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For many years I've been labeled as the "Oddball, Crazy, out of the box, to much or some other name for being different then expected" .. for years I hid who I was from the world, I reclused I stopped being silly, goofy, strange as you will.. an honestly it was the most boring time of my life. All so I could fit in the perfect lil box that people wanted me to fit in for them .. cus you see people form these misconceptions or these ideas an opinions about who they think YOU should be an then they put us in a "box" an they form expectations that we must fit into this preconceived idea of this person that want us to be for them ... an then when we don't fit into that picture they call us names, they belittle, they talk down or make you feel bad for being YOU ... an guess what, THATS THEIR PROBLEM, NOT YOURS.. I use to feel so bad when I didn't fit into whatever mold or box someone gave me an id literally beat myself up over an over again for not being pretty enough, or quiet enough, or happy or peppy or reserved.. an id allow it to get into my head an make me feel bad because I wasn't who someone wanted me to be ... only within the last 5 years have I truly learned that people's feelings an emotions are NOT MY PROBLEM.. The boxes people wanna place me in ISNT MY PROBLEM, The opinion someone forms about me also ISNT MY PROBLEM ... it's not my responsibility to "fit" into somes opinion or standard that someone expects me to be ... because if I do that, I am not living for myself, I am not being true to myself if I make myself small an water myself down because someone can't handle who I am as a person I'm only hurting me at the end of the day. I'm bringing myself misery an heartache by breaking down into something or someone I am not. I was afraid for so long to be myself because for so long I was told to be anything but me.. but you know what FUCK THAT NOISE!!!!! No longer will I ever not stay true to me or water myself down for those who don't appreciate me an my worth as an individual, cus I am loud, an odd, an over the top, free spirited an fuckin wild at heart but I own it, an embrace it an anyone who can't accept that can move along !!!! So this is a reminder that's it's OKAY to be different hell I fuckin encourage it because that's what keeps us all unique an amazing an beautiful... ♡♡

Anywho random ass tangent for the day.. I hope all you amazing souls are havin a kick ass Tuesday. Sending love an light ✨ 💕 an my best vibes to all of you!!!

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I am always a different man; a reinterpretation of the man I was yesterday, and the day before, and all the days I have lived. The past is gone, was always gone; it does not exist, except in memory, and what is memory but thought, a copy of perception, no less but no more replete with truth than any passing whim, fancy, or other agitation of the mind. And if it is actions, words, thoughts that define an individual, those definitions alter like the weather - if continuity and pattern are often discernible, so are chaos and sudden change. #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #personalquote #smoldertongue #lokisilvertongue #poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #gentstyle #gentlemenstyle #gentlemanstyle #gentlemansclub #gentstagram #bedifferent #bedifferentbeyourself #bedifferentbeunique #dreamersandmusicmakers #begreat #uniqueisbetter #deviantartist #successquotes #motivationalquotes #saturdaymood #hiddlestoner

Well, I have gone through a lot changes in the last few years and a lot of realizations — and I guess you could say awakenings about things. Everything is touched by that, everything I am doing creatively right now seems to point to the awareness of a lack of self. What are we? Why are we here? And the answer to both of those questions is: nothing, no reason, as far as I am concerned. It’s just about playing with form. #quoteoftheday #smoldertongue #smolderstyle #personalquote #artistsoninstagram #writersofinstagram #philosopherspath #philosophicalquotes #awakethesoul #awakening #quotestoliveby #thedevilsinthedetails #dreamersandmusicmakers #daydreamernightthinker #hiddlestoner #uniqueness #bedifferent #different #mood #confessionsofapoeticsoul #gentsstyle #gentlemanstyle https://www.instagram.com/p/BneOl6uBjko/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wgf8f7fyjv6r