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Zablife 2k Celebration
This is my small offering for Lee’s @zablife An Evening At Arrow House celebration- congrats again babe! 🤍 She’s not an official OC, but she is to me so I hope you don’t mind me bringing back the female lead from Betrayal for this one.
Warning: Contains spoilers for Betrayal, though the dark twist here is purely for the purposes of this story.
Word count: 406 BETRAYAL SERIES


Til Death Do Us Part
I’ve known Tommy Shelby since I was four years old. He used to tease me for being six months younger than him. I used to kick him in the shins.
He stopped teasing me after a while.
In those dirty streets we lived and played and laughed and cried and fought and fucked. He was my first love and my greatest heartbreak. He was my last love and the father of my children.
I thought, once the storm had passed, we would be forever. Like he promised. The other half of my soul until the end of time.
But the past catches up with us all and the Changretta’s do not forgive. Their vengeance is merciless.
I am only grateful that they spared my children.
He grieved, of course, but apparently it doesn’t do for a member of the House of Commons to remain unmarried, no matter the heartbreak.
And now here she is. Mrs Shelby. Walking around my home like she owns the place. Is this how Grace felt when I arrived? I’ll never know, she isn’t here. Thankfully.
She’s so young. I want to scream at him. How could he replace me with this child? I know he’s lonely, but It’s beneath him. She’s terrible with the children - she has no idea how to be a mother when she’s scarcely ceased to be a child herself. She tried to dismiss Barbara… but I saw to that. Chiara regards her with quiet, watchful eyes. She’s getting so big. My miniature no longer - growing into her own self, though sometimes I see her father in her eyes. Mrs Shelby will need to watch out for that.
I hear Polly, whispering in the dark. She doesn’t trust this woman, and that’s good enough for me. Polly’s intuition is never wrong.
He doesn’t sleep at her side. He hides in his office as though he is ashamed of what he has done. Some nights he allows me to comfort him. Some nights he does not. But I am always there.
‘Til death do us part’ we said when we made our vows to one another.
What nonsense.
As if something as trifling as death would keep me from you, my love.
It has always been you, he used to tell me.
It will always be me.
Do not get comfortable Mrs Shelby. Because you see, that name does not belong to you. I have not finished with it.

Thanks for reading! I hope that fits your creepy theme ok Lee! 🤭 I’d love to head what you all thought 🤍
Masterlists: TOMMY | BETRAYAL | MAIN
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Masterlist: Reckless
Emmett AQP2 x Holly Matthews OC

Summary
Over a year into the invasion of the creatures, Holly Matthews has abandoned the city for the comparative safety of a small town. Living each day like it might be her last creates friction with risk averse local, Emmett, who just can’t seem to avoid her. The difficulty is, he just can’t seem to stop fucking her either. Somewhere between desire and mutual loathing, an unexpected consequence of their relationship propels them into a dangerous adventure that will change everything. But will it be for the better..? Only time will tell.

Warnings
🔞 All chapters will have their own warnings section so please do check those before you dive in. However this is an unashamedly smutty fic so, respectfully, minors DNI.

Story - ongoing
Part 1: Peaches 🔞
Part 2: Belonging(s) 🔞
Part 3: Bear Trap 🔞
Part 4: Pack 🔞
Part 5: Wreckage
Part 6: The Exchange
Part 7: Retribution
Part 8: Separation
Part 9: Trip Wire
Part 10: Wounds 🔞
Part 11: Frequency 🔞
Part 12: coming soon!

Character Lore
A collection of replies to OC ask games and other queries about Holly
Read her lore here
‘Director’s Cut’ ask game about the series

Moodboards & One Shots
Holly x Zach moodboard
Holly’s tattoos moodboard
‘You took everything from me’ moodboard
Baby on Board - Holly & Bea one shot

Faceclaims
Holly - Alycia Debnam-Carey
Zach - Peter Gadiot
Hunter - Josh Holloway
Bea - Jerrika Hinton

Credits
Story dividers made by @saradika
Some aspects of this story are based off scenes in the film and so all credits and rites for those, and the canon characters, obviously go to the creators. Everything else is my own and I do not give permission for it to be copied, transposed or reposted.
Masterlist

Summary:
In the midst of the mayhem of awards season in February-March 2024, Cillian is hurtling around the globe, struggling to remember where he is at any given moment or even what time zone he’s in. With nominee events, pre-recorded TV and radio interviews, photoshoots, as well as debuting his production company’s first film at Berlinale, he doesn’t know if he’s coming or going.
But just because you’re a famous movie star, riding high as the bookies’ favourite for awards season, doesn’t mean life is easy. With her husband here, there and everywhere, Mrs M struggles with the realities of solo-step-parenting and not spending enough time as a couple. But when his eldest son, Eoin, makes an unexpected request, the craziness of awards season is only compounded by challenges at home.

Context
Set in the universe of The Lockdown Sessions and TLS - Oppenheimer Edition but you don’t need to have read either of those for this to make sense. All you need to know is that Cillian is a father of two boys, divorced from their mother and remarried to Mrs M for the last eight years.
Mrs M also exists as an OC, so if you’d like to read her how I see her, you can meet her HERE
Written with nothing but love and respect for the real Murphy family ♥️

Warnings:
References to past infidelity (don’t like, don’t read) and complicated step-family dynamics. Bad language and a little bit of smut. All chapters contain their own warnings. Smut will be marked with 🔞 Minors, respectfully, DNI.

Story:
Chapters in titles in italics are still to be published. They vary in length and are intended to be fragments of moments and conversations across the month.
Week 1
Sunday 11 February
Tuesday 13 February
Wednesday 14 February
Thursday 15 February
Friday 16 February
Saturday 17 February - Morning
Saturday 17 February - Evening 🔞
Sunday 18 February 🔞
Week 2
Tuesday 20 February
Friday 23 February
Saturday 24 February
Week 3
Thursday 29 February

Credits
Dividers by the supremely talented @/saradika-graphics
I do not give permission for my work to be copied, reposted, shared on other platforms or used for AI training, without my consent.
Masterlist

Summary
This is a window into the life of Cillian Murphy, actor, husband, and divorced father of two, currently cooped up at home due to the global pandemic. Join me as we explore the exploits of he and his wife (Y/N insert) as they navigate the ups and downs of life through lockdown. Expect tooth-rotting fluff, occasional angst and a fair smattering of downright filth.
You can read more of this couple during the making of Oppenheimer » HERE «

Warnings
Stories marked 🔞 contain smut and/or adult themes. Stories with 💯 were inspired by my 100 followers celebration. Each chapter has its own warnings section but the story includes themes of pregnancy loss and sexual assault. You are responsible for your own media consumption. Minors DNI.
This story doesn’t follow a chronological timeline - we’ll jump around the pandemic and our couple’s background depending on the scene. Chapters don’t generally flow from one to the other unless clearly marked (such as Parts 3 & 4) but where appropriate I’ll reference things from earlier chapters so it makes sense to read these in order.

Not quite a Reader Insert…
I began this as a reader insert but Mrs M is truly an OC to me (and many readers) so if you want to meet her as I see her, »» CLICK ««

Story - ongoing
Part 1: Caramel
Part 2: Paddling Pool 🔞
Part 3: Enough - Pt. 1
Part 4: Enough - Pt. 2 🔞
Part 5: Zombies
Part 6: Silk 🔞
Part 7: Day One 🔞 (for pandemic themes)
Part 8: Clippers 🔞
Part 9: Silent Treatment 🔞
Part 10: Game Night 💯
Part 11: Crash
Part 12: Beach 🔞
Part 13: Three Chance Encounters - Summer 1997, Pt. 1
Part 14: Three Chance Encounters - Summer 1997, Pt. 2
Part 15: Three Chance Encounters - Summer 1997, Pt. 3 🔞
Part 16: Three Chance Encounters - Summer 2006, Pt. 1
Part 17: Three Chance Encounters- Summer 2006, Pt. 2
Part 18: Sleep Story 🔞
Part 19: Three Chance Encounters - February 2014, Pt. 1 🔞
Part 20: Three Chance Encounters - February 2014, Pt. 2 🔞
Part 21: The Dress, Pt. 1
Part 22: The Dress, Pt. 2 🔞
Part 23: The Dress, Pt. 3 🔞
Part 24: The Dress, Pt. 4 🔞

Shorts
These are oneshots or blurbs involving the same pairing as Lockdown, but not strictly part of the series. Nor are they always short, but I liked the name and it stuck!
Strangers 🔞
Movie Night 🔞
Blanket 💯
Unexpected
Breakfast 💯
Emergency Tacos 💯
Distraction 💯🔞
Breakfast With Tiffany’s
Fireworks 🔞
A Misunderstanding 💯
Petals 🔞
Premiere 🔞
Strike A Pose
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
Lipstick 🔞 (Golden Globes special)

Character lore & other stuff
I’ve answered a lot of questions about Mrs M and this couple more generally, so I’ve bundled these up in case anyone is interested.
Read their lore here
‘Director’s cut’ of The Dress chapters
Cillian makes Mrs M a mixtape
Mrs M’s style

Moodboards and other bits
Cillian’s camera roll
Snowy dog walk
Three Chance Encounters - Summer 1997
Three Chance Encounters - Summer 2006
Three Chance Encounters - February 2014
💋 Kiss and Tell - lockdown twist 🔞
Cillian’s 40th birthday party
Black!reader Mrs M x Cillian
Festive Scout by @raincoffeeandfandoms
‘A Week In Fragments’ teaser
The Murphy’s house in Dublin

MASTERLIST | CILLIAN MASTERLIST