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no but actually andrew telling neil he hates him before kissing him for the first time is sooooo. like andrew never expresses any emotion unless he’s feeling it intensely. he’s always like idc either way when it comes to anything BUT neil. he feels for him so strongly even then he can’t help but spit it out. what matters isn’t those words, it’s the meaning behind them. he’s so overwhelmed by his inability to stop worrying about neil, thinking about neil, that he has to voice it out somehow without compromising himself. i hate you is you’re always on my mind, i hate you is i hate that i can’t stop, i hate that you matter to me, that i cannot be impartial about this. i hate you is an invitation and a promise. i tried to fight this but i know i cant, so fight for both of us until im ready to meet you halfway. stay.

I literally can't anymore with seeing TSC everywhere I go

PLEASE JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE I CAN'T BE SOBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF PEPCO 'CAUSE A BUNCH OF FLOWER SHAPED PENS REMIND ME OF MY TRAUMATIZED GAYS

I think this is getting ridiculous. On today's episode of Lore-is-hauted-by-tsc I was watching a reel and discovered that birth month flowers are a thing. I went to check what mine were. Do you want to take a WILD guess as to what the answer was ?

I- I don't know what to do anymore

The thing about me is that I desperately want to be Andrew Minyard ( cool and collected , a little dangerous and kinda mysterious, no one really knows what his deal is ) but I'm really Neil Josten ( wet little meow meow, a little paranoid, a little clueless about social interaction, makes a deer in the headlights face when someone says something nice to me , immediately giving out all my secrets for the sake of drama and chaos ) and I have to accept that