Mia - Tumblr Posts
It's not weight loss until I see bones'
I just want to hear:" Have you lost weight?"
There is a voice inside my head. Telling me: “I NEED TO BE THIN.”
CALORIES CAN NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY.
A MINUTE ON THE LIPS, A LIFETIME ON THE HIPS. starve.
UNDERWEIGHT AKA PERFECT BODY
Reason to be thin
ALL OF THE GUYS WILL WANT YOU.
Reason to be thin #2
TO BE ABLE TO SAY “DEFINITELY!” WHEN A POOL OR BEACH PARTY COMES ALONG.
Reason to be thin #3
He, the boy who broke your heart, will look at you now and think “wow I made a mistake”.
Reason to be thin #4
I WANT TO WALK IN THE SNOW AND LEAVE NO FOOTPRINTS.'
Reason to be thin #5
IF SOMEONE HAS TO DESCRIBE YOU, THEY'LL SAY "OH SHE WEIGHS LIKE 90,100 LBS".
Reason to be thin #6
GUYS WILL BE ABLE TO PICK YOU UP WITHOUT STRUGGLING'
Reason to be thin #7
NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELS'
me trying to work out all the calories i’ve eaten after a massive binge:
I hate myself so much! I just realized I have let myself go so far from what I want to be! I have to stop eating ice cream, chocolate and junk food and only eat fruits for snacks now.. I hate feeling like this.. I want to be thin so bad.. I have to stop caring about my feelings and just do this or else I'm going to find myself so fat in future... bc of work and life I always compensate it by comforting myself with food but I just realized nothing really matters so I don't care If I feel sad or anxious and don't get the food I want... I have to get comfortable with my bad thoughts so I don't eat so fucking much!!!!
I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to I need to lose weight or else I'm going fucking insane okay!!!!
Also my birthday is in a month and I don't want to feel like shit when I have my birthday!!
i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.
anybody remember the group chats on here? I miss them so much oml. It was so nice to connect with people who were going through the same thing as you, and to be able to have people who really know how this feels. We didn’t even talk about our disorders much, just all of us connecting with each other, and sharing music and talking about our lives. It was so electric and fun istg, I wish they’d come back. I lost all the people I knew on here after my account got banned. I miss having people who know what I’m going through. 🤍🤍