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love them so much

Did ya miss me?
i’d like to thank my new crush and our scenarios for giving me so much inspo to write 😍😍
i think takashi mitsuya is a silent lover. he prefers actions over words, and being around you in quiet rather than going out to the bustling streets of shibuya. mitsuya doesn't talk often, he observes those who he is around, if he chooses to be around such people other than you, he likes it, listening.
you two don't have to speak in words to communicate; a shoulder massage and light neck kiss can tell you all you'd like to know about how he's feeling. the glances you two share while making a meal, or watching a show, are enough, you and him think.
within intimate moments you can confirm the atmosphere is similar, how he'll walk in the door from work, and immediately you'll appear from the living room to hug him. he buries his face in your neck, into your hoodie, well his, but after a few months of living with each other, the line between his wardrobe and your wardrobe is lost. after he sets his bag down, he heads to the bedroom to get comfortable, and you follow along behind him.
you always thought he looked good, no matter what; lounging, back from work, tired, he could do it all.
while loosening his tie he turns to look at you and smiles softly before taking it completely off and pacing slow steps toward where you're standing so he can press his lips to yours. he doesn't kiss you immediately, though; he prefers to savor the few moments he has before you two go through with it, his eyes darting from your eyes to your lips. he likes to examine the slight needy look on your face, trying to lean into his, but you find him to be just out of your grasp.
he resolves his teasing when he sees that look on your face turn into something more noticeable than it already is, and he finally leans in to lock his lips with yours repeatedly.
the only sound you can hear in the apartment is the occasional rain patter on the windows and the sound of dogs barking from down below. every day you mentally thank both mitsuya and yourself for choosing to move into a place high up.
your moans are soft as mitsuya continues his slow but steady pace on your clit, he's kissing your neck over and over as his hand moves in your underwear. he's focused, as focused as you can be when the absolute love of your life is making it known so clear that you're making them feel amazing.
he pauses the kisses on your neck to look into your eyes and his hand's pace isn't faltering, instead derived from the heightening reactions you're giving, he quickens his pace, bringing you to the very edge.
just as you think you're about to finish, he stops, and you let out a faint whine at the loss of contact. he shifts his position on top of you, slowly tugging your sleep shorts and underwear down your legs. he looks so handsome like this, you think, no, you know; you take in the way he looks so eager to touch you, yet restrains himself to drag out your pleasure to the max.
he removes his boxers, pants already discarded the side by the time he got into your shared room, and before you know it he's lining himself up with your folds.
a silent nod of approval is exchanged between both of you, and he starts pushing in slowly. you whine slightly louder than usual at the dull pain when he's all the way inside, and he smiles a little.
a few moments pass before he starts to move, slowly thrusting in and out of your wetness. the dull ache transitions into pleasure, and he can tell you're starting to enjoy yourself even more.
mitsuya reaches his hands down in between your bodies to rub at your clit once again. his eyes are looking into yours when he picks up his pace on both his hand and his hips. as your breath starts to shallow, his becomes heavier, and you can hear the quiet deep moans he's producing as he goes faster.
he can tell you're almost there, by the way your moans start to become more audible, more frequent, the way you look up at him while slightly biting your lip, then you begin to say a sentence.
"i love you so much,"
mitsuya had heard the sentence come out of your mouth multiple times before, but for some reason, this time felt different. this time, when you said it, the tone of your voice had become a little more emotional, a little more soft. sure, you always meant it whenever you said it to him, you couldn't recall a single time where you didn't mean that specific sentence.
a few seconds after that moment, when everything is at its peak, and you are too, his hips still and his breathing slows while painting your walls, his face is red, hands tangled in your hair, with a loving smile on his face.
the best moments like these happen in silence, you can both agree.
Got my Back From the Dead sweatshirt🤪🤪 …twelve year old me would be in t e a r s

It was really nice meeting you.

(I hope they met sooner tho.... im also back from the dead gsuy :3)
["guy who's building a machine made out of people & noticed you don't fit into their machine" voice] something's wrong with you
The Eiffel tower is going to be deconstructed.
Stop-Motion Moana
“We can rebuild her… We have the technology… We know the way!”
A few months ago I ripped apart a Moana doll and made it into a stop-motion puppet using a kinetic armature kit.





The walk cycle above was the first thing I animated with this puppet, and was just a throw-away practice test with no green screen. I had never done a walk cycle in stop-motion before and soon discovered how difficult animating a straight-ahead cycle within a localized space with no retakes could be.
I showed the cycle to my dad while he was holding my Moana puppet in his hand and he seemed more impressed with this crappy test than the actual animation I did on the movie! I think the combination of him holding the puppet, and then seeing it come to life on the video before him was what blew him away. I guess that’s the appeal and magic of stop-motion. :)

Here’s a second test I animated for fun:

I read that it’s best to have the foot joints nice and tight to hold the weight of the puppet, and have the arms looser. It’s amazing how much weight those toe and foot ball-joints could hold for the falling poses:








Isabel Allende, The House of The Spirits // Anne Carson, Red Doc> // F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Short Stories // Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous // 肉包不吃肉, The Husky and His White Cat Shizun // Bernhard Schlink, The Reader (trans. Carol Brown Janeway) // Heart Like Yours— Willamette Stone
Every day those skeleton lesbians are on my dash beating the shit out of each other or making out or playing mario kart. I don't even know what kind of media the locked tomb is. Is it a tv series? A collection of plushies? A webcomic? A limited edition beverage with an oddly detailed lore behind it? Perchance. All of these questions and more could be solved by a simple google search, yet I kind of like having something that I have no context for - or understanding of - cross my dash occasionally. Adds a bit of spice. McGriddle and Shark? I hope they get gay married. I hope this isn't a queerbaiting situation or whatever. I hope they have lots of skeleton babies and their coffee shop continues to thrive. I hope they finally kill the onceler.


Yo! I'm back from the grave. Digital art studies I've done in the past 2 months.
Last one was def faster tho. And figured out my signature style!
~Vids will be on TT and IG.
I'm back

Thought I'd get this out of the way before I go to school
This took me a literal week 😭🫠😀👍


A headshot of Cloud, my main OC, in The Great Lagi’s sharpie art style that I adore.
I'M BACK
Hey y'all. I'm back from break (that I forgot to tell anyone on here about). Sorry I haven't really done much until yesterday. I had a family vacation and forgot to bring my laptop. Also school started so I had to get through that. But I'm back and I will be trying to post a little bit more during the weekends. I'm still posting whenever, but hopefully it won't be as bad. Thanks y'all for the support while I was away. I'll post something today to fill that gap. I'll also be trying some new things so please give any feedback on my writing. All of it is appreciated. See you all soon
Out of my hiatus

hey........ damn this is embarrassing.
I'm so sorry for just leaving you guys. It's been quite a while. Merry late christmas for those who celebrate it. Happy New Year. 2022 already.
I can assure you that this year I'll try to be more consistent with uploads. Literally, feel free to scream at me when I don't. <3