Im Not Good At Conveying My Words :(( - Tumblr Posts

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i am always feeling super uncomfortable when i read a fic that mentions or revolves around marriage because i was taught since i was super young (so young i was still learning to read) that marriage was a negative thing "never get married" "don't ever get married" seeing everyone argue every day, now marriage to me feels like being trapped and its a little sad that something that others understand as devotion and eternal love means something so horrible to me... i don't know if i will ever be able to look at it fondly, so i don't know if anyone will ever be able to love me deeply, the way people might feel if they get married :///