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1 year ago
in a violent nature. .
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AND YET!!!!
I miss you
i crave you
this hurts me sm more than you
i hate this
i hate you
i love you!
too much
its all too fucking hopeless
beyond hope
i find no solace
of which
you came upon so fucking easily
fuck you
i hope you see this
and know its all bc of you
wtv happens
death
Fame
disappearance
infamy
no matter
i do so at the lack of you
when you were supposed to be everything
now you are nothing
and i writhe in that fact
bc it isnt true but it has to be
i choke on our faults
i blame you
but a abhore myself
3 years ago
I will forever be snippets
Found everywhere
In Books I read
In blogs I kept
On notes
In calculations
I will forever be a journey
Of contradictions
And violations
Of my principles
I will forever have
Standards too high
Friends enough
Questions too much
My idealism
Is killing
My confidence
I am and am and am
Still
Though
Suicidal thaughts
Never seem to
Go away
I am as my dog
Going from one place to another
Over and over and over again
Giving up
Forever
And always
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