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9 months ago

Am i the only one that gets the vibes of certain signs from certain countries?

Like to me japan is aquarius, libya is aries, morocco is taurus, egypt is leo, china is sagittarius etc


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As Of Now, I Am Watching The Suite Life Of Zack And Cody Because I Literally Have Nothing Else To Do.

As of now, I am watching the Suite life of zack and Cody Because I Literally Have Nothing else to do.

Do people still watch it?

Tbh probably Not But It used to be My Favourite Show + i have Nothing Better to do.


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1 year ago

is it weird to have a thing for straight sharp teeth? like… yes bite me, sink your teeth into my neck and cradle me close so that i may do the same to yours. let us trade blood and pain as we indulge in the fountain of each other's life essence.

also pain and blood is a big thing here. wow.


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2 years ago

taste in men quiz but most of the options are really really bad


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4 years ago

This is my other blog. So the same applies here too! Please ask me!

Conversation is like architecture to me. Talking to someone is like building a new world, together.

I have been experiencing that here, on tumblr. Speaking to tumblrs has been the best experience of returning here. This is truly how I'm making a home for myself here. So, if you ever want to reach out, please do! My asks are open!


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1 year ago

Playing God As a Child

I played God as a child.

At first, it was with the ridged bodies of earth worms, wriggling in the sun-kissed dirt as I clasped my pale fingers around their translucent bodies.

I had heard from my father, that worms had five hearts. I thought then, that they could be split into five separate beings, each with their own heart. I did not understand the worm needed all five. 

Does God not understand what we need the same way I didn’t?

Is that then, why he grew easily frustrated, ruining his projects with floods and plagues?

I would learn about him in Sunday school, I was taught that he loved all the children on earth, but then taught he often killed them as examples.

When I learned of the first born sons in Egypt, I remember wanting to cry. Were they not children too? Were they not some mother’s pride and joy. He took one of her hearts, and did not understand she needed them all. It was unfair, in my opinion, they were boys. I wondered if they had games they liked to play, I wondered if they had foods they loved and hated, were they night or day people? Who was their best friend? Who was their favourite person? What did they do all day? Did they like their jobs? Did they like their school? Weren't they kids too?


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8 months ago

Idk if that happens to y'all, but I've known for a while that I had a massive perceived agressivity bias, and I recently noticed that I approached social media almost exclusively through that length. Like, I will follow people, reblog their posts, and leave them nasty and rude comments and asks such as "omg I love your art" or "your funny little AUs are honestly the highlight of my day" and then close the app, fully convinced that these people now hate me and something in the way I say things ruins people's image of me automatically and make them so angry the one thing that gets in the way of them punching me is the fact I'm hiding behind a screen.

Like don't get me wrong this isn't anxiety, there is no avoidance here. My brain is fully convinced that y'all hate me, and I keep interacting, keep doing the exact same shit because I'm used to thinking that way and being uplifting and connecting to a community that enjoys the things I enjoy is more important to me than placating the stress of everyone being secretly mad at me. However, when someone does challenge that idea, for example someone I follow and like their work follows me back or reblogs a post with enthusiastic tags, I tend to straight up blue screen, because I have trouble computing that into my usual thoughts pattern. So like, idk if there are people with this issue but yeah generally speaking if you're nice to me and I don't answer/answer weird please know I am just trying to wire that information into the faulty circuits of my brain, but I am very thankful, and you guys are so cool, and social interaction keeps proving more complicated in ways I didn't anticipate.


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