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Letters...(teaser)
Park Jimin × reader
Genre: angst, lovers!au, bestfriends to lovers!au, fluff, break up, love birds, sadness, love, trust issues, college!au etc, smut (future) ;
Triggers: angst, Jimin crying (sorry mochis), depression, suicidal thoughts, mature content, future smut (maybe);
Dear person I love,
I am writing you another letter...
Because I keep thinking about you over and over again, even if...I am giving my hardest not to, even since you left. But who am I to actually be able to. I can't forget the way you used to hold me so close to your chest, your smooth skin under my cheek still relatable, heart beats which I learnt like a mantra, slowling down under my ear, while you had your face burried in my hair, softly breathing praises on my skin. I still smell like flowers, if you are ever wondering. I bet you don't; and it is devastating since... you used to burry your nose on my neck, mumbling how my flowery scent relaxes you. I was your little forbidden garden, where... as you said, you were protected of the cruelty and the ugliness of the entire world. I can't forget your warm touch on my cold skin, the gentleness of those -chocolate like- eyes, staring down into my doe ones, eyes which were holding back so many feelings and words that were never spoken and still... the only ones I was able to see were three meaningfull ones.
I love you.
I am laying in my bed right now, cuddled up into a ball, trying to not think about what hurt me. You. I am trying to forget you, but I am so hopeless... with every step I make in this painful, long and worthless trying to forget about you, my heart refuses it and makes me back off in a fast motion.
Memories of you are graved all over the walls of my house. Every corner is signed up by your crystalline laugh, which I close my eyes when I remember it, thinking it will stop ringing effortlessly in my ears. But not even covering my ears helps, you are here. Even thought you are not. You are right behind my closed eyelids, your image clearer than ever, betraying my tears who are slowly escaping, between my dark eyelashes and dare to roll over my cold cheeks, for the hundred time tonight.
Your cheeky smile who used to brighten up my day... is now, the knife piercing my chest, down to my heart and right into my soul. The way your amazing lips used to break into a contagious smile, puffy cheeks rising up, action which used to make your small eyes disappear behind them, is the most beautiful view I ever had the pleasure to admire. Oh... and how many times did I stop every action when you were smiling, just to stare at your beautiful face and memorise every well defined feature of yours. To me... you were perfection.
And now I am paying for my actions. I have done it... I memorised every inch of you, every little beauty spot you have, every place of it, your cute crooked tooth has never been more attractive. And now... I can't get rid of your perfect face, from my poor, tortured mind.
Where are you, person who's name is written all over my fate?
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Author's note: so hello, hi there, people who read my shitty and not so many fanfictions. Took a pause and I am really sorry, because I have a lot to write about. Anyway... this was just a little idea of a Jimin ff , inspired by a request I got, @jisoonight
Let me know if you like it,so I can make it an oneshot or series.
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JIMIN—
iM SCREAMING
Okay, Weverse is literally crashing and refusing to open. Like,, I need to see these mOMENTS—