Transman - Tumblr Posts
I was a strong independent woman once, now I’m a weak dependent man.
love when i say something so fucking stupid and she immediately kisses me after (and vice versa); i rarely feel dumb around her, i can be genuinely and jokingly dumb without embarrassment
I want a binder! I want a binder!
I wish binders were free, man. This sucks, I don't want the jigglies anymore.
- Max / Kenneth
Front: Matthew (void/he/star/eclipse), Evan (xe/they), Eclipse (they/them)
The dysphoria was hitting us like a truck today. No idea why, it just was. Maybe because, since Saturday or Sunday, we've been planning to dress hypermasculine tomorrow? And we're excited for that? No fricking clue, man.
- Max / Kenneth
Front: Andie (he/she/web)

Teo :)
Pride month art 4/10
Also I will be doing the rest of my pride month art even if it’s late :’)
Afterwards I might not post any actual fully done art for a bit, I’m hoping to do an art study for the next few months or till I’m happy with my skill level :)) though I’ll probably post some of the art study stuff
Hello, my name is Courtney. This is my first post here on tumblr. I am excited to say I will be starting T hopefully in December. I feel good about it, but nervous too; especially about top surgery. I have had surgery before, but only once. Another procedure doesn’t sound fun. But I am definitely going for it when the time comes. I already found a surgeon and I am happy about it. Out to like 2 relatives and that’s it. My parents do not know I am transgendered. Hoping they will be supportive when I tell them. I plan to tell them after I start T.
A bit about me, I am straight (only like females) I am 28 years old now in 2021. I love fitness, the gym and running and cars. (Jdm and muscle) Choppers are cool too. Low riders, great! Gaming is awesome! And I like sports and fashion as well. No I don’t dress up in Fendi and Gucci or anything but I enjoy runway shows. I love cooking and baking too.
This is me at like 19 or 20 pre T 2012 or something idk

So this year has been crazy for my weight! I lost and gained weight a lot this year. I started at 156 and got down to 130, then down to 123. My ideal weight is lighter, considering I am a runner and all. I gained weight again and have decided to finally work on getting a 6 pack. Which I had been working on already this year and got close, but I gained weight again. Long story ha. This time I plan to fast and only drink liquids and eat at most 1 smaller meal a day until Christmas. Hopefully I can achieve my goals! Wish me luck. I’ve got about 40 pounds to lose.
My goal is to get back to 120 or 130ish before Christmas. Wish me luck!!

Me and my 4 pound dog back in the day lol. His name was Lambchop. And this pic was taken in 2015. This is before I was out. Pre T
Just bought a 2008 E90 335xi. So nice!! I like it a lot! I got a great deal on it. I want to modify it and make it look more personalized. Plans to drop it on adjustable suspension, buy a sound system (kickers, pioneer and JBL) add pioneer navigation, buy bigger black BMW rims, (18’s) (it’s sitting on 17’s right now) fix all cosmetic issues on the interior, new headlights and tail lights. Idk I just want a lot done to it. I am excited!
I used to drive a 2000 ek that was slammed so it’s cool to upgrade. I will share a picture in my next post.

My 2000 Civic Ex

I had it on full black works adjustable suspension, sittin on 15’s dr20’s, aem intake, damper kit, sway bars, can’t remember the exhaust, (but it sounded amazing!!) sound system, pioneer double din, Mugen lip on front and back, tinted windows, added fog lights, yeah it was nice. Drove like a go cart lol. I called it my bullet. Her name was Kilae. I had a grip ton of pics of it that were pretty sick, but deleted them too repent. The car became an idol in my life and I would spend a lot of money on it.
Have not named my Beamer yet. But I am definitely bonding with it since I bought it.
So I may be starting T in early mid December!!! I am super excited! Can’t wait for these new chapters in life!

Picture of me pre t November 2021

Pre T December 1st 2021

So I started a new today. It was okay. I kind of hated my job the beginning of the shift, but as time moved on I began to like it. I mostly started liking it because my boss changed my job to loss prevention, which is awesome! I get to wear a cool vest and greet people that come into the store. Not so bad a job if you ask me. It’s not ideal though. I was thinking in the beginning of the shift I really wanted to be in a lab making more money. But when she changed my position I was more satisfied with my job. This is for sure not a career, but it will put some extra cash in my pocket.
Thanks
This photo was taken the first but, pre T December 2nd.
(Me in my room) 2021




Walking to work today..

Me back in the day at like 20 y/o 2013 Pre T I was rescheduled for my endocrinology appointment. It will be late December when I possibly start HRT. Hopefully all goes well and I get referred. The referral process was nerve racking! The psych doctor kept asking me all these super personal questions I did not want to answer. ( I ended up answering to the best of my ability though) I am glad I am done with that. Now it’s just the waiting game! Wish me the best! Thanks.
So good news, got my prescription today! I will be starting testosterone next year early like January or February. It’s a personal choice. Thanks. :D
Pre T December 20th 2021

This is my last day Pre T! I am excited! Celebrate with me! Please send me a prayer blessing in the name of JESUS! Thank you!

Started T December 30 2021 @11:35am
Exciting right :D
(2 days on T)


Today I am officially 28.5 years old!!
Exciting right!
I am also on T for 2 weeks, going on 3 this week. So please pray great prayers for me!!
Thank you!
