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The gurgle of the coffee maker,

The clink of a spoon on the frigid counter,

The sizzle of bacon residue in a frying pan,

and an egg cracking over it.

The murmurs of the news reporters on the tv,

The distant roar of a train in the background,

The dive into sensory pleasure,

while reality dissipates.

The smell of hazelnut creamer and cinnamon,

The taste of a eggs in toast with bacon,

The warm sun on my face through the window,

today is good; today will be different.

The giggles of the eggs and coffee,

The light conversation and hard laughter,

The feeling of home... within them,

a sudden shift in atmosphere.

The sharp loss of appetite

The grieving of what wasn’t lost

The shared remorse for nothing you’ve done

they tell you that you’re pathetic.

The despair in your mug dropping into the table

The swallowed tears and screams

The chaos that covers every square inch of you

distance between you and hope still stands.

The kitchen and your empty stomach

The distressing moonlight that creeps in the window

The anger in thinking you’re liberated this time

sounds of an empty home stir.

The cold seats that have accompanied nobody

The wallowing roar of silence

The jacket of despair that wears you..

But who the hell even am I to be even walking in this

life.. 🥴

Just your average day in the dissociative brain.

5.6.22. #lista na dziś

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I’M BACK + MYTHICAL STORY TIME/DAY IN MY LIFE

went to the mall today because i felt nostalgic and i wanted to listen to this rhett and link record. but i don’t have my own turntable so i had to ask the staff to let me test this record player

thankfully they agreed 😁 and this is what it sounds like. i almost cried because this is my first time hearing it on vinyl (i mostly listened to it digitally) and i was so emotional hearing the songs

here’s me today (half a face reveal hello) wearing my scooby merch and repping this mythical society record 🤍

if you wanna help me get a record player, you can send me a ko-fi or something ☕️