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8 months ago

UGH y'know what I'm gonna admit it:

I wish I could make silly little dragon noises. Like, idk something about being able to make inhuman sounding noises particularly makes me happy. Part of it is because they would be great vocal stims, too! There's just... one problem with that.

My voice never does what I want it to!!! ever!! I've had lots of reminders lately that I don't sound right in my brain. Not just the gender aspects, but like- I should be able to make noises! I should be able to have a much wider vocal range than I do. Not in pitch, but in like.... idk, flavor? I should be able to make a bunch of different sounds and I'm not. I'm hoping that doing voice training for gender reasons will help with that, since I'll actually learn to have some control over my voice. I'm just feeling particularly salty about it today, and wanted to throw it into the void since I know some other alterhumans will probably be able to relate.

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my voice is an absolute mess it does not ever do what I intend the T voice is REAL but voice training will help I just hope that it has a nice side effect of me being able to make funny little noises too idek what those noises would be but I want to be able to vocal stim more as well as use that to be more dragon-y tbh I think it's just a part of myself I want to connect with more I want to connect with myself more overall which I've had pretty big breakthroughs with lately so yay I think once I have the time energy and money I'm going to add some more oceany things to my room tbh I need to rearrange my room again in general vent post I think vent tw cw vent I normally don't post venty things but I feel like this might be relatable to some ppl

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