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Angst me up with #2, 5, 8, 35, 36, and 45 for Akin and Failon pls :)

OOooohh fuck me up Jules :D this is going to hurt my soul :D nice

2.  What is the thing they feel the most guilty about?

For Akin it’s definitely being a vampire and the need to hurt people in order to survive. He hates that part of himself and feels guilty about not being strong enough to suppress the urges that come with his vampire side.

For Failon it would be the death of people he cares about. He has lost a lot in his long life and he always blames himself, that’s why he always tries to push people away.

5.  List 3 fears; one “surface level” fear, one “repressed” fear, and one “deep dark” fear.

Akin: hurting the people he cares about, being used and abused, losing control of himself

Failon: being betrayed, being the cause of death of his loved one, being loved

8.  Do they have anything that triggers them?

Akin - assault/abuse

Failon - emotions :D (especially love)

35. If they could change one thing about themselves, what would it be?

Akin would change being a vampire, he would really love to be a normal human :)

For Failon it is more tricky because I think he wouldn’t change himself but more so what happened in his past or what might happen in his future.

36. Are they in control of their emotions, or are their emotions in control of them?

Out of the two of them Akin is more controlled by his emotions, if you piss him off he will fight you :D and if he likes you - you know he likes you. Idk if that’s considered control, but he definitely lets them out more than Failon.

Failon does his best to keep his emotions below surface and he’s pretty good at it, if someone doesn’t bring up sore subjects for him like - heaven, betrayal, his father, emotions :D But because of that when he lets his emotions out, they’re always really strong.

45. What is the emotion they most commonly experience?

Akin - disappointment at himself as a negative emotion and idk if sarcasm is considered an emotion but yeee that’s Akin’s whole personality (not whole but for the most part :D) 

Failon - guilt or betrayal as the negative emotions and as a normal emotion it would be annoyance (at Akin lmao)