Growing And Changing And Being Happy - Tumblr Posts

i love waking up and getting to have a whole new day

aug26 i had a really good day today :3

i felt glum for a while— though my day did start with a trip to the zoo,, so i feel silly to call myself glum /i love every emotion/

mellie and i took a long nap mid afternoon, from about 2-4. we slept opposite so it wouldn’t feel like we were bedtime sleeping.

i mealish prepped rlly good stuff for the week, like hummus, korean cucumber, tri-color quinoa, brown rice, baked chickpeas— and more! it felt rlly good to be proactive about fueling myself rlly well. healing and growing and reaping all the benefits- finally. contentment !

while i cooked, my mom was in headphone land (childhood term :3), bopping her head to the music she was working on. mink sat upstairs talking with her momma- lovely lovely lady :3. lovely ladies!

now i’m wrapping up my friday with a spotify dj sesh and skin care/self care. moisturizing and massaging and thanking my self for getting me through this day and every day. it gives me time to reflect on the day- what i can do to make tomorrow equally if not better (worse would be okay, too).

thinking of all the highlights, all the people who helped me in some way. my brother, who is showing mink and i his favorite anime currently. my mom, who told me excitedly about red pavers she got to nab for our backyard- which she works very very hard on. my mellie- who is so patient and so kind. for her helping me shell the chickpeas, laying opposite on the bed talking about our emotions that day, who grabs my glass of water, the charger, the purse (very forgetful, i am ;) )

so happy that this was the saddest day i’ve felt in so long. to finally be able to breathe through the sadness. i am so grateful that i get to continue changing and growing. i cannot wait for my future.

trying out longer style posts as well :) let me know if it’s good or too much /gen

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i love mondays i love new starts!!!

there is still a place for you.