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Well I don't know what's going on with anonymous asks but apparently I had a hater 😂
Honestly though thank you for all the love guys ♥️ you are all amazing ❤️
I think my lack of sleep is finally catching up to me 😮💨
Suddenly I just wanna sleep
Ok a little story/rant.
I have been having a few heath issues lately.
Loosing my breath, aching and continued tiredness. Swollen joints, even hair loss.
I have had repeated visits to the doctor and it's always the same reasons.
First you're overweight, true as this is I have lost over 4 stone of weight in the last 5 years. Slow I know by a good amount for someone in continuous pain, and the pain only gets worse.
Second you're young and shouldn't be having all these issues. No shit Sherlock that's why I'm here and shy of passing out or vomiting blood I apparently don't warrant an x-ray.
And lastly when I mention how almost all the women on my mum's side have lupus and started to show signs around my age it's instantly "no the chances are to low, it's impossible!"
I'm scared and annoyed about this. My auntie has lost a kidney and the other barely functions because her issues were always blamed on her weight, now it's her lupus.
I am showing all these signs and symptoms and am just being called paranoid and fat. I am paranoid, I know people who have died because their lupus wasn't treated correctly/ even found.
And I'm just being fobbed off, now I'm seen as this crazy lady wasting NHS money when all I want is help to feel normal or have the fucking reason s to why I feel this way all the time
If anyone is wondering that anon is still at it 😂
It's getting sad really
I just keep blocking them my guy you've got some colourful language
I've eaten to much fish and chips
FUCK MY DIET IMA DIE A FAT BITCH
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………yes….. YES ITS ALL COMING TOGETHER
I have a question, would you be an angel or a devil, me I'm a devil in disguise.
also been a while since i drew my sona Birdy had fun with this.
other news I'm feeling a lot better now ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you for the love
Not the first speed paint I’ve uploaded but I love this piece and 14hrs of work was worth it.
I’ve also reacted 70 followers and wow… I would never have thought I’d get this far
I’m about to do a comparison look back as I’ve been actively uploading for almost a year ☺️ I can’t believe it, really I’ve met some wonderful people on this app and dare I say so amazing mutuals ❤️ I love the fact how so many humans can be so sweet, kind and soooo talented! You know who you are
I hope to only grow in friends and expand my skills further to all of you.
I love you all of you and thank you ❤️
Designs of Alex, Steve and crow belong to @its-kall-the-clown and amazing creator and human bean 🫘🤡 🫘
So..... How everyone's day going, oh me
One trip to a&e and
If u can't tell.... That's a thumbs up 😂