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How Venus entering Pisces affected me
ah yes venus enters pisces and i get weird dreams and it felt sooo long as well omg anyway so these are the things i remember from my dream: saved some child from being washed away by water 1181 check 1117 1771 makeup and i kept hearing "ur pluto is at the degree of makeup" "ur 3rd house of hands is at the degree of makeup" i was so confused lmao then i checked my chart again anyway so here's my interpretation:
Venus in Pisces transits
Venus entered Pisces on April 5th and is transiting thru my 5H. In the dream, there was this part where someone kept pouring huge buckets of water (Pisces) on a child(5H). The kid looked afraid so I went to save them, well it was more like I was encouraging the kid to push that person and come with me instead and they did. I think this one's related to inner child.
The Degree of Makeup
This was the most fun to learn ngl. So makeup is ruled by Venus and Neptune and I've got Pluto and Moon in my 3H. Now my 3H itself isn't at any Venusian or Neptunian degree, buuuuut my Pluto in 3H is at a Taurus degree and Moon in 3H is at a Pisces degree. Venusian degrees are Taurus (2°, 14°, 26°) and Libra degrees (7°, 19°). Neptunian degrees are Pisces degrees (12°, 24°). I don't really put makeup on very but I do watch a lot of makeup tutorial and review videos on youtube, so I'll take this as a sign to actually try to do more makeup looks.
Afterwards I kept seeing some numbers on a black board and then searched for their asteroids when I woke up:
1117 - Asteroid Reginita
I have no idea what this asteroid represents so if anybody knows anything about it please let me know. All I know from my chart is that this asteroid conjuncts my Venus in Virgo in 11H. Also this asteroid is currently in Pisces.
1771 - Asteroid Makeover
Another asteroid that I know nothing about. From the name I can guess this is about makeovers? Anyway it is also in Virgo in 11H but it doesn't conjunct my Venus. However, it trines my Moon and sextiles Mercury. Currently it is in Taurus and going thru my 7H, so I guess I need a makeover in the types of partners I seek and the relationships I had/am in.
1181 - Asteroid Lilith
⚠ TW: talk about religion, sexuality n self-worth issues ⚠
Asteroid Lilith themes: refusal, non-submittal, non-compromise, fleeing one’s oppressor, fight-or-flight moments, standing up to power dynamics, active/vocal involvement in freedom movements, collective anger and rage, feminine rage associated with patriarchal suppression, sexual anger associated with sexual repression, the resulting dynamics from unsatisfying or hurtful sexual encounters, the wild, volatile sexual nature of women that finds little expression in modern patriarchal society, claiming one’s spiritual connection to a higher power on one’s own terms, etc - saintjenx's post on the various types of Liliths
So mine is in Sagittarius in 2H and it conjuncts my Pluto. Yeah I do have problems with religion and religious beliefs. I feel like it holds me and the way I express myself back and it oppresses my sexuality, it's kinda conflicting cuz I want to let go of it but I fear how others might react and I still do things that are related to my religion. I struggled with my self-worth(2H) for a long time and I still do. I guess this number showing in my dream meant I have to work on my self-worth more and stand up for myself and freely express myself.