How Is That Fair - Tumblr Posts

I want to be vulnerable and open and willing but I’m scared im so scared a lot of the time what I want feels so out of reach it’s laughable what do you mean the fear of loss is keeping me from love how is that fair all I want is what seems to come so naturally to other people love without fear is that even possible? I want to shed my skin and merge my soul with someone someday but am I even meant for that kind of devotion I’m not sure if I was even made to be loved or to love and yet I feel so much of it mini rant warning starryeyes i need to sleep

i have so many posts living in my head and yet i must cook and clean and work and sleep occasionally how is that fair