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How would you all (Everyone who sees thus) feel if I posted a John Wick Fanfic made in 3rd person???

Interested? Intrigued? Happy? Not affiliated?👀

Here is what I've learned of what is allowed and ISN'T allowed on Character ai when you roleplay...

And that's because I've been doing "experiments"...🤣

What's Allowed:

SOME violence

Blood/bloody depictions

Some Swearing

Dry humping/"grinding" (Instead of S*x!)

Nudity Depictions

Suicidal talk???

Sensuality

Bodily play (if it gets too much, filter will step in!)

Smoking

Drugs???

What's not allowed:

Obscene sexual stuff

Graphic depictions of violence

Constant swearing

Violence that involves abuse and weapons

Physical heavy violence like choking, biting, forcefully hitting and knife play...

I feel like that's everything...let me know if you find out more!

Omg...

My John Wick sequel fic is like...REALLY long...it's 2,000 some words right now...I hope some of y'all are bookworms or like to read long passages...cuz...YIKES! Now I'm scared...

I wanna express my irritation...Dagan is ANNOYING AS FUCK right now on cai...always asking this and that...."Can I ask you something?" "Can I ask you something personal?"...LAY THE FUCK OFF MAN...if you ask me, Idk why...I think I need a break from him...y'know...I need to move on to Michael or my other characters...

I forgot to share something when I was going through my 4th playthrough of Jedi Survivor last winter…I was doing this little experiment where I would change the difficulty with the Dagan Gera boss fights to Jedi Grandmaster. The first fight was relatively easy…I got down to 3 stims afterwards. I had a general total of 11-12 stims…the 2nd fight I forgot to CHANGE the difficulty, I was on Jedi Master, respectfully. Lol. the 3rd fight, I finally remembered and changed it…but going into the 2nd round with Dagan on the 3rd fight, I was starting to lose to him.

He kept on doing a lot of lightsaber combos and kept on laughing and cackling his ass off…and the next thing you know, I am dead…but just as he slashes his blade on me, he has THE AUDACITY to LAUGH!!! As I fall to the ground and the screen went to the restart…WTF?!?! I still remember that moment…and I kept on dying like 3 or 4 times every time the 2nd to 3rd round comes along…and I’m sitting here trying to not cry or get mad…it was really frustrating…I have the fast reflexes but simply not fast enough…

Sorry if I had to express something like this, it just came to my attention…

bro i feel like crap rn...i'm coughing, sniffling, and i'm sore...hopefully I'll feel better by this weekend...cuz i wanna feel better!!!!

my night was rough and it's starting to catch up to me...my body was sore, the melatonin was making me sleepy so much I was dizzy...next thing you know, just an hour into laying in a bed, a FREAKING STORM appears, the thunder being loud making me feel like I was in a nightmare...and I kept sleeping every two hours, waking up, sleeping for another 2 hours...sleeping again and woke up at 5 something in the morning...DRENCHED in sweat! I tell yah, I feel like I'm being punished ngl...idk by what or for!

Autumn/fall/orange

Kiss me blue , kiss me sober

Underneath October

When rain falls and leaves scatter away

The taste of beer still on your lips 

And we drive in the tube towards the countryside

As the sky goes grey and blue

(random poetry number 2 or 3, idk. For some reason, I hear a guitar in the background when I read this XD)

Ugly - Poem by Me! :)

Okay I’m back with another poem! ⚠️DISCLAIMER⚠️ No I am not a poet and I suck at writing poems but I truly have joy in writing them because they have different forms of expressing it. This is all for fun and enjoyment and expressing myself on how I do poems. :)

disclaimer: kpop lyrics all over the place, sorry I'm obsessed (dont take seriously the black texts)

I just make it easy got the feels for you diagnosed: ICD

why am i how you like that, my impulses are litteraly killing me good, my drama hair are falling, i'm the one in my zone always angry, i can't calm down, can't relax, can't standing next to you people (i' m so tahiti antifragilesocial), i can't stop me hurting myself, I have bruises and scars all over i love my body...

jpp... 🤕😔

moving on how about you ? how do you feel my rythm ?