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doodling them to cope with the fact i can't attend will wood concerts 😪

Nahh cause like wtf red ☹

Nahh cause like wtf red ☹

OMG BOND MY BABY :(

A song about grief, and losing Jadzia Dax.

I've always felt her death was severely under-mourned in the show, and so here's a song remembering her, from the point of view of her crewmates.

Once again, it's not a perfect recording, for I do not yet have the patience when my wish to share it is so strong ❤❤ I'm just a bean who likes singing and DS9 and who's been bitten by a creative bug recently. ^_^

I would LOVE to hear what you thought? A comment in the tags would actually mean the world!

Lyrics under the cut:

This place doesn’t feel the same: It’s emptier, heavier. You made us feel alive, So tell me what’s next?

Here’s where you played your games,  Laughed at us, urged us on, Is the ghost of your smile All that remains?

And it aches, this hole in me. I’ve been shot, I’ve been beaten and all that hurt less Than this pain - I can’t believe. I wish I had died instead. I wish you were here.       

But I can't regret missing you, Even when I know it means That my heart won't lighten again. Even losing one memory Would be the death of me: You were magnificent, and I won't forget that You were magnificent and I'll keep remembering you.

Wise words came easily, You’d long mastered bravery, You led with your heart, No matter the cost.

The stars themselves knew of you, Their glimmer’s diminished now, Without you to guide and chide us to explore.

And it hurts, it’s agony: My heart is torn open, your presence ripped out. When I dream, it’s you I see, But I have to wake up, and th’illusion breaks down

But I can't regret missing you, Even when I know it means That my heart won't lighten again. Even losing one memory Would be the death of me: You were magnificent, and I won't forget that. Oh, you were magnificent And I'll keep remembering you.

No corridor’s long enough to escape your phantom touch. Our lives were so intertwined; I never realised how much. I won’t complain - I’ll face these flashbacks face-on.  If I still hear your voice, are you really gone?

There’s so much we still need you for, Please come back from Sto’Vo’Kor, We’re fighting a war here, don’t say you forgot. 

And you should’ve worn the Niners’ shirt, Helped our heist, been a flirt, And held in your arms a small spotted Klingon.

And it hurts, what could have been.  Your future cut off in one bat'leth-sharp beat. It’s not fair - no, nothing is.  Can we have one last joke, one last bet, one last drink? ‘Cause I hate how my heart still thinks you’ll reappear.

But I can't regret missing you, Even when I know it means That my heart won't lighten again. Even losing one memory Would be the death of me: You were magnificent, and I won't forget that. Oh, you were magnificent And I'll keep remembering you.

JJK SPOILERS #261

No because genuinely where do we go from here now that there's no hope of Gojo coming back? I mean at least it was Yuta who took his body, but like now what? We are quite literally losing the plot. What's the end game???? I just sat here and cried for like 20 minutes.

Good luck to anyone that is taking midterms around this time! If you've already taken them, good job for getting through it! If they are up further ahead, I'll still be rooting for you then. You've got this!

Thinking of my IT au where Eddie has a kid with Myra and just.

Just eddie being a good and supportive dad.

Eddie looking up anything lgbtqia+ related when his kid accidently comes out to him as Trans.

Researching any and everything about it and risks and amd just the safety Trans kids have and worrying constantly for his little boy.

Helping name his son a name he'd love and appreciate and actually want.

Defending him in every argument Myra starts abt their child being ill.

Making sure his boy knows he's loved every hour of every day.

Taking his son with him to Derry to get him away from Myra, completely forgetting about IT and everything that has happened in the shithole.

Eddie apologizing profusely once everything is done and settled for when his son comes out of Derry with scars and some paranormal trauma alongside them.

Eddie and his son hugging eachother, both sobbing and holding on so tight the other can't breathe.

Eddie divorcing Myra and getting custody of his boy and making sure he feels safe around his friends and helping him get on hormones and and

Just just just

HED BE SUCH A GOOD DAD PLS

combining the lukas has slow mornings headcanon with jesskas

they kiss again under the cut btw. just in case you don’t want to see that. or in case you do 🤨

Welcome to 2023 by Frog and Toad

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casual.

the windows were fogged. the sound of your moans mixed with the sound of music playing lowly on the radio. the two of you had just talked for almost an hour, but now ellie was using her mouth for something else other than talking— or smoking.

you wanted to talk about it, you wanted to tell her how you felt, what was going on. but you stayed silent, a form of anxiety stopping you from bringing it up. this wasn’t the first time ellie did this.

she came inside your house, picked you up from your house, took you places, sat with you in silence as you stared at eachother, showered with you, listened to music with you, had multiple deep conversations with you. but it was just casual, right?

ellie never brought up what you guys were. and you didn’t either, you didn’t want it to end. but you wanted her so badly.

“ellie! fuck!” your body shutters as you feel that familiar knot in your stomach.

“mhm.. cmon baby.” she hums, hands running up your stomach, one grabbing your boob. it felt so intimate, there was something there.

your body shook as you came, ellie licking you through your high, holding your waist as your back arched. “good girl..” she rasps, kissing your clit and pulling up your panties and kissing your stomach, then kissing between your tits, to your collarbone, your lips.

the auburn haired girl moved back into the drivers seat, hair messy from your fingers being intertwined into it. she looked over and smiled sweetly when you situated yourself. it was quiet, music softly playing on the radio.

“ellie.” she hummed a response, eyebrows slightly raising but her eyes stayed on the road. “what is this?” you couldn't hold back, the want to know being stronger than the anxiety in your stomach.

ellie’s raised brows turned furrowed as she looked at you for a split second, not understanding. then she did. she didn’t respond for a minute, fingers tapping against the wheel as she thought. “i don’t know.” she shook her head, biting at her lip. ellie knew what she wanted, what she wanted this to be. but she couldn’t couldn't trust herself.

your eyes went watery, blinking it away as you looked down at your fingers. the car pulled up next to your house. you didn’t give time for her to talk, you heard her try to call for you. but your steps were quicker than her words.

is it casual now?

HOMURA 炎

Happy Birthday, Rengoku (05.10)

"Ah samu, the best gift is your silence"

WAHHHHHHHHHH ONE OF THE FICS IM READING IS GETTING DISCONTINUED

that one interview

I’m being burdened with the horrors (I had a stressful week and just read a fanfic about my favourite character in my hyper fixation and I missed the major character death tag)

Does anyone remember a fluffybird post where red guy is standing in the doorway and compliments duck on his beak and then duck is like yea I guess it is pretty great and then red guy just leaves

The eggs better come back on the third day like Jesus Christ or I will die

Part 3!

Everything is falling apart.

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I'm not very good at planning, but I think we're like... 2-4 updates away from starting the comfort part?

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