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On New Years Eve I was watching movies with my family. My mother brought in little containers of ice cream and I started eating and savoring it, albeit rather absent-mindedly. I was just about to the bottom when I caught glimpse at the nutrition label- “740 calories per container”.

Just wow…

Anyways, I put the rest in the freezer as I’ve been trying to actually lose weight for a few small reasons. I’ve thought about it for the past couple of days and I keep thinking, “Wow, maybe I really am just supposed to be an extreme gainer. I have the stomach for it, I wonder how quickly I’d put on weight if I started chugging heavy cream again and stuffed myself at every opportunity.” The main thing that is keeping me from giving in to my natural gluttony is the fear that I’ll never find a girl who loves me and would be okay if I were to start putting on weight intentionally.

I just want someone to sincerely tell me the things I want to hear about my body and perhaps shore up some of the little insecurities I still latch onto from time to time:

”I love how soft you are.”

”Your figure is amazing.”

”Your stretch-marks aren’t ugly, I love them.”

I rarely ever like talking about what I fear, what I want to hear from others, or my insecurities because it always makes me feel like I am putting my weaknesses on display to get attention or like I am being selfish and self-centered.

I just want to be loved, which is something I don’t relish saying, but am willing to under the shroud of anonymity.

I just want one individual to focus on their love for me now and again. That is what I want in my life, someone who doesn‘t just love me for my mind, body, or personality alone; I want to be loved for all of me. It‘s a bit embarrassing for me to admit it, and it seems exceptionally shallow to me, but I just wanted to say it.

I want the sight of my overhang to cause excitement. I want the supple pliancy of my flesh to bring comfort, warmth, and joy. I want the jiggly curves of my body to give her happiness. I don’t even need her to be a feeder, or even want me to be fat. If I can give love and receive it in turn, that will be enough, but if by chance she loves to see me indulge and grow I’d be over the moon.

I suppose this all makes me sound desperate, but I don’t ever talk about romance or love very often because it’s always just been pie in the sky.

I’m feeling rather lonely at the moment, so if you read this and find that you would like to get to know me better please send me a message. Hopefully I’ve not been too whiney in my posts, I’ve just been a bit overly-pensive lately.

I’ve started working out recently with particular focus on my pecs and arms. My justification? Let me give it to you in the form of a few questions. When it comes to moobs, is it not believed that bigger is better? And would it not be better if the underlying chest were stronger, more filled out, and wider?

I rest my case.

Anyways, all the weight loss I’m doing now will just make the feeding and gaining it all back all the better once I have a feeder. The best gains are the ones that start with a relatively fit body, so you can see all the progress the whole time. Plus gaining will be much easier for me. I’ve already expanded my stomach with my own gaining and I have gotten used to feeling overfilled, I have experience. I’ll gain faster and likely be able to blow past all my old plateaus because I won‘t have preexisting fat stealing calories that could be used to make new fat cells! When you lose weight you don’t really kill off any fat cells, you just shrink them; all that fat will be sleeping dormant in my body, waiting for an excess of calories with which it can bloat up to be even bigger than ever before! Urgh! I’m starting to feel extra hungry! Maybe I shouldn’t write about gaining, getting fat, and gorging on calorie-laden delicacies when I’m still losing weight! 😆

If you are a feeder and are looking to fatten me up, or if you just want to talk, shoot me a message and let’s get to know each other.

After eating 1,450 calories worth of mini-donuts, I had half a Party Size Oreo package which was 1,680 calories! So my little right-before-bed feast has netted me an additional 3,130 calories on top of what I ate today! I have the weirdest notion I’m going to be a bit softer tomorrow. I wonder if the fact that there are 3,500 calories in a pound is related? Too bad I didn’t eat the whole Oreo package tonight, its possible that I could manage to do it, but I’m not certain I’m up for the discomfort that would bring. Plus, it’s more than last time! If only I could do this all the time, who knows how much I could put away if I kept increasing my nightly portions? Who knows, maybe in the future I can do some little experiments and see just how much I can eat every night for a week- or a month? Though I’d probably need to start buying in bulk, with as much as I’d be eating I’d probably start getting cravings all the time! I’m getting hungry again just thinking about it, but I’ve already brushed my teeth so I’ll have to wait until tomorrow. If you know any good before bed foods, let me know.

I'm feeling so frustrated with school that I want to go out to multiple locations and get the cheapest and most fattening food possible. First hit the grocery store and shop while hungry to get the most fattening foods. Then go to some fast food restaurant and order two or three meals and eat them there, scarfing them down like an unrepentant hog. Afterwards go through the drive through of the same place and order even more food. I don't know, I just feel like filling my stomach right now- I'm hungry and there is something I'm having trouble learning with the provided material and Google isn't helping either. As a result I want to stuff my face and truly act out, sometimes stress just mops the floor with you after so much time and you just want to feel better. It's like this: I could be trying to figure this thing out, but not be irritated and pissed off that I can't comprehend it- instead I could just be happy sitting here blissfully gorging on pastries, peanut butter, juicy hamburgers, greasy fries, and thick milkshakes. Gaining aside, maybe I really ought to stock up on things to munch on- I mean if it helps me get the job done why not shovel in a couple packages of mini donuts, a little cake, or even a little bottle of heavy cream. A couple of pounds wouldn't make a difference if I'm getting all my school done on time and reducing my stress! Maybe it's time for another Freshman 50! I don't know. I might actually end up doing this. Thinking of how easily I let little things get to me, this idea would most definitely get me growing a lot larger!

There is something to be said for losing weight (while you still can). It’s often what keeps me from going all out on my eating because I’m not quite to the point of no return where even if I lose weight I’ll still have a whole bunch of loose skin and stretch marks, I’d still have some stretch marks but I could get back to less fat. As of right now it’s something I’d still like to do, I want to be able to see every change I was too impatient to take note of when I was younger. The thing is I get impulsive all of a sudden and start seeing the beauty in gaining all anew and I end up getting a bunch of food to stuff myself with! After I’ve feasted I start thinking about how much of a setback I’ve just created and end up questioning whether it’s even feasible to lose weight. I have normally have enough self-discipline to diet and I genuinely like exercise (especially working out and beefing up my muscles), but the problem is that I keep on wanting to gain, how can I counteract that? It certainly doesn’t help when I start leveling out then start unintentionally gaining weight back, that just reminds me of how nice it feels to jiggle. Perhaps one day soon I’ll figure it out, but if I really want to, it better be soon before the benefits of weight loss I most desire are forever pulled out of my grasp. Even if that happens I’ll enjoy becoming a bigger, jigglier, and more blubbery guy.

I weighed myself today and took off my shirt for inspection and noticed I was looking pretty good! I wanted a better look so I got my web cam and phone out and just started jiggling my blubber and MAN have I filled out and I personally gotta say it looks GOOD! My love handles are doing pretty nicely and the little fat folds above them are just getting more and more curvaceous! It looks like all my fat is being pulled forward and down. Now I’m considering getting some Whataburger on my way home to supper! Maybe some for lunch too! I feel good.

Sometimes I think that I’m going about this gaining thing wrong. Sometimes I’ll see someone who is likely not as fat as I am, but they’ll register as being fatter in my mind. It ends up inspiring me and making me want to gain, even though that new goal is in the wrong direction! I think it’s always just knowing that I’ve been lighter and was still wanting to get bigger. Seems like all roads lead to me becoming a big pig!

I believe that belly rubs ought to be a more acceptable form of greeting in modern society. I think it would convey how you think of another person. Perhaps there are those that feel the same!

I’ve not been actively gaining as of late, but I keep scrolling through Tumblr and occasionally see other guys saying, ”Yeah, I just had a Vanilla Wafer every night for a week and gained 20 lbs.”

I start thinking to myself, ”DANG! I really have to get back to stuffing myself; otherwise I’ll be too thin and fit! Then everyone will think I’m lazy!”

I can’t wait to finish my current class so I can reward myself with a trip to Goodwill. I’m going to get some clothing, ranging from “probably too small for you now” all the way to “obviously too small for you”.

I think I’ll also get a tight hoodie and make a neat decal for it. I don’t know, we will see what comes of it. I’m hoping it’ll jumpstart that desire to gain I had the other day.

Tips For Feeders:

Don’t force your feedee to eat eat more than they can hold, we wouldn’t want them vomiting up all their hard work.

Don’t force them to do something they are uncomfortable with, a hesitant eater is a slow eater.

Be sure to compliment them, call them chubby or beautiful! A feedee that feels confident eats with confidence, they’ll be eating every little thing as though they can’t cram it down fast enough. Get your feedee some small clothes of several different sizes: some that are a little snug, some that are bursting at the seams, and some that show off their underhang just a little bit. Make sure some of these can be worn in public so your feedee can feel huge all day long, prompting motivated eating when they get the opportunity!

I’ve been thinking a lot recently and briefly touched on gaining. If I truly enjoy fat, if I truly like weight gain, and if I truly believe that each person ought to pursue the body that best expresses the innate beauties of the human form that they intrinsically and individually carry, how can I allow my own weight gain to impede my dream of seeing all people reach their potentials? If all I care about is perfecting my body, how much time can I spend advising and assisting others? To accomplish this and more I am rejecting my humanity feedee-exclusivity/feeder-market noncompete clause! That’s right! I’m going rogue! I’m going to be feeding, encouraging, and even gaining when the mood strikes! It shall be glorious, terrible, and incredibly fattening! Mwah ha ha! I’m not sure I’ve ever heard of a gainer stopping their weight gain and start encouraging instead.

Some might question the purpose of losing weight as a gainer. This is what I would say:  <br/> <br/> 1. Experience the magic all over again!  <br/> <br/> 2. You get to use all your experience and strategies and see how effective they are!  <br/> <br/> 3. You can see the results of your gaining a bit easier.  <br/> <br/> 4. You can draw more people into gaining or feeding. You might feel a little more confident about stuffing yourself in public! This may show new people what true gluttony is for the first time!  <br/> <br/> 5. You can do a little weight lifting and build some muscle before you start gaining so you can achieve that nice beefy look!  <br/> <br/> Top Reason: See whether gaining is just natural to you, or whether you are truly gaining due to your hard work and dedication to stuffing food down your throat. You will see you have been overcoming your metabolism and forcing your body into being fat, or if you were simply made to become a fat person wrapped in fat!

Shower after huge dinner, my belly stretching to the max

Showing different views of my plumpness

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