I Promise It's Getting Better - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
me: so there's this guy, a bit shorter than me, feisty
evil me: mexican, exotic, I dig it
me: *side eye* yeah, he's cute, also he's not skinny - he's been doing a lot of dancing and sports. there's some meat on those bones, and a soft tummy to boot
evil me: to hug and cuddle?
me: *nodding* to hug and cuddle. now that I think of it, he has a bit of love handles, and fat rolls if he sits in this specific way, just like me
evil me: *gasps, pointing at me* fat rolls?! love handles?!! fat!! fat!!!!
me: n-no, wait, this guy's not fat
evil me: yeah, he's cute
me: *squinting* ...and he is built pretty much like me?
evil me: yeah, pretty much the same
me: *still squinting*
evil me: except you're fat
me: *exasperated gasping*
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ramblings
fat
fatphobia
cw fatphobia
i have very specific opinions on my body
i know what they are
how they are bad
and where they came from
it doesn't help to battle them that much
it's been easier now that i go to gym and meet people who keep telling me they like my body
it's getting better
i promise it's getting better