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Me: *feeling uncomfortable about my weight and stomach*

My friend: “Dude, your like the 3/4s of an Oreo you find in your ice cream! You may be big, but everyone loves when they see you!”

Me: *Totally not crying* “Thanks man.” 🥹

On days like today I wish I had stockpiled more food. I really want to stuff myself day after day and watch the exquisite changes that occur with the accumulation of fat day after day! The little fat roll folds above my love handles are back when I stand up straight, I can’t wait to see my love handles grow to the point that I have little fat rolls all over all the time.

What I really want is a nice lady to come and feed me, help me stuff everything in even after chocolate has become too tedious and the tastes get monotone. I want someone to see the changes with me, appreciate it all just as much as I do, and give me more of a reason to stay the course. I just want to make someone happy with who I am and what I do.

One of my hobbies is making 3D models in Blender. It’s not the only thing I do, but I often find myself making fat torsos and jiggly bellies! XD

They are always rather realistic and are pretty big without quite being superchubs, so it’s sometimes a bit of an aspirational thing.

Once or twice I’ve actually found myself comparing my flab to the meshes onscreen! XD

“I bet if I were gorging day after day I’d be about that size in a month or two.”

Maybe I ought to share sometime!

I'm feeling so frustrated with school that I want to go out to multiple locations and get the cheapest and most fattening food possible. First hit the grocery store and shop while hungry to get the most fattening foods. Then go to some fast food restaurant and order two or three meals and eat them there, scarfing them down like an unrepentant hog. Afterwards go through the drive through of the same place and order even more food. I don't know, I just feel like filling my stomach right now- I'm hungry and there is something I'm having trouble learning with the provided material and Google isn't helping either. As a result I want to stuff my face and truly act out, sometimes stress just mops the floor with you after so much time and you just want to feel better. It's like this: I could be trying to figure this thing out, but not be irritated and pissed off that I can't comprehend it- instead I could just be happy sitting here blissfully gorging on pastries, peanut butter, juicy hamburgers, greasy fries, and thick milkshakes. Gaining aside, maybe I really ought to stock up on things to munch on- I mean if it helps me get the job done why not shovel in a couple packages of mini donuts, a little cake, or even a little bottle of heavy cream. A couple of pounds wouldn't make a difference if I'm getting all my school done on time and reducing my stress! Maybe it's time for another Freshman 50! I don't know. I might actually end up doing this. Thinking of how easily I let little things get to me, this idea would most definitely get me growing a lot larger!

There is something to be said for losing weight (while you still can). It’s often what keeps me from going all out on my eating because I’m not quite to the point of no return where even if I lose weight I’ll still have a whole bunch of loose skin and stretch marks, I’d still have some stretch marks but I could get back to less fat. As of right now it’s something I’d still like to do, I want to be able to see every change I was too impatient to take note of when I was younger. The thing is I get impulsive all of a sudden and start seeing the beauty in gaining all anew and I end up getting a bunch of food to stuff myself with! After I’ve feasted I start thinking about how much of a setback I’ve just created and end up questioning whether it’s even feasible to lose weight. I have normally have enough self-discipline to diet and I genuinely like exercise (especially working out and beefing up my muscles), but the problem is that I keep on wanting to gain, how can I counteract that? It certainly doesn’t help when I start leveling out then start unintentionally gaining weight back, that just reminds me of how nice it feels to jiggle. Perhaps one day soon I’ll figure it out, but if I really want to, it better be soon before the benefits of weight loss I most desire are forever pulled out of my grasp. Even if that happens I’ll enjoy becoming a bigger, jigglier, and more blubbery guy.

I weighed myself today and took off my shirt for inspection and noticed I was looking pretty good! I wanted a better look so I got my web cam and phone out and just started jiggling my blubber and MAN have I filled out and I personally gotta say it looks GOOD! My love handles are doing pretty nicely and the little fat folds above them are just getting more and more curvaceous! It looks like all my fat is being pulled forward and down. Now I’m considering getting some Whataburger on my way home to supper! Maybe some for lunch too! I feel good.

Sometimes I think that I’m going about this gaining thing wrong. Sometimes I’ll see someone who is likely not as fat as I am, but they’ll register as being fatter in my mind. It ends up inspiring me and making me want to gain, even though that new goal is in the wrong direction! I think it’s always just knowing that I’ve been lighter and was still wanting to get bigger. Seems like all roads lead to me becoming a big pig!

I believe that belly rubs ought to be a more acceptable form of greeting in modern society. I think it would convey how you think of another person. Perhaps there are those that feel the same!

I’ve not been actively gaining as of late, but I keep scrolling through Tumblr and occasionally see other guys saying, ”Yeah, I just had a Vanilla Wafer every night for a week and gained 20 lbs.”

I start thinking to myself, ”DANG! I really have to get back to stuffing myself; otherwise I’ll be too thin and fit! Then everyone will think I’m lazy!”

I can’t wait to finish my current class so I can reward myself with a trip to Goodwill. I’m going to get some clothing, ranging from “probably too small for you now” all the way to “obviously too small for you”.

I think I’ll also get a tight hoodie and make a neat decal for it. I don’t know, we will see what comes of it. I’m hoping it’ll jumpstart that desire to gain I had the other day.

Thinking of getting a bunch of shirts from Goodwill and just trying to wear progressively smaller and smaller shirts until I find the smallest one I feel comfortable wearing in public.

Got a small shirt today and tried on some different outfits after work. A bit girly, I know, but hey- I look pretty nice with a size S just barely covering my belly! If I wore a number like that in public I’m pretty sure it’d drive all the ladies crazy! 😎😆

Question is, what kind of crazy are we talking about? I not sure I really want my flab to drive people insane in a cosmic horror / Lovecraftian sort of way, although that might be pretty cool. I’d be the friendly neighborhood eldritch fat boy. Yeah, I’ve decided: If I can drive people insane, the details don’t matter, it would make me ten times cooler.

No one will be your feeder if you can’t feed yourself. You have to already be able to eat when you’re full, otherwise all the encouragement in the world would go to waste if you aren’t willing to perform beyond your limits and push your boundaries.

More bigger and rounder lovely 🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺

What do you think guys? I'm soft or bulked? 🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺

Still hungry 😣🍕

And my sitting belly 🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺

Feeling better and bigger 🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺

I have seen some who like this kind of relationship. Even if they beg that it is enough, I still have to feed him because her mind greedily wants more.🤷‍♂️

I want, I want, I need you to gain weight ♡. ♡

Who is encouraged to role-play with me?

honestly … thinking abt the possibility of the members putting on a little weight during mandatory 10 day quarantine and then Also during their break 😭 cant stop thinking abt jk eating to his hearts content over the holidays gaining that holiday weight