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I love the idea of Crystal struggling with her past bitchy self and I REALLY want more of that, but consider: she thought Charles was a cute distraction. She sees Edwin as a friend now (which she really wanted more of). Bitchy, popular teenage girls are unstoppable once they have a cunty gay best friend.

So once Crystal finds out about the conversation on the staircase she is actually horrified that Charles effectively left Edwin on read, indefinitely, forever (this is how she sees it, anyway, because she can’t fathom how long forever is as a mortal teenager). She takes it upon herself to try and show Edwin the best gay clubs and film festivals and fashion shows and secretly kind of hopes Charles will get his shit together or maybe Edwin will move on or something because this is too fucking sad to watch.

Edwin is confused about why Crystal is suddenly being so nice to him and assumes it is about his time in hell, or about almost dying in Esther’s house, or maybe even Niko’s absence. Charles is so fucking angry she keeps introducing him to other blokes and oh no. Why is he angry. What is this feeling again.

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THIS TIME, MY DEAR, MY LOVE

my writing // the end of longing - chelsea hodson // my writing, cont. // the goldfinch - donna tartt // my writing, cont. // on earth we’re briefly gorgeous - ocean vuong // a litany for survival - audre lorde // ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca // my writing, cont. // beouija

I think it's so interesting that when the Night Nurse goes through Charles' trauma, she does see him being attacked by the other boys, sees him running alone through the night, but she never sees him dying. That only comes later, when she is searching for love.

And there is no fear in that memory, even if there is pain, there is just Edwin and the light he is bringing, metaphorically and physically, into Charles' life, there is smiling and joking and listening to stories. There is Edwin.

So, yeah, I don't think dying was a bad experience for Charles. Not a good one, per se, but one that led to the best thing in his existence.

I'm crying.

OP this is something I NEEDED to read today. I just needed it. I want to thank you with my whole heart.

I have a photo of my younger self as my phone wallpaper and everyday I wish I could be like her, the way she just smiles so wholeheartedly. And everyday I try. But it's never enough.

But maybe in some part or the other I am still her. And maybe for now, that's enough.

a comic about meeting your younger self :)

Thank you for reading :)

MELLON COLLIE AND THE INFINITE SADNESS BY THE SMASHING PUMPKINS RECREATED WOTH WORDGIRL CHARACTERS!!!

Mellon Collie and The Infinite Sadness is one of my favorite albums and I REALLY wanted to recreate this with Wordgirl, and OMG this came out SO GOOD I LOVE IT SM!!!!

I also made the original album cover with JUST Wordgirl on it

Hiiiiiii guess who has recently become wildly obsessed with the concept of Sam calling Max darlin as a pet name (I am going insane feral maniacal over it I’ll never be normal again h e l p)

(Fun fact, I’m fiendishly proud to say that this may or may not have partially led to @palletical’s recent post after I posted it in the discord eheheeeee >:3 go check that one out if you haven’t, they really took the concept and ran fucking record distances with it it’s SO GOOD HEHEKHGJFHSJFHJDHSV)