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A poem!!
The name of a playlist sounds like a command I don’t know how to obey
‘You study before things get worse’
Okay mother but
On nights like this i feel the urge to
Exist wastefully
To cry to scream to stare at the ceiling
To watch to wait
Until the fan stops revolving
‘You study before things get worse’
Okay father but
You told me once you couldn’t
Depend on me
I wondered why
For so long did you know
Sometimes still i
Wonder
‘You study before things get worse’
Okay sister but
Have you considered the transition
Inertia
Lives in my bones and binds them
Tight to my skin
It’s not that hard until it is
I can’t start until the screaming stops
‘You study before things get worse’
Okay brother but
Can you understand things might already
be bad
That my worst thoughts might
Crawl across my mind like
Centipedes
Many legged and tiny
And big enough to eat
‘You study before things get worse’
Okay Toxic Drunker but
On nights like this i
Want to call my mother and
Tell her
Like a child
‘Mommy, things are getting bad again’
So tell me
Do you have a playlist
For that
~
I still remember third of December
but really I just want to forget her
why did I feel anything for you
and why is it that i still do?
the light soon surrenders and starts to fade
the sky turns dark, we're lost in this maze
our souls finally give up, and as they drift away
we realise that the darkness will always find a way
a world full of laughter and light
a woodland bustling with life
oh how everything seems so bright
before the coming of strife
Woodcut print inspired by “Nxde” by (G)idle
Un essai d'oiseau à l'aquarelle... j'ai pas mal de progrès à faire 😅
Hiya! This is honestly... One of my favorite things I've written for this fandom as it's message is important to me. It involves a lot of sad stuff so please read the tags and be careful... Though the ending is beautiful. Enjoy this little baby work of mine 💙 (My 'Immortal' Leon AU side story and the original story is up as well and almost completed if you're interested!)
As always, the list belongs to @highball66 and the appreciated collaboration of the Chreon fandom!
Summary:
It's so hard to believe that he almost lost something so precious to the world's own selfish ideals of hurtful ways. There's happiness… even if it feels like another world away.
“I love you. “