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here's a silly lil Caejose fic that i wrote at literally 2 am
Im also posting this on my Ao3 btw!! its Ace_th3_Shark
Time frame: before fighting the pillar men/during Caesar and Jojo's training period.
Words: 719
Summary:
Trans girl Joseph worrys about telling Caesar that she's a girl, Caesar assures her that he loves her no matter what.
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"Caesar?" Jojo muttered into the mentioned man's chest. The two had been laying on the small couch in Caesars room cuddling all day as they had had the day off of training due to a combination of particularly bad weather and some errands that Lisa Lisa had to run.
"Yes, caro mio?"
"I... I have a question." He hesitated, debating whether or not to go through with asking it. He'd been wanting to ask this since they started dating but if it didn't go well this could easily ruin their entire relationship.
"Ask away." He seems so calm. It makes Jojo nervous, seeing how relaxed he is, how he's about to ruin that peacefulness with the stupid question that he should just keep to himself.
But he can't anymore. it's been bothering him far too much for far too long to keep lying to Caesar any longer.
" Would you.. Would you still love me if-"
"Yes."
He responded instantly, without an ounce of hesitation. Jojo feels his heart flutter.
"What?" He repositioned himself to look at Caesar.
"Amore mio, there's not a single thing that could come out of your mouth to finish that sentence that would make me love you even an ounce less. My love for you will never stop, whether you want it to or not. I don't care if you were going to finish that with 'if I was a worm' or 'if I was a wanted serial killer' or anything in between. I'd love you no less any way and I'll say it as many times and as many different ways as I need to for you to understand. I love you, ti amo, ti amo tanto, I love you so, so fucking much."
Jojo sobs and leans back into him. fuck... he had not been expecting that in the slightest. He knew, or at least hoped that Caesar loved him but...Not that much... It was such a shame... Caesar was surely going to be taking that back in a few moments. Surely, he would realize just how wrong that statement was when he hears what Jojo had to tell him.
"I.." His words come out stuttery and shaky, broken up by the sobs still rolling out of him. "I think I'm a girl." she finally forces out; it feels nice to get it out of her system after so long of bottling it up and avoiding bringing it up every time that would convenient. It also felt like the most awful, nerve-racking thing she'd ever done in her life.
She sat there, leaning away from him ever so slightly again, waiting for him to do something. For him to yell at her, to make some rude comment, to hit her, to go on some long speech about 'womanhood' or some similar shit. She waits for him to take back what he said about loving her.
But he never does.
Instead, he gently cups her cheek and uses his thumb to wipe away her tears.
"And you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."
Jojo falls back onto his chest as best as she can with him still holding her head, even more sobs rip out of her. She was so sure, so, so certain that he would have some horrible reaction, not...this! Not for him to hold her even gentler than before, yet impossibly closer and tighter. Not for him to hold her and comfort her and tell her that he loves her over and over until her sobs calm down.
As her crying softens to just a few tears and some loud sniffles, she tries to speak again, "I- sorry, I just...was so sure you'd hate me.."
The look in Caesars eyes upon hearing that breaks Jojo's heart. He looks so pained to hear that she could ever even think of considering the idea that he could possibly hate her for anything.
"Oh, no, no, no, my dear Jojo- er, can I still call you that?"
"Yeah...actually, I kinda wanted that to be my name now."
"mh, a beautiful name for a beautiful girl!"
Jojo giggles a bit at that, having calmed down significantly from her initial reaction.
"Shit, I love you Caesar. You're an idiot, but you're my idiot and I love you."
And Caesar just laughs.
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