But Here I Am - Tumblr Posts

This is all you'll ever be.

(The Villain, A Doll)

An Emotional Rollercoaster ...

You aren’t healthy for me at all. You treate me with contempt and you act like I’m a child when I’m not. Yet for some unknown reason I’m utterly devoted to you and I see the error of my ways yet I’m stuck on this self destructive path because it’s my kinda cocaine. You’re cocky, arrogant, a liar, sadistic, a carbon copy of my biological father yet here I am preening for even a scrap of your affection just to feel validated. Which is utterly crap because I know my worth and I know that I don’t need a boyfriend to make me feel good about myself but in my heart I have to have you to feel whole

An Introduction

If I'm going to be running a tumblr blog, no matter how small it is, I figure I should properly introduce myself to whoever comes across this page. So... Hi.

I guess you can call me Grizzly, given my username. I'm going to be uploading quite a bit of artwork here. It may not be the best artwork ever, and it may be dorky or cringeworthy, but sometimes I want to give my friends a break from all my ranting and rambling.

These are some of my non-fandom interests.

Astronomy - I've always been interested in outer space and how the universe works. I hope to have a career in astronomy or astrophysics someday.

Dogs - I mean, just look at them.

The Ocean - Marine life is just so fascinating, and the ocean itself is beautiful both above and below the surface.

Music - I enjoy listening to music and playing the piano in my free time. I've also begun experimenting with Vocaloid.

So...yeah. That's it. I hope I can entertain at least one of you while I'm here.

DBD X MLP brainrot. Cheryl is a deer and Freddy is a very burnt and hairless donkey. I keep giving them pants that cover up their cutie marks, which is a pain.

My deisgns. Please no steal. 🙏

Cocoon

TW : Character Death ⚠️

FINISHED LAST PART OF MY THESIS

my sister has been binge watching greys anatomy and its her first time seeing any of it so ive been watching it with her as a support system and we just started season 8 and

my mom, who won't stop asking her: did the crash happen? i mean a crash? have you gotten to a crash yet? no, not a car one. the air-

my sister, tearing up: is there really an even numbered season curse?

me: shhh stop everythings fine, season 8 is easy. she's talking about the season 7 crash,and it wasnt really a big deal, dont worry.

my sister: promise?

me:

I want it known that any new or returning BillFord fans are herefore legally obligated to read THE BillFord bible, Knowing Me Knowing You by f_imaginings on archiveofourown.

It is a 900,000 word long epic (and still going, by the way!) that documents a slow burn through pre-canon before moving into our disastrous current canon, with an absolutely mesmerizing amount of attention to detail and character writing. It's genuinely THE BillFord fic to me, has been since I was a child who was probably too young to be reading it (beware: smut! both with a more humanised Bill AND his triangular 2D form) and it'd be a legitimate crime to not have more people read it.

Old artwork of mine for it below, because I'm still proud of it

Y'all I thought this would be easy with my background as a moonie, but instead I have too many thoughts about Magical Girl Xue Yang.... Oop.

Silly videos I took of @flamingkrieg a bit over a month ago, he recently posted it on his ig so go and check him out (there’s more nice shots I took of him) :eyes_emoji:

That last bit is exactly what happens if you walk into diavolo’s room

About me and my blog

Hello everyone! So my names´s Andy (she/her and 25 years old), and I am the writer behind this blog dedicated to FFXV and FFXV: Kingsglaive. 😉 Because this little blog of mine reached 75 followers (WOW! People you´re amazing!❤️) I suppose I should finally make something like this.

So first I will start with what I am comfortable to write which is SFW and NSFW content. NSFW content will be properly tagged as mature and 18+. I am also comfortable to roleplay as my OC characters and as a glaives. I usually write gender neutral! reader (for everyone to enjoy!) or if it´s requested then female reader. I am not well versed in writing male!reader and I don´t want anyone to be offended by my writing if it´s incorrect.

I am NOT comfortable with: Abuse, rape, anything with children (Minors) and sexual content with them is a hard NO and basically stuff without consent.

There´s list of characters that I write for from FFXV: Kingsglaive and from FFXV:

- Nyx Ulric

- Libertus Ostium

- Crowe Altius

- Pelna Khara

- Luche Lazarus

- Titus Drautos

- Tredd Furia

- Axis Arra

- Sonitus Bellum

- Ravus Nox Fleuret

- Cor Leonis

- Regis Lucis Caelum

Characters that I am willing to write for:

- Noctis Lucis Caelum

- Prompto Argentum

- Gladiolus Amicitia

- Ignis Scientia

- Lunafreya Nox Fleuret

- Cindy Aurum

- Clarus Amicitia

- Iris Amicitia

My OC´S:

- Andy Winter (Kingsglaive)

- Callum “Cal” Pax Furia (Kingsglaive)

Ugh I'm feeling like giving up on the entire IB diploma entirely recently, I have a business management ia to finish, ess ia, math ia, the EE, the TOK essay, Economics ia check, and so many tests at the same time.

I feel like I don't even care if I just pass the diploma anymore. I'm just so, so tired. I always feel like I'm not deserving of any rest or sleep if I have not done anything that is related to school. I'm so tired of hearing these thoughts go over and over in my brain. I just want to rot somewhere more often now.

I sometimes even wonder if I actually even like my school anymore. I feel constantly lightheaded in school, like everything is a fever dream, especially in certain classrooms. I have to stim a lot and I have to leave the classroom often just to go somewhere and breathe in natural air instead of AC. I also get hungry in school often, I usually eat lunch at 1 or 1:30 pm but when it's school I come back at 3:30 pm so I'm very hungry and tired by the time I come back.

It sets the energy for the whole day, I don't even feel like taking my laptop out of my bag when I get home. And what would be the point in doing something anyway? It's going to take hours and if I can't even finish it off by that time then there's no point to it for me. I literally took a day off today just so that I could start my business management IA.

And I don't even have close friends or a friend group to belong to at school. My closest friend at school battles mental health problems and I rarely see him there. And I KNOW that it's okay to be alone or enjoy things by yourself, but when you've always sucked at making friends in school it kinda gets to you later on. I feel envy when I see groups of friends and I always wonder if I will actually belong to a group like that someday. Sometimes when some classmates talk to me I always get the feeling it's for a joke which I'm the butt of. Maybe it's bc I have a monotonous way of speaking irl most of the time??

I wish that some of this stuff and all the IAs we do now was actually in DP year 1 BC it would save a lot of stress for a lot of people. Like the business ia could be done in January when I was in year 1 or something. The ess ia too. Instead of it all being crammed later on in 12th grade.

Ok but today, I'm going to make myself the cup of herbal tea I've been avoiding for weeks because in the end, I know I deserve sleep.

preemptively ruining my sleep schedule in preparation for the school year

i still can’t wrap my head around the fact that of all things that brought me back to tumblr, it was because a fictional relationship between two 6 year olds

that did not show up in the tags 🧘‍♀️💆‍♀️

I just got home back from an exhausting trip and this was just what I needed 💖💖💖

I C E     P R I N C E S S  ∙ 2

Pairings: Popular Girl!Reader x Outkast!Bucky

Explicit Content - Smut - NO MINORS

w.c: 3,750 

Summary: 

Bucky Barnes is the quiet boy who gets picked on.

The Reader and her friends run with the popular crowd at Stark High.

As the Winter Ball approaches, she is partnered with Bucky Barnes for a class project. They grow close in an inadvertently secret friendship, which later turns into love.

Only catch is…she’s Steve Roger’s ex girlfriend, and before she was partnered up with Bucky, her friends had planned to use and turn Bucky into Stark High’s new it boy to try and get back at Steve; a disgusting bet. 

Another catch: She’s a figure skater at the town’s arena every Tuesday and Thursday nights. Bucky works part time at the rink resurfacing the ice. The other doesn’t know.

Modern AU High School fic - later goes into adulthood.

M A S T E R P A G E - FULL SERIES

Warnings: This story will have a lot of angst, a lot of fluff, a lot of cursing, and a lot of sex. Oral, praise kink, body worship, overstimulation, etc. you know me. There will also be loss of virginity in this.

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P R E V I O U S   C H A P T E R

Coming out of your slumber, you lift your head and quickly feel a sharp sting in your neck. 

Cringing, you bring your hand up to where the pain is and groan. 

Not again.

Continuar lendo

jisung's dancing

reblog if you agree

Loving these glasses

so early this morning this happened 

and then me leychee,bella, and xi made a whole plot here are some boys

pb twins

the intense love triangle of cs,kebaba kun, and warm mayo senpai who will get cs’s heart 

Something I made on roblox spraypaint