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demonic angel just got longer. im not going to finish today but it will be posted tomorrow at 9pm

Update: here it is <3

Black Tears

18+ • drabble • jeonghan• demonic angel

“I will be your undoing” • spooky season

“Just this way my dear”

He led you deeper into a long corridor. Soft lights lined the walls giving enough comfortable light to see.

Something felt…odd. A strange feeling sitting in your chest but looking at him assuages all discomfort. As if he can feel you looking at him he turns back with a sweet smile. He extends his arm back with his hand out for yours. As you take it it’s almost like you have no fears anymore. No thoughts either. Strange.

Finally, you reach a room. He ushers you in first as you take it all in. 

It’s rather large, white and red candles line the walls. The bed that lays in the middle of the room is gorgeous and much bigger than you thought necessary. The bedding looks expensive, red and white silk.

The reality of what’s about to happen setting in as you hear the door close. He seems to sense this as he turns you around. Gently grabbing your hand, he gives you a tender smile. “You don’t have to be afraid darling. We’ll experience this together and once this is done you will be like me. We can be together without fears for the rest of time. You will be mine”

Its almost a blur you don’t remember. Undressing with his lips passionately on yours. Being laid on the bed. His sweet touches and thoughtful movements. The moment he sighs out at the feeling of you, before coaxing you to relax so he can fill you up completely. The feeling is unlike you expected. You’re quite literally full of him, now you’re mildly fuzzy in the brain. Drunk on him.

Him. Him Him.

You don’t remember him beginning to move but you do hear yourself. These sounds for him. Calling to him.

Him. Him. Him.

“̶̲͈̓́͌͠Į̵̢͉̞̞̠͉̙̹̆͛̊̓͂́̐̕͝ ̸̠̱̋͑w̸̝̳͖̱͍̝̿̀́̾͌̒̄͑̕i̷̡̙̰͕͑̈́́͠ḽ̸̢̠̖̖̤̱͇̟̼͛̉l̶͇̪͇̤͗̃̉͑͐̚͠͠ͅ ̶̡̢͚͔̬̌̀b̵̤̩͙͖̱̗̆͛e̵̬̱͖̭͚͍̥̦͗̆̍̚ ̸̮́͘ŷ̷̧̱̜̻̦̫̭̞́ơ̶͓͔̳͑̓̓̾͜ů̵̱͑̇͂ͅŗ̷̛̛̩̲͔̟̼͔̰̂̿͐̉̚ͅ ̵̡̢̫̟̗̙̗̟͈̖̎͛̎̐͐̎̃̚u̵̧͖̞̫̱̿̀̐n̷̛̤̻͉̝͐͒̏̕̕̚͝d̴̯͕̹̾̓̕o̵̳̜̟̖̫̼͈̜͊̊̒̐͆̔͂́͜͜į̴̛̈́̂n̸̦̮̞̼̫͍̾́̑̕͝ͅͅḡ̸̭̪͎͉̠͙͔”̷̢̧͎͉̙͎̇̀̈́̆̒͘

Your eyes pop open with a loud moan. The way he moves is truly heavenly as cliche as you feel thinking it. Its angelic. It had to be, despite it feeling simultaneously like the worst sin. Maybe that’s why you don’t question him through anything, you think as heat begins to prick your skin. Not when he first approached you, not when he said you could not stay together unless you did this, not when his cock is giving you the pleasure only an angel could surely provide you. Right?

“Say you give yourself to me.”

You don’t process what he says, only moaning at the intensity of everything. He says again, “Give yourself to me.”

“I give myself to you.” You can feel his smile against your shoulder.

“Then you can let go.” The explosion of sensation happened at his urging. Through white behind your eyes a momentary vision of a horrifying figure appeared. It melted into an ethereal vision of the angel above you.

As the feeling off an unthinkable high worn off, the feeling of something not being right comes back with a vengeance. You look over to see the horror transforming around you. The white candles are rapidly melting black leaving only red candles to light the room.

He chuckles. As he sits up, the sound fills the room. 

He stills for a moment, still seated inside you despite your growing panic. You’ve frozen in confusion.

After a moment he keeps going, he lifts you leg onto his shoulder grinding his hips into yours. It’s less intimate than it was a moment before but the feeling was too good. Until it happens.

You look on in horror as his eyes begin to run black. Thick dark line pouring from each of his eyes. Against his pale skin the sight is even ghastlier as he laughs. You’re horrified, the vision of him pressing into you bent over with a hand between your breasts. You try to move away but he grips your thigh roughly. Its scary how good it still feels. Even with his black tears dripping over you. You have nothing to grab as the surprising pleasure builds again, opting to hold yourself. His grip tightens and with a wicked smile he looks down at you as he cums, bringing you with him over the edge again. This time it has you seeing flashes. Flashes of horrific and terrifying things.

You gasp a breath when you can finally gather one. The feeling of him slipping out of you brings you back to the situation.

He lets you crawl away, the remnants of the black all over you.

He just watches you from the edge, a mocking look on his face.

“W-What?”

“I’m waiting.”

“For what?”

“For you to run, or maybe limp, away.”

“I can leave now?”

He snorts a laugh. “Of course.” You go to move. “It won’t do any good but sure.”

You want to cry. “Why not?” your voice is small as you ask.

“I own your soul, of course.” He smiles a genuine smile of contentment. Your eyes show your confusion and for a moment he looks truly confused as well. It fades quickly before he huffs a laugh once, then twice before hes full out hysterically laughing.

“You havent figured it out?”

He blinks and his once soft brown eyes are now completely black. He speads out his wings, the majestic white ones he presented bashfully to convince you he is truly not a mortal being. He tilts his head back almost in euphoria as you notice the black spreading across his wings from behind his back like spilled ink across white paper. 

He looks back at you with a manic smile. “Do you understand yet?”

“You’re a-a-”

“A what, darling?”

“A demon?"

Truly he wasn't but the beautiful fear in your eyes made him wish he was. In truth, he was much more frightening. Those with the power of heaven wielding it for sin are scarier than all hell's creatures. His smile widens, the picture of frightening.

Dried black tears down his face, black eyes burning through you, bare with a sheet laid across his lap, darker than night wings protruding from his back, and hair mussed and tossed as a reminder of what occurred prior.

Frighteningly beautiful

you still sleep with plushies ♡

author’s note. as a person who’s still sleeping w plushies !! it’s totally normal !! and i just thought its a cute idea to write a reaction like that so here u go ^_^ maybe i’ll do other unit versions,, we’ll see!!

warnings. jihoon’s is a liiiiiil suggestive if you think about it …

┆彡 JEONGHAN [ 정한 ]

this mf…

like ofc he noticed the plushies on your bed while he visited you

but he thought it’s just a decoration!!

and once you invited him to sleep over

which was supposed to be super cute and relaxing, just the two of you

so all snuggled and watching a movie in your bed, he noticed you were clutching to a plushie of a dog

he frowned and noticed the plushies are all over the bed

"angel, do you sleep with all of those? isn’t jr too cramped?" he teased, grabbing a random one and poking its eye

when he was met with silence, he noticed the pout on your lips :(

and he immediately feels guilty, especially when you clutched the dog even closer

"i was just asking because you know… i don’t want to kick them from the bed in my sleep" jeonghan tried to save himself and it kind of worked

"if that’s a problem i can…" you started and he couldn’t bear it anymore <\\3

“no, no. i’m sorry, i just… im not used to this” he cupped your face, pecking your pout "it’s not a problem. it’s… quite cute"

it takes him a while to get used to all the plushies staring at him lol (and sometimes getting tangled in the sheets between you, him and your limbs)

but he finds it really adorable :”)

┆彡 JOSHUA [ 조슈아 ]

joshua entered your bedroom when you asked him to bring a hoodie from there

and he stood there, like a deer caught in the headlights

(haha,, deer… get it?? because he’s… yeah, i’ll shut up)

you were concerned why he’s taking so long and when you saw him peek at the plushies curiously, you gasped

"um, yeah… i still sleep with those…" you mumbled and were met with his ^▽^ smile

"this is so adorable, why didn’t you tell me earlier?” he asked and noticed a deer plushie

when you murmur that you were just shy, he hugs you and places kisses on your face while giggling

you’re seriously the most precious human that he’s ever met :(

and honestly he only fuels your cute habit by buying you more and more plushies

and he just loves when you send him pics of them chilling with you in your bed

or when he cuddles with you and all the cute plush animals surround him hehe

it’s like a new life mission for him,, to buy you all the plushies in the world :”)

especially the deer ones hehe so they can remind you of him <3

┆彡 JIHOON [ 지훈 ]

you usually hid your plushies when your boyfriend came over,, for the time being you wanted him to think you’re normal lmao

but one day after a date you went to your place

and when you entered your place, jihoon’s lips were immediately on yours.. not even giving you a second to breathe…. messily making out……. the plushies were the last thing you wanted to think about

so when he led you to the bedroom, placing small love bites on your neck;;; you froze

jihoon panicked that he did something wrong but then he saw your face getting red while looking at something

plushies

and then you saw him smile brightly, erupting into giggles

"just when i thought you couldn’t get any more cuter” he snickered "why i never saw them before?"

so you explained everything and he was just <\\3

he doesn’t really mind it, only when you prefer to cuddle them instead of him >:T

or will randomly punch them.

and steal.

he’ll steal some plushies to put in his studio,, so they can remind him of you :((

and that he can cuddle something that smells like you when he’s taking a nap there :((

(obviously he’d rather die than admit it)

┆彡 SEOKMIN [ 석민 ]

actually it’s the first thing he notices when he enters your room for the first time ㅠㅠ

you see his shocked expression and feel the rush of embarrassment hit your face

"i, uh… those are–" you started but he walked up to your bed and picked up a fluffy, white cat plushie

"so adorable! and there’s so many of them, woah y/nnie!" he cooed and looked at you, eyes wide "can i touch…?"

and his hearts melt when he sees your face lit up, a visible relief washing over your expression while you nod vigorously

"wait, i can even tell you their names" you grin and he’s so soft like,, moments from melting and turning into a puddle on the floor :((

so for the next hour you introduce every plushie and their names and backstory!!

and he treats them so gently, almost as if they were made out of the finest china <\3

will absolutely love to sleep w you in his arms, alongside the plushies that he knows how much they mean to you

and you allowing him to cuddle w them too is also something that makes seokmin fall for you even more (if that was even possible)

┆彡 SEUNGKWAN [ 승관 ]

kwannie and you usually did sleepovers at his place but once he asked if you can do one at yours

he saw you tense up a bit and got concerned that maybe he pushed some boundaries

”sure but… um, i sleep with plushies…” you mumbled

seungkwan blinked once. twice.

“okay, so?” he frowned like it was (because it is) the most normal thing ever

and he could see how happy n relieved you got ^_^

he needs to get used to it lmao like,, so. many. stuffed. animals.

he listens as you explain where u got each of them and their names

"and i bought this one because it reminded me of you. i named it booboo" you grinned and showed him an orange plushie with a happy face on it

he swore he could just melt down in this moment, right here right now

but oh my god. gets SO offended when you cuddle booboo to sleep instead of him >:(

“eh, that just sucks” he throws a tantrum and turns his back to you, pouting

but then you put the orange plushie into his arms and wrap your hands around his waist, cuddling him like he was the plushie itself

and atp he doesn’t even care that it makes him the small spoon, he loves the proximity <3

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guardian angel

PAIRING: yoon jeonghan x reader GENRE: sick fic ((reader almost faints and tells the story to jh)) WC: 470 WARNING: mentions of food, death, and implications of eating disorder, one curse

"And as I was waiting for the pan to heat up, I suddenly feel this nauseating feeling like it was so bad that I don't know whether I want to throw up or pass out or cry," you ramble on, a stupid grin slapped on your face as if you didn't almost have a brush with death just minutes ago. "But I'm okay now!" you add, watching Jeonghan's concerned face.

"I think your definition of okay is fucked up," he responds, shaking his head in disappointment.

"Well," you shrug it off, "At least I didn't actually faint, you know, I never faint in my life, that's about as close as I will ever get to fainting."

Jeonghan stood from his seat, ruffling your hair before walking towards the kitchen. "Still, I don't think you're doing a great job at taking care of yourself. I wonder how did you survive all this year?"

"For starters, I have you," you said sheepishly. Jeonghan has been your guardian angel as long as you know him. It's just in his nature to take care of his closest people and you're lucky enough to be one of them.

And you're not negligent, no. It's just sometimes you overestimate yourself, like, thinking you could go one day without eating rice, or you could run with just 3 hours of sleep. Sometimes you find that it's fun to figure out the capabilities of your body, but sometimes you do those things because you feel... undeserving.

"Flattery won't get you anywhere," Jeonghan grins. He's not one to cook, but he can fry some nuggets for you to eat, even if you said you've already eaten. "You know that it's a problem, right?"

Do you?

"I won't be around all the time," Jeonghan threatened, looking at you. "Not that I want to leave you," he adds with an alarming tone. "But you can't keep on doing that."

You stay silent. it's not the first time Jeonghan has ever given you the "talk", yet, you feel somehow you're not going to hear the end of it. You know it's easier with him around. You're getting better and he scolded you less these days, so you just smiled at his words.

Jeonghan stopped in his tracks with a plate in his hand.

"Is that your way of saying, 'I understand?'" Jeonghan asks, before continuing to walk towards where you were sitting.

"I'm getting there," you answer. "Besides, I think I can hear you nag every time I miss a meal."

"As you should," Jeonghan replies with a smug smile. He handed you the plate with nuggets, rice, and cherry tomatoes he found in the door of your fridge. For now, he has to be satisfied with your answer. After all, he's not going anywhere, at least not in the near future.

a/n. this actually happened to me like a few weeks ago and i almost experienced it for the second time due to the overloading schedule pls pray for me

braids

PAIRING: yoon jeonghan x reader GENRE: fluff WC: 399 WARNINGS: none

It's unfair how Jeonghan has such beautiful hair that you can't help but run your hands on the delicate locks every second of the day.

Like tonight, he just came back from work, eyes heavy as he finds you resting comfortably on the couch. Without words, his body gravitates towards you. Head falls to your lap as he lets out a big sigh.

"I'm resigning tomorrow," he stated. You chuckled softly, attention shifted completely to Jeonghan. Your finger cards gently through the tangled locks, earning a hum from the owner. "Maybe the day after tomorrow, if you keep doing this."

He stayed there for a couple of minutes, relieving any stress he had from work. Your fingers graced over his scalp every now and then, releasing the pent-up tension. He loves it, loves how you’re doing it so effortlessly. Loves how it comforts him after a headache-inducing day. Loves how it's you.

In contrast to Jeonghan's hair which never seems to stay short, yours has never reached below your shoulder. You like it short, neat, and easier to style. And you're lucky that your genes aren't as exaggerated as his in terms of growing hair.

"Can I do your hair after bath?" you ask when Jeonghan sits up a few minutes later. It was the most genuine request you had ever asked from him, and he would be lying if he said he was not excited. So he nodded sincerely, eyes glimmering with love.

If he's eager, he tries his best to not show it. But he took an impossibly quick shower, surprising you who's in the process of picking up some stuff. He walks in front of you, sitting on the floor with his back pressed to the couch. You took your place on the couch, gaining a better view of his crown.

Your hands do their work delicately, comfortable silence fills the room as Jeonghan slowly falls asleep. Braiding hair never feels as rewarding, but it’s him and you just love the look of it. Admiring your own work, you realize Jeonghan's head lulled forward. A smile planted on your lips as his breath became even. You stood up from the couch, softly fixing his position.

"I love you" You press a soft kiss to his cheek, earning a soft hum from him before resting your head on his shoulder. You can use a little shut-eye now.

a/n. i posted this last night while having a massive headache that I forgot to format this properly ((soz.))

— “can you hold this for me?”, yoon jeonghan.

fluff | 519

[a/n] a hand for a hand, hehe >:) @synthetickitsune

the cafe you're sitting in feels too stuffy and noisy to jeonghan suddenly when his eyes land on your free hand that's resting on the table. he eyes your other hand that's holding your phone and he quickly studies your face as you're scrolling through the menu. you look relatively comfortable, he thinks.

his eyes go back to your hand that's right in front of him — he can just reach out and grab it if he really wants to but he's suddenly very aware of how clammy his own hand feels. he clears his throat as he hastily wipes his palms on his pants, he'd rather die than have you feeling how sweaty his palm is the first time you hold hands. you're about to ask for his order when he speaks.

“you can go first,” jeonghan tells you with a little awkward gesture as he leans forward in his seat slightly.

“i wanted to ask for your order,” you start adding his orders in and jeonghan keeps staring at your hands until you're finally done and places your phone down on the table.

jeonghan shifts slightly in his seat when he sees you clasp both of your hands together. damn it, he should have taken the chance earlier. he accidentally sighs out loud at the thought and you tilt your head at him, brows furrowing slightly.

“is something wrong?”

jeonghan nods and reaches a hand out, he has it balled into a fist. “yeah, actually can you hold this for me?”

you glance at his hand suspiciously and see that there's actually nothing in his hand, now you're visibly confused but you thought it was probably another one of his jokes so you decide to play along.

“sure,” you open your hand with your palm facing up and jeonghan unclenched his fist to place his hand in yours. he wraps his fingers around your hand and your giggles turn into a proper laugh when you catch the way his lips curl up into a shy smile while he looks at your connected hands. “aww, you could have just said you wanted to hold my hand.”

“where's the fun in that?” he strokes the back of your hand with his thumb mindlessly, as if it's a natural thing for him.

“so how many times have you used this trick?” you quirk a brow at him with a smirk.

jeonghan scoffs, “this is the first and probably the last.”

“the last? so you're saying you never want to hold another hand other than mine?” you joke.

he rolls his eyes at you playfully and tightens his grip on you when you threaten to pull your hand away. he refuses to let go of your hand for the rest of the date, only moving them away from the center of the table to the edge when the waiter arrives with your drinks and dessert.

“you don't need both hands to hold a fork,” he argues when you try to remove your hand from his when you struggle to pick up a piece of your cake. “should i feed you instead?”

[10:04pm]

I got inside my apartment, and removed my shoes. Kept my converse inside the shoe rack, and went inside. The exhausting feeling hit me once again since I’m home, all I want to be in his embrace. I was so tried because of work today and had a pretty bad day, hugs from him can heal me.

The constant moodswings were the worst, I’m pretty proud of myself for not breaking down at work, it was so exhausting I just wanted to cry out. This must be one of those days when I feel out of blue. I was walking slowly, as if there was no energy left, which was true as well. I had no energy left.

“Iseul?” I heard his voice, I lifted my head and looked straight, he was sitting on the couch wearing the white tee and black sweatpants. I walked towards him slowly, taking small steps towards him and saw his eyes softened as I was closer to him. “Jeonghan” even my words came out as a whisper.

I dropped my bag near the couch and went to sit beside him; once I looked at him, my heart just wanted to cry out, all the emotions I was holding back were trying to come out. I didn’t know why I was feeling like this. I sat beside him and looked at him, he pulled me in his embrace, “what’s wrong?” I hugged him, gripping his sweatshirt. I didn’t reply him and as if he understood, he didn’t ask me anything anymore, after few seconds, I asked him “can you stay like this a little longer?”

“surely my angel” his voice comforted me, I felt him tightening the hug and I buried my head into his chest, I just wanted to hide for a while. We stayed still for few minutes, I could hear his heartbeats, they were comforting me. He understood what I wanted even without saying.

“I don’t feel at my best today and want hugs that last a little longer than they should”

He released a breath and said “I’m always there for you when you want to take a rest and want to forget everything in my embrace” he kissed my hair. Unknowingly my  tears started falling, I was letting out everything and was feeling overwhelmed. He was caressing my back, without asking me anything. I love him for always giving me space for myself and never force me for anything.

Days like this, I just want to forget everything and be in his embrace, being with him like this mends me. “Iseul I’m here” and he kissed me.

“thankyou for everything Jeonghan” my words came out as a whisper.

Author’s note:

I was feeling very down and wanted hugs when i wrote this, maybe i wanted to feel this love and hugs, that's why I ended up writing this maybe hehe also i feel Jeonghan would be the one who will just get to know when you are feeling down and would comfort you with hugs