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Literally us with Bill he is so not over Ford and it’s kinda emotionally exhausting
shirt idea who would buy
feeling the good ol’ need to Disappear™
Blogging about people’s influence of someone with an eating disorder(me)
My sister literally sat at the dinner table at the age of 12 like an ana person when that’s literally me and I still ate my whole plate of food, every dinner time she just stares at her place bc she has a natural tiny appetite and doesn’t eat any meals only small bites. I have anorexia like actually and she doesn’t so by her doing this sitting there not eating while I do and she’s a total skeleton and our parents don’t even care makes me feel like total sh1t.
I thought maybe we could go McDonald’s together and I wanted an Oreo McFlurry but she didn’t want one so I just didn’t get one I waited the whole week to go buy one and she just doesn’t get it with me so I can’t. Mf
I just want someone around me that eats properly to set a good example or send me to a clinic or psych ward to help me get over this bc no one knows or understands and can’t help. It gets worse everyday and she’s like the one who doesn’t have to eat and she doesn’t even have an ed and my parents always force me to eat bc they suspect me of an ed but I can never tell them they wouldn’t understand.
Please just send me to a psych ward
I can’t deal with being the only one eating i the whole family. My mum has a health condition where she can only have celery juice for few days a week and drops like a bunch of weight and my dad is keto so doesn’t eat any carbs and I all this diet culture around me makes me feel worse. I want to bake as it’s a hobby I enjoy but I’m the only one who eats it and ends up binging on whatever I bake so I can’t even do that anymore. My friend said to me should we get cake and then I was thinking about restricting and when she picked it up I ended up getting one and then she ate it super slow as soon as I finished she threw hers away just so I would eat it and she wouldn’t she doesn’t have an eating disorder she just has a small appetite.
God a need a fat diner guy in my life to take me to Perkins and f*ing eat with me to let me enjoy some pancakes or pie and let me not feel like comparing myself to all these dieting stick people who don’t even have eating disorders
LIKE IM THE ONE WITH THE EATING DISORDER NOW LET ME F****ING OWN IT. I SHOULD BE THE ONLY ONE NOT EATING AROUND HERE!