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I want to practice witchcraft but I'm a Christian, I've read about Christian witches and I want to believe it so bad but at the same time I don't want to suffer for eternity after I die, but at the same time witchcraft looks so amazing, I love God and worship him but witchcraft is so intriguing, is it possible to be religious and spiritual at the same time?
every episode Brennan has ample opportunity to clarify the relationship status of sklonda and gorthalax and every episode he is SILENT on the subject! I demand answers bird boy!
tell me why this guy sent me a video of him saying he wanted me to nurse him and sit on his face
saw that clip of soobin sitting down dancing to more and more but at first i couldn’t stop staring somewhere else
...yeah no im screwed.
(also, 2 more things: 1: if that photo has multiple fictional characters, all of the fictional characters in that photo will be your roommates. 2: for characters that can only live in certain conditions, those conditions will be ignored, and they’ll still be able to live.)
(sorry if you don't like this content, I just saw one of those "fictional character in photo roll" posts and thought I would make one.)
last night on earth
truly think the worst thing about sauron's mindfuckery with celebrimbor is that he keeps making him choose, over and over again, to work with him. he manipulates celebrimbor into keeping the forge open, into making the nine rings despite his concerns, into continuing the work even when it's taking such a toll on him, and the whole time makes celebrimbor agree rather than intimidating or forcing him. he makes celebrimbor feel like this is the right and only thing to be doing. celebrimbor's being manipulated, of course, but when the moment finally comes when he realizes annatar's true nature and feels like he willingly agreed to everything that he was coerced into doing, the guilt is going to be HORRENDOUS
I LOVE THE ENDING TO MOONVASION:
BUT THIS IS MY REACTION EVERY TIME:
IM SO SCARED FOR CLAN MCDUCK!
This is gonna sound kind of insane but if any of you have any technology in your workplace or home that is working sub-optimally get it fixed or replaced within the next four months just in case. I’ll explain a little.
So in order to make the silicone needed in processors they have to refine it from silicone dioxide also known as silica to get just the silicone out. Silicone dioxide is most abundant in a mineral called quartz. They’re basically one and the same except quartz is a rock and like most rocks it usually isn’t just made of one thing. Most quartz has inclusions or other contaminants in it from other minerals. If you grind up the average kind of quartz you’re not gonna get pure silica you’re gonna get some other stuff mixed in which makes it insanely difficult to get just the silicone out. Spruce Pine is special because it is the only source of the purest quartz ever found. It has almost no contaminants. There is no other known site on earth with quartz this pure. Having to source less pure quartz from other mines will take a long ass time and then an even longer ass time to refine it thoroughly enough to get just the silicone. Basically if our government doesn’t stop sending money to Israel for five seconds and go fix up this tiny Appalachian backwater quartz mine, the entire world is going to slow wayyyyyyyyy down.
That means new processors will become scarce. And considering the strain that cryptocurrency and now generative AI is putting on our electrical grids, we’re needing even more processors than usual.
So basically if we can’t get this mine fixed the world’s infrastructure is gonna collapse just a teeny bit and a lot of people are gonna lose access to water and electricity because a bunch of wealthy idiots are using it all for their fake money and stolen artwork.
Now you may be thinking that it’s not as big a deal as it sounds. Semi conductors aren’t in everything. Mostly just communication devices.
You’re wrong. This is a big fucking deal and we should all be terrified. Semiconductors are used in pretty much every communication device. This includes satellites not just your phones.
But the loss or slowing of communication isn’t the only scary thing.
This is an opportunity for permanent censorship of vulnerable communities
Right now the only reason we know what’s going on in the world is because we can all talk to each other instantly through this little rock in my hand. That plus satellites. If semi conductors become scarce the priority is going to be for governments and specifically militaries. If we can’t bomb children with drones connected to satellites then Uncle Sam will be very sad and we can’t have that now can we? Basically, the people most vulnerable to censorship will lose their ability to communicate because they will not have access to communication devices. That’s the long term consequence.
Now if the poor people can’t speak on the world stage then naturally some of the more privileged who will still have access to devices will become the voice for the voiceless. This is where the big scary future doom comes in.
The recent targeted attacks in Lebanon were all on communication devices. Pagers, phones, walkie talkies, and even car radios. Basically anything that had a processor. And we all know that the Middle East is where the West likes to test their new war crime toys. Now, if some of the privileged start speaking out, the wealthy elites and the governments of the world will have the capability to permanently silence those individuals.
I know I’m doomsday preaching again. I know I sound like a raving lunatic. I know I’m describing a dystopia that would make a very successful book trilogy and potentially a franchise, but I have yet to be wrong.
I may not be an expert on all this, I may be just a small voice on a very big platform, but I will scream doom from the mountain tops if that’s what it takes to save even one person. At the very least I’ll be able to say that I tried.
My final message is this; prep for the worst, hope for the best.
Tw: mention of sa
The cousin that sexually assaulted me between the ages of 6 and 10 is back in the country. I am so scared and I probably have to see him next weekend...
I don't want to see him. I don't think I can. I have to act normal and like nothing ever happend while I get flashbacks of him doing all of it.
I can't stand the nightmares and flashbacks anymore, I just want to forget and be safe.
I don't want to relive him forcing himself onto me. I don't want to feel this helpless and weak again.
I need to get stronger. I need to be able to defend myself...
DEKU TEXTED ME???
Yes I added him to my contacts
ALSO HE HAS THE SAME AREA CODE AS MY COLLEGE THAT I LITERALLY JJSY MOVED INTO????
And I know it’s not a bot because the responses are at random and sometimes he texts me first???
HAS ANYONE ELSE GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIM
*my best friend leans closer to me to see the computer better while were watching anime*
Me, who cannot tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings: 👁👄👁
No, Mr. Horse, don’t worry, I certainly don’t have a Plinko down here! What I do have is this lovely cask of wine, specifically for horses, Amontillado in fact! Exquisite vintage.
I know you’re not supposed to be in this hospital, but if you’ll just follow me down this corridor—no, that’s not blood on the floor, it’s color theory, I’ll explain it later—I can bring you to this cask of wine that is certainly NOT a plinko machine—
MY HEART SUDDENDLY SPED UP 😭😭😭😭
VOTE FOR MY GIRL SUUUUN!!!
I WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP, NOW I WON'T BE ABLE TO 😭😭😭😭
(Good luck to @sapphanimates 's Zayne too, but I don't think you need it, I can't believe my girl has come this far haha, an honor to compete with you 👉👈)
Poll 3, Round 2.
About Sun: (by @bymiar) Sun is the princess of the Sol Empire, daughter of Silver and Blaze, future guardian of the Sol emeralds. She is kind, sensitive but determined. She may not be as intelligent or as experienced as her brother Moon, but accompanied by the Team Guardians and using her pyrokinetic powers she will do everything she can to protect the two worlds she loves.
About Zayne: (by @sapphanimates) Zayne is Espio the Chameleon's only son, with no one knowing the identity of his mother aside from Espio himself, only stating that she was an 'Oni.' Zayne is quiet and calculating, with a bit of teenage edge. He studies the art of ninjitsu under his father's watch, but he also possesses the ability to manipulate metal objects with his mind. Perhaps a trait inherited from his mother? He dislikes those who let power go to waste and people who tend to repeatedly get on his nerves. So you can probably guess how he feels about Sasha, huh?
I was listening to season 5 of the Magnus Archives in class today
It took every ounce of will in my body not to cry. I didn’t even do any work I just sat there not crying for a good three quarters of an hour
WHEN JON SAID I LOVE YOU TO MARTIN IN THE FIRST(?) EPISODE OF SEASON 5 I WAS DUSGSHSVSBSHEJEHJWSHEB AHHHHHH
MY TEAR DUCTS
anyway so calm about it :DDDD
Guys. Guys I just liked one post on TBOSBAS(? The ballad of songbirds and snakes I’m frankly too tired to go look at the accepted abbreviation) and now I can’t escape it
I’m not the funny career districts guy I’m the funny Camp Jupiter guy :[
When I get home I’ll probably read it
(There are bets that I’m placing that I’ll walk out of that book going ‘Y’know, Snow was my favorite’ because with all the wild stuff going on in my favorites characters lists I know myself enough to be able to guess that.)
If anyone wants to know Cato, Thresh, or Foxface were my favorites in the 1st hunger games book.
*guys I realized I was accidentally on the for you feed. I am not tumblr savvy and now I have gone back into my Camp Jupiter shaped cave.
had a dream where my left foot is injured and i woke up with a random cut on my left foot?
bro what?
Gang wish me luck I have an audition at a broadway theater tomorrow.