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I don't want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend.

I want a boyfriend who will hug me every time we see each other, but it's those hugs that last for like 5 seconds. A boyfriend to sit on the couch with and read a book together, and I always have to flip back a page bc I read too fast and he reads too slow. A boyfriend who is willing to learn my native language, but specifically the cuss words. A boyfriend who holds my hand with intertwined fingers but his hand is kinda like in front of mine and he doesn't care my hands are always so fucking sweaty. A boyfriend who keeps his eyes only on my eyes despite me not looking into his bc I hate eye contact, but he doesn't mind that. A boyfriend who will help me diffuse the back of my hair, and he'll make sure the diffuser isn't too hot on my nape. A boyfriend who likes me for me and not for sex or kisses and he couldn't give two shits about me being ace and not wanting anything sexual because he loves me for me. A boyfriend who loves me completely and doesn't need me to be sexual because he doesn't see me this way and never will.

So yeah, I want a boyfriend and not a boyfriend. I want someone who will love me like I will love him. Not sexually, not completely romantically, but just two connected souls that feel too deeply for each other.

Is it too much to ask?