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Introduction post

Joy | 16 y/o | Male | INFP | Artist

Languages I speak: German, English, Tamil (very rusty)

I stand with 🇵🇸,🇺🇦,🇸🇩,🇨🇩, தமிழீழம் (Tamil Eelam) and more...

My art is usually about Creepypasta and/or my OCs and is free of public use as long as you give me credit.

I sometimes post information about my OC universe or my CRP AU.

Please don't hesitate to ask about my art, ocs and/or AUs, I'd be more than happy to answer any questions!

DNI: Basic dni lists, proshippers, pedos, terfs etc...

Disrespectful behavior towards: LGBTQ+, mental disorders, disabled people, religions, other ethnicities etc... will not be tolerated in any way.

Interests: Creepypasta, horror, poetry, reading, art, philosophy, film, photography, music, life, politics and much more...

Please educate me and reach out to me privately if you see me doing something disrespectful, I will listen and change my behavior. There is no need to cause unnecessary drama.

Anyone can message me, just please respect my boundaries when I express them. Don't be mad if I don't reply, it is still my account and my decision.

Please, please, please don't get mad when I don't post something that I initially wanted to post and even announced, my private life obviously gets in the way of my content plans at times.

Random facts:

-I'm goth, don't really dress goth though

-I have a complex relationship with religion (still gonna be respectful, obviously)

-god probably flipped a coin while creating me

-besides reading poetry I also write poetry myself

-I collect anything old and/or shiny, fucking love trinkets of all kind

-spiderman enthusiast

art tag: #art full of joy

general content tag: #joy talking more than he should

Insta: koiflyy

Discord: koifly (ask before you add me)

Pinterest: Koilfy

Taking the break back lol (I'm an idiot)

And that my guys is why you shouldn't make impulsive decisions while being emotional.

So uhm, this is a bit awkward

No break? I guess? Idk man, I'm still not reaaalllyyy well but I figured that taking a break off social media won't currently help me so eh, yeah. Cool.

But maybe don't expect a lot of art bc school started for me again and I'll be a bit busy with studying. But otherwise, usual optimism and content, life is beautiful, blah, blah, blah.

If anyone is curious how I'm doing after the whole tiktok-comment-section-drama idk, I'm just as fine as I was before, I just hope that those people will find some peace in their life and not waste their time on harassing strangers online. I'm personally fine with the fact that it happened with me getting kinda involved I guess, I just deactivated the comments to avoid any more unnecessary beef.

And just for all the people that are somehow involved in the drama, I wish that you all find peace, it will get better and uh, love and respect everyone. The world is far too beautiful to bring negativity into it anyway.

I apologize for yapping this much, just wanted to speak out my mind.

(Also don't be ableist. Not funny to harass ppl with mental disorders or physical disabilities, it really ain't.)

About James' backstory

So as you can tell, I haven't posted the backstory my OC James yet.

But that will change in a few weeks. I'm currently working on it but school and private problems often get in the way of it. I'm not quite sure when it will be finished but I wanted to say that the story will have illustrated parts. I mean I gotta use my 'skills' in a way.

General information about the story:

The story on its own will not have any type of direct connection to the Slenderman. So no Slenderman showing up outside a window or something like that. Although, it will partly play in my AU of the forest in which the Slenderman resides in. The proxies do exist in that universe, as well as some of the other creeps. While working on James' story I'm also working on my own AU of creepypasta so there will definitely be connections.

This may be a surprise but James does NOT have a canon romantic interest, a bit different than the art I post of him with my version of Toby. I personally think that the romance is a bit unnecessary for his story and non of the proxies will be directly involved in his story for now. Maybe a small, subtle appearance or traces of one of them being near James, but no actual conversation.

I will mention this again when I actually post the story but here is the trigger warning list (for now):

-SA, abusive behaviour of authority

-Mention of SH

-Mention of delusions and hallucinations (I'm not sure if this TW is necessary but just in case)

What even is/does James do post-incident?

James is a sort of vengeful spirit. He is going to murder the man that has assaulted him, but not actively. Using psychological torture is his thing, so he will inflict no direct physical harm to the man. James is NOT a serial killer. He does not lure in people, he does not kill innocent people, he does not hurt wandering humans. His first and last murder will be the one that assaulted him. After that he will wander around the forest, like some sort of ghost. People are able to see him, but only how he WANTS to be perceived. I mentioned this in a post earlier, James has two official appearances.

1. Realistic post death corpse. I think the name sums it up pretty well, he just looks pretty disfigured, rotten and torn in that form.

2. Post death spirit. In this second form, he really just looks like how he did when he was alive. He still has blood running down his body, he still has bruises and wounds but in a way, he still looks alive. He doesn't look disfigured nor rotten. The closest non creepypasta character I can compare him too in that form is the final form of Chandramukhi in the first movie 'Chandramukhi' from the year 2005. (Great, nostalgic horror/comedy Tamil movie btw)

Just to make things clear, in no way whatsoever is James mentally well. He has schizophrenia, social anxiety and body dysmorphia. He is extremely sensitive to his surroundings and empathetic towards others. And no, I don't mean empathic in a healthy way but in a way that other's moods and problems directly affect him. He is a soul that will feel the same amount of fear, stress, anger, sadness, whatever feeling you want as the person he is currently spending time with. This causes him to be stressed and/or overwhelmed most of the time. So yes, he is a really nervous person, yet I don't want him to be perceived as some sort of 'soft boy'. James is a 25 years old male who was in university for a psychology major before he was murdered. I'm currently giving him a slight redesign so that his body and physique actually look appropriate to his lifestyle. He is a bharatanatyam dancer, he helps out in his sister's garage and regularly hits the gym. That guy is athletic af and not some damsel in distress just because his bharatanatyam clothes are pretty.

If you have any questions about James and/or my creepypasta AU, my ask box is open:)

(pls excuse any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language)

So uhhh, yeah. I hope I'll finish the story and the illustrations soon. I still have some other art WiP's that I need to finish too but it'll come together.

Have a wonderful day/night:D

Being a multi-shipper is fun af.

Like yes bro I love TicciWork but I also enjoy (hehehe en'joy') TicciJack, I absolutely adore NinaKate but think TobyNina is also cute. Like- AAAAAAA THEY ALL HAVE SUCH UNIQUE, INTERESTING AND CUTE BONDS I CAN'T BRO, I LOVE THEM ALL😭

I love my mutuals bro, they are so cool n sweet I appreciate them so much man. I get so happy whenever I see them in my notifications, I audibly go like "HAAAII:3"

Also, if you're a mutual of mine it is very likely that my entire IRL circle needs to endure me yapping about you...sooo....yippee

I am a sucker for relationships of the 'Judas+Jesus' type. One that loves the other regardless of how much they hate them and the other that just doesn't understand how they are loveable. One that betrays the other and is still forgiven. I am so gonna write a fic about that.

*narrows eyes*

you're cool, I like you.

I sometimes forget that everything I post is public and so I get a bit embarrassed at times but holy shit, this really makes me smile bro. Thank you, I appreciate it!!

General info about James' creation

James is not a self insert oc. Yes, he has the same moles as I do and is part Tamil but our personality differ from eachother a lot. We don't have the same experiences nor traits when it comes to the soul, we do have similarities but that is just because I always include atleast a little piece of me in my ocs.

James is merely a character to make my inner child happy. I am mainly writing and drawing him, not because of fame but because I want to make little me happy. I'm just fulfilling a kids dream right now.

Is he a bit bland for not actively murdering people? Maybe, but not every crp oc has to be a murderer to be an actual creepypasta. At least in my opinion. He murdered once and that was also his last. I often forget to mention it but James is part Egyptian actually!! His mother is Egyptian and his father is Tamil. He also has two siblings. Nihila, his older sister and Faris, his little brother.

Some James facts

-can't stand unnecessary labels for things

-extremely nerdy when it comes to poetry and philosophy, very optimistic to the point that it sometimes gets annoying 

-quiet most of the time but once he speaks he's the king of yapping. A god of yapping, if I may.

-25 years old, doesn't age anymore due to him being undead

-grew up in a rich household, not billionaire rich but they definitely could afford way nicer stuff than others

-not an ounce of pettiness inside him, he would never hold grudges

-unlabelled sexuality (wow how unpredictable)

-trans man, already had his surgeries and his parents are supportive

-catholic but he has a complex relationship with the church

-actually needs glasses but he obviously doesn't have them anymore since he lost them when he died, so he can't see shit that's far away (unbelievable I know, I know)

-law student

-idk how to describe it but he speaks really gentle??? I don't mean his way of talking or speaking habits but his voice, he has that kind of voice that instantly makes you feel comfortable 

-despite his calm and gentle voice, he knows what he's talking about. He knows damn well that he could easily win any argument, he's a strategic genius in a way. He knows how to make people trust him, he knows how to get exactly the information that he needs, he knows how to unconsciously make people do things. He's smart, really smart to the point that it could get dangerous. Even if he'd never admit it.

-wise af, sometimes it feels like he's some 59 year old guy who traveled the world and knows everything

-goth, doesn't dress goth tho

-his family had a cat and a dog

-genuinely enjoys hearing different people's opinions on matters and loves hearing people talk, he's an active listener 

-he really, really admires EJ, sees him as a brother

-bro is the type of guy to randomly give people compliments. He makes comparing compliments (Example:,,I really like your nose, it reminds me of ancient greek statues.")

-lowkey a sweetheart, people easily get comfy around him

Clockwork/Natalie hcs

-tall, bit buff

-straight, brown hair

-freckles!

-French

-olive green eye color

-eyebags

-introverted, doesn't talk much to just anyone

-loyal friend, will step up for you whenever it's necessary

-likes anything apple flavoured

-worst at cooking, baking is alright

-has a HUGE crush on Toby, shocking I know, I know

-Gets along well with Kate and EJ

-despises pickles

-has a whole box with all the random stuff that people gifted her

-really sweet once you get to know her more

-girl's girl all the way

-doesn't give a shit about her sexuality label, least of her concerns

-loves all of the 'unloveable' animals (spiders etc...)

-street smart + book smart

-hates the taste of alcohol

-smokes

-once smoked some of that fucking princess fruit tea, coughed all the way through but she smelled nice afterwards

-usually doesn't engage in stupid shit unless Toby or Nina pull her into it, always gonna be like: "I am NOT gonna eat that shit.", at first but eventually does it anyways

-practically lives in that green jacket of hers, brings her comfort

I'm turning 16 in a month......I can start my driving lessons next year.....I'd be officially done with school this year if it weren't for my A-levels.....I'm turning 18 in two years already....I CAN LEGALLY BUY ALCOHOL NEXT MONTH........Time is going by so fast bro wtf is this...

What day is your birth? Happy early birthday btw

Thank you, and my birthday's the 27th June btw!

Save me.....Save me Ticciwork......please.......... Ticciwork....save me, you tragic and complex creepypasta ship....please.......Ticciwork....

James & Toby dynamic (PLATONIC!!)

You know those friends that only know each other for little while, but still get along as if they've known each other for decades? Yeah, that's them. They occasionally see eachother when Toby is on 'patrol' and when they do, they talk and talk and talk as if they haven't seen each other for years. However, their personalites are not similar, not in the slightest, you could say that they even oppose eachother.

James is someone that is really calm, collected and always has valid reasonings for his actions, he'd never do something reckless. Toby on the other hand is loud, all over the place, doesn't think before he does or says something and reckless as someone could be. James who would do anything to experience life like a normal human being again, and Toby who would greet death with open arms. Despite their differences in behavior, they relate to eachother. That being through their past experiences, morals, interests and trauma. You can probably imagine that Toby always gets into trouble in some way, that man has never stayed out of it in his entire life, not even for a week. And so, in a way, James put him on a leash. Yet never a tight one, never a short one, not one that hurts or is forced onto the brunet. Toby often even asks him to keep him in check. Obviously, he isn't sober when he requests that, it'll shatter his pride otherwise.

They're close friends, companions, brothers in war, maybe even platonic soulmates. Depends on how you want to see them. Despite Toby being physically older than James, the brunet sees him as some sort of role model. The way a little boy would admire the friends of his older brother. The way a child who has an unstable relationship with their parents favors that one sweet teacher. James sees himself in Toby, he too was once so angry, so vile and hate driven, so he does his best to make these worst times of Toby's life a little less cruel.

Toby's usual harsh, vulgar and loud curses fade into soft, caring words when he talks to James. That dead guy somehow manages to bring the small pup out of the filthy stray. Not many can do that, most will get bit as soon as they even try to get close to Toby, but of course, there will always be exceptions, those being James, Kate, Jack and Natalie, all in their own way.

Did these two have a little "Holy shit, someone actually understands me." crush on each other at some point? Most likely. I'm just gonna let this stand here without further explanation to be honest.

Funfact: James and I share the same birthday! ( 27th June )

James ramble (+a little Toby ramble 2)

James is a silent admirer. He appreciates the smallest details in people, things like how their facial features are comparable to certain animals, how their smile makes cute wrinkles, just how individual everyone is. That doesn't just apply to humans but also to nature and life itself, he's an optimist that will always find beauty in everything. No matter how grotesque or odd something or someone may be, he will appreciate and love it/them. Passionate, unconditional love and deep understanding of people's souls is something that describes his relation to others well. He loves everyone in a way, no matter what or how often they have sinned. Did life treat him the way he treated life? No, absolutely not, the exact opposite actually. But that's part of the reason why he is how he is. All this tragedy has not made him nothing but soft. Yet you have to consider that softness is its own kind of strength that not many have the courage to express. Most would have roughened up if life would've thrown daggers and stones at them, turning cold, harsh, rude. Only those with the utmost of strength will figure out a way to stay kind to others and themselves. James being one of them, Toby being the exact opposite. Both men that were raised in war, who endured the horrors of the world yet came out so different. Or maybe it is only a matter of time and patience for the hostile stray to heal into the positive dog.

I just changed James' entire backstory whilst already having 7 pages written down LMAOO

But it should be done next week or something, still debating whether I should publish it on Ao3 or here on Tumblr. Or both, idk, yall see

German crp headcanons

Nina:

Nina the Killer would listen to SXTN. She'd blast 'Von Party zu Party' in her pink, leopard print, maximalist room every day. She knows all of their songs by heart and introduces everyone who doesn't know them (very few) to SXTN.

Had a fat crush on the Kaulitz brothers (Tokio Hotel), Peter Shaw (Die ???), Julien Bam and Taddl (TJ_beastboy) when she was younger.

Watched Rebekah Wing's horror yt vids religiously. Tbh, she watched every German youtuber's horror vlogs.

Was a victim of the "Scheiss Grufti" and "Zieh dich mal vernünftig an" comments in her school.

Since she's Turkish in my AU, she had an accent when she spoke German, especially when she was younger. It's still there but not as noticeable.

Early and uncontrolled internet access kid.

CRO hater in public, secretly loved his songs.

Didn't go outside often when she was younger, she rather played at home or in her backyard.

Was that kid that went to primary school with a princess crown.

Wanted to go to the Longboard tour SO badly but wasn't allowed to.

Listens to Hobbylos. (Nett hier, aber haben Sie schon Hobbylos mit 5 Sternen bewertet?)

Toby:

Probably grew up in a small village on the countryside.

Was an outside kid, he hated being at home. Not only because of the abuse but also because he got bored too quickly.

Parents somehow convinced him to be an altar boy, he quit when he was 14 or something.

LOVED Die Ärzte and Pisse, his dad listened to Rammstein so he didn't listen to them as some form of protest. (I don't support the actions of Till Lindemann in any way btw)

Went everywhere with his bicycle until 13, then he just walked everywhere or took public transport.

Says 'Digga' in every sentence, doesn't even know how he picked it up but he did. (Digga is a German slang word, comparable to bro, dude etc...)

Toggo kid who actively hated on KiKa kids. Mainly because he once fell asleep while watching KiKa in the evening and woke up while Berndt das Brot was on. He got jumpscared basically. (Please google Berndt das Brot, that thing was every German kid's nightmare and biggest fear istg.)

Always got candy too when he went to the bakery. Loved Esspapier and Schlümpfe.

Absolutely despises AfD voters. (Which is good, don't vote right wing parties kids, be like Toby)

When the first Bibi und Tina movie came out, his sister forced him to go to the cinema with him.

Regularly falls into a bush of nettles. (Not that he cares or feels it)

Ate every god damn berry he found in the wild when he was a kid. An absolute miracle that he's still alive.

Has always been a Marvel boy.

Met Nat in primary school. They even lived close to one another. Thought Nat was weird at first but somehow ended up crushing really hard on her in 8th grade or something. Is still crushing.

Natalie:

Was a victim of the "Oui, oui baguette" comments at her school.

Was the weird girl at her school, no one really talked to her, was always drawing something and only wore black.

Absolutely loved Stutenkerle and St. Martins Brezeln.

Always had the prettiest lantern at St. Martin.

LOVED Bibi und Tina. Had everything from them, dvds, cds, posters, friendship bracelets, everything.

Had a big fat crush on Toby in 7th grade. (Nothing really changed about that lol)

Lived on a farm, had her own little pony and named her Sabrina as a reference to Bibi und Tina.

Lived in a small village on the countryside. (Same that Toby lived in obviously)

Ruhrpott dialect despite her French roots. I'm not gonna explain why, she just has it.

Had a crush on Beni from Woozlegoozle when she was a kid.

Even though her parents are french, they loved Schlager music. Nat has a love-hate relationship with it.

Was at EVERY Schützenfest in her village and those around it. Had no particular reason for it, she always went alone anyways. She just found it amusing to see people get drunk and do stupid shit.

Was a Die Ärzte girl.

Redid my 'Meet the Artist' drawing for no reason other than having an excuse to draw n post myself lol.

(I hope yall can read my handwriting btw😭)

HI YOUR ART IS SK GORGOUS I WANNA EAT IT ITS SO PRETTY ANF yeah thats it i love your art and your ocs are realy cool

AAA THANK YOU SM!!!<3 (I‘m so sorry for replying so late man)