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i'm tired of waiting, i've waited long enough and wasted enough time
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gonna get big and strong so i can carry you around like my precious thing. then throw you on the mattress and manhandle you however i want.
but i'm a vers so be a good boy and come to the gym with me, get strong WITH me, so you can try throwing me around for a change.
can't wait for the day we start fighting for dominance like two wild animals.
Sometimes I want to give up on nuance, buzz my long hair, and go stealth. I'm sick of people treating non-binary like diet girl.
(detail from 'Dante and Virgile' c. 1850 by William-Adolphe Bouguereau)
when i'm working out yk my veins pop out and my skin glistens from sweat and my muscles pleasantly ache and uh when i eat meal after meal and i feel so full, getting more proteins and um my whole body's in this um nice pain-
i'm gonna jork it rq brb
One day you’re going to be a middle aged man and you’re going to be balding a little bit and greying and your eyes are going to have wrinkles and your skin is going to be a little looser than it once was and you’re going to be covered in body hair and you’re going to look back on this time right now and be so grateful that you decided to stop being scared to transition. You’re going to look back and be happy that you chose to free yourself and become who you really are.
Goodnight boys sleep tight gang
Take a step toward yourself
My little boy cunt Is throbbing…. It needs to be filled….
[ 18+ blog || minors DNI ]
Recently discovered forcemasc. The idea of someone forcing my depressed ass out of transitional limbo sounds like something I really need right now tbh.
Force me to go to the gym. Not going to be a twig anymore after you've got me in the flow of workouts.
Force me to start eating healthier, to ensure our time at the gym isn't wasted. Gotta make sure those muscles grow nice and strong.
Force me to use my deeper voice more often, stop trying to appease others with the "friendlier" voice, we both know it gives me headaches anyway.
I need an older trans wolfy man to break me and tell me what a good puppy I am, using the muzzle and leash while I nuzzle into his hairy thigh, my mouth watering for his dick while he trains me to take it like a good boy, holding the T-shot high above my head. It's my treat for when I finally learn my tricks like a good lapdog should.
Can't tell if I want to be praised and babied or wrestled into submission and muzzled
Admirable Confidence
--- Originally posted on 2020-05-01 by makingrealalphas ---
You just entered the subway and this handsome boy already staring at you with that smirk. You are literally the only one in this cart so his intense staring give you all sorts of feeling. And fuck, look at that damn bulge in his jeans, he is packing! As a bi with a girlfriend, this boy definitely can make you look the other way. But you are faithful to your current girl and you’re going for a quick lunch with her before the office hours start again.
Even when the train already start its move to the next station, he keeps looking at you intently. You feel itchy and uneasy with his stare as you scratch your legs. The dress pants feel a little bit tighter than usual but you let it go.
He bites his lip, he smirks and he literally checking you out. When you are uneasy, you do things with your hair so you tried to look away and fix your hair. Your facial feature hardened as you look away, cheekbone pronounced and your eyebrow becomes thicker. Your caffeine-stained, imperfect teeth turned into pearly straight white as your jawline become defined. As your finger moved through your strand of brunette hair, it turned darker and gelled and eventually become jet black, your eyebrow and pit hair followed suit. You then spread your leg a little wider, your jeans so tight hugging your toned legs and ass it makes you uncomfortable, fuck this whole cart is empty so why the fuck you’re so modest and shut your leg? You’re a man, a man with a fucking big dick so why bother shut your leg when you can spread it out wide to give your little guy a breather? As your legs spread, you also extend your arm which become tanner and also veiny, now visible as your long-sleeved sweater replaced with a collared short sleeved shirt. You then look at the handsome boy in front of you
“What you lookin’ at?” You said aggresively
He just smiled and replied casually
“Nothing bro, just admiring your confidence. I’ll definitely pop those button too like you if I get abs that ripped,”
And without your realization, your soft belly turned into ripped abs with Adonis bet so goddamn clear. Huh, this kid is fucking bold complimenting you like that on public, what if you are homophobic? An empty cart like that can trigger a homophobe if he got hit on but of course you’re feeling good by the compliment, you’re bi and compliment from such a handsome guy who have a raging hard on definitely aroused you
Too bad this is your station before you can make out with that handsome dude. So you slip your number to his jacket pocket and leave him with a wink as you walked out high-spirited to meet your girlfriend
Acting The Part
I was a film student, that means I had to play a lot of roles. Mostly, however, I remained the one behind the cameras. Why? Well it was simply because I was pretty humble... in my own words, others would call me shy and reserved.
I had a project coming up, a final film for the semester. Had to be within the genre we were working for an unfortunately for me that was romance. I was not good with romance, obviously of course. I was shy. So... that was why I partnered up with a few buddies, Chris, Tony, Danielle, and Skylar. It was an optional group project due to how big it was. Unfortunately one guy who was left out was Brian. A total douche, called himself a sigma and everything. Totally full of himself.
Saw himself being the star too, always was in the movies... although with his ripped abs, jawline, and general physique... it was obvious why he thought he would be in the group... so we started scripting. It went well at first, that was until Brian started butting in. Asked if his girlfriend could be the love interest. This was supposed to be a group project and so we said no, Danielle would be covering that part. He whined about it until Skylar came up to me to ask something. "Do we need Brian here?" He asked softly, so he didn't actually hear. He was off arguing with Tony again, Go figure.
"Well... I did have an idea..." I admitted. Of course this idea was also a bit rude. We would simply do the script without him. Meetup some times, make excuses. It worked for a while until he started to get suspicious. He was stupid but he wasn't that stupid.
About a week into scripting, everything was coming out well. We almost had it done and we even had a role for Brian! Now we weren't going to tell him until the day of, and seeing how he needed this for a good grade... he'd have to go along with it. Well that was what I thought until he stopped me on the way to a class. "Hey [Y/N], how's it hangin." He put his hand beside my head as I leaned against the wall. He asked a simple question, quite friendly too... if it wasn't for his threatening tone. "Been a while, started to think my film partner died. That would have been bad." He chuckled and let up a bit. "Why don't we talk about the script for a bit. "I uh..." I tried to speak up but he put his hand on my back as he walked me away from the class I had next.
"You say somethin? No? Okay well good, we're goin someplace nice and comfortable." He started to walk me out of the building and through the campus. Some people stared at us, I mean a star football player and some film student would draw some eyes. Eventually we got to the bleachers of the football stadium. It was super empty and due to Brian having a part time job cleaning the place he had keys.
We sat down on some metal bleachers near the announcer's box and he had me get out my laptop. "So, run me through the script. Last I heard I was going to be the star?" He smirked a bit. This would be hard to break.
"Well uh... I'll just uh... we made some changes but everything's still very flexible!" I tried to assure him. I started at where it would begin, a nerd getting bullied. The bully was played by... Brian. he wasn't too happy but was willing to hear me out. Then I went through the story slower, more cautiously to not offend the giant oaf. Stuff about the nerds banding together... having a fun time and ultimately the nerd getting the nerdy chick. Danielle was supposed to play the nerdy girl, Skylar wanted to be the main character. I would be the camera man and director. Brian looked annoyed. "So... this sucks."
"Wait what? What about it sucks? Is it just because you're not the main star? You know what'd be weird." I tried to fight back. It was partially my script.
"Lemme guess, your buddy Skylar wrote a lot of it." I looked down and did have to agree... so I nodded, Skylar was a great writer though! "Look man, I know you don't like being in front of the camera and stuff but this might be your last little movie, why not have fun with it? How is this fair to you at all?" Wait was Brian sticking up for me?
"I uh... I guess it's not... But I don't really like being the star." I looked at the bigger guy who was now being oddly nice.
He sighed. "Yeah, and I'm not sayin you have to be. I mean you gave me a pretty raw deal." Brian looked oddly sad.
I was always the one to make peace... god damn it... would I really do this? I had to... "Well uh... what would you propose to change that stuff?" I asked, nervous to what he would propose.
"Well, here's my idea. We swap some roles around. Make it better for all of us. Skylar can run the camera this time, he always gets to be in front of it." I nodded, Skylar could be a competent camera man... "Glad you agree, then I can take his role as a nerd and you can be the rival... hell maybe you can get your own babe out of it."
"Wait, what?" I looked at the big guy confused. Him? The nerd? No way. And me as the rival? How the hell would I do that? "I don't think that'll work. I mean we should cast for what we're good at and..."
Brian cut me off, "Yeah and I'm pretty nice, right?" I looked at him, he was looking me right in the eyes. I nodded, not wanting to be rude. "Exactly! So I should be given the chance to play a fun nice guy!" His smile was reassuring but I still had issues.
"Yeah but I really don't think people will buy me as a douchebag..." I sighed and scratched my head. It was true. I was smaller, weaker, and dorky as hell.
"Well, sure, right now you don't but trust me! I got some ideas that can help you! But it's what someone would call... method acting. Probably heard of it."
"That sounds like a dumb idea, I'll be honest. I mean... that'll just get me bullied.... more than usual at least." I sighed, feeling like this was going nowhere.
"Nah, trust me bro. I mean if you stick with me I'll vouch."
"But I barely have any classes with you aside from film related ones." I looked a bit confused. How would that work.
"Well here's the deal. I can talk to my professors, tell them you wanna do some stuff and I'm sure with a little flexing of my status... we can get you in for the few more weeks or months we have left of class this semester. It's not gonna be much, mister straight As." He was going to do that for me?
"I guess... I could see how this goes... I could use a break before my other finals..." I chuckled a bit nervously, which made him pat my back, almost flinging me out of my seat.
"There we go! Here's my phone number and..." He grabbed my phone and put his number and contacts in, "We should be good to go, send me a link to the script btw! Gotta work on that thing!
That night I sent him the link, and felt oddly nervous about this. I mean... it was like starting a whole new life! I hadn't been in front of the cameras in a while so that would be nerve racking too! Brian's advice was to "Not think about it." Seemed he could go his whole life without thinking about much.
The next day we spent working out, and working on attitude. His girlfriend Tori came over during some of it and Brian said it would be a great time to practice confidence. I didn't nail it. He had a good laugh though and she took it in stride. Overall a good Saturday.
The day after that we worked on some more muscle, while also just hanging out again... this time some of his douchey friends came over. He was saying this was both confidence and some experience training. Like being in job training. Eventually I somewhat grew accustomed to them. They all were charismatic and handsome too. I felt oddly at home near some of them, hell I even threw some insults back at them when they came my way. I wasn't great at it yet.
Day three of this shit and I was now walking around with Brian and his little group. Seemed most of them had the same classes. I got stopped in the hall though by a classmate. He tried to direct me to class but... as per a whispered instruction... I mocked him and his shit haircut. After classes we worked out, seemed like this was something I had to do... Brian and Tanner, one of Brian's friends who was more in on it, said this was to make me not sound like a dork when referencing sports and shit. Good reason...
My the next week I was already feeling the burn. Skylar and the others were a bit pissed at me for blowing off our group meetings for hangouts with Brian and his crew. I told him I was method acting and he should get off my case. Well he didn't take it too well. "Well maybe you should stop being in our fucking shit if you like Brian that much!" That was a bad insult.
I yelled back. "Well, maybe if you didn't try to hog the limelight all the time I wouldn't be doing this shit!" It kind of just came out of me. For some reason... Skylar looked a bit... weaker and smaller than me. "Besides, not like you could even carry a movie with that fuckin acne." I may have went too far, he looked pissed and I felt awful. He stormed off leaving me alone...
I had a party that night, at the frat. Brian noticed me looking down the entire time. Came to comfort me. "Bro, trust me. He deserved it. I mean he's always been pushing you back and the moment you try and get out there and have fun he tries to put you back down? Not cool, you know that."
"Yeah but... I don't wanna fuck shit up with my friends and all that." I said with a red solocup in my hand.
"Well... maybe you're better off without them. I mean the only one I see potential in is maybe Danielle." I nodded.
"Yeah, Tony is a nobody, Skylar is a pussy... And I was both. Still feel bad for Danielle." I had a crush on her before.
"Well don't go around pussyfooting. I'm sure we can change the script and as her to method act too! I mean how much fun has it been for you, Oliver."
"Oliver?" I laughed and looked at Brian, "Why'd you call me that?"
"Oh! Well I had an idea. Just a small one. I mean why not go by your character's name? You are supposed to be method acting!"
"Yeah... Oliver... that... works well." I smiled. I mean I did look like an Oliver now... or at least the character! I didn't know how but in retrospect god my body was wimpy. Now I looked fire as hell!
The next few days would be painfully awkward. Skylar would try and salvage the script, much to the annoyance of Brian and I. There were two sides clashing and I knew which one sounded better, Skylar was just doing this for himself. Eventually Brian and I started a secret document, included Danielle in there too. Got them over Discord on a call to talk about the newer idea. By now we had enough of the nice guy act. Brian thought it was way too soft... he pitched the new idea. "Why don't we, instead of doing whatever that little soy boy wants, do our own thing. Like... Why don't we do something where the bullies got some character."
Danielle was hesitant. "Well what about the others? And what would my role be?"
I had an answer already. "Well we need a camera man and Tony, by far, is the best of Skylar and him. I mean I could do it but I've worked pretty hard."
"[Y/N]..." Danielle sighed, She was getting tired of this.
"Dani, it's Oliver or Ollie. I'm taking it pretty serious as you can see." I smiled. into the webcam which I never used before... hell my whole profile changed. Near daily pics of me were my banner and icon instead of some anime boy.
Brian nodded a bit. "So, we want you in this film too Dani, you're a great actress but we want you to practice your new role. You'll be Ollie's bitchy GF, like a mean girl kinda thing."
"But that isn't...." She got cut off by me again.
"Look, Dani... I know it ain't your style but this isn't mine either. To be a star you have to make sacrifices, and playing the part is the thing. I already asked and Tori can help you get into role. And hey, we can hang more if you do... I mean if you want my place is pretty open." It was an invite to fuck. By now I was still a virgin, even if Brian tried to change that many times.
"Okay..." She finally agreed. Thank god this was getting annoying.
Eventually we got our crew together. Some guys from the soccer team for scrawnier nerds, some guys from Brian's crew to be our friends and... Danielle was coming along fine. My type had shifted a bit, especially now that I could have options... they were molding her real nicely.
Skylar soon got wind of our plan but by now it was too late to stop. I was getting ready for the first day of filming. I had my body in peak performance, all done up by one of Tori's friends. And he came over to yell at me. Not congratulate me. By this point I just had Alex, one of Brian and I's friends walk him off the little set we staged. Students would be happy to actually get in this film. I mean we were big stars around campus and we knew it.
People loved how I changed. I became a star. I mean... with my now blonde hair, scuffy facial hair, ripped abs, giant body... who wouldn't. Brian helped me realize something. I was made to be in front of the cameras. I was made to be a star. Danielle would realize that in time too.
As for the filming... it went spectacular. We all got great grades, hell... we started helping Tony out with getting better himself! I mean... we'd need it if we wanted to make more of these. It was a fun parody film... even if it was meant to be serious. The audience didn't get it but whateves. Wasn't my problem. I just didn't have to think too hard about it.
Within months I asked out Danielle, she said yes... of course. We became a new power couple. I urged her to join a sports team like I was doing. I started football like Brian. We did well as a team... also started power lifting and by god I was great! Danielle did gymnastics and by god was she flexible. Eventually I had my name changed. I was welcomed into Brian's family pretty easily too... so I adopted his last name. We were the Greene brothers.... started small with acting and sports but soon, through some modeling and commercials... we started getting big.
As for Skylar... who knows what became of that no name wannabe. He didn't take his shot. Maybe if he was more eager he could have ended up as a male model like Tony. Eh, not my problem. I just played my part and helped everyone around me. That's what being a star is for... you play your part and you like it... And I love it.
What It Takes to Be a Husband
(Content: Age Progression, Military TF, Muscle Growth, Body Hair, Uniform TF, Balding, Beard Growth)
Emil stopped and inhaled deeply as he stood firmly in front of the door. It was a late night and the street would be empty if it wasn’t for that skinny slender figure wearing a tight cheap suit in front of one of the houses. Lieutenant Harris’ house looked like a perfect balance between humble and imposing. Emil waited nervously for the man to come.
“Emil?” suddenly, the door opened to reveal the huge and strong soldier, dressed in casual clothes that still looked sharp. “What are you doing in here so late? Rita is away with her mother, I thought she had told you already.”
“Hi, David. I-I’m not here for her, I just got to talk to you about something.” By having the lieutenant’s daughter as his girlfriend for years, Emil had some special allowances, like calling his future father-in-law by his first name instead of his military rank.
“Come in.” Lieutenant Harris smiled and let the small guy enter his house. “What are you dressed so nicely for?”
Emil felt awkward in his suit. Was it even a good choice? Did he not cause the good impression he was expecting? He sat on the table and cautiously informed the lieutenant about his intentions, looking closely to the man’s eyes to catch his reactions precisely. Emil didn’t went there to ask for much, just to talk about his plans to marry his daughter Rita in the following months. The lieutenant’s daughter hand in marriage was what he wanted. Regardless of his young age, Emil and Rita met and became friends in kindergarten and had been dating since they were both in middle school. Now, at 19 years old and a half-decent job, Emil felt confident enough to bring his lover closer into his life and finally take a bigger role.
“Is Rita aware of your intentions?”
“We’ve talked a little before. I wanted to talk to you first, though.”
“What makes you rush so much for it? You’re not even in college yet, boy.” Lieutenant Harris kept his face firm but soft. He was actually surprised by Emil’s courage and determination.
“I have my own apartment now. It’s pretty small but it’s not rented, it’s kinda mine. Kind of inheritance, you know. My job is paying okay and I’m sure we can both live fine together. I wanna take her with me and build a future together, but first I need the honour to call her my wife.” Emil cringed at himself as he said those memorised words. He sounded so dumb, like a child in a school theatre. The room stayed silent for a weirdly long moment, until the lieutenant took a deep and thoughtful breath.
“What’s the suit for? You won’t marry her tonight, will you?” He then smiled to make Emil feel less intimidated by his imposing frame.
“I needed to cause a good impression. Dress like a man, you know.” Emil chucked, as he struggled to keep his voice firm and deeper.
“I see.” He got up, visibly bothered and thoughtful about Emil’s intentions. He walked around the room, his heavy buff body surrounding the young guy. “Let me be honest, son. I appreciate your effort and I see your honesty. It just concerns me if you’re enough of a grown man to follow this plan.”
“Sir, I know I’m young but I’m sure I’m going to give her a good life. I love her.”
“Don’t get me wrong, boy. You’re barely an adult. And need more than love to have a right to call yourself a husband or even a father in potential. You need more purpose, direction and discipline. I don’t want to be hard on you, but I’m worrying for my daughter. I appreciate you, but you drift through life without any real sense of what it means to be a man.”
“I will work on that. I promise I will.” Emil lowered his head in shame. Was he crazy? What shitty idea he had! "With all due respect, sir, I also think that's a bit harsh. I've been doing my best and we are all still learning. You know it.”
"Your best?" Lieutenant Harris sat down again. "Your best still isn't good enough. Not for Rita, not for this family. Being a man means more than just trying. It means succeeding. It means taking charge and proving your worth."
"I work hard, David. I do my best to support Rita and be there for her. Just because I don't follow the same path as you doesn't mean I'm not worthy." Emil felt a surge of anger.
"Do you think being a man is just about hard work? It's about character, resilience, and the ability to handle responsibility. Right now, you lack most of that. You're still a boy in a man's world. You couldn’t even dress yourself in actual man’s clothes." Lieutenant David looked with pity to Emil’s cheap skinny suit.
“But I think I have an idea, Emil.”
“Look at yourself, Emil. This is not what a man looks like. You gotta be confident, put-together. You'll learn what it takes to fill out a role like this."
“I... I understand, sir."
“No, you don't. Not yet. But you will.”
"So what do you want from me, David?" Emil clenched his fists under the table.
"Hey, calm down Emil. I’m talking to you as a friend. I expect you to understand me.” David had his voice both calm and firm. “I want you to grow up, Emil. To man yourself up into your full potential. To become someone worthy of success and maturity. And I want to help you with it”
“Help? How?”
“You gotta trust me and let my work on you. It won’t be easy, you gotta open your mind and let go of the life you have. Your life won’t be the same. But I assure you that I’m gonna make you a bette person in less time than you expect. After that, you can maybe come to me again and discuss about this marriage, but now we gotta work together and I’ll be in charge. Do you understand me?”
“Yeah, David.”
“Do you agree with what we’ll do together?”
“I will, sir. I promise. All for Rita.”
“My daughter is doing fine. As I see, you’re more likely to become a burden in her life. So you will do it for yourself.”
Emil froze. It was too much for his brain to handle. He deeply regretted ever going there. Lieutenant Harris went back to his calm, more respectful voice tone as he guided Emil into his office.
“If you want to earn the right to call yourself Rita’s husband someday, you need to prove yourself." he sat down on his desk. “Let’s begin your enlisting.”
"David, I don't think it’s a good idea. I will to do what you want but… joining the army? That's a huge decision." Emil stepped back, shocked by the sudden shift of topic in their talk.
“Life is full of tough decisions, Emil. This is one of them. You need to decide if you're willing to do what it takes to be the man you deserve to become. Are you ready to step up, or are you going to remain in this weak position forever?"
"I... I want to be the man you want me to be. The man that Rita needs. But the army..."
“In the army, I will have more resources to give you the tools you need. Discipline, strength, respect. A transformation. These are qualities that are lacking in you right now and I’ll be there to man you up. You need to make a choice, boy. Either agree or step aside."
“Sir, I..."
"This is your enlistment form. Sign it."
“David, this is a lot to take in."
"You think this is a lot? Life's only going to get tougher. You need to show that you're capable of handling it. Sign the form. Don’t waste my time tonight.”
In a sudden energy peak, Emil took the pen and signed the papers. Then, in an unexpected twist of events, he was now a soldier instead of a future groom. What a brutal turn of events.
“Soldier, thanks for your decision. Time to get ready for duty.” Lieutenant Harris got up, in a full military posture, and handed him folded camo clothes and a pair of heavy boots. “I hope these are your size.”
Emil stood shocked and with a blank face.
“Get dressed, soldier.” the lieutenant said again. “Let’s see how you look.”
Intimidated, Emil undressed and start to put on the uniform. The fabric was heavy and uncomfortable. He was still unbelieving that situation, but there was no way back. He was a recruit now and dread consumed his expressions as he saw himself in the mirror in a full recruit uniform.
“Looks good. Now, listen carefully, soldier. From this moment on, I'm your superior. I'm Lieutenant Harris, and you will address me as such. Understood?"
"Yes, Lieutenant Harris." he nodded.
"Good. Stand up straight. Shoulders back. Respect is the main pillar in the army."
Emil adjusted his posture, noticing the quick shift in their relationship. The friendly atmosphere had vanished, replaced by a strict military hierarchy.
“Now follow me here, soldier. We gotta put you in shape.
The lieutenant put a chair on a room and ordered Emil to sit down. Then, he grabbed an electric shaver from a counter.
“Sir? What is-“
“Not a word until I finish, soldier.” his voice spread on the room. Emil trembled as he felt his hair being shaved off his head. “You made your decision and now you gotta act on it. See what I was trying to tell you? You can’t have enough respect and discipline. I see that you will have to learn it on the hard way.”
Emil even felt tears forming on his eyes, but he hold them in as his hair fell on the floor.
"Much better. Now, you're starting to look the part." Lieutenant Harris looked satisfied to the scrawny and scared Emil that was frozen in shook after having his hair shaved by the hands of his girlfriend’s father. The huge man grabbed a pile of clothes in another counter and started to get dressed in them. It was his own uniform. Emil always felt impressed whenever he saw the lieutenant in his duty clothes. How could that man look even stronger? After new orders, Emil followed him outside to his car, feeling a sense of dread.
"Where are we going, sir?"
"To the base," he said. "Your training starts now. And no more talking until my next order.”
The drive was silent, and the tension in the car unbearable for Emil. His mind raced with anxiety. The base was right ahead, with its big gates being guarded by a group of soldiers not older than Emil. As they drove through, Emil felt a chill run down his spine. Harris parked and led him through a series of corridors, each more intimidating than the other. Finally, they reached a dark dormitory. Lieutenant Harris opened the door and gestured for Tom to enter.
“This is where you'll be staying," Harris said, his tone devoid of any warmth. “Any step out of discipline will be met with harsh consequences, okay? Take a rest but don’t get too comfortable. In a few hours I will start my work on you.”
Emil entered the room, crowded with other recruits. It smelled like many locker rooms at once. He laid down on the only empty bed but the heavy aura couldn’t let him sleep, so all he had to do was avoid making noise and overthink the sudden twist in his life. His buzzcut head itched on the pillow and the heat of the room was making him sweat on the thick fabric of his uniform. He closed his eyes to make time pass faster, but he knew it was going to be a tough rest of night.
As soon as the hours passes, Emil was concerned about where the lieutenant was. It was taking too long. At around 4AM, the door opened again and all soldiers got out of their sleepers, standing in posture as Lieutenant Harris entered the room, coming straight at Emil.
“Follow me, soldier.” the other recruits looked with curiosity as Emil was taken out of the room. “And the rest of you, go back to your positions and mind your businesses.”
Emil followed Lieutenant Harris in silence to a tent.
“Take off your shirt, soldier.” Emil froze as he saw the man preparing some needles and syringes on a metal table. “This might itch a little. Hope you don’t mind needles.”
The liquid was injected on his upper arm, followed by two other ones. He felt nauseous and ill.
“For now on, you’ll meet me here every night. Here is where I’ll work on your boosters and analyse the results. Contact me about any side effect, understood?”
“Boosters?”
“This is for your body. You lack testosterone and I’ll be giving you higher doses of it. I expect you to go through sort of another puberty in the following weeks. I also gave you strengthening supplements and growth stimulators.” Lieutenant Harris handed him a bottle of water and a few pills. “This is a few more supplementing. Your training will be different from your fellow recruits so we can have the fastest transformation on your body.”
“How long will it take, sir?”
“This is a duty for life, young man. The military is your future now.” the lieutenant walked Emil back to the dorm. “But my hopes is that your metamorphosis is completed in six months or less. Meanwhile you’re gotta work on your mind to think like a man or I’ll have to teach you in the hard way. Hope you enjoy the first day of training.”
******
Emil’s mornings in the army began right before sunrise, with barely any time to rest due to his meetings with Harris. Leaping out of bed in seconds, he stood rigidly for the inspection. The sergeant’s eyes missed nothing, any detail out of place would be met with immediate punishment. Before dawn, Emil had to go on a brutal six-mile run, with the full backpack and carrying heavy gear. The cold air cut painfully through him, but it was the intense burning in his lungs and legs that consumed him the most. The weight was brutal. There was no room for error. Then, he had finally a few time to shower and change. Breakfast was rushed and silent as he swallowed the food with high calories with extra protein that was prepared specially for him, by Lieutenant Harris’ request.
The morning training was the worst. The weightlifting pushed his muscles past his limits, the calisthenics demanded too much military precision and the obstacle field, a nightmarish route of mud, pointy wire, and high walls, tested his strength and determination. Stopping was never an option, and any hesitation was immediately followed by punishments. The lunch time provided no relief, just a quick and silent meal before diving into combat drills and tactical exercises. The hand-to-hand combat always left him bruised while his mind was about to go insane. It was specially hard with the each of his daily injections of strong hormones and supplements to make him build muscle mass and increase his size. His bones ached as they were slowly pushed to expand. His throat was itchy as the high doses of testosterone were reaching his vocal cords.
The evening brought no relief. Emil had to go on long marches carrying heavy equipment that almost crushed his bones. Every step was a test of his determination and mental stability as the weight of his gear a constant and oppressive burden. Finally, a torturous hour of mental exercises closed the day. The strategy games were too much for his exhausted mind, the military history studies demanded a high amount of focus, and he got quickly mentally drained. Emil collapsed into his bed each night with countless aches and bruises, barely able to process the day's brutality. And then he had to get up to meet with Lieutenant Harris to continue his procedures that were getting weirder and more intense each night
The relentless routine of heavy supplements, testosterone boosters, and different pills added to his torment. By swallowing the bitter medicine every night, his body started going through a strong and painful transformation. The supplements built his muscle mass at a punishing pace, demanding too much energy from his already tired body. The testosterone boosters added up aggression, stamina and the wildest libido to his body. He was hard for most of the day and got aroused constantly. At night, he could sniff the air and recognise the pheromones of each one of his colleagues and couldn’t contain the initial involuntary cum blasts on his uniform because of the constant smell of sweat everywhere. There were also times where he was put inside of a machine where his naked skin was hit by warm laser lighting, especially on his face. This was slowly leaving him skin more hardened and thick. Each week he seemed to look at least one year older.
Emil disliked every moment, from the relentless pressure to the loss of his youthful appearance, but he couldn’t fully hate the changes. His body grew stronger, his mind got smarter and he felt more confidence, even though the cost was immense. Lieutenant Harris’s work, alongside the brutal training, were molding him into someone tougher, resilient and manlier. Every day was a hellish cycle of physical and mental agony, designed to break him down and rebuild him in the lieutenant’s expectations. Slowly, he outgrew his uniforms and boots. He had to get bigger ones as he grew taller, stronger and bulky, with his calorie-dense diet giving him a lot of weight to feed his quickly maturing body. His voice, once clear and youthful, deepened into a resonant and low tone due to the testosterone boosters. This new voice carried an authority far beyond his years.
Emil’s procedures were intense, and they were giving way stronger results than what Lieutenant Harris planned. Weekly chemical peels stripped layers of from his skin, revealing raw, weathered surfaces beneath, simulating months of exposure to draining conditions. The UV treatments added a leathery texture, even some lines around his eyes and mouth, mimicking a long time of stress and fatigue. His skin took on a sophisticated and mature look, making him appear more like a man. The lieutenant just wanted him to lose his childish face, but the processes got Emil a way stronger result. His scent changed as well and he was particularly pleased by that part. The combination of intense physical training and powerful supplements increased his natural body odor, making him muskier and sweatier. Just a few minutes of training left him drenched in sweat, and the rigorous schedule allowed little time for much personal hygiene, adding more richness to his persistent masculine smell. Not that he cared.
After weeks of hair growth pills and high doses of testosterone and minoxidil, his facial hair grew thick and patchy. From night to day, a dark stubble covered his jawline and upper lip. He maintained a trimmed, military-style goatee and stubble that Lieutenant Harris was also not expecting. The treatment was pushing his body beyond its natural limits. The height boosters stretched his bones painfully, adding many inches to his frame. The muscle growth supplements bulked up his physique impressively, while the hair growth supplements covered his chest, arms, and back in dense, dark hair. Despite the prematurely balding caused by the high DHT on his blood flow, his head remained in a strict military cut, so he couldn’t really notice it. The intense training aged his skin even further, as the outside exercises exposed him to many different environments. The constant physical stress also accelerated the development of lines and subtle wrinkles, gifting his face with a hardened and mature appearance. His mind also changed, gone was the hesitant and unsure 19-years-old loser. In his place a young man with confidence and resilience was emerging, looking 25 or 26 years old in just three months. Lieutenant Harris started to get concerned about how far the growing process was going, but it was too late so stop or reverse it because Emil was too addicted to all of that.
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Three months later, Emil was trying to be happy about finally see his girlfriend again. Rita had been away for some months, with her mother in the countryside, and he was planning to surprise her with his improved appearance and finally propose. Then he would marry her. That was his goal and he was about to achieve it. But why wasn’t he feeling as excited as before? Rita came, surprised by how much he changed in such a short time. His clothes were too tight for him to move, since he had just been wearing uniforms since he enlisted and never care to buy more civilian clothes. His voice, weight, height and even his body language were completely different, as if there was a new man in front of her. They talked, had dinner, and she awkwardly observed Emil’s body. He was very hot, she couldn’t deny it. But he also smelled more, not as hygienic as he used to be. His musk made her lose her apetite and he was too focused on different things in life other than their relationship. She couldn’t contain her uncomfortable expression as he put her arms on her shoulder and she felt the sweaty and hairy skin touching her. That wasn’t really the guy she fell in love it. The date was awkward and long, Emil even forgot to propose. They went home with a bittersweet and indifferent flow of thoughts about each other.
******
Emil was in his apartment packing his stuff. He was about to move permanently to the base and give back his inherited cubicle to his family. He was excited to take another step in his life, not even caring much about the recent break up with Rita.
“Emil?” a deep voice came from the door. “Can I talk to you?”
“Lieutenant Harris, please enter, sir.” he adjusted his posture and stood in a respectful position to his superior.
“Please, I want to talk to you as just David now. Forget the army stuff.”
“What’s wrong, sir?”
“I’ve heard of what happened and I’m sorry for that. I shouldn’t have been so harsh on you and I shouldn’t have taken all of it so far. You’re free to leave your position and take your life, Emil.” Emil never heard the ashamed and regretful tone in the lieutenant’s voice.
“Please, David. It’s fine. It was a mutual decision and I think me and Rita are happy this way.”
“Emil, I think you should-“ the lieutenant tried to say before being interrupted.
“I wish to continue, sir. I want to see how far you can take me and what else you can do to me.”
“Are you sure? This will be irreversible, soldier. You will never be the same person again. You’re already not the same person and it was my fault.”
“I know, and this is what I want.”
“So let’s continue your metamorphosis then, recruit.” Harris finally said, after a long pause for thinking.
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So six months had passed since Emil joined the military and his transformation had been astounding. The once unsure and youthful guy was now full of strength and maturity. The rigorous training, hormone therapy and physical procedures had sculpted him into a muscular, bearded man who now looked like he was in his thirties. His broad shoulders, full beard, dense body hair and his shiny bald head gave him a well deserved masculine and imposing appearance.
It was the week after Emil’s 20th birthday when David called him into his house on a day off. They were going on a night out together to celebrate the new Emil and his achievements, both in appearance and military development.
"Emil, I think it’s time you try something different," the lieutenant said, pulling out an elegant dark suit from his closet. "This is one of my favorites, and I think it will look even better on this new you."
Emil hesitated for a moment, then took the suit, feeling the expensive fabric on his fingers. "Thank you, David. I appreciate it a lot.”
David smiled with pride and fondness in his eyes. "Go ahead and try it on."
Emil went to another room and carefully got dressed in the suit. He also wore a linen dress shirt, that softly embraced his massive hairy body. He slid silky comfortable socks on his feet and put them inside a pair of fancy loafers. As he looked at himself in the mirror, he couldn't help but feel pleased. David’s clothes were not unfamiliar to Emil, since he outgrew all his clothes too fast and the lieutenant started sharing his wardrobe, but he never got to wear something fancy like that. The suit fit him perfectly, emphasizing his muscular build and mature appearance. David’s scent – expensive cologne, body spray and the odour of a soldier – was now all around his body, mixing with his own scent that sticked deeply through all his body hair. He straightened the tie and took a deep breath, ready to embrace this new chapter of his life.
When Emil reappeared, David's eyes lit up.
"You look really incredible," he said, clapping a hand on Emil’s broad shoulder. "As if this suit was made for you."
"Thanks, David. It means a lot coming from you," Emil replied, feeling the warmth of genuine friendship in David’s words.
They left the house together, heading into the city for a night of fun. Despite their significant age gap and military hierarchy, they had also developed closeness and mutual understanding. Their evening started with a dinner at an rooftop restaurant. As they enjoyed their meal, they talked about everything. From military experiences to Emil’s new personal aspirations. David shared stories from his own past, and Emil got himself laughing and engaging in the conversation with a confidence that he had never felt before.
After dinner, they visited a jazz club, where the vibrant music and atmosphere broke their military posture. They ate more, drank and even danced, forgetting their duties for a second. Emil never imagined that David would be actually such a fun and energetic man.
"You’ve come a long way, Emil. I’m proud of you.” David looked at him, a proud smile on his face.
"Thanks, David. And thank you for everything. I wouldn’t be here without your help." Emil nodded with gratitude.
After their evening of celebration, the tone between them turned serious once more. Emil’s transformation was complete, but the reality of his new appearance couldn't be ignored. He had recently turned 20 years old with the full appearance of a 35 years old man, and this had complications that needed to be addressed.
"Emil," David said, his voice steady, "Thwre are some important changes we need to make in order for this to work. It’s going to be strange for someone your age to look as you do now, so we have to take unwanted steps to protect you and ensure that you can move on successfully."
"What do you mean, David?" Emil looked at David with apprehension. David handed him a folder.
"These will be your new documents. A new name, a new birth date. From now on, you will be known as Neil Roy, born ten years earlier than your actual birthdate. We’re transferring you to a distant military base where you can start a new life with this new identity.”
“I’ll be 30?”
“I was generous with you. No way you look younger than 35.”
Emil opened the folder and stared at the new identity documents. The name Neil Roy and the altered birthdate felt surreal. Not only he got new name, but a new rank.
“Hey... I’ll be a general officer? I’ve only been in the army for six months."
“Your quick promotion to a General is necessary to avoid any suspicion. No one will question a man who looks like you holding that rank." David nodded, his expression firm. “I know it’s a lot to take in, but this is the best way to protect you and ensure your transformation serves a purpose. With your new appearance, it would raise too many questions for you to remain as you were. This is what’s best for you, General."
Neil was shocked but understood the necessity. David was still his superior, and his decision carried weight. "I understand, sir. I’ll do what’s needed."
"I know this is overwhelming, but you’ve proven your resilience and adaptability. You’ve come this far, and I have no doubt you’ll excel in your new role. Embrace this new life and the opportunities it brings." David placed a hand on General Roy’s shoulder.
General Roy took a deep breath, his mind racing with the implications of his new identity. "Thank you, sir. For everything. I’ll make sure I live up to this new responsibility."
In that moment, the air between them was overwhelmed with an unspoken tension. David leaned closer, and Neil found himself unable to look away. Their lips (and beards) met in a brief, but sincere kiss, a culmination of months of shared hardship, respect, and perhaps something more.
"Good luck, General Roy," David whispered with a sad smile. Neil stood shocked about what had just happened. His rough skin blushed under his beard and his heart raced.
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The next morning, General Roy packed his belongings and prepared for the transfer. As he boarded the plane to the distant military base, he felt proud of himself. The transformation had been intense and challenging, but he was ready to embrace his new identity as Neil Roy.
Force masc and all that shit, but it's me trying to genuinely get you to take care of your car.
Harlan Ellison sfw forcemasc, hid under the cut because of violent language, partial (upper body) nudity, insults (to your writing), honestly, just take Harlan himself as a warning.
