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love you anymore ; kim taehyung

falling out of love is such a painful thing; telling him is even worse.

↬  pairing ┇ domestic!tae x gender neutral / gender non-specified reader

↬  rating + genre + warnings ┇ pg, total anGst, a break up, sad bbys ):

↬  word count ┇ drabble, just under 700 words

↬  avalyn’s notes ┇ u know what ,,,, i really thought id be awful at writing angst but im happier with this than my usual fluff

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“Mm, Jagiya?” Taehyung’s deep voice calls out to you as the door to your shared apartment clicks open. Your heart throbs at the nickname, forcing you to squeeze your eyes shut in what you refuse to acknowledge as regret. In the hallway, you hear your boyfriend shuffle his shoes off and place his belongings down.

Sinking into the armchair of your living room, you hope it would swallow you whole. “Ah, Jagi, I’m so tired.” He notices you slumped into the cushion and joins you, laying his head in your lap and stretching out his limbs, letting out a quiet groan.

You sigh. You allow yourself this moment — one last moment, with him.

“Today I was thinking about how much I love you,” he looks up to you, flashing you a childish smile that spread over his cheeks, “I don’t think I could love you anymore if I tried.”

“Taehyung-ah,” you call him under your breath. Your voice was shaky; no doubt he noticed the wavering tone as you avoided his eyes. He sits up abruptly, using two fingers to lift your chin gently from the ground, but your eyes still don't meet his.

“Jagi?” He’s concerned, and the way he snakes his fingers tenderly around your forearms almost makes you change your mind.

Almost.

Making up your mind, you close your eyes. “I don’t want to see you anymore.” You meet his gaze in enough time to see the moment his heart break, his eyes losing that sparkling glint you once loved and his lips falling into a frown you no longer wanted to kiss.

“Wh-what?” You rise and step away from his hold, and he subconsciously follows, leaning forward towards you, so you back away further. Taehyung’s arm stretches out to you, “Why? Please just stay and talk to me.” His voice is strained, like his throat is void of anything but emotion.

Fiercely, you shake your head, fighting back tears you knew would never spill. “I’ve made my decision.”

His expression quickly contorts from pain to jealousy, “Are you leaving me for him?”

Your eyes widen as you cock your head. “Who?”

“Jin,” he says with newfound spite, as if he wills for that to be the answer. “You're breaking up with me to be with him.”

“No, Tae, why would I ev-”

“Makes sense,” he scoffs, and the tone of his voice stings. You know it’s his defence mechanism but you can’t deny the pain his words inflict.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” You argue. “He’s my best friend!”

“I’m supposed to be your best friend!” He yells, though you’re unsure whether he meant to. An unknown fire fuels his eyes, and you’re surprised. You’re scared. This two-year long relationship didn’t have to end so sourly, but it wasn’t purely all your fault.

“I can’t be with someone that’s never here,” you mutter under your breath, but he catches it.

Taehyung massages his temples, screwing his eyes shut momentarily, deep in thought, “This is my job. This is my life.”

“Those are two different things, Taehyung.” You're trying. You're reaching; you told yourself you wouldn't. A helpless sigh leaves your lips, “There’s no him. There never was. It was always you. I fell in love with you.”

His eyes are low lidded, his expression weary, though you no longer feel the need to cup his face and console him, “Then what happened?” he whispers, as if he doesn’t even want the answer.

“I don’t love you anymore.” You don’t look up -- you can’t. You know what you’d do if you did, and you’d gone too far to go back. You didn't want to go back. There was no more regret: no more remorse for the man you no longer loved.

The pain in your chest is too much. You didn't know heartbreak was a physical pain, but you felt your heart sobbing more than you were in that moment.

You tune out his soft yet incoherent muttering, turning away from him for the very last time, swiftly grabbing the bag you pre-packed before heading for the door.

"Goodbye, Taehyung."

Ru Ru! Congrats on the milestone! 🥳 So many of these prompts are tempting but here goes: Taehyung, artist AU, unrequited, falling into the other's arms and "are you serious?"? 👀✨ (and don't hold back on the angst, I want the pain)

~summary: Taehyung loves you, just not the way you love him. ~artist au, angst, unrequited love ~word count: 945 ~rating: g ~warnings: pain D:

~a/n: whyyy aj😭😭I tried to give you pain, but it hurt me too XD.. but thank you so much for your request, I hope you ...like? it?? hahaha💜love you lots x also, I’m using this as my entry for the ‘kim taehyung’ square at @bangtanwritingbingo  ➔this drabble is part of my pick & mix drabble game which is still open if you want to request!!

“Oof!”

You barely got a glimpse at your friend before he was barrelling towards you and collapsing into your arms. Stumbling back a step from the impact, you did your best to hug him back without spilling the drinks in your hands.

“It’s finally finished,” Tae groaned, low voice rumbling against your shoulder.

Trying to ignore the thrill it sent through your heart, you patted him on the back

“I knew you could do it.”

Pulling away, Tae met your eyes at last. Just for a moment, he was all too close – the wind had flushed his cheeks and stirred up his scruffy hair. The smile he flashed as he prised his hot chocolate from your fingers left you breathless.

You told yourself you shouldn’t stare, but all the same it was impossible to take your eyes off him as he closed his eyes and took a sip, humming contentedly at the taste.

“You always get my order right,” he told you.

You swallowed hard as his fingers circled your own, lightly pulling you along with him.

“I’m not the one who made it,” you protested, “and where are we going?”

“To the exhibition, of course.”

You raised your eyebrows. Taehyung had been locked up in either his studio or the gallery preparing this exhibition for a while, but you still hadn’t expected to see it so soon.

“Isn’t the opening at the weekend?”

“Yeah… I’m bringing someone…”

He wouldn’t meet your eyes as he spoke the words that made your heart drop every time. You should have expected it, you thought as he scratched the back of his neck, clearly uncomfortable.

A while ago, you had told him you liked him. Liked him as more than a friend. And as much as you each tried to pretend, things had never quite been right since.

He hadn’t felt the same.

He still went on dates, still only let you as close as best friends did. Somehow, that was worse. You knew he wanted you to move on, but how were you supposed to do that when he was still right here in all his smiling beauty, holding your hand, even if it didn’t mean the same thing to him?

“But I wanted you to be the first to see it,” he quickly assured you, moving on as if he hadn’t just shattered your heart again. You didn’t blame him for that. Maybe not mentioning it helped him forget, helped him pretend.

If only you could be as lucky.

Offering the strongest smile you could when your chest felt so cold and empty, you soon hid yourself by downing a few gulps of coffee. The warm liquid tasted sickly on your tongue, sat heavily in your stomach.

Somehow, you had already arrived. The gallery wasn’t big or modern, but Tae had still been super excited when they had contacted him.

Proudly showing you his access card, he opened the door, allowing you in first. Already, you missed the joyful crease of his eyes as it left your line of sight.

You would prefer to let your eyes linger on his happiness than on these hallways which you knew would soon be filled with people, Taehyung weaving through the crowds with someone else by his side.

At last, you reached the space where he had set up his exhibition. As you stepped inside, you pushed down those thoughts in favour of admiration. The space truly left you spellbound, seeing your best friend’s work on the walls making pride swell within you.

By your side, Taehyung eyed you. He was practically bouncing on his feet as he waited for your approval.

Casting your eyes over the space, you saw a few paintings you recognised, and some that were clearly new. All were in his signature style, bold colours but somehow with a subtlety that drew you in.

And then your breath caught in your throat.

Was that-?

No. You cursed the way your stupid heart swelled, just like it did every time you thought there might be hope. Offering itself up to be broken just the same every time.

Seeing where your eyes had landed, a smile lit up Tae’s face.

“Do you like it?”

You stared at the painting, then back at him. You had to gulp down tears, but your voice was thick when you spoke.

“Are you serious? You painted… me?”

The portrait was perfectly recognisable, you just had trouble believing it. It was beautiful, and you even remembered the place it was based on, some woods you had got lost in together a couple of summers ago.

To think that Taehyung had taken the time, his own hands mapping out your features perfectly, breathing his own life into them with vivid colour, even painting the light that shone through your hair. It looked like the way he made you feel. Alive, lit up. And here it was, captured on a canvas for all to see.

You hadn’t even noticed the tears welling in your eyes until Tae’s finger brushed one from your cheek.

Startled, you looked at him. His eyes were so wide and innocent. Curse him and his endless love, giving you hope. Curse the fact that love would never be yours.

“I take it these are happy tears?”

Blinking rapidly, you just nodded. There was no way could explain everything you were feeling. This was Tae’s project, it was supposed to be about him. You would support him the way you always did, no matter if it hurt. Bringing him down was the last thing you wanted.

“You’re important to me, of course I wanted you in here,” he continued, “you’re my best friend.”

And his words were sincere, but they weren’t enough.

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Forever - 4

Taehyung x Reader 💜

Taehyung pushed the shopping cart lazily as I looked through the aisles for the things we need.

'You're gonna fall' I warned him. 'Seriously'

He stuck his tongue out at me,  as he continued to slide around with the cart.

'Stop it,  Tae!' I said,  slapping his arm lightly. 'Go get the milk and eggs!'

He stopped his shenanigans and left to do as he was told with a sulk. I smiled as I continued with the veggies. He was back in a couple of minutes,  with milk and eggs and a goofy smile.

'All done!' he said.

But soon,  that smile fell off his face and I saw him staring at something behind me with wide eyes. I turned back slowly to see a man with the same expression as Tae,  staring at us.

I touched Tae's hand and he held my hand tightly,  his eyes still on the man in front of us. He back away from us slowly with a pained expression.

Taehyung was silent during our ride home. He went straight to his room once we reached home,  remaining inside for a good few hours before I finally lost it.

I knocked on his door a few times before he opened it.

'What happened,  Taehyung?!  Who was that?!' I asked,  feeling my heart break,  seeing Tae in such a condition. I had never seen him that upset before.

He sighed,  sitting on his bed.

'Y/N, I'm fine' he said.  'Really'

'That's why you just shut yourself in your room for 6 hours' I said,  holding my arms across my chest. 'Don't lie to me'

He looked at me before holding his hand out to me. I took it and he made me sit next to him,  placing his head on my shoulder.

'That was my father,  Y/N' he said in a small pained voice. 'Though I don't understand what he was doing here'

'What?!' I stared at him in shock.

'We don't really talk anymore' he said, snuggling up to me.

'What happened Tae?' I asked softly.

'Well to begin with, they did want me to chase my dream' Taehyung said.

Taehyung was an aspiring musician. He wrote and composed some amazing music. He sang regularly at this small restaurant nearby and did small personal shows too. He was not much recognized,  so he worked day and night to bring his name out there.

'My father owned a small family business and had a good name among the people of our town' he said. 'He wanted me to take over as I finished school'

I nodded as I listened.

'I knew what I wanted to do, that wasn't our family business. I wanted to take my music forward' Taehyung said. 'But my father said I would never make it, I just was a small fish in the ocean, he said I was going to waste my life for music. I was heartbroken that he didn't have faith in me.'

'Before I could even think of ways to convince them, they fixed my wedding to my father's friend's daughter' Taehyung continued. 'I couldn't, Y/N... I couldn't, I begged her to forgive me, and I ran away from home'

He sat up, tears running down his face.

'My father has been my strength. He has always been my biggest inspiration...but he didn't believe I could make it, he -'

'Oh, Tae' I said. 'I'm so sorry'

'We haven't spoken since' he said. 'My mother, I, -'

He couldn't speak. He was so overcome with emotion he just stuttered with his words.

'I was very close to my parents, Y/N. I am nothing without them. There isn't a day when I don't miss them. But I had to do it... I can't just marry a girl and pretend to love her for the rest of my life'

I nodded, running my fingers through his hair, as he cried into my shoulder.

'When your parents came, I was so excited, I was so happy when they treated me with so much love' Taehyung said, wiping his tears and giving me a smile.

'Oh my God, Tae' I said, pulling him into a tight hug. 'You're gonna be the death of me'

He laughed, as he hugged me back.

'I know you'll make it, Tae' I said, releasing him slowly. 'You're amazing! I'm not just saying - I wake up hearing you sing everyday, it's the most beautiful thing ever'

'Thank you, Y/N' he said, running a finger on my cheek.

'I made dinner, come on' I said, dragging him out of his room.

I watched as he ate, smiling at me every now and then even though his heart ached. I wanted to help. I wanted to make sure that his smile never fall off his face.

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@shadowstark , @hersheygrace

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Forever - 6

Taehyung x Reader ❤

It was another night alone for me. Taehyung was singing at a wedding party that night,  so he would be home late. The week had been a bit difficult. It was an year since Jungkook left us. The pain gripped at my heart but more than that, I felt lucky to have been a part of his life, to have been lucky enough to be loved by him.

I smiled thinking about Taehyung. He's been an angel in disguise. He lifted me up when I felt I would never be able to. He gave me his home. He gave me his company. He even gave me Yeontan. And I knew I wouldn't have any of this if it wasn't for Jungkook.

Sighing, I walked into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of wine and a glass. One glass in and I put on some music,  swaying light to the beat.

Another glass.

Bambi and Yeontan joined as I waltzed around the living room humming the song and dancing like I didn't care about the world. I am strong, I told myself. I have to feel normal again.

It helped me calm my jittery hands,  even though they stayed cold and sweaty. I was way too immersed in the music to hear the door open. I kept going,  feeling strangely at ease. I stopped to raise the glass the to my mouth,  when he finally decided to speak.

'Wow.'

I almost dropped the glass,  screaming. Placing the glass on the coffee table,  I dropped on to the couch, panting.

'Seriously Tae,  you gave me a heart attack' I complained.

He gave me an apologetic smile and picked me glass up,  sipping the wine.

'What's the occasion?' he asked,  sitting next to me.

I shrugged,  placing my head on his shoulder.

'I know I keep thanking you everyday, but it doesn't feel enough for what you've done for me,  Tae' I said as I looped my hand with his.

'Mhm' he hummed,  resting his head on mine.

'How can I ever-'

'Shh'

I bit my lip,  not want to cry. I just held him tighter. Like I was afraid to leave.

Taking my hand in his,  he stood up. The music filled the room as we stayed silent. It felt just so good. Pulling me close,  he began to move with the music. His eyes were moist as he pressed his forehead to mine. Cupping my cheeks with his hands, his lips were dangerously close to mine.

They touched mine softly.

'I wish' he whispered. 'I wish I could -'

I was drunk. I was sad. I was a lot of things that night. I also realized I wished for it too.

But what if I was wrong?  What if it was my heart's way of mending itself?  What if I hurt him?  What if he left me?

A hundred questions passed through my mind as I stared at Taehyung. He was the most beautiful human being I knew. He was ethereal. I didn't know if deserve him.

He watched me as I snapped out of my daze and hugged him. He relaxed in my arms,  sighing.

'Let's get you to bed' he said,  walking me to my room and tucking me in.  I held on to his hand as he turned to leave.

'Don't go' I said in a small voice. 'Please'

He gave me a questioning look.

I pulled up my blanket for him to come in.

'You're gonna regret it, sweetheart' he said,  touching the tip of my nose with his index finger.

'I'm not that drunk,  Taehyung' I said,  rolling my eyes.

With a chuckle,  he climbed in,  cuddling with me, followed by Bambi and Yeontan shortly.

I tried to keep my eyes open even though I was really drowsy. I looked at him as he watched me.

'Why are you doing this to me?' I whispered.

'Hm?'

'This. Taking care of me and everything else'

'Because I love you' he whispered back, moving a strand of hair from my face. 'Go to sleep'

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@shadowstark , @hersheygrace

Forever - 8

Kim Taehyung x Reader

I opened my eyes to his voice again. Bambi and Yeontan were cuddled up with me and my hand reached out for Taehyung,  but he wasn't there. Missing his warmth,  I got off the bed slowly. Pushing my feet into my fluffy slippers,  I made my way out of my bedroom and followed his voice.

I smelled eggs first. And then something else - sausages? And coffee. Smiling I walked faster. But his voice fell asleep he heard me come.

I whined as I entered the kitchen and I heard him chuckle.

'Why won't you ever sing that out loud?' I asked,  standing beside him.

He patted the kitchen counter,  helping me sit on it.

'Tell me why?' I asked again,  rubbing the sleep out of my eyes.

'I will sing it to you,  I promise' he said,  kissing my cheek and handing me a cup of coffee.

'But I wanna hear it now!' I said with a pout.

'Don't do that' he said shaking his head. 'I'm not falling for it'

I exhaled loudly,  sipping my coffee.

'Thanks for last night. I hope I didn't hog the blanket' I said.

'Oh you did' Taehyung said with a grin and handed me a plate of food.

'I'm sowwy' I said with a month full of bread and eggs.

Taehyung just looked at me,  his eyes showing something I haven't seen, ever.

We were interrupted by the doorbell,  and I saw the disappointment in his eyes as I quickly slipped away to open the door.

                                ******

After what felt like ages Milly finally got the wedding gown of her dreams and after placing the order,  we went out for coffee.

'So you're telling me that Taehyung said that he loves you and he sorta kissed you' Milly said,  sipping her coffee.

'Not necessarily in that order' I said, nodding.

'And you two haven't talked about it since'

'Nope'

I sighed.

'Y/N, what is in your mind?  How do you feel about it?' Milly asked.

'I,  Milly' I was so confused I couldn't talk.

'So you like him?' Milly questioned me.

'I love Taehyung!' I said to Milly's shock. 'That man is the reason why I'm still sane, Milly.'

Milly nodded with a smile.

'But I'm not sure if I'm ready for that kind of commitment again. Jungkook,  when he left,  took a part of me with him... I won't survive another-'

'You can't say that,  Y/N' Milly said shaking her head. 'Taehyung is a different chapter all together. You can't keep running back to Jungkook every time something comes up'

I knew she was right.

'What if I feel that way because I desperately crave affection?  Like,  I want Jungkook,  but Taehyung is just always there,  so?'

'Oh God,  sweetheart,  your mind has been Satan's workshop hasn't it?' Milly said,  putting  hand on her chest dramatically.

I rolled my eyes at her.

'You're worried if this is a rebound kinda situation' Milly stated. 'But I highly doubt it'

I wasn't convinced.

'Milly I love him too much. He's literally family. I can't ever hurt him. I won't last a day knowing that I've hurt him' I said. 'I need to be sure'

'Oh sweetie,  don't stress about it. Just give it a bit of time, I'm sure things will fall in place' Milly squeezed my hand with a smile.

I nodded and cleared my throat as the boys approached us.

'OK,  so that's done!' Namjoon said,  sitting beside Milly as Taehyung joined me.

'Yay!' I said with a little clap.

'So all our clothes are set! Now we have only all the other stuff left!' Milly laughed sarcastically.

'We'll get it done!  Relax!' Namjoon said,  waving her away.

'What about the music guy?  Did you call him yet?  No?  Thought so.'  Milly glared at Namjoon.

Taehyung stared at the two in shock.

'I was gonna do it now!' Namjoon whined,  grabbing his phone quickly.

'You guys are kidding me right?!' Taehyung asked all of a sudden. 'You're calling someone else?'

The entire table fell silent. Taehyung looked at me with his hurt puppy eyes. My eyes darted to Namjoon who burst out laughing.

'Sorry,  I can't ' he said. 'He's too sweet'

'I hate you all' Taehyung grumbled,  grabbing my cup and taking a sip.

'Why would we call someone else,  TaeTae??' Milly asked with a chuckle.

'Good,  'coz I've been practicing something special' Taehyung said with a grin.

'Really?' I asked,  narrowing my eyes.

He grinned and winked at me.

'OK,  now I'm really curious' Milly said with a fake frown.

'You'll see' Taehyung said.

'Oh,  and another thing' Milly said. 'About the hotel room'

'What about it?' I asked.

'Uh,  they're a bit short of rooms,  so we had to put you two in one room.' Milly said,  giving me an apologetic look. 'I hope you guys understand,  I mean you're roommates after all'

Namjoon wanted the wedding at his hometown,  and since Milly didn't have her family in Korea,  she agreed. She family was flying in from New York that weekend and have the shortage of rooms.

I blushed as I stared at her. I was already trying to escape the awkwardness of having slept on the same bed once and what followed this morning. And it's gonna happen again.

'Um,  don't worry about it' I said shaking my head. 'We'll manage'

'It's not a problem' Taehyung added and I saw that his ears had turned a bright shade of pink.

'I love you both' Milly said giving us a happy smile.

Tags!

@shadowstark , @hersheygrace

Forever -9

Kim Taehyung x Reader

'Y/N!!' Taehyung called out from his bedroom. 'I need help!'

I placed the dress I was holding into my suitcase and walked to his room,  followed by Bambi. Taehyung stood in front of his open suitcase,  trying to pack. A silk tie hung around his neck and he held a black shirt in hand, trying to fold it.

'I can't do this!  It's so hard!' he whined,  plopping down on his mattress.

Yeontan sat inside his suitcase chewing on a sock.

'Tannie!' I said,  taking him in my arms slowly. 'What's so hard in packing? It's just for 3 days,  Tae'

'Help me please! These things don't fold!' he said,  tossing a satin shirt at me.

'Fine,  I'll do it. You make write Bambi and Tannie's routine for the pet sitter'

'You're the best!' he said,  quickly hugging me from behind and kissing my cheek before running off to the living room with Bambi and Yeontan.

I sighed,  a small smiling pulling at the corners of my lips. I packed the rest of his clothes neatly into his suitcase before returning to my own packing.

Leaving the babies with a pet sitter was surely difficult both if us. They were not used to staying with anyone else (except for my parents occasionally). But since both mine and Jungkook's parents were coming for the wedding,  we had no other choice.

Once I packed all their necessary things,  Taehyung stopped them off with the sitter and came home looking heart broken.

'I think I should bring them back!  You should have seen the way they quietly watched as I left.' he said,  sitting on the couch with a sad face. 'I can't'

'Hey it's OK. It's just 3 days,  Tae' I said,  sitting beside him. 'We'll be back before they even start to miss us!'

'I guess so' he murmured.

'I know so. Now come on!  Well take the stuff to the car' I said,  pulling him up with me.

Once things were loaded into the car,  we set off for the wedding destination.

Making it a roadtrip was Taehyung's idea, and it was the best idea ever.

To feel the wind in my hair,  to see all the beautiful sights, stopping for pictures and to sing along the random songs playing in the radio - it couldn't have been more fun.

I fell asleep at some point of time and Taehyung woke me up as we reached.

'Wake up,  Y/N!' he sang. 'You're gonna love it!'

I opened my eyes and stared at the beautiful resort we were parked in front of.

'Are you sure this is it?' I asked,  my mouth hanging open.

'Yep,  now come out!' he said,  and I stepped out,  still in awe.

We met Milly and Namjoon at the lobby and she was wobbly with excitement.

'Oh my God!!  You're here!  What do you think?!' Milly said,  hugging me.

'It's beautiful!! Seriously, you've done so good!' I said,  jumping in excitement.

Namjoon spoke to the receptionist as we waited for our key.

'Kim Taehyung and Y/N Y/L/N' the receptionist said,  typing into her computer. 'The honeymoon suite'

'What?!' Taehyung and I asked in unison.

Milly cringed,  and then quickly recovered.

'I told you!  There was a shortage of rooms!  We got you what we could!' Milly reasoned with me. 'Everything was booked. So we got us and you two the honeymoon suite!'

'Oh God' I said,  trying to remain calm. 

'It's OK,  they just call it that. Its just a room.' Namjoon said patting Tae's shoulder.

We nodded as we made our way to our room. Somehow,  my legs wouldn't stop shaking. My heart wouldn't stop beating so fast as well. I held on to Milly's hand as we walked.

Finally,  once the door opened,  I was beyond shocked.

The room was so beautiful it took my breath away. And the view from it was even more amazing. I blushed seeing the swan thing on the bed and I wandered off to the bathroom.

I almost screamed as I saw the hot tub. Taehyung followed me,  hearing my screams and said 'Wow.'

'It's really good' Milly said,  shaking her head in admiration. 'I'm so glad! Anyway, why don't you two freshen up,  then we can have dinner together'

I fell on to the bed once Milly and Namjoon left.

'Let me just lie down for a  few minutes' I said,  tossing the swans to the couch and getting comfortable.

'Care if I join?' Taehyung asked,  climbing in.

'Please do' I murmured,  my eyes closing as I felt him behind me.

His hand rested on my hip and his face against the back of my neck. I cuddled closer as his warmth seeped in helping me relax.

(Something interesting in the next chapter 😈)

Tags:

@shadowstark , @hersheygrace

Forever - 10

Kim Taehyung x Reader

It was late night when I woke up. I searched for Taehyung only to find him in the balcony. I got off the bed slowly and made my way towards him.

'What are you doing here?' I asked,  standing next to him.

He shrugged and gave me a smile. The cool breeze washed over us and I moved closer to Taehyung,  who put an arm around my shoulder.

'I love it here' he said.

'It's beautiful' I said,  smiling.

'Not as beautiful as you' his voice was merely a whisper.

His breath was warm against my face and his eyes locked with mine.

'Stop me if you have to' he whispered, before pressing his lips to mine softly.

I was too shocked to move at first. It's been way too long since I last felt this way. But I found my lips moving against his slowly. He pulled back suddenly,  his eyes studying me intently,  before pulling me out back into our room quickly.

(mature content!)

He pushed me up against the wall and kissed me again. His hands cupped my cheeks lovingly as his lips devoured mine.

My hands wrapped around his neck pulling him closer to me. He tilted his head to kiss me deeper. I saw a burst of the most brightest colours and sparkles as I closed my eyes,  losing myself in his touch.

Moaning softly into my mouth,  I felt his tongue move along my lower lip before slipping in. It touched mine making me pulling in my breath,  my insides burning with something that had been sleeping for the longest time.

His lips moved along my jaw and down my throat,  leaving open mouthed kisses along the way and nibbling at the skin. The room filled with the sounds of our ragged breathing,  and he slowly picked me up in his arms,  taking me to our bed.

The bed dipped as he climbed in,  hovering over me with a soft smile on his face, his eyes seeking my permission. My hands reached out to touch his cheek gently, and he captured my lips with his again, slowly lowering his weight onto me. My fingers went to his brown hair,  pulling at it gently,  making him groan into into mouth.

Taehyung continued to kiss me, pushing my shirt up and feeling the soft skin underneath. Moving back he quickly pulled it over my head and did the same with his. 

'Tae...' I whimpered,  barely in a condition to speak. My insides quaked in need and my eyes shut tightly as his lips moved down,  stopping at my chest. He pressed soft wet kisses on my chest as a hand went behind to undo the clasp of my bra. His lips enveloped my nipple softly, as his hand touched the other tenderly. He sucked in a achingly slow manner,  making me whine for more.

Tae lips roamed my body,  exploring each and every part of me,  like he wanted to memorize them.

Tae kissed me as he thrust into me,  moving ever so slowly, helping me adjust to him. I burst out crying,  overcome with emotion. I never thought I could accept anyone this away again. It just felt so normal with Tae. Like its just how it should be. He kissed my tears away,  shedding some tears himself.

'I love you so much,  Jagiya' he whispered,  as we moved in synch. His thrusts grew rougher making me chant his name over and over again in pleasure. Once spent,  he pulled me into his chest, holding me against him tightly.

'I love you too,  Tae' I whispered back, as I pressed my face into his chest.

I couldn't explain how scared I was. I was scared if I had just ruined a perfect friendship. But it was also my happiest moment.

(I don't write a lot of intimate scenes,  just a few kisses here and there, so please forgive me for mistakes! I hope I did justice to Y/N and Taehyung's sweet moment ❤)

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Forever - 11

Kim Taehyung x Reader 💕

Taehyung was still asleep when I slipped out of bed. I pulled on my clothes before getting into the bathroom and locking the door behind me.

I dialled Milly's number and waited for the to pick up.

'Hey sweetheart' I heard her say. 'Good morning'

'Milly,  I need to talk. Now.' I said,  my whole body shivering from last night's  experiences.

'Sure. Meet me down at the restaurant.' Milly said to my relief.

Trying to calm my nerves,  I sat breathing in and out. I walked back into the room slowly,  my eyes falling on Taehyung. Slowly placing a kiss on his cheek, I wrote him a note saying I was going to meet Milly.

Milly gave me a nice big hug as I went running to her.

'Are you OK?  Y/N, you're shivering' Milly said,  making me sit and ordering me a cup of coffee.

'Milly, my hands won't stop shaking' I said,  looking at my hands. 'It won't just stop'

'What happened? Everything looked OK last night' Milly said,  taking my hands in hers and trying to warm them.

'We... We-' I was going crazy. I knew the anxiety creeping in. 'I'm so scared.'

'Can you please tell me what happened?' Milly asked,  giving me a worried look.

I looked at her with tear filled eyes and told her everything.

'I love him,  Milly. I do.' I said in between tears. 'He means the world to me'

Milly gave me a confused look before smiling. Her eyes went down to my hand, touching my ring finger.

'You took it off' she said.

I nodded,  biting my lip. I had finally taken off Jungkook's ring before coming. I finally knew what I wanted. I wanted to cherish his beautiful memories. I wanted to live the way he had taught me to. I wanted to love Taehyung with all my heart. I wanted him in my life more than anything.

But I was scared. There was nothing I could do to make it go away. Each time I try to embrace the fact that I love Taehyung,  the pain from Jungkook's loss grips at my heart, making me take a step back.

'Don't fight it,  Y/N' Milly said. 'Please.'

'I'm so scared' I whispered. 'I love him so much.'

'Sweetheart,  I'm so happy you finally understand. But don't push him away'

Milly said,  squeezing my hand. 'He loves you. Isn't it all that matters?'

I nodded.

'But' I said,  shaking my head. 'He. He's -'

I was hyperventilating.

'I'm OK. You should go.' I said,  wiping my tears. 'I'm fine'

'No. I'm not going anywhere.' Milly said.

'Milly you're getting married!' I said,  wanting to slap myself for dragging her down here. 'I'm sorry!'

'Oh God,  Y/N!  I've known you since forever!  Why do you have to bring these formalities in between us?!' she scolded. 'If you need me, I'm here. That's that. Namjoon can understand.'

I nodded and hugged her.

'Taehyung is an amazing person Y/N. And to be honest,  I ship you guys from day one!' Milly said with a grin. 'I'm so happy this is happening now!'

I smiled at her.

'I wish I wasn't this afraid,  Milly. I just - it's like I'm already waiting for something bad to happen' I said sadly.

'You don't have to!' Milly said. 'Everything will be fine. I want you to go back right now and be there when he wakes up'

I did just that.

I watched him sleep for a while before he woke up,  reaching out for me.

'What are you doing there?' he asked, seeing me on the couch.

I just shrugged and made my way towards him. He smiled as I sat beside him.

'Good morning' he said,  placing his head on my lap.

'Good morning' I said,  running my fingers through his hair.

He hummed contently,  snuggling comfortably.

'I love it when you do that' he said looking up at me.

'Taehyung' I whispered.

He sat up,  eyes droopy from sleep but still attentive.

'Are you OK?' he asked.

I nodded. But before I could talk,  heard my phone buzz.

'Mom?' I said into my phone. 'Oh you're here!'

Taehyung's eyes didn't leave my face as I  spoke to my mother. He frowned,  worry etched on his beautiful face.

We didn't get to talk that day. Or the next day.

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Forever - 12

Kim Taehyung x Reader 💕

Y/N's P. O. V

Our stylist was the loudest man I've ever met. He came in wearing an elegant suit and scolding everyone in the room.

'Jin!  Stop!  You're pissing everyone off!' Milly whined.

'I don't care. I want everything to be perfect!  I can't tolerate anything mediocre for the next few hours' he said,  dismissing one of his own assistants and standing behind Milly's chair.

I sat watching the drama.

'You.' he said,  pointing at me. 'You're the maid of honor?'

'That's me' I said,  sighing.

'What are doing sitting there?  Get your make up done!' he snapped at me.

Milly mouthed a 'sorry' at me before Jin's assistants got their hands on me. After my make up was done,  I sat  feeling jittery again. I just wanted to talk to Taehyung. I changed to my dress before Jin came in and told me off again. I stood in front of the mirror,  running my hands over my dress before walking over to the window.

'I haven't spoken to him since yesterday,  Milly' I said,  glancing out of the window.

'It's OK,  he'll know why' Milly said.

I nodded, my eyes searching for Taehyung in the crowd. I caught a glimpse of Namjoon as he passed by.

'Ooh!  Joonie looks so hot in that suit!' I said,  making Milly rush to the window. 'Sorry,  he's gone'

'Uh!  I don't know why I'm so nervous!' Milly said. 'I was fine until I put this dress on!'

'Calm down!' I said,  standing next to her and holding her hand. 'You look beautiful,  Milly. The most beautiful bride I've ever seen'

Milly blushed and gave me a smile.

'And you're the most beautiful maid of honor ever! I love you,  Y/N. Thanks for being there for me,  always' he said,  hugging me, with tears in her eyes.

'I should be the one thanking you.' I said,  my own eyes moist.

The door flew open noisily,  as Jin stormed in.

'Oh no!!! My make up! I'll kill you both if you ruin that work of art!' Jin said,  pulling us apart and studying our faces.

'Calm down, Jin' Milly said shaking her head.

'I can't calm down till the day is over!' Jin said,  rushing out of the room again.

                              ****

As Milly walked down the aisle,  Namjoon teared up. He wiped the tear at the corner of his eyes and held out his hand to Milly. I was so happy for them both, I bit my lip to stop myself from crying.

Taehyung gave me a soft smile from the other side as Milly and Namjoon made their vows. It was truly the most beautiful scene ever. Even Jin shed a few tears of joy.

Once the ceremony was done,  I desperately wanted to find Taehyung,  but we didn't even get to see each other.

Taehyung's P. O. V

Every time I tried to catch hold of her,  she was taken away by someone else. Somehow I wasn't able to shake this feeling that she was avoiding me.

But why would she?

I took a sip of water, sighing. Did I rush things?  Did I read in between the lines and ruin everything?

I didn't know. She was the most beautiful part of my life and I couldn't think of being without her. I watched as she chatted with some guests. Ignoring the lump forming in my throat, I made my way to the dressing room to get my guitar.

Y/N's P. O. V

I tried a few times to find him and finally gave up as the evening party began. I won't get him for that entire night since he was going to be singing. Sighing I pulled out a chair and sat,  my eyes fixed on him as he dedicated sing after song to the couple who danced.

I spent some time with my mom and Jungkook's mom as they admired Taehyung and his music.  He really did make it fun for everyone. So many couples on the dance floor,  having the time of their lives.

Taehyung cleared his throat suddenly and everyone moved back to their  seats.

'It's been a long day and I know everyones tired,  but I have one last song.' he said,  smiling. 'This one is for my best friend and  my roommate. She's the light of my life,  no other words to describe her. I love you,  Y/N. This is for or you.'

I sat petrified on my seat as all eyes fell on me. I held on to my Mother's hand as Taehyung began humming.

It's that song!, I realized. The one he kept humming,  but wouldn't sing. I sat frozen as he sang, the words pouring out of his mouth making me cry.

My mother held me close as tears rolled down my cheeks. His own face was wet with tears. His voice cracked towards the end of the song.

My mother gave me a gentle push, as I got up from my seat and made my way towards him,  my legs wobbling. He just stood up and I ran up to him,  throwing my arms around his neck. He hugged me tightly,  and we cried, not being able to hold back anymore.

'I love you,  Taehyung.' I said and he kissed my cheek,  murmuring, 'I love you too,  baby'

A few people cheered us,  Milly and being one of them. She and Namjoon came running to us, tears of joy shining in their eyes.

                               ***

Once Milly and Namjoon left,  slowly the guests returned to their rooms.  Taehyung walked towards me slowly, a smile on his face.

'Uh,  so...i was going to get some coffee. Would you like to join me?'

He blushed,  making me laugh.

'I would love to,  Taehyung'

(Song preference : Nothing like Us by Justin Bieber)

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Forever - 13

Kim Taehyung x Reader 💖

3 months later:

Taehyung was the most excited person I have ever met. He was literally excited about everything. So that morning when he came into our bedroom screaming,  I didn't mind much.

Only then he jumped into the bed and shook me violently.

'Tae!!'  I screamed back,  pushing him away. 'Stop!'

'I did it' he whispered,  and it's then that I noticed the tears in his eyes. 'I got it'

'What?  Got what?!'

He had landed a contract with an entertainment company called BigHit.

Apparently one of Milly's guest from the wedding had recommended him after hearing him sing at the party.

Finally it was happening. It's everything he had dreamed of. And he deserved every bit of this happiness.

I hugged him tightly, laughing and crying all at the same time.

'I'm so proud of you!' I said kissing him.

He fell silent all of a sudden,  his eyes going dim.

'I wish I could tell them.' he said in a small voice. 'Appa and Eomma'

He sighed,  giving me a sad smile.

'What would they think?  After all this time?' he asked,  laying his head on my shoulder.

'They'll be proud of you too,  Tae. You're amazing.' I said kissing his forehead.

He nodded,  but I knew he didn't believe it.

Soon he was all busy with his first music video. But all his hard work paid off when his music was a hit. People loved him and he was instantly a star.

'I just miss being home with you,  actually' Taehyung said as he cuddled with me. 'I don't it when I can't see you all the time'

'I miss you too baby' I said placing my face at the crook of his neck. 'I miss you too'

'I'm really nervous about this award show thing' he said,  'It's gonna be huge'

'It's exactly what you need' I said. 'You've performed in front of a big audience so many times!  I know you'll do great'

'I hope I can' he said.

Once he left home for another shooting,  I called Milly.

'Hey!! What's going on?' Milly asked in a sing song voice.

'Milly, there's something I need to do'

                            *******

Milly drove through the old fashioned driveway slowly,  glancing at the huge house in front of us.

'You sure this is it?' she asked,  parking the car.

'Yep' I said.

I got out of the car and waited for Milly, but she didn't come.

'You should do this,  Y/N. I'll be right here if you need me' she said giving me an encouraging smile.

I nodded and walked towards the house slowly. Pushing the door bell, I waited. A lady opened the door and I recognized her as Taehyung's mother from a picture he had shown me.

'Can I help you?' she asked with a smile.

'Hello' I said,  smiling back at her.

Before I could speak,  another figure appeared at the door. His eyes widened as he saw me and he looked at his wife.

'It's her' he said,  and Taehyung's mother looked at me with a pained expression. Her eyes darted behind me hopefully.

'He's not here' I said and she looked down with a sigh.

'Where are my manners,  please come in' she said, stepping aside to let me in.

We sat silently for a few minutes before his mother spoke.

'How is he doing?' she asked.

'He's doing good' I said. 'He misses you terribly'

'Why won't he come home then?' she asked,  her voice shaking. 'Why won't he even call his eomma?'

I was scared to imagine how he would react if he knew I was here,  but I felt the need to do this. I told them about his contract with BigHit and how he was singing at the award show that week.

'There is nothing more he wants that to make his parents proud.' I said. 'Please,  come for the show. It would mean the world to him.'

His father remained silent as his mother looked at him eagerly.

'Please. I miss my son' Taehyung's mother cried. 'Please,  let go of all this. It's our son. It's our baby,  how long are you going to hold a grudge?'

My heart broke to see tears in his father's eyes. They missed him dearly,  but they couldn't just come to terms with the fact that he had left them.

I reached into my bag to retrieve the tickets Taehyung had given me. I held it out to his mother along with my number.

'Please come.' I said.

Bowing to them,  I left, hoping everything would be OK.

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Forever-14

Kim Taehyung x Reader

'They didn't call Milly!' I said, feeling disappointed. 'I really thought they would'

Milly just gave me a pitiful look not knowing what to say. The auditorium was packed with celebrities and audiences. I didn't know it would look this huge in reality.

We saw Namjoon coming towards us, and he said 'He's looking for you'

I glanced at my phone again and sighed.

'Go to him, we'll look out for them' Namjoon said. 'He needs you right now'

Nodding I made my way towards backstage. Taehyung stood, fanning himself with some brouchore. His face lit up seeing me. He stood up and pulled me into a tight hug.

'Where have you been?' he asked.

'Just finding our seats' I lied, my grip on my phone tighter.

He nodded, caressing my cheeks gently.

'You alright? You look worried' Taehyung asked.

'I'm good' I said smiling. 'I'm just so proud of you, Taetae, I can't hold that in'

Taehyung laughed and leaned in to kiss me. Just as his lips touched mine, my phone buzzed.

I jumped with a little gasp.

'What's going on Y/N Y/L/N ?' Taehyung asked suspiciously, his hands on his hips.

'I was expecting a call from my editor' I said quickly and pressed a kiss on his lips before backing away. 'I'll be back in a minute'

Taehyung stood watching me as I ran out to the auditorium.

****

I watched as he stepped on to the stage, and the audience cheered for him. My heart swelled in pride, watching him up there. His mother gripped my arm tightly, her eyes filled with tears.

'My baby' she whispered, holding back her sobs.

Both his parents were in tears the minute he started singing. Milly besides me, holding my hand as I watched Taehyung in awe.

No matter how many times I've heard him sing, his voice gave me goosebumps. I was totally mesmerized with his music when Milly nudged me.

'I think you should go backstage now' she whispered. 'His performance is almost done'

'OK,' I said, taking a deep breath.

I led his parents to where he would come after his performance and waited. My heart thudded so loudly I was worried if the others could hear it.

The door opened and Taehyung appeared. His eyes fell on me first, giving me a wide smile before it went to the two beside me. He stopped still, staring at his parents as his mother burst out crying again.

He flew down the stairs and flung his arms around his mother, his voice shaking as he said 'Eomma'

'Appa'

He hugged his father, who sobbed bitterly holding his son close to him.

I began walking out, wanting to give them some space.

A hand grabbed me and I turned. Taehyung pulled me towards him as his other hand held his Eomma. His father smiled, placing hand on my cheek.

'Thank you' he said.

******

After having dinner with his parents, we dropped them home. Taehyung had that beautiful smile on his face as he drove, humming softly.

'Let's stop at the beach, shall we?' he asked.

'Sure' I said, remembering the night Milly took us out to celebrate her engagement.

We walked hand in hand in a comfortable silence. I was so happy that he finally had everything he wanted. And I left lucky to be a part of it.

'Thank you, Y/N.' he said, breaking the silence. 'You have no idea how happy I'm tonight'

'You deserve every bit of it, Tae' I said. 'Your music, your parents, isn't it all you've dreamed of ?'

'Not everything' Taehyung said, letting go of my hand.

'Hm?' I asked, frowning.

'There's one more thing' he said and the next thing he did shocked me.

He was on his knee and held out a little box to me.

'I was the happiest when you said you love me, Y/N. My life is not complete without you in it, even though we do live together.' Taehyung said. 'I've wanted to make you mine for such a long time, Y/N. I don't really know when I fell in love with you. But I know it's what I want to do for the rest of my life'

I was at a loss of words. My heart skipped a beat seeing him in front of me like that. I could see that he was nervous, but I could feel my hand shaking in his.

'I want to love you forever, Y/N. It's all I want to do' he said. 'Will you marry me?'

The waves roared behind Taehyung and my eyes shot up for a split second. I could have sworn I heard Jungkook's voice. Was in just in my head? Maybe. But I could hear him.

Taehyung remained silent, giving me time to process this. But I didn't need any. I knew it's exactly what I wanted too.

'Yes!' I said, letting my tears flow freely. 'Yes! Oh God, I love you, Tae!!'

Smiling, he stood up and slipped the beautiful diamond ring on my finger.

He then picked me off the ground, kissing me.

'I love you' he said, pressing soft kisses on my lips. 'So much'

********

Milly opened the door, rubbing the sleep off her eyes.

'What for hell you two? It's like 2 in the morning, don't you sleep or anything?' she complained, letting us in.

I just held my hand up and her eyes widened. She just stared at the ring before letting out a loud scream.

'OH MY GOD!!'

She threw her hands around the two of us, still screaming. Namjoon came running, holding a baseball bat in his hands. Seeing us, he dropped the bat looking confused.

'Why the fuck did you scream?' he asked scratching his head.

'They're getting MARRIED!' Milly screamed, and Namjoon just stared at us before coming and hugging us.

Milly ran to get a bottle of wine.

'Time to celebrate!!'

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Forever - 15

Kim Taehyung x Reader 💜

Author's point of view :

Taehyung watched her sleep. He caressed her swollen belly softly, a smile spreading on his face. Y/N stirred slightly as the sunlight fell on her face. Taehyung got off the bed to pull the curtains close.

He sat at the edge of the bed, as she snuggled into her blanket with a smile on her face. Taehyung remembered the first time he'd met her. She was devasted with Jungkook's death and was weeping over her lost dog.

He saw how broken she was, and had made up his mind then and there to do everything that he can to make things better for her. He could see why Jungkook loved her so much. She was such a delicate flower, one he wanted to cherish forever.

He didn't know when exactly he started falling in love with her. It may have started from the smallest of things. In fact. He loved everything about her.

The way she danced around the house while he sang. The way she mothered Yeontan and Bambi. The way she made dinner and fell asleep at the table waiting for him. The way she fangirled over him endlessly.

Each and every little detail. She kept thanking him for changing her life, but he saw it the other way around. She was his lucky charm. She inspired him to be a better person.

And when he saw her standing with his parents, waiting for him, it got stronger. She was his world. His forever.

Taehyung snapped out of his thoughts as Y/N slowly took his hand, placing it on her belly. He laughed as his baby kicked, and she laughed along with him.

'I can't wait to hold you!' he said, kissing her tummy as another kick came by.

'Well, you can hold me for now' Y/N said with a pout.

With a little laugh, Taehyung wrapped his arms around her, as she rested against his chest.

'I really can't believe I'm going to be a dad' he said, kissing the top of her head. 'According to my calculations, if I'm good at this, we should 5 kids'

'What?' Y/N said, sitting up and staring at him. 'For real?'

'Uh, yes?' he said.

'How did you not tell me before?' she asked, amused.

He shrugged.

'I'm sure you'll be a great dad' Y/N said, kissing him.

4 years later:

The little boy ran as fast as he could chasing Bambi around the backyard.

'Come on, Kookie!!' Y/N said, cheering her son who laughed in excitement as Taehyung scooped him into his arms.

Little Jungkook was celebrating his fourth birthday with his close family. Y/N's parents, Jungkook's parents and Taehyung's parents sat around watching as the boy hopped around in happiness. He loved it when they all visited.

'Kookie!!' squealed their younger son, Jimin from his mother's hands and Yeontan barked, making Jimin laugh louder.

Taehyung took Jimin from Y/N's arms and Jungkook off the ground. Y/N watched as he danced around with both his sons in his arms.

Jungkook laughed at his father's ridiculous dance. Even though his name was Jungkook, he was a splitting image of Taehyung - the smile to be particular.

Y/N smiled as she thought of Jungkook. She knew he was watching over them, he was their guardian angel.

'Eomma!!' Jungkook called out, holding his hand out to her.

She quickly ran to take his tiny hand in hers.

'You alright?' Taehyung asked as she held Jungkook in her arms.

She nodded, pressing a little kiss on Taehyung's cheek.

'I love you, Taetae' she said and Jimin clapped his chubby little hands.

'Taetae!!' he said, 'Appa Taetae!'

Taehyung smiled, and said 'I love you too'

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