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The work I need to do: *Piling up*

The shit I want to do(drawing and writing): *Piling up*

Shit I need to do: *piling up*

My motivation: *Off with my dad or something idfk*

Ok, I've been a little bit obsessed with staticmonth this past weeks, and I've come with a lot of headcanons, backstories and human design.

Valentino:

Human name: Valentino

Reason: his mother wanted really bad a child, so on valentain day she went to the church of S.Valentino and pray a whole morning.

In the afternoon of the saim day she met a charming men and they fell in love.

After seven month she had a child that name Valentino to thank the Saint.

But when the men know of the child he left her alone.

For that she blames her son but never let this obscure her love for him.

Age: 17 (he died on his 18th birthday)

Surname: dorsn't have one

Sex: has both sex

Apperence: he is a charming spanish boy.He has dark blonde hair and borwn eyes. His upper body look like a male, but he has got a male and a female sex. That why he is confident wear colthes for all gender. His face is beautifull, it has soft feature that remember the painting of '300/'400.

Work: he work has a pornostar. Even if he's the most expensive and esclusive one, everyone want to have him.

His mother doesn't know what is his work, she only know that he is the best in the company.

One night he met a gentle man, that continue to say that he love him.

When he's at work he is a total bastard and manipulative person.

He also is a 'double face', can be gentle at first but, when he know somewone is totaly under his control, he become rude and a bitch.

Reason of death: torture

One night that man try to sexual abuse his female side (Val made it clear that one was out of touch) and Valentino defend himself by broking a glass on the other face.

The man leave but the night after he drugged him and with the help of three other peaple took him in a old building were he abuses him, burn him, destroy his privet part and use him as a puncing bag.

When Valentino's body couldn't take anymore they take on fire the building with him inside still alive.

When the autority came on the place and tried to stop the fire, Valentino, despite the left part of his body wich was completly melt, catch the leg of one fireman while tried to hask for help but died befor saing it.

The most sad thing is it was is birthday.

His mother cried him until she died for sadness.

She went to heaven and search for her baby, only to find the true about him.

Lover: Vox, their relationships is like sugar daddy/ sugar baby, but they like it that way.

When Vox tried to take their relationship to a more romantic way, he became nervous by thinking it will end like the 'one' when he was alive.

Vox don't know how he died, but he know is a red flag for Val.

What Does Sorry Mean?

What was it you used to say?  What was it you told me everyday? Written in my head with ink and pen  Is "I'm sorry means I won't do it again"  How were you the one teaching me When sorry is the last thing you could ever be?  Now my mom is crying And my sister is mad What does sorry mean again, Dad? Seventy times seven That's how many times I was supposed to Forgive your crimes And I did for every bruise You left on my mind But if I could choose I would have torn you apart Because you did the same To a nine year old's heart And for every lie you told me You twisted me to be like you And now I'm just as angry As my dad is too I want to go home, To the safety I once knew But it isn't real It was never true And now that you're gone I don't even feel sad Because the monster under my bed Is really my dad I can't get you out of my head I scream to drown out your voice I'm clawing my skin You left me with no other choice Just say that you're sorry So that we can move on I'll even lie for you Though I know it's wrong I wish I could say That I'd to it again To go back To who I had been But there will still be cracks On a mended vase Crying tears Has left grooves in my face A child in the woods Is wandering around lost You wanted power And you didn't care about the cost I know you're not sorry  I don't want to forgive Some days I don't even  Want to live I hope one day I do I hope I have another start But in the meantime I'm bandaging  A child's heart