Tw Species Dysphoria - Tumblr Posts
I was watching the first episode of the new season of Sweet Tooth and just seeing the hybrids made me, I don't know, upset in a way? I never felt this way when I was watching the two other seasons when they came out, I just thought the hybrids were really neat. And thinking about it, it's probably because of my awakening as a alterhuman.
Seeing these 'half animal' characters makes me so sad because I know I'll never get to have that. That I'll be trapped in a human perceived body until I die. And that's not usually something I care about because I'm still human alongside being a dog, but these hybrids have the best of both worlds. They have everything I could ever want and never have.
I wish I was a hybrid.
Everything would be so much easier.
Small Rant/Vent
Cw/Tw/Mentions: Genitals in a Nonsexual Manner + Gender and Species Dysforia
Aaghhhhh this is probably going to sound really weird but I genuinely think I would prefer to have a more realistic werewolf sheath (with or without a shaft nub I don't care) packer than I would a usual humanoid realistic packer.
I've been getting pretty bad bottom dysforia lately and one of the things that has been comforting me is calling my bottom growth my sheath and my tip because of the way it feels in my hands. And that makes me feel so much better because it makes me feel way more like a t-fueled werewolf that's growing his sheath in rather that a sad human with the wrong set of genitals (even though I am technically both a sad human and a happy werewolf).
Plus the idea of having more werewolf oriented genitals gives me both gender euphoria and species euphoria, as someone who is both transgender and a canine!!
But it's not like I'm saying that I wouldn't be over the moon with a typical packer!! Quite the opposite actually, the idea of having a normal penis is still very appealing to me, hence why I plan to get bottom surgery in the future ^_^
Sorry if this rant(vent?) was weird or offputting, I just really needed to get my thoughts out of my head!!
P.S: If anyone knows where I could get something like I described please let me know!!! I probably will end up making my own at some point but It'll take a lot of work and sewing on my part-