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i haven't noticed that moment previously (and Kira was so happy to hear that haha)

This idea was from @crisisoninfintefandoms !

This gif set is an alternate ending for Julian’s character arc and a last scene that mirrors Julian and Kira’s first scene.

does anyone also wonder why dynamics in these two pairings are so similar?)) sometimes i even think that Hannibal-2013 (with slight adjustments) would be good as Garashir!human AU

About terms of Garak's confinement

i used this Stardate Calculator

4x26 Broken Link ( 49962.4 or december 18, 2372 at the beginning of the episode) - Garak goes to the confinement cell

5х03 (stardate unknown) - it is mentioned that Garak made alterations to Kira's uniform (while in confinement?)

5x08 Things Past (stardate is still unknown) - Dax, Sisko, Odo and Garak are back after attending a conference (so Garak is already free? or only temporarily?)

5х09-5х10 - no stardates according to Memory Alpha

5х11 The Darkness and the Light (50416.2 or june 1, 2373) - next episode with certain stardate

Sooo... Garak has spent in custody less then 6 months? Earth months are not +- equal to Federation's? Or Bajoran? He was allowed to leave on need like a conference?)) He's done something extraordinary and was released on parole? (while Kasidy Yates remained in custody for her entire term hmmm)

So many questions, so few answers as usual lol

no beta canon explanations pls))

one more illustration for Tell Me You See Me of @vermin-disciple , because i wanted to draw this romulan/cardassian kid

and the "photo" alone

this was intended as an illustration of Blue Ink of @damnhardwork , but since it was quite time after reading... this art is more like "something inspired by"))

Quark is cool, but it's poor explanation why i have t-shirt with him specifically. But i have now, yes

vampire!Garak deserves his own post

part of this old art

Made this for an art prompt I did with a few friends. The topic was science fiction 🖖

I just threw together some elements from different sci-fi franchises and pretend it's a coherent image 😌

the thing that's so fucking funny abt kira and sisko's relationship is she's like look sometimes i need to talk to you as my boss sometimes i need to talk to you as my good pal ben and sometimes i need to talk to you as jesus. and sometimes her boss refuses a request and she goes, please, jesus and he's like. fuck you fine. and then twenty minutes later it's like oh my good pal ben and i are gonna go watch baseball later :) and they never discuss this.

*jadzia voice* would you love me if i wasn't a worm

gotta love the star trek trope of "shouting at something they know full well is a hallucination in a public place"

you beans ever think about the similarities between time lords/gallifreyans and the trill?

TIL that Andy got told to tone down the subtext for this scene and it still ended up like this. This is the toned down version.

Look, it's the silly litte butthead alien from the campy space show! Also I gave him a bunch of earrings because it makes sense, big ears + a lot of expensive decoration = earrings.

I log on to post sad garashir wip and leave

Julian with tos eyeshadow, as a little treat

i think they should’ve let julian wear eyeliner. as a treat

Guess what I watched for the first time ever today

Not worth living

Pairing: Kira Nerys×Reader

Word Count: 2099

Warnings: None

Summary: You have a crush on Kira and try to tell her. First attempts is a big fail, second one is harder but succesful.

A/n: So I am still writing the Zelda fanfiction, but I wanted to write again and had this idea so Yeah. I initially didn't plan in writing for Kira, but I updated it and now I do.

Prompt: I’m not saying I can’t live without you because that would be a lie. I could, a lot is possible. But I wouldn’t want to live without you. It would be hell and I could never be happy again without you. It would not be a life worth living.

You currently stood in front of your closet deciding what to wear later. Jadzia had asked you if you would like to accompany her and Kira to an evening in her new holosuite programm, a bar from the 22nd Century. Of course you said yes, Jadzia was your best friend and you loved spending time with her.

The only problem was that you had a massive crush on Major Kira. That was also the reason why you had such a hard time finding a fitting outfit. You wanted it to be perfect but it shouldn’t look like you tried to much.

In the end you settled with a dark green dress, it was knee long and had long, puffy arms. You curled your auburn, shoulder long hair and put on some subtle make up. Dax had told to you to be at Quarkes’ at 1900. It was already 1854 so you went to the turbo lift.

As you arrived at Quarkes’ Kira was already standing at the stairs and waiting but you couldn’t see Jadzia. She was never late, so you asked Quarkes if he knew anything.

“Sure, she said she couldn’t make it, something on ops. But she assured me that you and the Major would come and I would get my Latinum. I hope so.”

You rolled your eyes at him and wanted to go to Kira to tell her but then it hit you. That would mean you two were alone. Jadzia did this on purpose, you were sure of that she always mocked you because of your crush on Kira.

For a second you thought about just turning around and leaving but Kira already saw you and waved at you.

Ok, I can do that. It’s just one evening. Just two hours.

So you walked over to Kira and told her what Quarkes just told you. “Well that happens sometimes, but we can also have fun without her, right?” She looked at you and laughed, you really wanted to do the same but all you could get out was a nervous chuckle.

You had no time to say anything else because Kira took your hand and started pulling you up the stairs and towards the holosuite.

Suddenly you stood in the middle of a vibrant bar full of people from different countries from the earth and a lot of different coloured lights on the walls.

Just as you wanted to say something you realised you and Kira were still holding hands, so you quickly let go of her hand and laughed nervous.

“Do you want to drink something?” Kira nodded and you both went to the bar. You sat down and after sometime you stopped being nervous and just talked and laughed with Kira.

It just all felt very natural and as if it was meant to be like this. Just you two sitting in a bar and laughing.

Suddenly one of your favourite songs started to play and without thinking about it you just pulled Kira to the dance floor. On second thought you really wanted to turn around and leave but that would seem absolutely stupid. So you just started dancing.

For the first time this evening you really looked at Kira. She was wearing wide white pants and a fitting white blazer. Under the Blazer she wore a black tight shirt. She looked beautiful and the way she was dancing and laughing right know made her look ethereal. You knew you shouldn’t have looked at her body because know you couldn’t look away anymore.

“(Y/n) you are staring, that’s not very polite.” Kira laughed and you looked up directly into her eyes. Suddenly you stoped to move and stepped closer to Kira. Before you were able to do anything she pulled you close and you could feel her lips on yours.

Her lips were soft and the kiss, though it wasn’t long, was the best feeling you had ever felt. After a few seconds you felt Kira pulling away and staring at you shocked. “Kira I-, I’m sorry…” she slowly shook her head and left without a word.

Now you were standing alone in the middle of the dance floor, like an idiot. You felt so stupid, how could you have ever thought that she loves, even likes you. She is such a strong, intelligent and beautiful women and you are just.. well you. Just the little Lieutenant from the science lab. Mediocre beautiful and intelligent and for sure you weren’t strong. Kira had lost everything but she never cried and you? When your brother died you could stop crying for three days. Remembering you were still standing on the dance floor, you left the holosuite and rushed to your quarters.

The next few days were horrible, Kira ignored you every time you saw each other and the lunch on the promenade with Dax and Kira wasn’t fun like normally. It was awkward. Neither of you could look each other in the eyes and for some reason you felt anger towards Jadzia in you. You knew that in the end it wasn’t her fault but she left you an Kira alone. If she was there it would have never happened. No one spoke a word and on the third day Kira didn’t even come to lunch.

Of course that was reasonable, better not be there than bear this awkward silence but still you felt a little sting in your heart. It was like you were losing her completely. You couldn’t risk this. So you decided to talk to her.

Well, that sounded easier than it actually was. Every time Kira saw you in the turbo lift she turned around and left. Every time she saw you on ops she acted like she was super busy or talking to someone. You searched her at all the places to which she normally went, but she was never there. She either locked herself up in her quarters or she changed her whole routine just so you couldn’t find her.

That hurt. Even more than the rejection after the kiss. Because now you weren’t losing someone

you loved, you were losing one of you best friends.

At the same time you felt so sorry for Jadzia because she was affected by your actions too. She couldn’t just hang out with her two friends anymore. You mostly met her alone or she did things with Julian.

After trying to talk with Kira multiple times and always failing, you asked Benjamin for help.

“Please, you have to help me. Otherwise I won’t get to talk to her till she’s on her deathbed. Could you please tell her to come to the meeting room? She will think you want to talk to her but you’re not going to be there. I will.” Benjamin new that you were right. Kira could be extremely stubborn.

And Jadzia probably already told him about you and Kira’s Situation.

“Fine, I’ll do it. Tell me when you are there.” You smiled at him, the first actual, genuine smile in days and left.

“(Y/n) to Benjamin. I’m there. Call her.” And now you waited. It couldn’t be long. If Kira thought Ben needed her she would hurry.

And so it was, a few minutes later the doors slid open and Kira entered. As she saw you she looked to the ground and ignored you.

“Kira..” you couldn’t go on because she looked up and cut you off.

“I think this is not the right time (Y/n). We should wait what Captain Sisko wants.” You slowly approached her and put your hand on her left arm.

“Kira, Benjamin won’t come. I told him to call you here. I new otherwise I would never get to talk to you.”

She wanted to turn around and leave as she understood what you wanted but you pulled her back.

“No, Kira. Stop running away from me. I can’t do this anymore. I miss you and this breaks me.”

She looked shocked for a second but managed to pull herself together quit fast. Like always.

“Ok, speak. I’ll listen.” You slightly smiled at her.

“Kira , I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable. And I understand that you see me as a friend, nothing more, but please let us be friends. Give us a chance to be friends again. I don’t want to lose my best friend.”

You felt a tear in the corner of your eye but you didn’t give it permission to fall. You wouldn't do this again. Cry just because you aren’t strong enough. Was Kira crying? Of course not.

"Oh, (Y/n). You made the wrong conclusion. I-… I like you. More than I like a friend, but I know that you could never love me. I mean, how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? I’m a warrior! Broken on the inside, so much older than you and god knows not so beautiful. I might have been 20 years ago but not anymore. I understand you could never love this.” For a second you thought her eyes were glistening with tears. But as fast as it seemed to have come it was gone again.

“Kira I-, Nerys. I’m not saying I can’t live without you because that would be a lie. I could, a lot is possible. But I wouldn’t want to live without you. It would be hell and I could never be happy again without you. It would not be a life worth living.” Some lonely tears were now falling down your cheek.

“Why?” Kira looked at you in shook and disbelief.

“Because I love you.”

“But why? What makes me loveable?”

Now it was your time to look at her in disbelief. Didn’t she know how amazing she was?

“Because you are the strongest person I know, your life was not an easy one. You lost everything. But did I once see you complain or cry about it? No. You are sad about it, yes. But you learned to go on with your life and to always see the light at the end of the tunnel. Because you are the first person in my life to make me feel at home. You have such a calming effect on me and you always know what’s wrong with me and how to help me. Because your laugh makes me feel like its a warm summer day in my mothers garden on earth every time I see it. Because I feel like all my problems are irrelevant and life is worth living every time I hear your voice. Because I feel save with you and I know that you would fight every single person in the whole quadrant if they would want to hurt me. Because you always have an idea to save the day. Because you are more intelligent than anyone I know. Because you are beautiful, graceful and ethereal and every time I look at you I don’t want to look away anymore. Because you listen to me, you genuinely listen and would send everyone away who would interrupt that. Because you always think about the others before you think about yourself. Even after all the pain you suffered from and all the dark days in your life your top priority isn’t your own wellbeing. It never was. Because you never judge me and always have my back if others do. Nerys you are the best thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life. And not for one second did I think about the fact that you are older, because it just doesn't matter. It doesn't make you less beautiful or less amazing and it doesn't change the fact that I love you with my whole heart. More than I ever thought I could love someone.”

“You really think all of that?”

”Nerys, it’s the truth.“ Tears were streaming down her cheeks and for the first time ever you saw her cry, but they weren’t sad tears. They were happy tears.

“I love you (Y/n). “ She approached you and you took her cheeks between your hands.

Slowly she got closer and your lips touched. This kiss was much softer than the one in the holosuite. It was full of love, hope and reassurance. After a few seconds the kiss broke and Nerys pulled you in a tight hug.

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