Blame The Moon - Tumblr Posts

i just remembered how I used to tell you everything, I was so open and honest that when you left, I just couldn't ever be as honest as I used to, everything changed and I felt like I lost a part of me that was deeply based on my relationship with you. I wish I could be like that with someone else, but it all just feels so wrong and uncomfortable that I wouldn't even give it a chance. it hurts to be something, it's worse to be nothing with you. why can't I let go of this?