pm - hop in the shower, shower, and dry off before brushing my teeth

10:50pm - grab some water, and head into my room to change into my nini padding

11pm - lay down for bed with my stuffies, paci, padding, blankie, my cart, and a mouse and keyboard to control my PC for entertainment. I then drink a water bottle and a half of water, keeping the other half for if I get thirsty overnight.

Around 6:30am - I wake up and start the day by making sure I wet as much as possible, sometimes messing if i don't have to rush, checking to see how wet I am from overnight and trying to remember if I had woken up any.

Normally I determine that my padding is proportionally wet to the amount I thought I had wet for the night, but that is what my new every single night routine is for, to make it more and more easy for me to wet overnight so I never have to wake up to potty overnight again. The being a baby every night and never having to stop hiding under my covers to blindly walk though the scary darkness to an icky potty while trying to stay tired and not get scared of silly things all at once is just a coincidence I swear lol.

Day 3 of bedwetting training

I went to bed as usual, but I decided to test out a new idea I had seen recently tonight. I downloaded a random timer app called "random ticker" and set the timer to randomly ring sometime during when I would be asleep. When the timer rang, I woke up, turned it off moving as little as possible, and then wet before going back to sleep before I woke up any further. This seems like a really promising idea, not only does it randomize when I wet at night which is good for reinforcing that any time I sleep I need to be padded, not just after a set time, it also is easily repeatable and relatively non intrusive to my sleeping schedule while also guaranteeing that I actually wet overnight to prevent flooding in the morning.

Basically I just upgraded my bedwetting training tenfold in comfortability terms, now I know for sure that I don't need to hold back when wetting overnight to prevent flooding my padding so much it leaks because my bladder will be emptying before it ever fills enough to do that. Plus the effectiveness of the training likely went up as well.

I'm excited for the future! Stay cute cuties!

Bedtime feels less and less like a waste of time every day. I know that it is because what I'm doing is new and exciting to me right now, and that the feeling will likely fade, but until it does I will enjoy looking forwards to the end of my day as a relaxing time to be a baby and forget all the stress the world has to offer plus a fun and fulfilling side activity.

Also I really like my paci and stuffies too and I'm not able to really bring them with me out of bed. that was basically the only reason I went to bed at a somewhat reasonable hour before I started enforcing my training seriously for the first time simply because I wanna cuddle my stuffies 24/7 lol

6. Do you drool on yourself

Nuh uh... Only when I use my paci. I'm pretty good at avoiding it when being a big girl or while sleeping without my paci, but whenever I have my paci it's really hard to avoid drool, especially while I'm asleep.