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It's crazy how my perspective has changed. I stopped caring what my body looks like.
I'm elated that I can benchpress 4 kg when 6 months ago I couldn't lift the bar.
I'm amazed I can squat 10 kg because 9 months ago I could barely stand.
I can watch myself in the glass door and critique my form instead of my rolls.
I don't even flinch to add more to a meal.
I don't give a singular fuck what my body looks like. I want strength. I want power. I want the shaking on the last rep. I want the pain of pushing my body. I want to see what my body can do.
I fucked up my elbow, so I can't do like half my exercises and I want to put my head through a wall.
I feel so useless. I have done literally nothing today, just lay in bed and feel sorry for myself. I know my arm needs to rest but I can't take another day of this. I'm going to do my back first thing in the morning. I just took my rest day in a weird place.
An update with pics