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Thinking About You (M)

▹Word count: 10.6k

▹Genre: romance, angst, fluff, comedy & smut

[Warning; Swearing, references to drug use, alcohol and sex. Explicit sexual references and scenes. Mentions of low self-esteem and insecurity! If these sorts of stuff trigger you. Please do not read.] ⚠︎

University! au frat boy x female insecure reader (first time) | reupload from the old blog

The Reader is a virgin in this fic. You have had a massive crush on Park Jimin since the very start of University. There is one big thing stopping you from pouncing on him every chance you get and it is this thing called Insecurity. You both are now second-year students who have been building up this obvious sexual tension between the two of you since the very first day you met. You are too shy to act on the building sexual tension until a frat party held by Jeon Jungkook changes everything between you and Jimin. A little liquid courage seems to do the trick! 

A/N: Sorry I’ve been gone for so long guys!!! I hope you enjoy this fic! Jimin has been driving me crazy lately. 

“Hey, you both look like -totally exquisite tonight! I’m so glad you guys could make it! You both look stunning as fuck...” Taehyung’s lips stretch into a smirk, as he eyes you from head to toe before mimicking his actions to eye your best friend a well. He was very intoxicated and it was nothing new for Kim Taehyung to get totally wasted this early in the night. His heated gaze made you both feel incredibly intimidated. It didn’t help that he was intoxicated and much more confident. You both glance at each other before chuckling in slight discomfort. “Hey, Tae!” You say feeling self-conscious under his intense gaze. “Where’s Jungkook?” Your best friend asks as he moves to the side to let you both enter through the front door of the Jeon residence. “He’s fucking at the back taking shots with Namjoon,” Taehyung says laughing while picking up a red cup forgotten by the TV. “How many shots have they both had so far?” Your best friend asks waving Seokjin who smirks at her before cocking an eyebrow cockily as he checks her out from another side of the living room. "I dunno we lost count after 20." He says completely unbothered by his friends getting hammered right before the party even started and you both nod stiffly in response.

Typical Jungkook. 

The smell of pot fills your nostrils and you turn your head towards the living room couch. "Hey, Yoongi! Hoseok!” You exclaim waving at pair enthusiastically. Hoseok and Yoongi pull the joint out from between their lips before blowing out smoke to murmur a quick ‘Hi' to you while smiling. "You guys doing this already?" Your best friend chuckles shaking her head as she crosses her arms. They both glance at each other before coughing out a few chuckles. "Babe we've been fucking high since like 3 pm," Yoongi states proudly before fist pumping Hoseok. You check your watch for the time and you are not surprised when it displays that it's 7:30 pm.

You both roll your eyes and nod your heads before turning back to Taehyung. He grins at you both cheekily before pulling out his phone from the back pocket of his jeans. “Hey, Namjoon just texted me that Marks passed out by the pool. I’m gonna go and draw a few dicks on his face! Fucking prick did it to me last time." He laughs glancing back up at the two of you. You both laugh muttering a quick ‘okay'. "Yeah, but hey you girls have fun tonight alright?" He winks at you both while patting you on the shoulder before making his exit. You both release a shaky breath that you both didn’t know you were holding before facing each other.

“So, what are we doing first?” Your best friend exclaims over the music as she scans around Jeon Jungkook’s living room. You hum in thought before eyeing the alcohol propped up on a table near the kitchen. You both side-eye each other with a grin spreading against both your lips. "Drinks!" You both say simultaneously, giggling like little girls while linking arms as you both made a v line to the table. You exhale silently, resting your body against the corresponding wall near the table as your friend removes her arm to examine the alcohol available.

“This bottle of Vodka Raspberry is definitely Taehyung’s.” She says chuckling as she inspects the bottle. You nod laughing in response before turning your body to face the front door. “These type of parties is always a ‘bring your own’ alcohol sort of thing.” She says while picking up a bottle of Smirnoff before twisting her face in disgust. “This one is definitely Jackson’s. It really says a lot about people’s characters.” She adds making you tumble over in laughter. “I know right. I can’t believe we forgot to buy a bottle of our own.” You mutter scanning the room. “It’s cool, Jungkook always has the bottles we like. You feeling whisky?” She asks which you nod eagerly to in response.

“I can’t believe Jungkook’s throwing another party after what happened last time,” You sigh, watching all the people flood through his front door. Your best friend nods while pursing her lips, as she pours the bottle of alcohol into the red cup in front of her. “Yeah, I know he got into really big shit last time from his mom after Mingyu peed in her antic vase,” She says poking her tongue out in concentration as she grabs the coca cola bottle. You chuckle resting your elbow against a side table in Jungkook’s living room.

“Yeah- that was fucked,” You mutter scanning the room for the sole person you came here for. “Oh look its that girl we hate, oh we hate her too, oh! And her!” You chuckle while shaking your head. “Fucking bitches man,” You complain when they give you a glare as they walk past. “Tell me about it,” Your best friend laughs and you grin in response as your eyes scanned the room from left to right once again only for you to be left in disappointment. You sigh while pouting in dejection when you haven’t spotted him anywhere.

“You know lover boy hasn’t stopped staring at you since we got here,” Your friend whispers in your ear as she hands you a red cup of Hennessy topped up with some coca cola. You ponder over her words as your hand wraps around the cold red plastic cup with a slight flush to your cheeks.

“Who?” You mumble averting your gaze into the cup as you swirled the liquid inside. “Park Jimin, that’s who!” She scoffs at you before rolling her eyes while grabbing another red cup as she started pouring a drink of her own. “He’s here?” You exclaim in excitement, eyes automatically scanning the room for the fourth time since you got there.

"Yes, he's behind us." You straightened almost instantly at her words and she chuckles mockingly at your automatic response of fixing your posture. "Relax okay? You look smoking hot tonight." She winks at you and you force a smile in retort to her compliment. "Well, thanks I guess. You don't look so bad yourself,"

“Why thank you!” She bows sarcastically and you snort in response. She grins at you before gazing behind you and she quickly looks back at you with a raised eyebrow. "What?" You mouth at her and she smirks in response, grabbing your arm she pulls you close to her so she can whisper in your ear.

“He’s like biting his lip now; god knows what he’s imagining right now. I told you that the four hours you spent getting ready wasn’t for nothing and I’m so glad we went for the tight black jeans and a low cut shirt.”

"I think you're seeing shit. He’s always surrounded by such beautiful girls. Why would he even look at me?" You mumble pulling yourself out of her grip, before taking a quick sip of your drink which you knew was about 97% alcohol and 3% coke. “Excuse you. You are drop dead gorgeous and you know it. Why would I lie to you? It has been an obvious fact that he is into you.”

“Yeah right.” You murmur before chugging your drink. Trying your best to ignore the tightening you felt in your chest. She pouts folding her hands as she watches you tip back your drink in one go.

“He’s into you (Y/N)! You don’t even know how many times I have caught him staring at you on campus,”

You gag while pulling the drink away from your lips, a drip of the alcohol sliding down your chin. “Bitch, does this beverage even have any coke in it?” You spat, face scrunching up at the burning sensation of the alcohol slipping down your throat. “Sorry girl, you know how we roll,” She slyly winks at you and you chuckle in response, wiping the lone drip on your chin. “Best believe when I make your drink you're going to do a first year all over again for sure-”

“(Y/N)! You promised to never mention that ever again! That night still haunts m- “

"No, but for real is he staring at me? Like for real?" You cut her off as you face her with anticipation as your fingers quickly through your hair. "Yes (Y/n), Yes. For fuck sake, we've been through this so many times already. He's into you. I wouldn’t be getting your hopes up this high if I wasn’t sure." Your best friend sighs while dramatically sliding the palm of her hand down her face as she turns your body to face the said person you both were talking about. Your breath hitches in your throat as your eyes land on him. Immediately any previous doubt you had in your mind completely vanishes when your eyes meet. He is staring.

He’s fucking staring.

Your heart leaps in your chest as your stomach starts churning, the feeling was almost electrifying as your eyes lock with his. He stares at you with such passion, his eyes clouded over with lust, throat drying as his tongue swipes over his bottom lip before he takes a long sip of his cup, eyes still locked on you. What made you almost choke on your own spit was his slight smirk stretching on his lips, eyes narrowing faintly. He was pure sin and you wanted every fragment of it.

His mouth opens slowly to say something and your eyes widen in expectation, heart thumping in your chest as your breathing begins to get heavy and irregular. Your body jolting in anticipation, you almost don’t feel your friend tightening her grip on your arms from the other sensations rushing through your body.  

“Hey Jimin!” His friend Taehyung shouts over the booming music while slinging an arm around his shoulder, grinning from ear to ear. “Hey, Tae bro…What’s up?” Jimin says finally averting his gaze from you to face one of his many close friends Taehyung. He smiles widely, ruffling Taehyung’s hair before pulling him into a brief embrace.

You felt disappointment instantly wash over you. 

You were disappointed but at least you could breathe properly again. You raise a shaky hand over your chest as you regulate your breathing. “He was going to say something,” You murmured perplexed to your best friend and she nods assertively behind you, grinning widely in excitement. “Wow. He stared at you for a solid 10 minutes I swear- “

“Why did you turn me around so suddenly when he was looking at us!” You gasp swiftly turning your body back around to glare at your best friend. "Oh, here we go again!” She chuckles lowly, pulling you into a quick embrace, mimicking Jimin’s actions to Taehyung. “First off, he wasn’t staring at us, he was staring at you and secondly I wanted you to see how much he’s into you for yourself bitch. Didn’t you see the way he was eye fucking you?”

“I-I, he was looking wasn’t he?” You mutter face burning as your lips stretch into a wide love-struck grin.

“Yes! He was! You need to have more confidence in yourself,” She comforts you by sliding her hand up and down your back reassuringly. “You’re right…I’m sorry for being so annoying,” You mumble before pouting and she pinches your cheek gently. “You’re my best friend (Y/N)! You’re annoying as shit but I still love you,” She cheekily says grinning at the smile spreading across your face. “Yeah, thanks.”

“Anytime,”

“I’m not complimenting you- “

“Forget about that, he’s taking glances at you while talking to Taehyung, that’s a really positive reaction (Y/N) you should go women up and talk to him first.” Your eyes widen in horror as your excessively shake your head in denial. “Are you crazy!? I am not doing that. I can’t and I won’t.” She sighs in defeat before glancing over at Jimin, her eyes and mouth open in shock when she looks over to him. Your gaze lingers on her questionably as she looks back at you hurriedly, her mouth stuttering, almost as if she’s mentally panicking. “L-Listen get yourself ready, Jimi- he’s coming.”

“Wait-what? No-but where are you going!?” Your hand slips off her elbow as she winks at you. You watch her strut off horrified. Oh, my goodness. You are quickly patting down your shirt, while running your fingers over your hair, in a pathetic attempt of making yourself presentable.

“(Y/N).”

“Jimin!” You shout a little too embarrassingly loud as you turn to face him immediately. He grins at you and you almost faint on the spot at how handsome he is up close. “You look absolutely gorgeous tonight,” He confidently says eyes raking up and down your figure starting from the tip of your head and ending at your feet.

Your body flushes at his words, you almost forgot how to breathe when his eyes reconnect with yours. "I'm sorry if I interrupted your conversation… I really couldn’t help myself. I just had to come and tell you how stunning you look." He adds ogling at you, his eyes slimming into his signature eye smile as he grins down at you. You blush at his compliments instantly. His compliments were pulling dangerously hard on your heartstrings. You chew onto your bottom lip nervously before jerking your lips into a smile of your very own which was rather bashful, to say the least. Jimin eyes are fixed on your lips momentarily before he’s looking back up to your face and you feel a sweet throbbing sensation in between your legs at catching him in the act of checking you out. You feel the heat of his gaze on your skin and the sexual tension between the two of you becomes more apparent.

All he was doing was staring at you and you couldn’t help the desire you felt for him. The burning sensation you felt in your heart just from the way he was looking at you was setting you completely off balance and you wanted nothing more than to feel his skin on yours. You averted your gaze to the timbered floorboards underneath you timidly as you shudder under his intense gaze.

“Thank you,” You whisper shyly and Jimin swore on his life he has never seen anything so precious and beautiful in his life. His fingers twitch at his sides as he falters over finally building up the courage to touch you. “Y-You look really handsome tonight. You always dress so stylishly,” you say timidly as he stares at your face tenderly, finally finding the resolve to feel you. His fingers curl under your chin and you almost panic at the warmth radiating off his fingers, as he moves your chin upwards until your eyes met his once again. Jimin sighs in admiration as you gaze at him through your lashes, his own heart hammering in his chest as he swallows loudly. “I’m sorry if I’m a bit awkward.” You don’t know why those words came spilling out of your lips. You felt instant regret wash over you as you watched him furrow his eyebrows at your words.

“No. Please. Of course it’s a bit awkward we haven’t really spoken that much but I really do want to get to know you better (Y/N),” Your eyes widen momentarily before you lean into his touch, Jimin’s smile widens as he watches you, eyes following your expression as he moves his hand to cup your cheek tenderly which you wholeheartedly without any hesitation lean into.

“I really want to get to know you too, Jimin.” You smile, eyes twinkling in joy. You looked so sure and content that he doesn’t hesitate to wrap a cheeky arm around your waist. The palm of his hand pushing onto the dip of your lower back and he becomes almost breathless as he feels the curve. “You know from the moment I laid eyes on you I was very curious about you. I really wanted to get to know you. I couldn’t stop thinking ‘bout you.” Jimin teasingly confesses as he ignores the lingering stares of envy from the women around the both of you as the house becomes fuller and fuller with people. You knew Jimin was a straightforward person but this was some next level shit. His openness of flirting with you, set something inside you ablaze as you step forward with his encouragement, your focus now on two things as you feel the heat radiating off the palm of his hand over your thin shirt which he tucked brazenly under your jacket.

“baby desperately I need you next to me,”

The music blares through the speakers as couples surround you both on the dance floor of Jeon Jungkook’s annual end of semester University party. Your attention is still on Jimin and Jimin’s attention still on you, as people begin to fill up the dance floor. You wanted nothing more than for this magical moment to last forever but sadly the universe had other plans.

“You know...lately I have been thinking about you too-“

“Hey Jimin you gonna just stand there or what? Get your moves on dancer boy!” Jungkook teases, thrusting a red plastic cup into the ladders hand. His hand your cheek quickly falls and you can’t hide the disappointment on your face as you avert your gaze to campuses star sportsman Jeon Jungkook.

Jimin sighs, eyes narrowing into a slight glare as he raises an eyebrow at Jungkook, lips pulling slowly into a mocking smirk. “Hey, Kiddo what’s up?” Jimin mumbles eyes motioning to you. “Kiddo?” Jungkook raises an eyebrow in confusion before looking to the side, his eyes widening when he notices you.

“Oh shit! (Y/N),” He mutters, looking frantically between you and Jimin. You tilt your head in half shock and confusion as he stretches his lips into a forced smile. “Hey I didn’t you see there man, sorry am I interrupting something?” He scratches the back of his head as his eyes flicker from yours to Jimin’s. You were about to protest when Jimin quickly cut you off.

“Yeah, well you have always been a bit blunt," Jimin mumbles motioning for him to scram which made you chuckle lowly. “Hey, Jungkook! Great party,” You smile warmly and he grins down at you. “Thanks (Y/N)! How are you?” He smirks, sliding a teasing hand down your arm. You stiffen under his touch and Jungkook’s smirk widens. “And wow you look great!” Jungkook smirks checking you out. Jimin feels his blood boil at the scene unfolding in front of him. You stutter a quick ‘I’m good’ and ‘thank you’ as you watch Jungkook leaning towards you nervously. Jimin eyes widen in panic as he scans the room for a distraction. "Hey, Jungkook is someone using your mother's vase as a toilet again?"

"WHAT!?" Jungkook shouts making you flinch in shock at the sudden raise of his voice. He turns around and sighs in irritation, before turning back to face you. "Sorry I gotta go (Y/N)! You have fun tonight alright? Let me know if you need anything.” You smile with a quick firm nod which he returns with a wink before storming off.

“MINGYU WE TALKED ABOUT THIS MATE- “

“He will never ever change, sorry about that,” Jimin mutters under his breath, striding close to you, even closer than he was previously and your heart was back to being tortured by the way he looked and smelt. “I-It’s okay, what were we talking about again?” You ask nervously and his hands were quickly back onto you. This time both hands were clutching your hips, a wide confidently sexy smile painted on his face. “(Y/N),” His voice comes out husky and low. “What do you say we go somewhere more private, just the two of us hm?”

His expression made you weak in the knees and you nodded slowly but sternly and Jimin expression twists into a suggestive one as he smirks at you, hands beginning to travel below your hips and you almost gasp as he lightly skims his hands over your ass, the cup that was in his hands was long forgotten on the side somewhere and you didn’t even notice him putting it down.

“Only if you really want to of course. What do you say? Would you like that?” He murmurs huskily in your ear and you moan lowly at the feeling of his teasing breath caressing your ear, which made you grasp onto his masculine arms in an attempt to steady yourself. “Y-Yes,”

Jimin smirks, blowing hot air over your sensitive skin teasingly, you gasped tightening your grips on his arms. “I-I would… like that… v-very much,” You say between breaths as you feel your whole body flush at the heat radiating off his body to the way he smelt and the way he felt holding you.

“Let’s not waste any more time then. We're getting out of here…” You almost whine at the loss of warmth from his body as he removes himself off you, your disappointment was short-lived though, as he intertwines his fingers with yours, before hurriedly leading to the front of Jeon residence.

“Do you need to tell your friend anything before we leave?” Jimin abruptly stops and your eyes widen in shock at the sudden mention of your best friend. “Oh yeah! I should probably let her know I’m leaving,” You nod your head at Jimin before scanning the house for your best friend. You almost mentally panic when you do not spot her straight away. “There,” Jimin murmurs in your ear before pointing towards the hall.

You sigh in relief when you see her chatting up Kim Seokjin, she makes eye contact with you from across the hall and she smirks at you while giving you a thumbs up and you return her smile happily. “Alright, let’s get out of here,” Jimin grins and pulls you out the front door not very discreetly. Jungkook watches you and Jimin leaving hand in hand, sighing sadly to himself. Taehyung notices this and pats him on the shoulder reassuringly. “It’s okay man,”

“She looked so fucking hot tonight too...” 

“Because I can’t stop thinking ‘bout you~”

You giggled happily as you tightened your grip in Jimin’s hand. The last line from the song playing at the party replays in your head as you stare at Jimin with doe eyes. Jimin returns your gaze with a quick kiss to the cheek as he motions you to get in the front seat of his luxurious car.

“Have you been drinking? Will, you be ok- “

“Barely had a sip, don’t worry about a thing darling.” Your heart pounds in your chest at the pet name and you smile widely in return. “Okay, handsome.” You retort tugging onto your seatbelt before clasping it. Jimin watches you in amusement before he starts the car. You feel the sudden rush of nervousness invade you and it was then and there that it dawned on you what you were doing.

Okay, stay calm

You swallow built up salvia loudly as you begin to get cold feet. He was practically a god, with his amazing looks and body. Not to mention his personality was great too. There is literally nothing wrong with him. He doesn’t have one bad bone in his body. You couldn’t help but begin to compare yourself to the girls him and his friends were constantly surrounded by. You knew he wouldn’t judge you or make fun of you but the anxiety was eating you out alive.

Am I really going to lose my virginity to Jimin? Tonight? Will he get put off knowing that I'm a virgin? Omg, what if I'm awful in bed? How many girls has he slept with? What if I can’t compare? Should have done some squats-

“Hey (Y/N)- “You quickly snap out of your thoughts hearing Jimin call out to you and you turn to face him hurriedly and you sigh seeing his worried expression.

"Hey, are you okay? You look kind of... I don’t know how to put it.... like a little bit stressed?" Jimin says cautiously, taking one hand off the steering wheel to caress the side of your face lovingly and you close your eyes in contentment, drowning your negative thoughts to immerse yourself in his sweet touch instead. “I’m okay, just a little nervous that’s all,” You mumble shyly and Jimin grins in response. "It's okay to be nervous, I'm nervous too," He says bashfully and your eyes open in a snap as those words leave his lips.  

“You don’t have to be nervous around me, I mean look at me-” You chuckle, holding Jimin’s hand against your cheek. Jimin looks a little conflicted as he hears those words leave your lips. “I have been looking at you, shit I have been looking at you for about two years now (Y/N),” Jimin says averting his gaze off the road to take a quick glance at you.

You flush at his words and he smiles in triumph at your embarrassed expression. “I have been looking at you too,” You murmur shyly and Jimin chuckles huskily as he removes his hand off your cheek slowly to grasp the steering wheel. “I know, I’ve been watching you long enough to know you like me. I mean you’re not very subtle,” You bite your lip in embarrassment and Jimin laughs sweetly at your reaction. “I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable with my excessive staring...” You murmur, shyly looking at him from the corner of your eyes.

“What are you saying sorry for? It’s cute,” He whispers, grinning from ear to ear as he stares at the road. “I’m anything but that,” Jimin’s smile vanishes at your words and he shakes his head in disagreement. “It’s a shame,” He says curtly and you frown at his words. His words leave an awkward, short silence between the two of you as the radio continues to play music in the background. You stare at him with wide eyes, feeling conflicted and confused at his words, you waited for him to explain his words but you quickly noticed he wasn’t going to say anything anytime soon.  He bites his bottom lip as his eyes cloud over in contemplation. “What?” You ask in confusion, quickly wanting to break the silence and he sighs sadly. “It’s a shame, that you don’t know how attractive you are (Y/N),” He says assuredly, a confident glint shining in his eyes as he stares straight at the road ahead.

“You’re the attractive one,” You whisper, turning your gaze to the window. Jimin smiles and mutters a quick ‘no, you are’, before glancing at you. His words for some reason bothered you in the sense they just did not seem genuine enough to be true. You smile falters and Jimin is quick to notice your change in demeanour. “Hey, are you sure you’re okay? You seem really distracted…”

“Y-yeah I’m fine, I’m sorry if I’m putting you off or something,” Jimin brakes suddenly as those words leave your lips and your eyes widen in shock as he signals to pull off to the side of the road. “-Wait what are you doing?” You frantically ask as he parks the car, removing his hand off his leather steering wheel to put his gear into park and you almost panic at the sudden halt of your journey to his apartment. 

“Why would you ever think that? What made you say that? Me? Be put off from you? Never. Highly unlikely.” Jimin questions turning to face you, face contorting in slight confusion and a mixture of both agitation and worry. “I-I” You stutter shocked at his words, lips opening and closing as you contemplate on what to say. “I find myself to be very off-putting that’s all...” Your voice wavers as those words leave your lips and Jimin looks conflicted. “(Y/N) …” Jimin whispers, unbuckling his seatbelt to face you properly. “You do not put me off, don’t ever say that again. If anything I am ‘turned on’ by you.” He says confidently, before outstretching his hand to switch off the radio. The new silence is almost deafening as you observe him and his beauty. You watch him silently, as you fumble with your fingers nervously. His words sending heat to your cheeks.

“You don’t have to turn that off- “

“Yeah I do, I want to hear you and I want to help you but I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me,” Jimin says sternly, eyes not wavering under your shocked expression. “Jimin it’s nothing really that deep, I’m sorry I made you stop- “

“What’s wrong (Y/N)? You can tell me you know, I know we haven’t spoken to each other for very long but I, I want you to know that you can trust me,” He leans forward towards you carefully, before sliding both hands up to cup your face and to caress your cheeks soothingly. His warmth gives you comfort and you couldn't help but immerse in the way he observed at you at that very moment. You knew he was looking at you for you and you couldn't help but let a quick single tear slip. 

Jimin’s eyes widened at the sight of you crying and he mentally panics. “Please don’t cry! Hey, what’s wrong- “

His mouth moves and words are spilling out but you block his voice as you stare at his luscious lips, you threw rationality out of the window because what you did next was a complete shock to both you and Jimin. You just wanted to rush into things and to just completely ignore the negative thoughts from ruining the mood. 

You didn’t know what possessed you to kiss him but you knew just had to feel yourself being connected to him somehow. You desperately needed to feel those luscious full lips against your own as soon as possible. You almost mentally panic at Jimin’s stillness but it didn’t take long for him to start kissing you back as soon as he came over his initial shock. He was quick to return your advances with an eagerness you never experienced before or expected.

You are both completely immerse yourselves into the steamy kiss, as he slides his palm onto your cheek, stroking the side of your face gently while he moans erotically into your mouth. You sighed at the sensation of his tongue caresses your bottom lip and you open your mouth wide enough for them to meet. You finally tasted heaven. He caresses your body and you return his caresses with a willingness and impatience.

“S-Shit (Y/N),” Jimin moans lowly, as you slide your hands against his thick thighs and you whine against his lips in response. Right before you could make contact with his crotch his hands a wrapped around yours. You both pull apart, chests heaving heavily as your lungs fight for oxygen. You stare up at him in a haze and he sighs almost painfully as he stares at gorgeously hot expression displayed on your face.  

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to-” You apologise and Jimin laughs bitterly in confusion before he sweeps his bangs out of his face and you watch him run his fingers through his hair in insignificant irritation. You gulp, still panting from the hot make-out session you both just shared as you watched him silently.

He hates me. I screwed up. I don’t know what came over me-

“Please don’t fucking apologise for kissing me (Y/N) because I enjoyed that shit way too fucking much,” He says slowly turning to face you again with a tender expression on his face. “I’m sorry-I mean! Ok!” You bite back a sigh of relief as he chuckles while leaning forward towards you. Quickly placing a long gentle peck against your parted lips before patting your head lightly and you couldn’t help but flush in embarrassment at his actions even though it was definitely a rather innocent act compared to what you both just did. “I didn’t hate a single second of what we just did. In fact, I got a little too carried away there...” He says sternly, a smile spreading across his lips. “I want to kiss you…but I need you to be in the right state of mind. I need you happy. I can tell something is bothering you. Now, please look me in the eye and tell me the truth, what’s on your mind? The only reason I stopped kissing you was so we could talk about whatever is occupying your thoughts. If I'm going to go further with you, I want you to be in the right mindset.

You bite your lip in panic, not wanting to expose your thoughts to him. You stare at him calmly even though you were mentally panicking. Why did he have to be so sweet? It was so unfair. That expression on his face. That look in his eyes as if he was staring at something he truly cared for and was fond of. Feeling the need of distracting him again you sweep forward to reconnect your lips with his but he turns his face away quickly, your lips colliding with his cheek instead. “Nu-huh, don’t think you get out of this that easily my darling, you think just by distracting me with your beauty and kisses-even though you are…quite-quite…. fucking distracting,” He murmurs the last part and his eyes clouding over with lust, he sighs while shaking his head.

"Please, Jimin let's just- "

“You are great at distracting me but we're not leaving this curbside until you talk to me." You look up at him with puppy dog eyes and even though his gaze softens tremendously he stubbornly keeps up his act. You groan slamming the side of the car in defeat before opening your mouth again. Jimin watches your outburst intensely, his eyes boring into the side of your face as he clutches your car seat in anticipation.

“Okay…Okay, fine.” You whisper nodding your head slowly and Jimin smiles at you reassuringly and gently. “The truth is Jimin…” You mumble, glancing to him in embarrassment. He nods at you for you to continue as you paused suddenly.  You sigh before pouting and he grins at your cuteness. “I-I’m so in love with you that whenever I am with you I feel like I can’t breathe and you-you are just such an amazing person and you’ve always been so sweet to me. I trust you and I want you...but there’s something you need know before we get intimate,” Jimin beams widely at you and your heartthrobs in your chest at the delighted expression revealed on his handsome face. "Go on." He nods his head encouraging you to continue, his voice sounding almost shy as you inhale and exhale shakily.

“What is it? What’s been troubling you?”

“I’m a virgin…the furthest I have ever been with a boy is what we just did and I am totally inexperienced and you're always surrounded by such beautiful girls…you and your popular group of friends and I-I’m just so scared you won’t like me or that I can’t compare,” You say in embarrassment, eyes averting away from him. Jimin’s eyes widened in shock, his eyebrows furrow and you instantly feel like drowning yourself at that very moment as you wait in anticipation of his response.

“Why would I not like you?” Jimin says almost appalled at the thought. “What?” You mumble looking back at him. “(Y/N) I am so fucking in love with you too, I have been watching you for two years, two whole fucking years! You’re all I have ever wanted for the past two years since we started University and I don’t mind you not being experienced! I’m worried that I am the one that’s going to put you off, I have been thinking about you all night. I worry too! Like, things like you know-Do I smell good? Is she going to be satisfied with me? Should I have worked out before I came to this party instead of binge eating pizza?” You giggle in happiness at his words and he grins back at you lovingly. “You have nothing to worry about, I find you so freaking attractive (Y/N) …”  

“Really?” You ask feeling joy overtake your emotions as he nods surely. His confidence seems to have been boosted as he rolls his shoulders back before straightening up his posture.

“Yes, I am so in love with you. I want you so fucking much. I don’t ever wanna hear that shit come out of your mouth again, I really gave myself blue balls because you thought I wouldn’t like you because you’re a virgin? Inexperienced? Babe, buckle up, I’m taking back to my place and I’ll teach you everything you need to know about sex.” His mutters the last part before buckling his seatbelt and starting the car with impatience when suddenly he pauses abruptly hands gripping the steering wheel tightly. “What’s wrong?” You ask blinking up at him in confusion. His sudden lack of enthusiasm set your nerves on wack as you struggled to remain calm. Is it really over before it even started? “I-I want you (Y/N) but if you aren't ready or want to wait you need to let me know as soon as we start because I don't think I'll be able to control myself with you. I mean look at you. You are so freaking gorgeous." His words shoot straight to your heart as an uncontrollable smile brightens up your face. "I want you too." Apparently, this was all Jimin needed to hear to happily be able to speed off to his home. You felt your stomach drop in anxiousness as he confidently speeds off into the direction of his apartment.

“You actually fucking thought that being a virgin would put me off? Babe that makes me so fucking happy. That turns me on so fucking much, I’m going to give you a night you won’t forget and show you just how much I have been thinking ‘bout you.” Jimin says suggestively and you nod silently feeling a combination of terror and anticipation while crossing your legs together trying to suppress the sexual arousal throbbing sensation happening in-between your legs. You release a long sigh as the dampness in your panties becomes more and more noticeable.

The door slams open with a bang and he has you pinned to the nearest wall the heat radiating off his body makes you dizzy. As your lips drag against each other several times before his hand travel down south to cup your heat. “Jimin!” You jump with a start at his bold action and he smirks cockily against your lips. "I am going to show you; just how much I have been thinking about you. Just how much you turn me on and just how fucking sexy you are…"He pulls back to observe your needy expression and you exhale erratically when your eyes meet.

“I-I want you so fucking bad…” You sigh and he smirks, watching your eyes cloud over with lust as you are hastily tugging him back down by his neck to meet your lips once again. He grunts moving his fingers against your jeans to rub deliciously against your sensitive spot. You moan out loud, throwing your head back at the pleasure pulsating through your body. His touch creating friction against your sensitive clit. He grins, loving every second of your reaction, you watch him with hooded eyes as he swipes his tongue over his now swollen lips.

His eyes scan you from head to toe and you couldn’t hide the desire you felt for him any longer as you were practically dripping. “Fuck, you are creating a wet patch on your jeans…fuck," Jimin mutters huskily, face contorting in yearning as he quickens the pace of his fingers pressed against your heat. Your eyes roll back and your clutch his shoulders tightly.  

“J-Jimin!” You cry out in pleasure at the feeling of his fingers brushing against you even harder and faster than before. He smiles pleased with your reaction before he’s burring his face into the side of your neck. He sucks on your sensitive skin while continuing his torture over your crotch. Your moans become louder as he sucks embarrassing loudly on your skin leaving a trail of hickeys against the base of your neck. “You’re so fucking sensitive…” He murmurs against your bruised skin before pulling back slightly to observe his work.

He smiles pleased at the patches of purple and red appearing on your skin. “Please…” You whine rocking your hips against his fingers and the palm of his hand. Jimin’s eyes widen in shock as he watches you rock yourself against him, desperate for more friction against your heat. “F-Fuck, (Y/N).” He groans at the sight, biting hard onto his bottom lip as you moan out his name quietly. “J-Jimin…please…” You whine shamelessly and practically growls as he removes his hand off your heat. You groan in frustration at the loss of friction.

“Jump.” He says simply and you comply immediately leaping up into his arms as he pushes you back against the wall. You giggle wrapping your legs around his lean waist, tugging him impossibly closer. “I am going to make love to you for as long as I want and you're going to let me." You moan at his suggestive words, nodding in expectation. Jimin rubs his hands over your ass, kneading the flesh and you bite your lip in anticipation. “Stop looking at me like that, I’m trying to be gentle with you.” Jimin grinds against you and you whimper at the feeling of his hard on making contact with your now sensitive heat. “Oh my...” Jimin says pouting. You look up at him panting, trying to gyrate your hips to brush against his dick once again. “Someone’s needy for me,” He smirks, placing a slap against one of your ass cheeks, before soothingly rubbing over it. You moan out both in pleasure and pain, body quivering with need and eyes slimming into a playful glare as you move one of your hands off his shoulder to feel him over his jeans.

You almost scream in shock at how hard he was against the palm of your hand as you felt over his jeans. Jimin moans out loud at the feeling, closing his eyes as his face scrunches up in ecstasy. You smirk at his reaction, pressing your hand even harder, feeling him even firmer over his jeans. His eyes snap open with a start and you down at him innocently. “Yes, someone is very needy indeed.” He snorts at you in disbelief before re-connecting your lips to his. You kiss for what felt like minutes before you pull back first for air. Your both panting against each other's lips. Getting lost in each other's eyes.

"You can't do me like that (Y/N) …I'm going to show you what It is like to be fucked right, so be a good girl and let me take care of you alright?" You nod impulsively, heart hammering against your chest as he walks over to his bedroom. He is carrying you firmly in his arms, you wrap your arms around his neck and prepare yourself to be placed down against his mattress. To your surprise, he bends down to place you against the bed gently, still holding you in his arms and you continue to leave your legs to wrap securely around his waist.

“P-Please be gentle with me Jimin…I’ve never done this before.” You stutter nervously as he eye fucks you. Your reminder makes him smirk as he bites down hard onto his bottom lip, head shaking from side to side as he stares at you.

"You've never done this before?" Your heart hammers in your chest at the sexiness added to his questioning tone. The look in his eyes is displaying pure lust, causing your breathing to become increasingly heavier. He averts his dark eyes down to your chest. He watches your body move up and down as the large intakes of air invade your lungs. His smirk becomes increasingly more noticeable and you're loving every bit of his cockiness.

"Yes," You murmur just above a whisper and he slowing traces his teasing fingers down your sides, causing goosebumps to appear on your arms. "No wonder your so fucking responsive," He mutters biting down onto his bottom lip. You feel yourself almost choke out a moan as his front teeth tug onto the flesh. "I almost find that hard to believe, considering you were teasing me when I had your fine ass perched up against that wall a few minutes ago." He murmurs, hands raking down your sides and you shudder immediately at the feeling. "I am." You whine with neediness seeping through your voice. He smirks cocking his head cutely to the side. You watch him with hooded eyes as he brings his face to hover over your covered breasts. "I think you I need to show you who's in charge here baby girl." He whispers teasingly against your chest and you whimper in response.

“J-Jimin-“

He smirks moving his face back up to your neck. You watch him silently and sighed at the feeling of his lips against your neck. "Baby, if…you ever… start feeling uncomfortable… you need to …let me know and …I'll stop straight away," He says between soft feather-like kisses to your exposed neck and you immediately throw your head back to give him full access. "Well, I guess you probably wouldn't want that anyways." His perfectly shapes lips pull into a grin against your soft sensitive skin and your body automatically flushes in response.

“I trust you Jimin and I love you but shit your talking way too fucking much,” Jimin’s eyes widen in shock at your words and he chuckles softly while shaking his head. "Someone's feisty, are you sure you're a virgin?" You hum in annoyance and he responds with a breathtakingly beautiful smile.  

"Don't worry baby, I'm going to make you feel so damn good." You sigh at his suggestive tone, instinctively wrapping your arms around his neck.  "Please just take me already," The desperation obvious in your voice causes his cock to throb and harden even harder than it already was. "You don't have to tell me twice." He murmurs against your clothed chest before his fingers begin to slowly unbutton on your jeans. You are panting sexily against his mattress and his fingers work on removing your jeans with urgency. You watch him with a nervous grin and assist him with tugging them off your body.

He smells the scent of your arousal and his smirk stretches to an even larger one as you watch him. You close your eyes momentarily in embarrassment as he stares at the wet patch visible on your panties. “Fuck…” He murmurs against your thigh, which makes you tremble at the feeling of his warm breath making contact with your soft skin. You swallow your spit in anticipation as he sits up off the bed, hovering over your half-naked form to shimmer off his sleek black leather jacket.

“I’m going to take really good care of you.” Your fingers twitch beside you as he leans back down on you to leave warm sensual kisses over your collar bones. You sigh at the feeling, desperately attaching your fingers to his soft locks. He whines against your skin as you tug gently at his locks. He sucks lewdly against your skin, moaning softly and you groan running your fingers through his hair as he continues to suck countless more hickeys on your collarbones and chest. His skilful hands unbuttoning jacket swiftly and easily. He moves his hands against your back to help you sit up steadily to remove your jacket out of your arms and to pull off your t-shirt in one go over your head.

You blush in embarrassment as he stares at your half naked form and it takes a lot of willpower to not cover yourself from his admiring sharp eyes. “You’re fucking gorgeous…” He mutters confidently raking his eyes over your body. You pat down your hair and he smirks at you cockily, his eyes never leaving yours as he tugs his t-shirt off his body. Your eyes widen in shock at the solid six pack abs in front of you. You are practically drooling at his stomach, he grins at your reaction as he stands up off the bed to take off his pants and underwear one go.

Oh my goodness

“Like what you see?” He says teasingly walking back to bed, your eyes widen at his length and you almost release a squeak at the size. “Because I know I fucking do.” He says confidently. “Take off your bra and panties.” He commands leaning over you with a teasing smile. You look back at him completely horrified.

“Um…I-I,”

He smiles at your bewildered expression and sighs dramatically. “Okay, if you want me to undress you that badly... All you had to do is ask.” He smirks, leaning back over you, placing a soft peck against your cheek and moving his hands hurriedly towards your back. You sigh against his neck as he unclasps your bra, pulling off your body in one swift motion. You avert your gaze to his chest as you felt his eyes on your breasts. He wastes no time, moving impatiently to take off your panties, almost ripping them in the process.

“H-Hey! Be careful those were expensive!” You complain, running your hand through hair sexily, Jimin smirks, eyes roaming over your naked figure. “That’s okay…I’ll buy you new ones, shit, I’ll buy you as many as you want baby girl…” You feel yourself becoming wetter by the second as you take this opportunity to also admire his figure. He stands over you in his naked glory and you clutch his bed sheets aggressively. The throbbing coming from your heat is almost unbearable at this point.

“I need you to touch me Jimin please…” You mutter shyly, your cheeks reddening by the second. He curses under his breath, his dick twitching as he steps back to admire you naked form even more carefully. “F-Fuck…(Y/N) …You were hiding this fucking amazing body under those oversized clothes you wear.” He sighs watching you with hooded eyes. You feel completely vulnerable under his intense gaze.

“Come here Jimin…” You command motioning him to come closer. He crouches back down onto the bed inching closer towards and you immediately reach out to him, he smiles gently at you as he holds you in a soft embrace. You melt in warmth and he begins to leave kisses against your warm sensitive skin. He moves towards your chest with determination, his lips leave several kisses against your warm skin before he wraps his lips around your left nipple.

You moan at the new sensation of lips wrapping around your sensitive nipple. His other hand kneads your other breast gently and your head throws back slamming against his bed as you continue to moan out his name like a mantra. You curl your fingers back in his hair and you feel his lips pull into a smirk against your skin.

"Fuck Jimin!" You tremble against him and he moves his lips to your other nipple giving it to the same treatment as the left. You grasp his shoulder muscles, moaning under him and submerging yourself in the new pleasure you were experiencing. He kisses down your stomach and you suck in your breath when he hovers over your most sensitive place. He looks up at you with a cheeky grin and you shiver under him. You watch him with lustful eyes and he winks at you before licking a long stripe from your entrance to clit with hot his tongue. Your back completely arches off the bed as your body shudders at the intense pleasure you were experiencing. You moan out his name as your fingers quickly tug at his hair.

“JIMIN!”

He smiles in delight at your reaction, his hands holding your legs apart firmly, he nuzzles his lips against your clit which makes you quiver in undeniable pleasure, before his sucks on it hard. “AH! JIMIN FUCK!” You scream out tugging even harder at his locks which makes him groan into your heat. The vibrations drive you crazy as he continues to abuse your sensitive nub. You're a moaning mess at this point, his licks at your entrance while releasing one of your thighs since you were opening your legs shamelessly now without any hesitation or fear. He puts an index finger inside you which makes you choke out another wonton moan. He smirks before adding another finger. You sigh turning your face to the side to moan against his bed sheets. “No, baby girl I need you to face me.” He commands curling his fingers inside you. “J-Jimin fuck oh my gosh!” You breathlessly say moving your hands to fist at his sheets as he begins pumping his fingers inside at you unbelievably fast pace while sucking your clit.

“OH, MY GOD!” You scream at the feeling of warmth pooling inside your stomach. You were close. You were so very excruciatingly close to your first release. Jimin felt your inside clenching tightly against his fingers so he adds a third to stretch you out even further. You throw your head back, while your eyes roll to the back of your head at the incredible sensation you were experiencing. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!” You chant at the feeling of your orgasm approaching fast.

"J-Jimin I'm close…I'm so fucking close," You sob in pleasure as you watch him with hooded eyes, fingers curling lovingly in his hair. Jimin smirks against your clit and continues his torture to your heat even faster and harder than before. You release his soft lock too surprised at the pleasure pulsating through you, fingers moving to clutch tightly at his sheets again instead. He grunts snapping his fingers faster inside of you, as he gazes is fixed on your pleasured expression. Then it hit you. Your orgasm hit you like a truck as you screamed in ecstasy, your body trembling and throbbing at the overload of ecstasy you were feeling.

"Come for me baby," Jimin mutters continuing his assault to your nub. Your back arches even further off the bed as you start seeing stars. You shake and quiver against him as well as his bed as he gradually slows down his pace helping you ride out your first orgasm of the night. You pant and Jimin watches you with hunger as he eyes you breathing heavily against his sheets. Your breast perky and mouth swelled from his kisses he was set off the edge. He moves to his bedside table, pulling out a condom from one of the draws and you watch him sliding it on his rock hard length feeling yourself immediately desire him again. 

He moves back to you hastily and you watch him eagerly as he gives himself a few good pumps. “Are you ready?” He asks softly while aligning his dick to your dripping entrance, you nod looking up at him confidently. He smiles, leaning down towards you to place a soft gentle kiss on your lips before he’s pushing the head of his length at your entrance. You relaxed completely against him as he soothingly stroked your thigh. “Let me know if you want me to stop and I’ll stop right away okay?” You nod, wrapping your arms around his neck. “It’s okay Jimin I want this.” You say encouragingly and he smiles down at you in return before he’s slowly pushing his length in.

Jimin glances between his length buried deep inside you and your scrunched up face. “D-Do you want me to stop?” He asks fearfully as you whimper. You shake your head ‘no’, your eyes clamped shut at the slight pain from the stretch. He curses under his breath and you bite onto your bottom lip waiting for your body to get used to the new sensation and for the discomfort to lessen.  

"Y-You're so fucking tight." He moans placing his head on your shoulder. “Are you okay?” He asks worriedly lifting his face to check up on you. You watch him begin to sweat as his face contorts in pleasure. He uses all his restraints to not move and wait for you to adjust properly. “I’m fine.” You smile at him, leaning forward to place a quick peck against his cheek.  “You can move now.” Jimin raises an eyebrow at you questioningly and you laugh quietly in response.

“It’s okay Jimin you can move now.” You reassure him softly and he scans your face for encouragement. When you nod at him he smiles back down at you before beginning to move his hip back and snapping forward. He eases himself in and out, smiling to himself as your head falls back. He is aroused by your soft moans of pleasure as he continues to repeat this hip movement a few more times before the pain starts turning into pleasure.

“J-Jimin.” You moan tightening your hold on his arms. He smirks down at you before increasing his pace. He pulls back almost all the way before shoving his length back into you. He fills you up so deliciously that you chant his name in complete utter pleasure. “You feel so good baby girl!” Jimin coos hoarsely in your ear before nibbling on it.  “AH! JIMIN!” You moan louder so incredibly turned on by his compliment plus loving the way he felt ramming in and out of you.

“F-Faster Jimin…please,” You sob and he grins pulling your earlobe between his teeth which drove you crazy when it was mixed to the pleasure of dick thrusting in and out of you at a much speedy pace. The pleasure was practically becoming overwhelming as tears begin to tricker at the corner of your eyes. “Oh! Jimin please don’t stop!”

“Wouldn’t dream of it.” He smirks moving his full lips to your neck, quickly picking up his pace, getting off easily at just the way you screamed his name as he shoved his length deeper and deeper into your heat. Your eyes rolled back as you felt him brush against g-stop over and over again. “JIMIN!” He smirks as your moans of his name begin to become even louder. “I love it when you say my name like that.” He reveals in a husky voice as he continues hitting your spot with every rock of the hip. “So good,” You watch his face twist with pleasure while he moves one hand down between your bodies to rub against your now swollen clit for added pleasure.

“F-FUCK JIMIN YES!” You squeal, scratching at his back at the amazing sensation spreading throughout your body. “You like that?” He smirks as he gazes at you with a questionable expression. “YES!” You scream as he growls over your chest. “Fuck! You’re so fucking unbelievably tight!” He moans picking up his pace as he felt you tightening against him. He gapes at your beauty as you slide your hands off his shoulder to run your fingers through your hair instead. You clutch your locks as moans continue to pour out of your dry parted lips.

"Oh, my-“ Jimin groans watching your face contort with pleasure. “I wish you could see how fucking dirty you look.” He chuckles as you stare up at him with tearful eyes. “You should see how fucking sexy you look right now.” He growls moving his hands to grab your hips. “You’re so beautiful (Y/N).” Jimin sighs placing wet sloppy kisses along the side of your neck. You could only moan louder as his thrusts began to push into you much faster and rougher. “S-Shit…” He curses faintly, tugging onto his bottom lip while watching you whine and squeal underneath him as he brushes hard against your spot with hooded eyes.

You propped yourself up on your elbows after releasing your hair to help steady yourself and meet his thrusts. He smirks down at you, eyes concentrating on your blissful expression. You met his hips with yours with each thrusts encouraging him to go harder. He smirks watching your breasts bounce as you mouth hung open at the pleasure shooting through your body. He moves his lips to neck and jaw leaving feverish kisses here and there as his hands clutch your breasts tenderly.  

You scream feeling your second orgasm approaching quickly. Jimin's thrusts begin to fall slightly out of rhythm which helps you grasp that he was close too. You continue to clench him tightly and Jimin bites his lips in pleasure as your expression continues to send him off the edge. “I’m close,” He moans and you nod in between moans of ecstasy. "M-Me too." Jimin grins down at you, clutching your thigh tightly to lift them, angling a new position to fuck you even deeper than before. "JIMIN!" Your scream of his name, while trembling and quivering in pleasure beneath him, drives him wild and he feels his own orgasm quickly approaching. “You have no idea how much you turn me on.” He confesses as your second orgasm comes suddenly, leaving your whole body throbbing in bliss, your toes curl as your nails dig into his back muscles. Jimin hisses and drowns out your screams with his swollen lips.

He moans against your lips as his seeds fill up the condom, his thrusts become sloppy as he rides out both his and your orgasm. Your back arched from your orgasm leaving your chest pressed hard against Jimin's. You shudder and shake below him as your orgasm begins to fade. He holds you tightly against him as you both continue to calm down from your high. You stare at each other eyes, adoration for him continues to bloom even deeper in your chest as you both pant even harder, feeling entirely fucked out and exhausted.

“You don’t know…how long…I’ve wanted to do that…” Jimin says between deep breaths as he brings his face back down to leave a lengthy passionate kiss on your lips. You return his kiss with eagerness as you continue to feel at his body. Jimin grins at you hovering slightly over you and you beam back at him feeling completely at peace. He presses his hands against the mattress caging you between his arms as he slowly removes himself out of your heat. You whimper at the sensation, still feeling incredibly sensitive from the intense love-making you just experienced.

You watch him walk over to bin located in the corner of his room and he takes off the condom throwing it in the trash before walking back over to you. You smile at him and he helps you sit up. "How are you feeling?" He asks threading his fingers through your hair. You nod in response feeling too fatigued to speak. He laughs placing you back down onto the bed gently, before sliding into the bed right next to you. You gaze at him lovingly as he wraps the blanket around the both of you. You sigh feeling incredibly comfortable and warm in his embrace, he moves pillows to the side of him to wrap a secure arm around your form pulling you closer towards his chest.

“Now…you have finally had a taste of what it would be like to be with me,” Jimin snickers, gently stroking patterns onto your naked back. You giggle quietly, nodding your head against his chest feeling his body vibrate against you as he talks and laughs. “I like you a lot more than I originally thought.” You murmur, sighing softly as he places a gentle peck on the crown of your head. Jimin basks in your scent, moving his hands to teasingly run down over your body. "Well, you must like me a lot then.” He flirtatiously smirks which makes heat rush to your cheeks.

“Yeah…I really like you a lot.” You say bashfully looking up at him. Jimin’s breath hitches in his throat as he stares at you silently. "Well, …you’re in luck because I really like you a lot too.” His voice is raspy and you couldn’t help but grin into his shoulder blade. He chuckles softly before placing a few soft feather-like kisses against your cheeks and neck.

“I have been thinking ‘bout you for a very long time now. I love you so much.”

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Thinking About You (M)

▹Word count: 10.6k

▹Genre: romance, angst, fluff, comedy & smut

[Warning; Swearing, references to drug use, alcohol and sex. Explicit sexual references and scenes. Mentions of low self-esteem and insecurity! If these sorts of stuff trigger you. Please do not read.] ⚠︎

University! au frat boy x female insecure reader (first time) | reupload from the old blog

The Reader is a virgin in this fic. You have had a massive crush on Park Jimin since the very start of University. There is one big thing stopping you from pouncing on him every chance you get and it is this thing called Insecurity. You both are now second-year students who have been building up this obvious sexual tension between the two of you since the very first day you met. You are too shy to act on the building sexual tension until a frat party held by Jeon Jungkook changes everything between you and Jimin. A little liquid courage seems to do the trick! 

A/N: Sorry I’ve been gone for so long guys!!! I hope you enjoy this fic! Jimin has been driving me crazy lately. 

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Damned

DON’T OWN THE PICTURE.

You hated your life.

Not to say you were going to commit suicide or anything, but, you hated every breath you took.

Every blink of your eye.

Every step you made, you hated.

Because the world hated you just as much, if not more, than you hated it. And everyone in it seemed to hate you as well. You weren't a bad kid, not by any means. You always did whatever was asked of you and your reading and writing were wonderful as well. But no one seemed to care.

Your mother had you out of wedlock and was being shunned by the village because of her mistake, and she takes it out on you every single day. And the kids have been ruthless as well. Always picking on you, knocking your things out of your hands and calling you names. Now, your mother wasn't physically abusive or anything like that, but she constantly went out and left you alone, never giving you the love or affection she should. Leaving you to the wolves that waited outside in the cold.

One thing about you that scared everyone in your village was your odd eye color. They say the Gods cursed you with them so that everyone knew you were a bad omen. Your nickname around town was 'jag-eun manyeo', or Little Witch. There were days you couldn't go outside because of the children waiting for you to come out so they could taunt you. Normally your mother would force you to go out and 'play' with them, even though she knew well what it meant to go outside with them.

"Oma... Please... I don't want to go out there with them, they'll hurt me..." You'd say. Her cold, dead eyes would gaze at you as she'd respond.

"Let them. Let them hurt you all they like, you killed me long ago." Her ice-filled heart could no longer feel the maternal bond you two supposedly had.

The older you grew, the more you accepted your miserable life. But... Something bright came along that you had no idea could exist for someone like you...

Companionship.

Dedication.

Safety.

His name was Namjoon and his heart was made of gold.

Truly.

He showered you with sincerity and kind words until the early morning.

Your life was starting to have purpose.

Your life no longer was a stone cold place where you existed. It was were you lived.

"Namjoon..." You started, one summer morning in the flower fields near the village.

"Yes?" He responded, looking into your eyes as the two of you lounged against the hill side.

"Why do you spend your time with me? Don't you know the other kids in the village will hurt you?" You asked, staring at him in confusion.

"Their words hold no meaning in my heart. All that matters is that you have a friend. No one should be alone, ever. Having no one to turn to or no one to rely on is worse than death itself. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Not even my worst enemy." He shuddered, looking paler than usual.

"Are you speaking from experience?" You asked him quietly, trying not to upset him.

"Yes. I have been alone before. Completely and utterly alone... But, now I have you and some other friends in my own village that I can put my trust in, and if I have you along side me. Then things will surely turn out alright, hm?" Namjoon said, hitting his shoulder with yours and smiling. His energy was infectious, because soon you were smiling as well.

He was right.

Being alone was worse than death. You feel as though you want to die, but even if you do, no one would care. No one would mourn your passing and your soul would be lost amongst the spirit realm for all of eternity.

Namjoon knew of your difficult life and upbringing, but always supported you no matter what you wanted to accomplish. He was such a positive part of your life and you always appreciated him, always.

To the very end.

When you were about sixteen, Namjoon started coming less and less. He always complained of sore lungs and not being able to breathe very well. But he never left you longer than a week. He'd send one of his other friends to come and get you to escort you to his village so you could talk and visit.

These were the days you lived for, when you could see your friend. But one day in particular was difficult for you.

Kim Taehyung was stood outside your door one morning with a solemn look on his face.

"___-ah. Are you ready to go see hyung today?" He asked, trying to keep his usual smile from faltering.

"What's going on?" You asked, already feeling the mood beginning to sour.

"Can we talk for a moment?" He questioned, gesturing to the path between your villages.

"Of course." You said, following him down the dirt road quickly.

"Namjoon-hyung's health has taken a turn for the worst... He can't get up on his own and he barely eats. He looks like a ghost whenever we see him, but he brightens up when you come around... Because he knows you have it so much harder than he does. His life is always full with us in it, but you don't get to see us everyday, so he worries... Would you mind coming by today and just sitting with him? We're worried that he won't make it through the night..." His voice cracked on the last word and you saw tears streaming down the mans face. You watched as he desperately tried to wipe away the tears that continued to fall.

"Taehyung-oppa... It'll be alright. Our Namjoon is stronger than any boar or ox! He will fight against this illness and win. Fighting." You said, trying to bring that familiar smile back to his face. Sadly, the clouds had hung over his eyes and the rain of his emotions continued to pour down in a salty river off his cheeks.

"Please... Come with me." He whimpered, looking into your eyes with his broken ones. You nodded your head, letting him lead you back to their village. The once bright day turning darker and darker the longer you walked in silence.

The two of you showed up to the hut and Hoseok answered the door with a similar gloom etched into his features.

"Hello there ___-ah!" He said as he tried to sound cheerful. You gave him a small smile and bowed your head to him.

"Is Namjoon-hyung here?" You asked, peaking around him.

"Is that ___-ah?" You heard a small voice ask, peeking around his hyung was Jungkook.

"Hello, Jungkook-ah." You said, giving him a little smile, which he returned.

"Hyung will be happy to see you." He stated. Hoseok moved aside and let you and Taehyung inside the home. Yoongi spotted you from his position in bed.

"Hello." He offered lamely, obviously not in the mood for a proper conversation.

"I know." Was all you said to him as he fell back asleep.

It felt different walking down these halls without Namjoon making jokes by your side or Jungkook running around rambunctiously with Seokjin chasing after him with his frying pan. Those were the boys you had come to know and enjoy...

But these boys were husks of them, simply existing like you once had.

Seokjin, or Jin, for short showed you to Namjoon's room.

"He's really weak right now, try not to touch him if you can help it. He's also very sore and we don't want to cause him anymore pain. He'll be happy to see you, we all are." He smiled, patting your shoulder and left you alone.

You entered the room and saw your once lively friend practically wasting away in his bed. The sheets looked dirty and so did he. Jin mentioned that he was sore all the time, so they probably haven't bathed him or washed his bedding in order to keep him from the inevitable pain.

"___... It's good to see you." He rasped out, reaching his hand out for you. You took it instantly and kissed his knuckles gently, holding his hand to your chest tightly.

"Why didn't you tell me you felt so ill? I would've called for an apothecary or a medicine-man to come to your aid. You're such an idiot, Namjoon..." You cried into his palm as he gently stroked your cheek.

"There was no stopping this illness I'm afraid. I've had poor lungs since I was a child, and I guess I never got better." He chuckled, which then turned into a horrendous cough. You scrambled off the bed to grab his cup of water that was sitting on the nightstand. He smiled as you handed it to him, careful not to choke on it as you helped him drink it.

"Oppa... Do you think you'll be alright?" You asked in a pathetically small voice as he handed you his empty cup. Namjoon looked at you surprised due to the use of the formality.

"___... I'm very weak, and I don't feel very well. But I will continue to fight as hard as I can for as long as I can so you won't feel alone. I promise."

But promises were made to be broken.

Two days later a group of sniffling and teary eyed men showed up at your door.

And immediately you knew what had happened.

"It was the middle of the night and Jungkook had volunteered to watch him first..." Hoseok started. "Suddenly we were all woken up by the sound of Jungkook screaming for us to get up quickly... Namjoon had started convulsing and acting as if he were possessed. Jin took Jungkook out of the room while Yoongi and I tried to calm the fit... But-But..." And the tears started flowing again. You went to the kitchen and grabbed a cool rag from the bucket in the corner and dabbed his eyes. Going around and dabbing each boys eyes and forehead tenderly, offering them as much affection as you possibly could.

"They came this morning and took him away... Just tossed him away as if he meant nothing at all!" Jungkook wailed, grabbing onto your waist like a toddler would their mother. You patted his head soothingly and tried to calm his tears. The older boys watched you comfort their youngest friend and began to tear up themselves.

"____-ah!" They cried as they all clung onto you. You held back your tears as best you could so as to not upset them more.

They stayed with you until the sun started to sink lower and lower into the sky. After some soothing tea and kind words, you sent them off on their way back home. Hoping that they would find the strength within themselves to get through this hard time...

You, on the other hand, were falling apart inside.

Nothing had prepared you for this empty feeling you had.

It wasn't pain, nor was it despair or sadness. You just felt numb. You had no emotions; you couldn't even cry for your dead friend...

These thoughts swarmed you for months until Yoongi showed up at your doorstep one afternoon.

"What do you need?" You asked as you saw him standing there with what looked like some bags.

"We're moving, and we want you to come with us." He stated firmly, staring into your eyes.

"Y-Yoongi-oppa... You know I could never do that." You said, dropping your gaze to your feet. He stepped inside and took you by the shoulders.

"You meant a lot to Namjoon, so you mean a lot to us. We want you to come with us, so you can get away from this horrible place and be happy. The memories of Namjoon are too strong with us here, so we decided to move closer to the city and hopefully find better work for ourselves. You wouldn't have to lift a finger, we'd make sure you'd live happy live until you married... Please, ____-ah... Come with us..." He said, stroking your cheek gently, much like Namjoon had when he was alive. You took his hand away from your face and held it in both of yours.

"I can't, I've already been courted by a boy in a village not too far from here. He's very kind to me and I don't want to abandon him... I don't want to abandon you either... You boys have meant everything to me over these past few months and nothing will ever change the fact that you're all my very dear friends..." You said, hoping that he would leave.

"Does this man make you happy?" He asked, looking dead into your eyes.

"Happier than I thought I could be after Namjoon passed away... Please, chase your dreams while I try to find mine. Write to me every week and if I miss a letter I will come running immediately. I will write to you as well. So, go, and please take care of your health, Yoongi-oppa." You pleaded, kissing his knuckles affectionately. Yoongi gazed at you fondly before wrapping you up in his arms.

"You'll always be our treasured friend as well. If you need us, please come to us or we'll come for you. A letter a way is all we'll be." You nodded as he patted your head and walked down the same dirt road all eight of you had walked before everything fell apart.

The letters came, every week just as promised. All of them would write their own sections and send it all together so each of them could talk to you separately. You wrote each of their letters on different pieces of paper so they all had their own to keep.

Even though the letters came, your days seemed to only grow colder and colder.

Your mother was suddenly struck down with an illness that appeared to have no cure. You sat by her bedside and watched her wither away to nothing, much like you had with Namjoon, but this time, you didn't feel broken inside when you watched her take her last breathe, you felt empty as always. If anything it seemed like it was a slight notch in your day.

The hearse came and took her away to be blessed and put into the ground where no one would remember her name nor her story of how everyone turned their backs on her for having a child with no husband. She would rot away and be lost to the winds of time with nothing left of her but you.

The letters came still.

Always they came.

You never mentioned that your mother had passed, they'd only show up on your doorstep the next morning ready to take you with them back to their home near the city. Somewhere you did not long to go. So you remained in the cold hut you had lived in all your life, watching as your hair grew longer and your face grow thinner.

Eventually you got a job at a sewing shop in a shop a few miles away. You worked there four days a week and got paid fairly well. You fixed dresses and watched as women came in day after day complaining that the weather was too hot, or their children were too much of a nuisance.

Complaint after complaint after complaint.

Nothing was ever good enough for them, and you began to slowly feel bitterness creep into your heart.

Why did they not care about their children?

Their children didn't ask to be here, but yet they are the ones who have given those horrid woman ulcers.

Children are to blame for everything it seems.

One day, after work you heard some young men coming up behind you on the path.

"Hey... if it isn't jag-eun manyeo, it's been years since we've seen you! Have you cursed anyone recently?" One of them asked.

"I've been well, thank you. I hope you both have had pleasant lives since we've last seen each other." They suddenly appeared in front of you with scowls on their faces.

"I broke my leg two weeks after talking to you last time, I think it's only fair that I pay you back for what you gave me." He said, encroaching in on your space.

"I haven't done anything to you, so please just leave me be." You said, trying not to get too annoyed with them.

"How's that man we saw you talking with a few months back... Namjoon was it? Has he been cursed by you yet? Have you placed your dreaded spell on him?" They taunted, closing in on you.

"H-He died... He had a long illness and passed away almost a year ago... Along with my mother soon after him." You said, hoping to gain leverage from their passings... As wrong as it was.

"Good, glad that disgusting bitch died. She was such a slag, sleeping with a man before marriage. Those kinds of women don't deserve to be happy. No wonder she birthed such a boar of a child. It was her punishment for giving into the pleasures of flesh." The pair of them snickered and watched as tears formed in your eyes.

"Oh look! We've upset her, how dreadful of us making a lady cry for no reason. Let us give her something to cry about, shall we?" They smiled impishly at you and began to beat you. Kicking and smacking until you went limp on the ground, hoping that somehow this would finally be the thing that kills you.

But alas, it wasn't to be. In what must've been a few hours later you woke up to a small child tugging on your hand gently.

"Noona... Are you okay?" Her small voice asked as she looked at your bloodied face.

"I'll be just fine, go find your mother or father... You're better off not associating with me. Get going." You ushered her in the direction she came as you stalked back to your home, a new fire burning within your heart.

Revenge is an ugly word, and even uglier when it nests inside of someone's heart. Making its home there, waiting for the day it can consume the person it's chosen.

You began to read and research about black magic and ways to exact revenge on those who have wronged you in your lifetime.

Finally, a solution had presented itself. A simple spell that would give you the satisfaction that you craved... Once you had what you wanted, you could leave this place and finally leave all of this sorrow behind... But first, you needed to give all of who have wronged you the payment they so desperately deserved.

A demon.

It was the perfect solution. You created the circle from lamb's blood on the floor of your home and made the symbols on the pieces of fabric as the spell instructed. You placed the offering of a chicken's heart in the center of the circle and started the chantings as the spell required.

Heat spread throughout the room as you realized once of the candles had fallen onto one of your tapestries you'd made for this night. Rushing over to extinguish it you stepped on the chicken's heart and watched as more and more of your tapestries went into flames.

Scrambling quickly you rushed to find something to extinguish the fire with, but the bucket you had set aside had suddenly disappeared. The heat grew and you began to inhale the smoke that had settled as your home slowly caught fire. Your heart sank and you realized that your letters where dangerously close to where the fire was raging. Having no other choice, you ran over to desk and grabbed all of the papers and ran towards the door with smoke burning in your lungs.

Your head began to feel light as you slid down the door unceremoniously falling in a heap on the floor. Suddenly a bright light appeared in the center of your destroyed circle, and black smoke flooded the floor. But this didn't smell of real smoke, it smelt of... a man...? You let your eyes drift upwards as you looked at the man who had appeared in the middle of your ritualistic circle.

His hair was a silver color and his build was muscular. He had on fine clothing that appeared to be very modern, all in black. The man turned to look at you with smoldering eyes that burned you to the very core.

"Ah... It's not everyday I get summoned to the human realm. What is it that you would like of me, Jagi." He said, walking towards you purposefully.

"Y-You're really here? Am I dreaming? Did I die?" You whispered to yourself as the man crouched in front of you.

"You almost died because of your stupidity. Reaching for papers with nothing but simple ink on them, how useless. But, you did as the spell asked, so here I am. What is it you'd like of me?" He asked again. You stared at his face for a moment, taking in his sinful beauty. They say Lucifer was an angel once, but he fell from grace. But angels are all beautiful, and the demon before you was no acceptation to that rule. His eyes were a dark brown and his lips were plump and soft looking. His hair appeared to be soft, along with his beautifully tanned skin. Everything about this man was enticing, down to his scent. They say demons are beautiful to draw you in and to make you vulnerable to their desires, but if you can overcome their beauty you can make them do what you wish.

"I-I want you to get revenge for me." You said in a wavering voice, trying to hard not to lean in closer to this man-demon...

"Revenge for what? Is it the people who caused the bruises on your skin? Or the bruises on your heart? Tell me who deserves my wrath." He said, leaning towards you.

"T-They have bullied me since I was a child. They have beaten me to the ground and mocked my friend's passing. I want them to suffer as I have, I want them to feel completely and utterly alone." You said, letting the anger and frustration of the past years take hold of your heart.

"What an entrancing sight. A women that is so overcome with rage and betrayal, all she can do is cry." He said, looking at the tears you didn't know were falling.

You reached out for this man's collar and pulled him close to your face.

"Can you help me? Or not? If not, I'm prepared to go out and do it myself." You announced helplessly.

"Are you now? Then why summon a demon?" He caught you red-handed. You did need him for this revenge, and he was well aware of that fact. You dropped your hands from his shirt and let the grief consume you... All of the emotions you'd been bottling up and repressing for years had finally reared their ugly heads as you just sobbed into your hands.

"I just want all of the pain to go away... Please, take my pain away." You begged.

"It goes from revenge to pain relief in five minutes, you're a very strange woman. But I've taken a liking to you. Although, I can only do one of your requests. Which will it be? Revenge on all of those who have wronged you in your life? Or will it be relief from that pain they have caused you? Only you can decide... So tell me, what is it that you would like of me?" He asked for the third time that night. You gazed into his deep brown eyes and bit your lip.

"Please, take my pain away." You begged. "I don't want to be alone anymore." You cried into your hands. The demon eyed you curiously.

It was common for people to ask for their pain to be taken away, but there were various ways for the task to be accomplished. Some just needed money to get them on their feet and towards success. Others needed one to die so their pain would go away, such as an abusive partner. But you... You were so much different from all of them. Your pain slumbered within your very soul. It appeared as though your entire being was aching for affection.

"What is your name?" The demon asked you, pulling you to your feet.

"___." You said, wiping your tears away frustrated.

"Lovely name. I have a proposal for you, ___. But I will only continue if you consent." You nodded for him to continue. "I can take your pain away if you'd like me to, but you must accept the consequences that will come after I do so. Do you accept these conditions?" You nodded vigorously.

"Yes, I accept them." He smiled at you gently.

"Then you also accept that when the time comes, your soul will belong to me." He said, getting closer and closer to you. You pressed yourself as tightly against the wall as you could and stared at the man in front of you with wide eyes.

"I-I accept the conditions you've presented to me." You said, denouncing your afterlife with just nine words.

"Then very well, I will seal the contract with you and do my part to relieve your pain." He continued to get closer. You had no where to run.

"How do I seal the contract with you?" You asked, staring into his sultry eyes.

"With a kiss, our contract will be in place. Once it is, nothing can break the bond we have. Do you still wish to continue?" He asked, giving you one final chance to flee. You thought for a few moments before clumsily smashing your lips onto his. The demon in front of you hummed in approval as you felt a weird tingling sensation in your spine as his lips worked yours. As if he was trying to take the very breath from your lungs. Your lips separated with a 'pop' and he licks his lips sensually.

"O-our contract is now in place... Take my pain away." The demon smiled and went to kiss you again, but you put your hands up before he could.

"I am merely doing what you requested of me. Taking your pain away by giving you the love and affection you crave... Isn't that what you want, ____? To have a man touch you and show you how good your body can feel? Don't you want to feel my body on yours? I promise you'll enjoy it, I've never had any complaints..." He breathed, staring at your lips yearningly.

"W-We aren't married! We can't do that! I don't even know your name!" You shrieked, trying to remain calm.

"We may not be married, but you no longer have to live by God's rules... You belong to me now, and I will make sure you are taken care of. And you can call me Jimin." He added afterwards, reaching for your hips.

"I-I don't want you to take my pain away like this! I want it a different way!" You demanded, trying to push past him. A hand grabbing your wrist stopped you in your tracks.

"I cannot perform my promise to you if you don't let me give you my love. Your soul has been deprived of it your entire life and I wish to remedy that for you. If it's truly not what you want, then I will try to find another way to satisfy you." His hands wandered towards your shoulders, rubbing them gently and pulling you into his chest, your back molding to his front. You gasped in surprise but let his sweetly poisonous words flood your brain.

"Jimin-ah... I have no idea what I'm doing. I-I don't know how to accept love from someone..." You trailed off as his hands wrapped around your waist.

"But you do. You've let someone care for you before. Namjoon-hyung. Isn't that right? He cared for you like an older brother, and all of those other boys care for you as well. But the kind of love I'll be giving you will be a little different. I hope that's alright..."  You felt his nose bury into your neck.

"J-Jimin-ah!" You whimpered as you felt his teeth sink into the soft skin of your shoulder.

"Sorry, I like to bite. Is that a problem?" He asked, licking the tender flesh. You gasped but shook your head, accepting the pain and pleasure that came along with it.  

"N-No, that's alright, you can keep going." You moaned, letting his greedy palms begin to move further and further down until they were underneath your skirt. You gasped as his fingers found your most sacred place.

"Mmm, so warm." He groaned, kissing and teasing you until you backed up your backside into his front, grinding slightly against his growing erection.

"J-Jimin." You groaned, feeling his hands go inside your undergarments, softly playing with the delicate flesh that was there.

"God, you feel so good already. I can't wait to taste you." Jimin murmured against your shoulder. You began to feel like you had peed yourself, but you knew you hadn't. What was this wet sensation between your legs? And why did it feel so good?

"Taste me...? Are you going to eat me?" You cowered, fearful of this stranger.

"A part of you yes. But not in the way you think." He smiled, licking your neck and taking his hands out of your underpants.

"Why did you stop?" You asked, turning around to face this demon before you. His eyes had changed to a muted grey-green color that had you yearning for his touch. Everything about him drew you in, and you knew that's what made demons so dangerous. Their beauty and charming words, but you had no energy to fight him. How could you when you had lost so much already?

"Follow me..." He whispered, pulling you towards the one bedroom in the house. You didn't resist when he pulled you down on top of him in the bed, kissing you heavily and slowly drugging you with his lips.

"What are you going to do to me...?" You breathed when he took a break from swallowing your little whimpers to kiss down your jaw.

"I'm going to give you the affection you desire. In a way that will satisfy us both." He answered cooly, licking and nibbling your lips. You felt your resolve slowly slipping away. The sweet poison of his words leading you towards compliance.

"Jimin..." You whispered, feeling his hands gliding inside your clothes once more. His hands were warm and soft against your skin, something that no one had ever shown you before. People were always very rough with you and they didn't care about how you felt afterwards. But his hands, his delicate touch against your skin felt like paradise.

"I want you to get naked for me. Can you do that?" He asked, looking into your eyes. You could feel the blush creeping onto your face, as you began to comply with his demands. You stood up and grabbed your tattered skirt, beginning to wiggle out of it, feeling it drop off your legs and fall to the floor in a heap. Jimin stared at the newly revealed skin with such hunger it almost made you uncomfortable.

"D-Don't look at me like that..." You whispered, trying to cover up your legs with the shirt you were wearing. Jimin reached out and took your hands pulling you in between his legs where he sat on the bed.

"I can't help it. You look so beautiful and so tempting. I'm so hard already," he groaned, pulling on your hands. "Please, show me more..." He begged, biting his lip and looking at you desperately. With the pleading glint in his eyes, how could you resist? You found yourself pulling your shirt off and letting it join the skirt on the cold floor boards. Jimin's eyes brightened up at the sight of your almost nude body before him.

"I-I've never been this exposed before..." You said, rubbing your arms defensively. Jimin stood in front of you and embraced you in his arms.

"I know it's hard to bare all to a stranger, but let me into your heart. Let me give you all the affection you deserve. It's a wonderful thing to be loved, but you need to be willing to accept it before you will feel at peace. Let me love you, ____. Open your heart to me." He begged, kissing your shoulder gently. All of your defenses crumbled and you wrapped your arms around his shoulders. And overwhelming sensation of warmth flooded your heart and you smiled to yourself. Jimin pulled away and his eyes held nothing but adoration.

Gazing at him now, he didn't feel like a stranger. He felt like someone you had know for your entire life. Someone you could trust. Being with him felt right, like you wouldn't be complete until you felt all of him against you. A burning need started to erupt in your womanhood that caused you to pinch your thighs together. Jimin took notice to this action and smiled knowingly.

"Is it uncomfortable? Do you want me to make it feel better?" He asked, pushing you towards the bed. You watched as he pulled your undergarments off in fluid motions, leaving you bare from the stomach down. His eyes drunk in the sight of you before him. You didn't feel shy or embarrassed. You felt as though he should be looking at you in this manner, and it made the ache in your core worsen.

"It's very uncomfortable... Please make it feel better, Jimin." You said, gazing at him under your eyelashes.

"Anything you want, darling." He smiled and grabbed underneath your knees and pulled you closer to the edge of the bed. Kisses were placed on your inner thighs, his lips tracing closer and closer to your pink center.

There were no feelings of anxiety or fear when his lips met your core, only pure, unadulterated pleasure.

"Ah!" You cried out as your back arched up off the bed slightly.

"Mmm, virgins are so responsive... I love it." He murmured as he licked a thin stripe up your center. Pleasure ripped through your lower body and you couldn't help the whimpers that erupted from your throat. You reached for his hand and interlaced your fingers with his as he began sucking and nibbling on your core.

"Jimin... Feels good..." You moaned out while he continued his assault on your center. Every flick of his tongue sent molten heat into your lower body. You could feel a coil start to tighten in your stomach the longer Jimin's sinful tongue worked your womanhood. Lewd sucking noises came from his mouth and the sound alone made the tension in your stomach greater.

Suddenly, and without warning you felt all of the pressure in your stomach release and you cried out and gripped Jimin's hand tightly. You'd never felt so amazing in your entire life. The pleasure overwhelmed you and the only thing that kept you grounded was the feeling of Jimin's hand in yours. Jimin placed soft kisses on your lower lips, guiding you through your pleasure.

"How was your first orgasm? Did it feel good?" He asked, moving up and hovering over your lethargic form.

"It felt really good... Thank you." You whispered, gazing at your interlocked fingers.

"No need to thank me, but I would like to get my own release, if you don't mind..." He hinted, grinding his clothed bulge against your wet core. The overstimulation almost hurt, but the pain lingered and made you want more. Jimin smiled and began undoing the buttons on his silk shirt, revealing beautiful pale skin to you.

Eagerness built up in your body and you sat up, feeling the lethargy leaving your form at the thought of him being just as exposed as you were. Jimin let the garment drop to the floor. You reached out for him and he moved towards you, letting your hands move over his torso. A pleased moan came from his lips as you slowly lowered you hand until they were resting on his pants buckle. Your eyes focus on the tent in his pants and you experimentally squeezed his bulge. A strangled moan escaped him and his head dropped back, his eyes trained on the ceiling. You smiled and continued to rub him through his pants, testing out different methods to give him pleasure.

After a particularly hard squeeze, he grabbed you wrist and brought your fingers into his mouth, sucking on them gently. You watched with fascination at he let your hand go before undoing his belt buckle and throwing it to the floor.

"Undo my pants." He said. It wasn't a command, but there was a firmness to his voice that egged you on. You reached forward and did as instructed, undoing the button of his pants and then pulling the zipper down as well. Jimin was quick to rid himself of the offending material, shortly after climbing back into the bed with you. His hands went to the last piece of clothing you were wearing, removing it with haste and finally showing your breasts to him. Jimin stared at your breasts with a desire and hunger that made you squirm with want.

"Jimin..." You mewled quietly, trying to get him to touch you once more.

"Fuck I can't wait anymore, I need to be inside of you." He groaned, pulling his underwear off, exposing himself to you. Shock and desire flooded your core as you watched Jimin stroke his length a few times.

"I-I don't know what to do... What do I do, Jimin?" You asked quietly, looking to the man before you with innocent and pure eyes.

Guilt gnawed at him for a few moments. He knew what he was about to do to you, and he knew that the moment he entered your pure flesh that your soul would be damned... No amount of prayer or blessings would ever save you, and he knew full well that your soul would belong to him. He'd never felt such remorse in his life as a demon... Why was it starting now?

"Once this happens, you can't turn back. You're soul will be damned to hell. This is your last chance. I'll undo the binding I've placed on your soul, this is the last chance you have at heaven." He admitted, biting his lip and looking at you. You sighed and wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing his lips slowly.

"Take my soul, it's yours. Take my body, it's yours as well. Everything I have can be yours as long as you love me. Please, love me." You begged, feeling the familiar sting of tears in the corners of your eyes. Jimin's cold heart softened at the sound of your voice and he nodded.

"This will hurt, I'll be as gentle as you want and let me know if you want to stop okay?" You nodded your head and tightened your grip on him, urging him to take you. Take everything you had, because it didn't matter anymore. You wanted affection, you wanted love. He promised that he would give you that, and it was time for him to deliver.

You felt Jimin's hot member poke at your entrance before slowly easing inside of you. He was large and the stretching sensation was uncomfortable. Suddenly a white hot pain flashed through your body and you cried out in pain. Jimin froze, feeling his heart drop at the sound. You were so tight and warm around his length her found it extremely hard to stop, but he did and looked into your eyes.

Tears were streaming down your face as you bit your lip harshly, trying to ignore the pain coming from your center. Breathing hurt and you didn't know how people could find this enjoyable. Jimin kissed your collarbone and neck, trying to ease you through the pain as he tried to stave off his pleasure.

"It's alright. It'll be over in a few minutes, just take deep calming breaths." He cooed, petting your hair affectionately. The two of you waited while the pain subsided. It took only a few minutes for you to experimentally shift your hips towards his, causing Jimin to let out a croak of pleasure.

"Try moving, I think I'm alright now." You said, resting your hands on Jimin's shoulders. He took your words of consent and began to move his hips slowly against your own. It felt odd, having someone else sharing their body with you. The feeling of him slowly, but surely driving himself in and out of you was building a familiar tension in your stomach. Jimin kissed you gently, moving his hips slightly faster against you.

"Fuck you're so tight... Feels so good." He moaned, continuing his pace. It didn't feel good, but the sensation wasn't bad either. The pressure was slow to build, but you could feel the tightening in your lower stomach. Jimin noticed your silence and began to still his movements.

"Why'd you stop?" You asked as Jimin settled his hips against yours.

"Does it not feel good? What I'm doing?" He asked, trying to hide the pleasure in his voice.

"It's nice, but I liked it better when your mouth was down there." You blushed at the phrasing, but Jimin looked almost upset at the admittance.

"If it doesn't feel good, you need to tell me. This is all for you, my pleasure is just a bonus. Do you want it harder?" He asked, thrusting into you rather harshly, causing an ache to flare up in your womanhood.

"Ah! No-no..." You whimpered, grabbing onto him. He seemed to mull over this statement for a few moments before coming to some kind of decision.

"Deeper perhaps. Not harder." He said, slowly pushing his hips into you firmly, causing you to feel a filling sensation deep within your core. The feeling struck a chord within you and you felt a small moan come from your lips. Jimin smiled and did it again, pushing deep within your center waiting for your reaction.

"Oh... That... That feel good." You moaned, grabbing his biceps tightly. Jimin groaned at the thrill of having your nails digging into his skin. He continued his deep thrusts within your center. You felt as though he was ripping you apart and mending you back together at the same time, creating a delicious buzz of excitement fill up your abdomen. Every movement he made further tightened the coil that was threatening to break at any moment. But every time you felt the sensation of an orgasm near, his member retreated from your body, leaving you empty once again.

"You're moans are so delicate... I wonder what it would be like to have you scream my name..." Jimin mused, trying to work you up even further, feeling his own ending drawing near.

"F-Faster Jimin, I want you to go faster..." You pleaded, fearful of the pain but too lost in your current sensations to care if the discomfort returned. Jimin looked down at you for confirmation and picked up the pace once he saw the hungry look in your eyes.

The new pace caused a momentary tenderness to flare up, but it wasn't there for long because soon pleasure took over your senses. Jimin began to feel your walls tightening on his member, provoking his demonic tendencies to arise. But he fought hard against the need to finish to bring you to your end before him. Something about your story touched his blackened soul and he knew that he needed to make this moment count, because it was going to be your last...

"Jimin! Jimin I can feel it! It feels so good, please! More! I want more!" You screamed, grabbing onto his face and pulling him to your lips for a desperate kiss. Jimin molded his lips to yours, putting his hands on either side of your face, boxing you in. He felt his release getting dangerously close. So he reached down to where you were connected and began to rub at the sensitive bundle of nerves he knew would send you over.

Once his fingers swirled around your little nub a few times, your walls clamped down impossibly tight around him, drawing him over the edge. The two of you cried out your climaxes. You felt a piercing heat flood your womanhood and you knew that he had finished as well. Jimin collapsed on top of you, trying desperately to hang onto his human form. The last thing he wanted to do was frighten you, but the end had arrived, and it was time to pay your debt.

You were blissfully unaware of the battle being raged inside of the man atop you as you stroked his hair affectionately. Jimin felt your small hands caressing his hair and the guilt he was feeling reared its ugly head once more. You didn't deserve what was going to happen to you, but he had no choice. You'd made your deal, and he had to collect.

Jimin pulled himself up and looked down at your sleepy face. He sighed and gave you a sad smile.

"Darling... You have to pay your end of the bargain now." He uttered, stroking your cheek gently.

"What do you mean?" You asked, looking into his eyes in confusion.

"The deal we made. Your soul belongs to me now, and I have to take it from you." He said, feeling the dread piling up in his stomach. What killed him even more was the smile that graced your face after he told you of your demise.

"You wouldn't be taking it, I'll give it to you willingly. I won't fight you. But, can you do two more things for me?" You asked, taking his hand in yours.

"Of course, anything you want." He complied almost instantly.

"First, I would like you to tell me the one thing I want to hear more than anything in the entire world... Please tell me." You implored, hoping that he knew what you wanted.

"I love you, ___. And I hope that the act we have just committed proves that to you. I love you," he said in such a sweet tone. You felt sincerity, but knew it was a lie. "What is your next request?" You smiled and closed your eyes, presenting your lips to him in a cute manner. Jimin returned your smile and kissed you tenderly, holding your face in his hands.

"I love you, Jimin... Take what I have promised." You said, keeping his hands in yours. Jimin knew he had to do it now. But he couldn't bare the thought of killing such an innocent creature. He had tainted you, but you had wanted it... There was no denying the crime you had committed, and there was nothing he could do but reap what you had sewed.

"Those will be your last words, I hope that you felt truly loved. Now please, accept your crime and death with open arms. It's the easiest way... I'm sorry, ___..." He said, reaching off the bed and grabbing a knife from his pants pocket. You stared at the blade with fear, but looked at the terror in Jimin's eyes and touched his hand gently.

You didn't say anything, what could you possibly say to him?

Thank you?

Thanks had no place here.

I love you?

You had already uttered that more than once.

Please, spare me?

You had made a contract, and it was time to pay in.

All you could do was accept your fate and let Jimin kill you.

The cool metal of the blade graced your neck and you looked into Jimin's eyes and saw remorse that was there. You simply smiled and felt the knife pierce your delicate skin and draw thick red blood from your body. Jimin dragged the blade across your neck in a quick motion, severing your jugular and causing your blood to flood from your body out onto your sheets. You gasped for air, how could you not? Your life was flashing before your eyes and everything that you had ever experienced came back to haunt you.

Jimin watched in horror as you convulsed and twitched before him, still naked from the sex you two had partook in. His eyes watched as your body became paler and paler. Your eyes became darker and he could see the life leaving you.

Soon, the blood stopped flowing and you became still.

It was over.

You were dead, and Jimin saw your soul beginning to rise from your corpse. He reached out and grabbed the small white orb in his hands and caressed it affectionately. He kissed it and then let it drop through the floor boards and down to hell where you would spend the rest of eternity.

Jimin gathered his clothes and redressed himself before walked back to your dead body. A single tear fell down his cheek as he stared at the woman he had just made love to. He realized it was true. You had made him feel loved for the first time in his long life as well. He wished it didn't have to be this way. Maybe in another life you two could've been happy... You could've been married and had kids. You both could've died together, instead of him killing you...

He walked towards your corpse and gathered the blankets around you and wrapped your still warm body in the bloodied sheets. Jimin carried your lifeless remains to the living area. All of your items from the ritual that summoned him here were still there, although charred from the fire you had started. He couldn't help but let out a small chuckle at the memory of you desperately scrambling about trying to keep the site from collapsing and saving the ridiculous letters from your friends from burning as well.

Setting your body down in the middle of the floor, Jimin gathered his power and blew hot fire onto the floor, beginning a blaze. In a sudden burst of affection, Jimin walked through the inferno unscathed until he arrived at your corpse. He kneeled down and held you close to his chest and continued to do so until there was nothing left in his arms but ash. He still found it hard to leave, even when your body was gone and the house was beginning to collapse.

"I curse this land and all that will inhabit it. Anyone who lives in this village and caused you pain, will suffer. I will make that oath to you, ___. And the love that we never could live."