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Yeojin birthday scenario <3
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Genre : hints to angst + fluff
Word count : 3,5k
Soulmate Au
I absolutely wanted to write for Yeojin’s birthday and I tried to do as fast as I could hehe ! For our birthday girl (slightly late but technically, her birthday wasn’t over at all when i started this so), I hope you’ll appreciate this work !
Also know that it’s my first soulmate Au soo😭
Im Yeojin, well known idol, cherished by many and recognized for her natural talent, she's a born rising star, and since her debut along with her members, it seemed as if nothing was impossible for her. Between dance practices finished late at night with barely any energy left in her body, voice recording in an angelic tone, lives where she would let herself be a little bit, and overall moments shared between the people forming the group she's apart of, as tiring as it could be, one thing never left her mind through all those moments
It was a blurry thought, sometimes she couldn't even remember it fully, yet it drover her insane how stubborn those words were to stay in her mind for such a long period of time. She couldn't recall when she had first heard them or even when she started to understand the meaning behind it, it felt as if it was just something to be known. Weirdly enough, she didn't know, she didn't grasp the concept of it, people would talk about it as a daily matter, common knowledge for one in this universe, but she was quite confused
The mere explanations went like
"The universe will send you your soulmate when they well be needed, and it will only let them reveal themselves when the time has come that the ones bound together are ready. Those very signs will manifest on both of the people on the day of their birthday, meaning that they will come across on one of the person's special day, presenting themselves as the greatest gift one could ever wish for"
Or something along those lines
"Soulmates huh ?" She often asked herself, losing her mind while looking outside, wondering where that person could be as she was thinking just now, thinking of the odds of even meeting. Yeojin wasn't a particularly patient person, she kept it to herself most of the time though, too embarrassed to even consider mentioning it to her dear friends who only wanted the best for the youngest among them
She was happy already, of course she was, surrounded by the sweetest people the world had to offer as well as mostly kindhearted fans that supported the young one through her hardships and accompanied her for her victories. Though, that alone wasn't enough to stop the growing thoughts of finding the one meant for her, it was appreciated well, she couldn't be more grateful, but the loneliness she felt when she saw everyone accomplishing their lives, all their needs fulfilled by their other half, the feeling made her heart ache, leading to countless sleepless nights, where she wished she had the comfort of one's arms to be at ease
It might be considered foolish to some people, but she had already accepted the truth of being a fool when it came to love, all over heels of a person she hadn't even met yet. Seeing her friends, already engaged or at least, not alone anymore, she felt herself lost in all of this, why couldn't she be like others ? Of course, she wasn't that old, she had plenty of time to dream about her soulmate before they would reveal themselves
However, she wanted to meet her destiny as soon as she could, a kiss what all she wanted. But here, she wasn't thinking of an ordinary kiss, she wanted something meaningful, where a thousand words were waiting to be said while nothing could be pronounced due to to the nervousness she would share with her new found soulmate the day of their meeting. This would be the fresh start of a bound meant to be broken apart by death only, between cute dates, late night talks, hand holding while looking awkwardly at each other, putting trust in one another, inoperable lovers, that's what she was desperately aiming for
Knowing she was supposed to meet fate on a certain birthday of her life, she would always wait for those with such excitement that even her members, who knew her as an energetic and bright person already, would frown, confused about that sudden rush of adrenaline she had when considering the possibility of her first kiss happening that very day. As soon as the date was around the corner, she would jump around, more than usual, getting excited every year and that feeling growing through the years, waiting for the signs to manifest themselves
Talking about those signs, it was different from a person to another, except for meant lovers, who would share the same fate together so the same marks or events were to happen to the both of them. Signs were to show when you had met your soulmate, just like love indicators sort of. In Yeojin's case, she had a heart shaped mark on her wrist. She had no idea what it really meant or where it was from, only remembering that promise she had made to herself when little, she would never give up on finding the one meant for her
The heart was actually a bit particular, it was only half shaped, as if there was a missing piece, that piece would only appear when the soulmate in question would cross the path of the other person, in any way, shape or form. Meaning Yeojin would have to be pretty aware of her surroundings the day of her birthday, not wanting to miss a single chance with her destined half
Im Yeojin had the luck to have another sign possible to announce her soulmate's presence. She had been told that if she were to lock eyes with the other person's eyes, they would both change colours, going from a lifeless grey to their natural colour, the colour that was only meant to be when your future was certain
And by now, the only thing Yeojin could do was wait, days would go by, the day she would usually celebrate with such enthusiasm coming right around the corner. Only, this year, she seemed out of it, as if the thought of that very celebration for herself was too much of a weight on her shoulders. Or maybe was it the fear of being alone forever, she wasn't sure, but the little hope she had left was slowly starting to fade away as she tried her best to keep her cheerful smile on
[...]
Today was finally her 19th birthday, the day of the year she would've woke up so cheerfully if it wasn't for the fact that she had given up already. A barely visible grin on her face, she didn't want to ruin the fun of her own celebration, so she tried her hardest to light up the atmosphere around her, even if the negative aura came from herself and not anyone else
She wasn't a typically angry person, well not like, actually feeling anger or disappointment through her body. She was human, of course it was normal to feel that kind of stuff on a daily basis, but that was nothing compared to the loneliness she was feeling, and the killing sensation of not being able to tell others about it, silenced by her own embarassment
The day went by normally, she even studied a bit, trying to keep herself busy to avoid thinking about what was bothering her most, almost like an obsession, which made her feel weirder. The celebration was meant to be later anyways, in the evening to be specific, a live would be done along with the members, she would get gifts, sweets and probably the order of making a proper wish for something she wanted to happen. And like every year, it would be the same words thought in her head, no need to repeat them, we all knew what she desired most
[...]
It was in the afternoon, she had played along with her friends, letting them sing her happy birthday as she laughed and had good time around her loved ones before her family wished her the best for her nineteen years as well, which warmed her poor heart that only wanted the affection of the awaited one
However, now she was all alone, the eleven other girls gone to go shop, probably related to the event of tonight, which she wondered how it would feel to spend all together yet alone at the same time, at least in her head. She was bored of it already, no, sick of it, literally, when was her happy ending suppose to happen
"I really wish I could meet you love", she had thought while standing up from the chair she had been sitting on for the past thirty minutes, trying to process everything that was running through her mind, frustrating her even more than before. Grabbing a jacket and her phone, she headed outside of the dorm, wanting to get some fresh air, a sigh falling from her lips
She wasn't sad or anything, seriously, she was simply impatient, she hated the thought of being too attached to a foolish ideas probably made up by older people, but she had to face the truth, she wanted to meet love so bad. She forced herself to try to not care about it too much, only causing it to haunt her mind, following her wherever she would go, either between the walls of her dorm, or when on tour in another country
[...]
Walking her way to the nearest park, hands in the pockets of what kept her warm, even if her heart remained tepid, not enough to keep her body under good conditions without clothes, not beating fast enough to keep her focused on something, her mind getting lost as she didn't even know where she was heading to
[...]
And that's when she saw you, sitting down an isolated bench in the empty park, only in a hoodie, your head looking at the ground, a barely visible face as your hair covered the side of it, making it hard to observe your tender figure from where she was standing
Weirdly, she felt a rush through her heart, a shiver sent down her spine, something indescribable that the elders had tried to explain to her countless times as she couldn't stop questioning it when she was only a kid. She started to understand what they were talking about when mentioning butterflies, not talking about her dear member, Park Chaewon, represented by a beautiful butterfly, no here we were describing the sensation that kicked the poor Yeojin in the stomach, making it impossible for her to continue her walk
She wasn't sure how to approach you, maybe you were better left alone ? But then again, she didn't want to take the risk of losing what would be considered the most precious person to her eyes soon enough if she would at least attempt to communicate. Hesitating, she didn't know what to do, instinctively looking at her wrist, the sign that she once hated because of how it reminded her of her loneliness, was now glowing a bit. She saw it with her own eyes, the little mark starting to complete itself, a now full heart was freshly marking up her arm, meaning that her dear soulmate was near, and considering how little people was around, it had to be you, she wanted it to be you
So she walked, slowly, trying to process what was happening, wondering if she would even be able to pronounce any kind of words in front of an angel like you, but as nervous as she felt, her heart was beating out of excitement, she was happy, finally her hope came back, she wasn't ready to let go that occasion
...
"Hi.. um.. hey are you okay ?"
A unfamiliar voice was heard, close enough to you, you understood quickly it was addressed to you. You were wondering just who could ask such a question in the middle of a park, who was willing to worry about someone they didn't even know, so you looked up
And it hit you
A jolt through your heart, your hands trembling, the loneliness you had been feeling till now completely fading away as her eyes met yours, you could even swear her eyes changed when meeting yours, but you couldn't confirm anything because of how strange you felt at that vert moment
You invited her to sit beside you, and the conversation went by smoothly. You immediately recognized her as the idol she was, but didn't make much comments about it, the fact that she was coming to talk to you all alone, you thought she'd like it if you'd see her as her own person and not just the image she would project on stage
She was pretty sweet, distracting you from the earlier worries that were actually the fear of living alone for the rest of your dear life, a destiny you weren't ready to accept. Just like Yeojin, without even knowing, you were in a similar situation concerning your feelings, wishing to find your other half without too much trouble
And what if it was her ?
Through the words shared, you were both too shy to point out the obvious, from the marks on your wrist that completed each other, to the colour of each other's eyes, you were too busy losing yourselves in the gaze of one another
When suddenly, she caressed your cheek with her soft hand, looking at you tenderly
"You know Y/n... I know this might sound crazy but you know what, fuck it, I'm tired of waiting, so Y/n, I think we were meant to meet today, look at our arms, as well as your eyes, they've changed !" She said, completely out of the blue, shy Yeojin was gone, now replaced by a much more confident person, ready to make her other half as flushed as she could make them be
"I don't think you're wrong Yeojin, but... what do we do then ?" You asked, slightly confused, truthfully speaking, you had never thought that this situation would even happen, you had to pinch yourself to prove you were awake, but even with that, you still felt as if it wasn't convincing enough
And with no words coming from her mouth, she took both of your hands in hers, placing them around her own neck before she put her arms around your waist, pulling you closer for the very first kiss you would share
All of this had gone so fast, not far from a 20mins conversation and you were already whipped for one another, not wanting to pull away as your lips were connected together, time seemed to be frozen just like people had described it to you
.
Sadly, your passionate session had to be interrupted by the arrival of our eleven other moon girls, who cheered for their youngest one, so happy that she had found herself on such a day, a day where she was considering giving up on the idea of meeting the right person
[...]
Introductions done, you headed together to Yeojin's dorm, holding hands and not pulling away, intensely looking at one another, not wanting this moment to end. You had been invited to spend the night over at their place, meaning you were also meant to participate in the live they would do, and if you were to be honest, you didn't even feel like complaining, you were happy enough like this, ready to do anything for things to stay that way
[...]
The evening had went so well, obviously, as expected, a lot of teasing from the members, but you didn't mind, seriously, you couldn't detach your attention from Yeojin anyways. She looked so beautiful when smiling and giggling like she had been doing so much during the night, sometimes due to how flustered she felt, or other times because she was having a great time. Pecks on your cheeks, on your forehead, on your hands and even on your lips, anything to make the fans react really, it was awesome if you were asked to be honest
Because yes, it had been a while people were asking about her other half, and now that she had met you, you who completed her symbol, and changed the poor colour of her past pale eyes, she wished to show you off to the entire world, so proud of having you as a significant other, the best wish she could've ever asked for
And when she ate the cake, not without making a wish of staying with you for eternity, not hesitating one bit, she insisted on feeding you some, as well as putting icing all over your face, as an excuse to kiss it clean later on. Yeojin could be a little tease but as far as you knew her, you didn't want her to change, she was perfect like that, it had only been a few hours but you felt so comfortable already, remembering what others had said about soulmates
"It's like a spell that you cannot undo, and in the circumstances, it's a spell you wouldn't want to undo, the thought of doing so probably wouldn't even cross your mind if it wasn't for the words I am saying just now, when meeting a soulmate, a minute feels like a thousand years, you understand them the second you look at each other, and it's when you realize that, no matter the length of time between that realization and the first thing you said to one another, it means you're officially meant to be together"
Words you used to find stupid yet you had fallen exactly like described
[...]
And now we were later
It was night, you were both curled up in Yeojin's bed, exhausted from the day you had gone through together but oh so glad to have found each other, refusing to pull away, you had struggled putting your pyjamas on before jumping to bed, you didn't feel like letting go of one another
Today was a great day, just as people had described it to her, Yeojin felt as if this was the best day in her entire life, nothing could beat the connection you shared by now, it hadn't been long but it felt like years together
All these birthday wishes had worked actually, those sleepless nights as well as those overwhelming thoughts were meant to be gone now too, only leaving space for love and a brighter future for the both of you
You were both normal people, you being a lonely type of person, who had always felt as something was missing, as if there was a piece of you that was completely out of reach out there. You couldn't express how happy you were feeling just now, so glad that the own wishes you had made yourself once didn't work in the past, just for you to have the best thing ever happen to you now
...
Before drifting to sleep for once, you looked at Yeojin and whispered
"Hey jin, look outside, the sky is so beautiful right ?" Pointing the window on the wall in front of you
"Nearly not as beautiful as you though" she answered
"You're way too sweet ! But woah look at all the stars !" you said excitedly
"You're seriously adorable, you're like my own star now, ready to shine through a sky we'll build together"
Yeojin wouldn't consider herself much of a flirt necessarily, usually more sarcastic and spending her time getting purposely on the nerves of her oldest friends, yet it came out naturally when it came to you, you truly were special, the brightest person out there
"Then that means you're my star too ! The prettiest one out there too hehe" it was your turn to see her cheeks turn pinkish at your compliment
Looking at her lovingly, something moving caught your attention in the window again
"Oh a shooting star !! Quick ! Make a wish jin"
"Make one too then !" she said
And without needing to say it out loud, you both knew you had wished for the same thing, for you two to build a new universe together as you were the brightest stars out there. With all the little wishes you had done in life, going from "I want to meet the one I'm meant to love" to "I want to fall in love" to "I want to kiss them" or then again to "I want to have a family with them" but also "I want my happy ending to happen one day" and of course "I never want to be apart from my soulmate", you were slowly entering your own little world, with the two of you as creators
Sure thing is that, when your eyes were closing, your head buried in her neck, it was far different from the day before, her heart was warmed up as you couldn't stop smiling, you could only look forward to what would happen next, so grateful that you had found each other, finally ready to build a relationship together
The end <3
I hope this was enjoyable !! Take care of yourselves lovelies :))
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