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LYNEY RELATIONSHIP HEADCANNONS

Art by @Rousselv_ on twitter and Lyney belongs to hiyoverse

(Just speculation since we only know about Fontaine’s newspaper stuff and that’s all)

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Request made by @yourlocalkazuhasimp and they summoned me by giving me unreleased characters to make hcs of

Tw: scam,scam artist,being mean,cursing all that light shit

Cw: Lyney from fontain and like one mention of his sister

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“DO YOU HAVE A GIRL(•̀ᴗ•́)?I DONT SEE A RING ON YOUR FINGER(٥⁀▽⁀ ) ❤︎︎ (￣▽￣)”

MAINLY ROMANTIC SHIT

(Can be platonic dating)

-I KNOW I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT HIM BUT HE GIVES OFF SUCH RINGMASTER VIBES ALRIGHT

-He’s mean but also nice(think any flirty character but take away the flirting : kayea,lisa,etc)

-SMUG BOYFRIEND TM but no hear me out!he would be rude to you but would beat up another person for doing THE SAME THING

-Flirts with you but can’t handle a single complement from you

-his sister already knew you two dated even if your good at hiding it(he’s too honest with her😔)

-If your from another world like traveller he would tell,not from your clothes or from your voice just because he notice how you don’t understand anything

-teaches you how to scam customers out of their money(even if you don’t work with him)

-If you have a vision of sorts(even if it doesn’t work) he would take care of it like if it were your heart

You two be like:

THE GAME OF LIFE

art by MiotaOwO on YouTube and Nahida/rukkhadevata/Kusanali is owned by HV/Genshin/Mhiyo

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Based off Nova’s writing/fanfic and Nahida-writes’s writing/fanfic but different

( Nova is @noverenia and Nahida-writes is @nahida-writes, they both inspired this x reader hc)

Tw:demon,genshin sumeru character because what the fuck,Dottore/Zandik,academia being shitty,few sumeru spoliers,being mean,being fucked up,tsunderes??,semi spoliers but people already knew about Nahida/kusanali and Rukkhadevata

Cw: Nahida/rukkhadevata/Kusanali,Buer,Dori, Dottore/Zandik,Nilou,Candace(Kandake),Layla,Faruzan,Dehya,Wanderer/Scaramouche/Kuni(??)Cyno,Tighnari,Collie,Al-haitham

Nahida/Kusanali/rukkhadevata,Dori and are seen as platonic

Nahida/Kusanali , rukkhadevata , and Buer are all technically different

because Nahida/Kusanali is child version of rukkhadevata,rukkhadevata is adult version of Nahida and Buer is the demon version of them.

Dottore , Zandik are technically different

Because of the difference in time period because Zandik was his name in the academia.

Part 1 - Sumeru cast

(4 lives are used up)

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Day 1 ; sumeru cast!

(≧◡≦) ♡

First life - “My first life was so boring just forget mentioned it”

or

Fourth life - “In my fourth, I played piano but just didn’t have the eyes to read the notes”

Their so painfully sweet to you,not trying to be mean,not trying to yell,their like candy and IM AT MY LIMIT…but I guess it’s nice that they love you and treat you with respect.

Characters that fit this ;

Female —> NILOU,Candace(Kandake),Nahida/Kusanali/rukkhadevata(platonic),Layla,Collei.

Male —> KAVEN,Cyno,Alhaitham,Tighnari.

♡ (ง'̀-'́)ง

Second life - “And my second seemed to let me do all of the things my first life didn’t”

or

Third life - “Third life was a hateful man all poison to the bone”

Their like the 1rst life but somehow better!like their mean but their also nice to you,but anyways even though their rude to you they do mean the best they just don’t know basic feelings.

Characters that fit this ;

Female —>FARUZAN,Dehya,Buer(platonic),Dori(platonic).

Male —> AL-HAITHAM,Wanderer/Scaramouche/Kuni(??),Cyno,Tighnari,Dottore/Zandik.

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Day 1 ; Sumeru cast!

Completed Nick’s Quest!

Your reward? ; Curshed hatsune miku dolls/figures!

Next up?

All so a mix of Inazuma,liyue,Mondstadt

What next lives are up?

Fifth life(5),Seventh life(7),Eight life(8)

nine life(9),tenth life(10),eleven life(11)

What will be posted next?

How to deal with a Dendro achron;

Nahida,rukkhadevata,and Buer headcannons

HEY ELYYY :)) i saw your requests are opened sooo, can i request kaeya, albedo, and other characters playing online game together? like among us :"))) remember to take care of yourself ehe

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂.

characters — kaeya | albedo | aether

warnings — heavy cursing, probably out of character(?), modern au!, kaeya makes your mom jokes, albedo is screaming, aether is a mess.

sypnosis — they all got into a game of among us one day, and everyone decided to be a chaotic mess. who else is there to fix it, but you? well, maybe you did get carried away as well...

a/n — YORUUU MY LOVE!! i'm not really sure if this is what you expected but this is what i interpret as- BUT YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO!!

━━━ kaeya

you swear, you thought that your boyfriend was either being a little kid or the devil's spawn.

you felt pity for his friends and brother. you never actually knew how he managed to persuade his brother into playing a game of among us with him.

you were laying on his bed as he played on the computer, silently laughing to himself making you really wonder if the devil had possessed him or not.

you didn't actually play with him so you just kept watching him play, and well, let's just say you heard aether going batshit crazy in the call and kaeya laughing his ass off.

he's honestly such a good imposter, if it weren't for the fact that he sounds like satan everytime he kills diluc. he doesn't do it often because then people would suspect him, but he does it every once in a while.

to be honest, as you were minding your own business, you heard kaeya chuckled and said "your mom" making you look at him with pure amusement.

it was getting late and you honestly wanted to have time with your boyfriend, so you tried to make him stop, that was until he made a deez nuts joke to you.

"this is my 13th reason. bye." you say jokingly and pretended to leave his room to go to yours but kaeya screamed out that he's sorry and stopped playing </3

━━━ albedo

whenever he plays among us with everyone else, he surprisingly gets more vocal about it, especially when someone saw his mistake when he killed someone-

"JUST BECAUSE YOU SAW IT DOESN'T MEAN I DID IT VENTI—"

you had cackled so loud when you heard him say that. you knew albedo was never one to be extremely vocal, even when he was angry, so when he shouted those words you were both shock and amused.

when the game started again, and sucrose was the imposter and killed albedo, the pure shock came out of his voice and was both confused and betrayed.

honestly, you never really expected your boyfriend to be this way but as soon as you had talked to him, he calmed down and smiled at you.

you swear you thought that there was a second albedo and he was the one playing the game.

"kaeya. KaEYA. i SAW tHAT. i SAW THAT" his voice cracks and you laughed. after having your fill of laughter, you went to grab him water because you were worried for him <3

by the time when everyone was done playing, you could tell that albedo's throat was sore from screaming. you gave him a warm hug as he enjoyed your embrace <3

━━━ aether

this man.

if you were surprised that albedo was loud, you'd be even more surprised with him being loud.

honestly you were just cooking lunch for the both of you when you suddenly heard him scream and going "HOW COULD YOU—"

well, then again, even if in public aether is more silent than the rest, you knew him to be very vocal about his feelings behind closed doors.

you remembered him crying about a barbie movie before, but you couldn't blame him or make fun of him because you was crying as well.

when you were done with making food, you got some water and gave it to him when you were in his room from the screaming.

he basically got murdered and when he told you who it was, you were on the ground laughing your ass off.

"i can't believe lumine did this—" he said as you laughed before getting up.

what did he do afterwards? well, he went to grab a speaker and by the time the game was over, he unmuted himself and said "lumine, this is for you"

MF— TRAITOR FROM OLIVIA RODRIGO STARTED PLAYING.

you were laughing to much to the point where tears started to come out from your eyes </3

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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𝐤𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐡 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐩𝐞𝐞𝐤)

𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 you wish to build a small house on a hillside with kaveh just for the two of you so you can always watch the sunset together, yet it seemed like your dream will always stay that way — it will forever be nothing but a dream.

𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 angst, classmates to friends to lovers, unrequited love

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 kaveh drip is here! a reminder that this is just a sneak peek of my upcoming kaveh fic. please let me know if you want the full version of this so i can be motivated to write it faster (spoiler alert: this will have three parts). for the meantime, you can listen to the playlist i made for this fic!

you couldn't take your eyes off him. as you held the paper cup containing the padisarah pudding takeout from puspa cafe, the padisarah petals on top of the treat as garnish began to sink into the cream colored gelatin the longer you stare at your darling best friend. he casually leaned against the railing, an action that made your heart leap in circles, before scooping some of the dessert with his own spoon and shoving it in his mouth in a graceful manner. even when eating, he was still as elegant as ever.

kaveh is the moment before sunrise and the dream after sunset, golden hair loose from his hairclips glowing in orange and pink, his scarlet eyes full of many emotions at once; like an abstract painting that whispered a thousand sonnets. you could only wish that the words and the poems in his heart were offered to you, instead of the girl he liked in the vahumana darshan. you would have cherished every bit of his effort, appreciated his work, and hugged his handwritten love letters close to your chest.

the sun was about to bid goodbye to the skies of teyvat, and the last rays of its light danced on kaveh's skin. they made their home on his lips, which were currently formed in a frown, and you imagined yourself placing your hands on his soft cheeks, pulling him closer until both of your noses would rub against each other, and you would not let him go, not until he smiled.

kaveh suddenly let out a frustrated sigh, making you come back to your senses. you felt your ears heat up, embarrassed once again for catching yourself fawning over a person whom you considered your best friend.

he was just a friend anyway. a friend who always accompanied you to your classes, a friend who stayed beside you despite all your imperfections. he was a friend who gave you suggestions on your homeworks, bought you padisarah pudding whenever you felt sad, and supported you on your painting hobby.

and you were his friend too, of course, and a good one at that. you compliment his amazing drawings and comfort him in days when his inspiration ran out. but friends don't stare at friends, and think of how the dreadful green akademiya uniform still suits them. friends don't feel butterflies in their stomach, and they certainly don't feel their heart drumming in loud beats. they don't blush whenever they hear their friend's symphonic laugh or their endearing rants.

friends don't fall in love with friends either.

"i'm not even graduated yet, and they're already bothering and pestering me everyday to design their house. even worse, their suggestions for the design are so mediocre that i can't help but to accept the offer in the end." kaveh complained loudly between bites, which made you smile in amusement. how can a beautiful person full of wit be mindless sometimes? and yet, funnily enough, it was one of the many reasons why you adored him.

he continued, waving his hands in the air to emphasize his storytelling, "can you imagine it? they chose adhigama wood for the walls, and yellow and green for the colors! it's a combination that never worked!"

you laughed softly, sticking your spoon in the pudding cup. "but it's a good thing, isn't it, that they put their trust in you before you can even leave the akademiya?"

the blond scratched the side of his head in annoyance, eyebrows scrunched together. "i guess so."

"lucky you." you said wistfully, a hint of sadness in your voice, but you kept the smile up on your lips. you didn't want to worry him, however, he was already facing you, leaning in with a concerned look on his face.

"what will you do after graduation?" kaveh asked, curiosity shining in those beautiful eyes of his, and you can't help but to feel giddy that he was interested in knowing about your plans. now that you thought about it, of course he was, and yet a small part of you hoped that it was because he was intrigued and not simply because you were his friend.

you also faced him, beaming with excitement. "be an ordinary citizen of sumeru," you started eagerly. it sounded plain, much too plain compared to his dreams, but this was yours and you were looking forward to it, "i want to live a normal life. i don't want to be known as a genius that studied at the akademiya. it doesn't matter if i'm rich or not. i just want to live like a normal person."

kaveh then began to smile, almost like he was agreeing with you. your breath hitched. he was always so kind and considerate. he doesn't care about how silly your dreams were, sometimes even indulging in your weird ideas and shallow ambitions; all he ever did was hold your hands while encouraging you to follow your heart.

so follow your heart you did.

you took a deep breath. smiling from ear to ear, you declared, "i'm going to tell my mother what i really want. i want to become a painter. and i want to live on my own."

"that's my girl." he praised you with pride written all over his face.

your grip on the pudding cup loosened, and had you not reacted quickly, it would have fallen down to your feet. the words repeatedly rang in your ears, and your stubborn heart began to sing a song full of high notes, stuttering in each line as the glow of the sunset washed over both of your faces. it was foolish of you to go crazy over a simple phrase; but he just called you his. he called you his. his, his, his.

you ate a spoonful of padisarah pudding and gulped it down. the sweet and creamy flavor did nothing to stop yourself from falling more in love with him, but it did calm your heart.

"what do you think about living in gandharva ville? i can try fishing there. i can even do some gardening too." you questioned, albeit nervously, trying to distract yourself. luckily, he didn't notice your sudden change of behavior.

"sounds peaceful. perfect for a talented painter like you." kaveh winked. "don't forget to send me some of those flowers."

but you are so much more beautiful than the flowers, you wanted to say. you laughed instead, giving him a single nod as an agreement to his request.

maybe it was the view of the sunset, or the chilly breeze dancing comfortably around your bodies, but whatever magic it was, it made you blurt out, "i hope i'll also be able to settle down there."

it caused kaveh to blink, appearing to be bewildered at your proclamation. "marriage?" he asked hesitantly, as if he was contemplating on whether he heard you right.

you almost regretted mentioning it with the way he was looking at you intensely. you felt meek by his sharp gaze. "yeah. marriage." you breathed out.

kaveh grinned playfully. "well, look what we have here. is my romanticism rubbing off on you?"

"it's just something i've dreamt of a long time ago," you replied softly. "i'll wear a long, white dress, like the ones you see in mondstadt. the wedding will be at a hillside. when i walk down the aisle, i'll see the sun as it sets, and i'll also see my groom waiting for me, while the sunset will be right behind him."

not even noticing that you were starting to ramble, the sound of kaveh's deep chuckles was what prompted you to stop. blood rushed into your cheeks, and when you realized that you were talking about something romantic with the man you love, your face reddened even more.

you wondered what he thought of marriage. knowing him, he'll be the perfect husband. he'll probably give you kisses once you wake up and before you fall asleep. he'll hug you from behind and guide your hand while you draw landscapes and skies together. he'll whisper sweet nothings in your ear, or even say corny pick-up lines that you'll laugh at no matter how stupid they were.

however, all kaveh said was, "you love sunsets."

"i sure do." you whispered so softly that you thought he didn't hear you.

"i don't blame you. they sure are a wonder to look at." he agreed, nodding. "is there a particular reason why you're fond of them?"

kaveh was a dear friend of yours; and that's all he was ever going to be. but maybe, just maybe, he liked you too. that deep down he felt something for you too. the glances across the classroom, the accidental touches inside the house of daena, the quiet moments by the riverside, and the traditional pudding dates on weekends; maybe there were all a sign. maybe there was a meaning behind them all.

it has to mean something.

right?

"because they remind of you." you answered, breathless, flushed, and so in love, "sunsets give me hope like you do. and they're beautiful, just like you."

taken back by the compliments, kaveh opened his mouth to interrupt, but you didn't give him the chance to say something. instead, you bravely faced him, a hand on top of your beating heart, its erratic pulse running rapidly under the heat of your palm.

"kaveh. i like you." you confessed, years worth of hiding your feelings and whispering them in the air where no one can hear them all disappeared in the blink of an eye, "i was hoping these feelings would die, but they were the reason why i became stronger. you make life easier to bear, and you make me so happy. everything about you brings a smile to my face. kaveh, i think i'm..."

you didn't dare finish your confession.

something was wrong. kaveh wasn't smiling anymore. the happiness that once swam in his red eyes was replaced with an emotion that made your heart drop to the pit of your stomach, splattering into a thousand damaged pieces, never to beat again. it was pity. pity surrounding the brown specks in his eyes, pity towards you, pity because you fell for someone who would never, ever—

oh.

you never thought it would hurt this much.

he never felt anything for you, (of course he didn't, you weren't her after all) and somehow, his silence was more painful than a voiced out rejection.

suddenly, you didn't feel like eating the padisarah pudding anymore. the savory aftertaste of the treat in your mouth turned sour as you struggled to push back the sob threatening to escape your throat.

he really was like a sunset. hauntingly beautiful, untouchable, and will never be yours — and that made your soul shatter.

Who has hanahaki? and will the love be requited?

contains: Albedo, Xiao, Zhongli, Ayato, Kaeya

tw: graphic descriptions of blood, mentions of death

KAEYA IS SO RUSHED IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW WHAY TO DO FOR HIM

Albedo

you have hanahaki, falling for him wasn't easy. It took a while of getting used to his quirks, like his almost nonexistent sleep patterns, his abnormal body temperature, and his... fixation on spiders... but it doesn't chance that you get little cecelia petals caught in your throat when you speak to him, or when you see him a little too close to Kaeya or Sucrose, or anyone for that matter. He's the chief alchemist of Mondstat, for him to spare a glance at you that held more than respect for a coworker is a laughable thought. Unfortunately, the funnier the thought is, the more the petals turn into flowers and the bloodstains become harder to hide.

will it be requited?

no. Unfortunately, Albedo's heart belongs to another. He is no fool, he notices when you smell like blood and your "cough" that hasn't gone away for quite some time. He knows you know what it is, which is why he insists you stay with him for lunch, its one of his rare free moments. Love is stupid, so you sheepishly agree and stiffle your coughs the best you can. Albedo finds himself wincing as he mixes your tea, and avoiding eye contact when you press the rim to your lips. He also keeps you entertained with the trinkets he's been working on and his heart pulls when he sees you getting drowsy. But if any emotion is there when you were awake, he's back to stone cold as he clears his desk and performs a quick and painless procedure to remove the seed from your chest. Tossed aside with all of his other hazardous materials. He tells Kaeya to take you home, wherever that is, he doesn't care. Or maybe he does, but he doesn't have time to dwell on it, what matters is that his assistant can't leave him. That's enough.

Xiao

he has hanahaki, he writes it off as another effect of his karmic debt. New things happened to him all the time because of it, whats an aching in your chest to the demons plaguing your mind right? Its only when the petals turn into full flowers he realizes this isn't karmic debt, he truly feels as if he's going to die. Its only when he briefly mentions it to Ganyu that he discovers what it is, to which first he laughs at because an adeptus cannot love, and even if he did, who would it be? He tells her she's being ridiculous and her time amongst the humans is making her forget who and what she really is, and storms off. But the more he thinks about love and what it was, his mind traces back to you. He finds himself waiting for you to come back from your travels and adventures so he can share almond tofu with you, and enjoy the breeze with you and watch the wind mess up your hair. He takes the shiny things he deems worthy enough from his altars the mortals set up for him, and gives them to you (he wasn't using them anyway) and adores how they sparkle in your hair or glitter around your neck. Xiao wanted to believe he could have one good thing in his eternity of suffering, but he finds himself surrendering quickly to the feeling, because this is the best he's ever felt in his thousands of years living, and he would die like this if it was just to stay with you a little longer.

Will it be requited?

YES! You wanted to cry when you found out what Xiao was doing to himself, when you commented on his floral smell he just. broke. He fell into a coughing fit and blood stained the wood of the upper deck, it was a dark crimson and the Adeptus was barely breathing, which was so unlike him. You wanted to go find help but he held onto your legs with his last remaining strength and just kept repeating "loveyouiloveyouiloveyou" because he really thought this was it, and when you fell to your knees and hugged him back and said you loved him too, something inside of him clicked and the flowers stopped coming up and the tightness of his chest slowly started to fade. He pushed you away from him and told you to say it again, and when you did his chest loosened again, and all he could do was laugh to himself for being stupid and doing all of this.

Zhongli

You have hanahaki, its not surprising. Anyone could fall for him, he had such a way with words and weaving stories about Rex Lapis as if he were there himself. He was considerate, walking you home when he deemed it was too late for you to go home on your own, even if Liyue was probably the safest place to be, and making you soothing teas when you were stressed or in pain. But above all, he always knew how to make you feel better. After a long day at work, he'll sit you down and tell you about an ancient massage technique he learned from who knows where, and when you're on the brink of collapse from stress and pressure he'll let you sleep in his room with him while he reads one of his books from his personal collection. Zhongli is a traditional man, and you love it. Too much infact, that when the petals come up its a silent resignation. You distance yourself entirely because why would a man as perfect as him want someone like you, right? You can only hope you fall out of love in time before its too late.

Will it be requited?

Yes. Zhongli is not a fool, he has lived for thousands of years and he knows when something is troubling you. So when you've avoided him for a week, he's at your door when he knows you'll be home so you cant avoid him, he will give you a bouquet of flowers and apologize for offending you, and ask how he can make up for his offense. You tell him that it wasnt him, and he can keep the flowers (it makes you sick to see more than you already have to) you just insist that you have some sort of sickness and it will pass in a week or two, but Zhongli ends up walking into your house without asking, and rambles on about knowinf many healing teas to nullify symptoms or speeding up the healing process, and freezes when he sees small clumps of bloody flowers and petals around the apartment. To which he is confused at, and when he asks, you come clean to him because it hurts seeing him so concerned about you like this, and all you want at this point is for him to leave. But Zhongli just looks at you confused "I was under the assumption that we were courting eachother, or have i misunderstood this relationship? Someone like you shouldn't worry themselves over matters like this, you are much too beautiful to worry if i love you or not"

Ayato

to no one's surprise, you have hanahaki. You've spent so long admiring the Kamisatos for their elegance, pride, and kindness it wasn't long until you started paying more attention to the oldest, Kamisato Ayato. Even as a servant, he still extended his kindness on the rare occasion he left his desk that was regularly flooded with work. When Thoma asks to invited one of his friends to hot pots, you're welcomed with open arms, and Ayato is a talker, so his words alone are enough to make you melt. His eyes say more than he could ever though, and you find yourself staring for much longer than appropriate. The flowers come up in bunches, your saving grace is that they're sakura blooms, which are all around the estate and symbols of the Kamisato clan, so if you ever miss any while cleaning then its not questioned why they're around in any quantity. The blood though, is more difficult to explain.

Is it requited?

No. Honestly, Ayato doesn't realize anything is wrong, he spends so much time in his office, getting him to take a break and stretch his legs by just taking a walk outside of the estate is like asking the shogun to attend a kids birthday party, not impossible but so ridiculously unlikely that you might as well not even ask. You never confess because you were just a standard servant, nothing special about you, and you chalked up all of his kindness to you as standard politeness because you were Thoma's friend. So one day, you just, leave. Ayato doesn't realize you're missing until the next Hot Pot, when he asks for you because you haven't missed one since the first time. Thoma explains that you've been missing for about a week, and no one in the city has seen you either. Ayato says he hopes you are found soon and that you're safe and thats the end of that conversation, until its one of the rare times he goes to the city himself for something with Thoma, and he sees a funeral service passing through the streets, briefly remembering that he signed off on one of those recently. But when he approaches with Thoma to express his condolences, he sees one of the organizers holding your photo and his mind goes blank. He knows Thoma has seen it too because he's turned away completely, but Ayato can only stare. He prides himself on being perceptive and noticing the little things about people, so why didn't he notice something happening with you? He will never know the answer and that will haunt him forever.

Kaeya

The Cavalry Captain is probably the most handsome man in Mondstat, but his looks aren't what make you fall face first. It was his genuine kindness and generosity that made you swoon. He helps you carry your groceries to your house and laughs with you telling jokes only the both of you would understand, he buys drinks at the tavern for you and carries you back when you cant put one foot in front of the other, and he helps you through your killer hangovers when your head pounds harder than your neighbors going at it. You see the way he entertains children near the Anemo Archon statue, telling ghost stories or singing songs with the bards and putting on a show for all to see. The sight will make your heart swell and your chest grow tighter at the thought of even wishing he was yours. The most desired man in Mondstat had no business with you, you've seen him with other people much prettier than you could ever hope to be, and there are times where he disappears for weeks without even sending a letter. How foolish, choking up Calla lillies that are much too big for your throat because you fell for someone showing you the kindness he shows to everyone.

Is it requited?

Yes, Kaeya is better at hiding things than you are. So maybe it was because you were too busy hiding your hanahaki that you failed to notice Kaeya subtly trying to get your attention, flirting with other women at the tavern, asking you to dance with him at windblume and gifting you a... very odd poem in a language you didn't understand. But it was all brushed aside because everything Kaeya did made your heart lurch and calla lillies swell up in your throat. Kaeya isn't stupid, he's extremely perceptive and he knows when his closest friend has something going on. So don't be surprised when you come back from a late night shopping trip to him sitting at your kitchen table (how did he even get in?) and telling you to take a seat. Ushering him out won't do you any good either. Years of knight training keeps him in his chair and you start to panic. You cant be near him, not in your house and not like this. But when you try to express this, a lump forms in your throat and before you can swallow it down, you're choking and Kaeya is up to help you cough whatever you have out. Its a very silent moment when you both make eye contact with the bloody calla lily, stem and all on the floor. Kaeya picks it up, analyzes it briefly, and asks if you know what it means. You solemnly nod your head and you're about to apologize for everything and you'll get the surgery but Kaeya drops the flower and kisses you like you're glass about to break and he's handling the pieces with care. Kaeya pulls back and smiles at you "It means, you love me too. Come on, let's clean you up and get something to eat, yeah?"