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Tozule and grub Edaamp, a mini comic :3c

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THE SPA HATCHMATES!! + Bio introduction [REBLOG > JUST LIKING!!] ————🌺————

8.4 Sweeps She/Her [Trans MTF] Sylph of Life Prospit dreamer 5’0 Salmon pink blood [Very mutated red/lime blood] Voice claim: Aloe Vera from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic [Tabitha St. Germain]

Your name is ALOVRA BLOSUM and you are a BEAUTICIAN and MASSEUSE. Your interests include HERBALISM, YOGA, SAMBA MUSIC, FLOWER ARRANGING, and GENEALOGY. You are a clear-headed, sympathetic, and seraphic ANON BLOOD that does her job with quietness, care, and precision. Not one to talk in the middle of a body wrap, that would be unprofessional, you are really just unsure on what to say back to your customer, it’s your sister's position to be the talkative one. You love your job at THE SAPPHIRE OASIS and have a list of favorite customers that come by frequently, you cherish each and every one of them, giving gentle kisses on the cheeks when they arrive and leave, of course, only if they are comfortable with the sudden platonic [or maybe not] affection. You are quite put together and host most of the relaxation package events when off duty at the spa, such as; yoga classes, herbal and flower garden exploration, and serene lush jungle picnics [Within resort grounds.] You are the more secretive out of you and your sister, but that doesn’t stop NELOMS BLOSUM from reading your mind. You and her are under Alternian laws to do the jobs you do in THE SAPPHIRE OASIS as possible mutant bloods, but you make the best out of it and enjoy the work you do to the fullest.

Your Trolltag is perfumeExhale, and you type yin ah way dat makes it look like vou are specking fith ah française accent. Ehlong vith parlante dans votre langue maternelle quand chuchotant. 

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8.4 Sweeps She/Her [Trans MTF] Sylph of Hope Derse dreamer 5’0 Periwinkle blue blood [Very mutated lime blood] Voice claim: Lotus Blossom from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic [Tabitha St. Germain]

Your name is NELOMS BLOSUM and you are a BEAUTICIAN and MASSEUSE. Your interests include HERBALISM, AQUASCAPING, SAMBA MUSIC, NATURAL POTION MAKING, and COLLECTING SOUVENIRS. You are a charming, hardworking, and insightful ANON BLOOD that does her job with rationality, care, and efficiency. Not one to stay silent in the middle of a body wrap, that would be awkward, you are really just trying to learn more about the customer to make them feel at home, it’s your sister's position to be the silent one. You love your job at THE SAPPHIRE OASIS and have a list of favorite customers that come by frequently, you cherish each and every one of them, always offering “The Usual”, expecting their favorite treatments, which you are usually right! You are quite put together and host most of the active package events when off duty at the spa, such as; water sports, tennis practice, and long hiking trips up in the jungle [Within resort grounds.] You are the more outgoing out of you and your sister, but that doesn’t stop ALOVRA BLOSUM from reading your mind when you seem to hide your troubles and hurt. You and her are under Alternian laws to do the jobs you do in THE SAPPHIRE OASIS as possible mutant bloods, but you make the best out of it and enjoy the work you do to the fullest.

Your Trolltag is perfumeInhale, and you type yin ah way dat makes it look like vou are specking vith ah française accent. Ehlong vith parlante dans votre langue maternelle quand chuchotant. ————————————————🏳️‍⚧️—————————————————

I love these two so much, also happy late Trans Visibility day- 🥹

Parts used are from Farragofiction ^^

Kiddry’s ancestorrrrrr!! He’s just an autistic troll Ringo Starr that’s a train conductor- [Ringoo Trainn] He got together with Tozule [Skaben’s ancestor] for a very short time, after many times of not offering a ticket to ride freely. Feeling pity for the seemingly depressed troll, who was also a mutant blood, he allowed the candy blood to ride in the cab of the operating engine, where Ringoo would stay. [They were Kismesis’ btw]

His quirk and general appearance is in reference too Ringo Starr’s role as the narrator in the early Thomas and Friends seasons, reading out his actions and words as if he was reading a book or a script. He slightly changes it when interacting with his descendant Kiddry, acting as his lusus, Thomas. ”Peep peep! Good morning, Kiddry!” — Thomas puffed cheekily.

He hasn’t talked to him in a long time however…I wonder where he went. [REBLOG > JUST LIKING‼️‼️]

”°˖✧Your time is now, starlight.✧˖°” ⚡️

RAGE PLAYERS 🌟

ESMERY SPRITE!!! [White Diamond from Steven Universe’s trollsona]

[REBLOG > JUST LIKING‼️] [She/Her for Esmery fhank you!!]

Some parts used are from Farragofiction ^^

”°˖✧Your time is now, starlight.✧˖°” ⚡️

RAGE PLAYERS 🌟

THEY’RE FULLY PUNKED OUT NOW!! Sprite wise, and they had their eye colour and glasses changed- HOPEFULLY this is the last time he gets redesigned cuz at this point it’s getting comical-

[REBLOG > JUST LIKING‼️] [Some parts used on his new sprite were from farragofiction, mostly edited to suit his new design ^^]

TELEDE CASTER!! He/They pronouns 9 Sweeps Knight of Life Prospit dreamer 5’10 Gold blood [More lemon coloured] Voice claim: Ches/Chive from Metal Family [English VA Eliot Cancel]

Your name is TELEDE CASTER, and you are an AMATURE GUITARIST and BODYBUILDER. Your interests include PUNK ROCK/GRUNGE MUSIC, GRAFFITI, BAND MEMORABILIA, COLLECTING GLASS ART, and THE FUN, SILLY SIDE OF SCIENCE. Though, the last time you tried doing science, was when you were very young, you ended up eating some “TRUNKBEAST TOOTHPASTE” and were left with a melted tooth. Still fun though! You just suck at it. You are a GOLD BLOOD that projects a laid-back, confident, cheeky, rebellious-like persona, which is no malicious front, you just get flustered when your soft, hopeless romantic side comes out around those you hold dear, you’re a real good shoulder to cry on, that’s for sure. The reason why you bodybuild is for the lack of usable PSIONICS, what you mean by that is your PSIONICS could literally fry your think-pan like an egg, they could kill you, basically. They seem to act up when your think-pan tells your body to use them, like being attacked or grabbed by surprise. It hurts devastatingly when it happens but thankfully, you have the top of the line medication to make you relax and ease your pains after the fact. [It’s space weed.]

Your memory is also very cloudy, since PSIONICS are connected to think-pan power, when your flare ups happen, you seem to forget and misremember things a lot more than normal. Doesn’t help that you have ADHD either. But even with all your ailments and troubles, you’re still the kindhearted, [Easily manipulated] silly GOLD BLOOD towards strangers and well warmed up friends. Your Trolltag is keytarStride, and you Type by CApitAlisinG thE lEttErs of thE nAturAl musiCAl AlphaBEt notEs of thE GuitAr! [A, B, C, D, E, F, and G.] 🎸

Deoxyri is no more, completely rebranded as Telede Caster!! Named after the Telecaster guitar shape. They are a full on rocker now, and based on Ches/Chive from Metal Family!! His horns are supposed to look like the sign of the horns within rock culture, really proud of how his sprite turned out!! [They are still together with Edaamp, don’t worry]

It’s not DARE.

[He/Him for Skaben, Kiddry, and Cheeks] [Rain/Rains for Isallo, fhank you!!] [REBLOG > JUST LIKING‼️]

The Moon.

[REBLOG > JUST LIKING‼️] [Any pronouns for Ernezt/Our Gallent Ruler, fhank you!!]

I have. A TMNT 2012 OC. A pair of them, if you will.

They have alternates in ROTTMNT, 1987, 2003, and MM— BUT due to the very nature of this character they are literally all separate people who play a similar enough role. Those are not who I’m talking about tho

I’ll start with Pre-Story/Escape 2012.

“KRAANG Battle Droids, known more so as KBD’s, are uninhabited robotic androids made to infiltrate and obliterate enemy alien species. As such, each KBD looks different, even those made to look like the same species, and they all wear the same gray, black, and pink uniform.

Each KBD is outfitted with an animal-based watch, each of which can project a hologram of said animal. This makes it easier for KRAANG to know how the KBD’s are damaged, as KBD’s are not built with voices or the ability to speak. These watches are often referred to as Damage Relays, or Dr’s for short. KBD’s, in many regards, are more of the hivemind than the KRAANG. They are built to obey the KRAANG no matter what, and built to be able to complete any task they are given.

KBD #051094 is a human-based KBD with a cat-based Damage Relay. As the KRAANG have not fully integrated into Human Society, they have been stationed in Dimension X until they are transferred to one of the many versions of Earth.

For now, their purpose in Dimension X is being the main source of security keeping Subject #4b0082 from escaping.”

“Subject #4b0082 is a creature with features similar to a small child of whatever species it takes the form of. It is assumed that the Subject will grow to have full control over this shapeshifting ability, much like the rest of the deceased Bo’kuvark race.

While in captivity in Dimension X, #4b0082 has taken the form of many small animals and alien species, though it has never taken the form of a KRAANG.

Due to its shapeshifting ability, #4b0082 has been outfitted with a tracking/shock collar. This collar ensures there is no chance for Subject to escape its holding cell, let alone Dimension X.”

They escape from Dimension X after an experiment, when #051094 is preparing to return the Subject to its cellblock. This experiment involved electroshocks, and one of the leftover shocks from #4b0082’s collar travels through #051094’s physical servers and causes something to come loose.

Whatever it is, its removal grants #051094 sentience. A sudden influx of thoughts that confuse them, but they know this child that suddenly morphs to look like a small cat. They can hear the voice of their Damage Relay in their head as the watch flickers and shows static.

A lot of things happen, but it ends with the collar in pieces and all tracking devices ruined. #051094 steals a motorcycle from some unsuspecting human in Universe 47, and they all basically live in an abandoned apartment complex until they meet the Turtles.

Allie, the nickname given from their actual name ‘Altiskloren’, looks up #051094’s number and finds its a color on this planet. So she calls them Admiral, and calls the hologram cat inside their watch Cadet.

After-Escape/Story

Fenris and her brothers and the worlds they live in have consumed me for the time being.

So, have how Fenris came to exist and live with her family. (Mary-Sue vibes but I do what I want)

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Fenris is a human-monster hybrid. You might think this means her birth parents were a human and a monster, but you’d be wrong.

Humans and Monsters have an incredibly low chance of siring children together, simpyl due to how their biology differs-- this, of course, also depends on the type of monster. And even if they do, they’re either mostly human or mostly monster, and thats always decided based on how their SOUL works. Hybrids with Monster SOULS are considered Monsters, Hybrids with Humans SOULS are considered Humans.

Fenris has two SOULS, one human and one monster. She was created to see what a ‘True’ Hybrid would look like, one thats perfectly halved. There was another one, made in the body of a Monster, but the Human SOUL they created for them failed and they dusted soon after.

Fenris was made a science experiment in the body of a two-year-old child, and used for several painful experiments before another Creation started a mass breakout (think SCP containment breach levels). This containment breach is actually what triggered Fen’s ‘werewolf’ form, which was huge for a small child.

Biological Experiments weren’t the only things happening in this Lab, and they had many machines-- including one capapble of multi-universal travel.

Basically-- Containment Breach causes said machine to malfunction while Scientists and other Lab Personel are being murdered by the biological experiments they mistreated. This malfunction peaks when Baby Fen is right next to it, sucking her into an alternate Multiverse altogether. She lands in the middle of Snowdin forest, is adopted by Gaster and Optima, and then either CotM (Center of the Multiverse) or CaL (Chance at Love) happens.

The only reason her parents know something horrible happend was the unremovable tattoo on the child’s shoulderblades, H-01-FE.

Hybrid 01, Fulfilled Experiment.

Some versions of Fen have shoulder blade tattoo’s to hide it, others just never wear clothes that show it.

Fenris does not remember the Lab or the Other Hybrid that was her ‘twin’, but she does get flashes of memories in her nightmares or in situations that are similar.

(this backstory may change a bit depending on AU, like in Sirentale Fenris is still an experiment, but an in-world experiment)

Elias Hayes the fire mage has arrived to turn up the heat,baby!!!

Info/Backstory about him:

(Spoliers!!!):

Eric Elias Hayes used to be 13 year old boy living in a abusive household in the state of Oregon Salem, until one day when a fair arrived at his hometown; decided to spend the night there after a heated argument with his grandfather. There he stumbled inside the mirror maze attraction where at the end of it found a strange looking mirror out of place; out his curiosity decided to look at it and once close enough and touched, the mirror began to glow and wraps Eric in it.Once the glow dies Eric discover he ended up in a medow of a strange vibrant forest in a mystical alternate realm known as "Asterial" and when he looks at his reflection at a nearby river discovers he become a 15 year old asterial magician, a fire mage.Now in Asterial and with a new look Eric now going by his middle name Elias will explore this new world,found firends and discover mysteries about this world that it holds dearly behind its magical realm dreamy apperance...

WIP comic for Carmi.

Most of this was done like a year ago and the unfinished panel is me trying to pick it up again, only to realize that the way I draw younger Carmi has drastically changed. We’re just gonna roll with it. I really like this one so I don’t think I’m gonna restart bc the framing of most of it is great for me (mostly the second page)

Also gonna go crazy with the tags on this bc I feel like it.

Day 25: Smoke

happy Midnight uwu

“It’s already been nearly a decade, huh. Time sure does fly fast. .... I’m already free, unbound by anything, stronger than I used to be but.... why does it feel like I’m still chained by something?”

This was some time before Shir finally found her again and they had their little death match.

For almost nine years, Lala never felt really.... satisfied, by the freedom she granted herself by running away from her clan. Even gaining recognition from “the underground” for being [the strongest], and despite the thrills and excitement she experienced from fighting..... 

It all felt rather hollow at the end of the day.

connected to this: https://randomikemendegen.tumblr.com/post/619070442857201664/33-for-lala-btw-glad-youre-back

gonna leave this here…

i swear i’ll post the other ocs soon…

no this is totally not an old drawing…

gonna leave this here…

i swear i’ll post the other ocs soon…

no this is totally not an old drawing…

Please tell me about your ocs!! IM HUNGRY GRRR

helloow omg ! im so honored you want to know more about my ocs aaahhh!! :D my moot @kovu-bunnbunn also wanted to know more so i figured i could do it now !!

i have a bunch of ocs but I’ll just talk about my main oc ryoko right now !!

her full name is ryoko ‘007’ aizawa. I’ll explain the 007 in a minute !! she’s aizawa’s adoptive daughter.

her parents (her dad more specifically, her mom was more of a bystander) are both from very wealthy families and merged. Her parents had an arranged marriage and after some chatter to get to know each other they’re conversations take a little bit of a turn..and inbetween bonding about their favorite movies oop! A lil comment about how the world would he better off without heroes..oh you think so too ? Well look at that, we have so much in common!! long story short they both decide that the want to create something that will be able to take down all might and the entirety of hero society and it’s restrictions,,and I’m pretty sure you can guess what that something was ! nine months later ryoko is born yipeee…!

during her entire pregnancy ryokos mom went through some quirk experiments (sponsored by doctor garaki 👍) because they knew that with both their quirks alone they wouldn’t be able to create a super weapon. (ryokos dad has an overhaul type quirk, and her mom has a healing sort of quirk) so they did some experiments hoping something would change in the womb, and when she was born the kept on doing experiments until she started manifesting a quirk w no attributes from her either of her parents and manifested a fully different quirk than she was originally meant to have,

since she had those experiments done ryokos body adapted to be able to handle her quirk, but it’s not perfect unfortunately.

heres a simple little chart of how it works ! (BTW I DO NOT DRAW LIKE THIS ANYMORE THIS IS OOOOLLLLDD😭😭😭😭)

her quirk is a lot like neijires as in she uses her own energy and converts it into power ! The amount she uses shows in her hair :3 ryoko tho, unlike neijire can do multiple things from sending blasts, to powering herself up to make parts of her body stronger, to making it hard objects like stepping stones she uses to navigate and weapons like dual swords or chains to restrain ppl !! she can also drain other peoples energy (and from her surroundings, but thats only in 100% mode ! ) because of the fact that her body had been modified, ryoko can carry more energy into herself than regular people which is why she can drain energy without any major drawback to a certain extent ! However, her drawbacks are way more severe, overusing her quirks makes her sleepy and drowsy, it gives her nosebleeds and very worse case scenario if she were to have too little or too much energy she could die :0 !!

(ALSO !! I lil extra tidbit: ryoko is capable of sensing peoples energy’s if she concentrates hard enough, it works better if shes seen them before, but she can sense all the energy in humans in her surroundings or if she has a picture, tho it’s slightly weaker and is limited to one person at a time. This is a form of remote viewing that i gave her bc of my obsession w stranger things i had !!😭)

its a pretty powerful quirk that her parents and other scientists knew they could use well, but unfortunately for them ryoko ended up liking heroes (she was barely educated, so she had no idea that she felt admiration for heroes and especially all might, she was alsovaguely aware that she was taught to do the wrong things, because she’d be forced to use her quirk on robots/ small animals in some cases.)

her parents weren’t supposed to feel any affection towards her so they decide to just give her a code name 007 :D which i realized a little too late was the same as james bond..woops😭

anyways fast forward to the biggg “earthquake” incident, shes rescued by a group of heroes, eraser head included :D unfortunately shes detained in tartarus since her being in a constant state of panick set her quirk off and she couldn’t stay in a regular hospital so ryoko has canonically been to tartarus as a inmate at the age of 4 😭! Oh forgot to mention this, but ryoko got her quirk veryy early due to the experiments done before her birth and after.

since ryoko cant control her quirk an aizawa can cancel them, they’re a pretty good matchup !! Fast forward some more and shes living with him ! he adopts her and lets her go to school, where she meets izu n katsuki and they quickly become friends because. Of COURSE. My main ocxcanon ship is a CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS ONEEE😭😭😭😭will i ever stop. raise your hand if you’ve ever seen that one comin

lmk if you want to know more about her or other ocs ! I didn’t wanna ramble TOOO much so this is all the basic info!! plus some drawing of her

two of them r completely credited to horikoshi cus i used ochaco n hagakure as a base !! I accidentally have two in normal mode and two in 100% or overdrive mode as she calls it (tho one of them is a soul eater au :3) ! Both made by me :3

Much luvvv xxxx!!! And thank you Sooo much for your ask again💗💗💗💗

what if you give us like insite on your oc and katsuki's relationship? (this is totally not because I wanna have our ocs meet over a cup of coffee and talk about their versions of the feral blondie) I think your oc is very silly. Also, is there any other ocs you have that exist in the mha universe or other animes?

much love - Kovu

hey moot !! so this is SOOOOO long overdue i have a lot of long overdue stuff in my inbox super sorries :((( but id LUVVVV to tell you more about my oc and katsuki while im at ittt :DD tysm for asking !!! thank you btw ! i think your ocs are very silly too !

katsuki n ryoko's relationship !!

katsuki n ryoko met in childhood when they both were just kids (OF COURSSEE) keep in mind this is very cheesy but i am nothing if not a sappy cheesy lovesick moron ! so no regrets for me >:3

ryoko came to school like in the middle of the year, and the moment she got introduced it was love at first sight lol😭 YESS YESS BOOO TOMATOES TOMATOES I DONT CAAARRREEE !! i love love love wins over all 😌💗 so basically he wants to talk to her immediately, but also even back then he was emotionally constipated and had no idea how to introduce himself normally. ryoko never met any other kids her age formally before then, so she was always sitting alone and reading and katsuki would randomly come up, comment on the book shees reading, get embarrassed, and then leave 😭

"...whatcha reading ?" ryoko gets nervous to talk to new people, so she shows him the book title. and after he looks at it for a good ten seconds he mumbles out a "that one sucks" and runs away, leaving her a little shocked😭

she got kinda used to him doing this every day, and slowly but surely he starts staying a bit longer and the longer they talk the more boasty baby katsuki shows up and then he's back to his loud behaviour. he gets her to introduce herself to his friendgroup, w izuku in it. (hes a wee bit jealous that she actually ends up liking izuku a lot)

katsuki is the first person that came to talk to her, so he's very close to her heart, and he's her favourite !! fun fact ! the rpp series is pretty much based on their relationship !! anyways they start dating somewhere towards the end of their second year in middle school, cus katsuki acts more subtle in his bullying of izuku when shes around cus he knows she will get mad and not talk to him,, and two izuku is her best friend too (much to his chagrin cus HES her numba one bff tf😑) and they've been together ever since !!

2. do i have any other oc's in the verse !

i do !! and they (mostly) all have s/o's bc i am a very hopeless romantic 😭 !!

first i have himari 'mari' hamasaki ! shes dating shouto, and no worries their relationship has a bit more depth than katsuryo 😭😭 !! but theyre cuties and i love them ! her mom was a pro hero called voltri who passed away when she was 7 and her father is a famous hero gear inventor ! their relationship isn't the best unfortunately.. mari has a mecha related quirk !!

next up !! kyosuke nishiyama !! he's himaris older cousin ! and by older i mean by like..two days lol, but he loves holding that over her head cus hes a little shit like that😭 they love to act like they hate each other, but theyre very close, so they just call themselves (and his other siblings) brother and sister, and not to mention they look a lot alike, so ppl don't rlly question it much ! he has a chain related quirk like kurapika ! his dad is a business man/ househusband and his mom is also an inventor :3 ah, and he has a boyfriend (who is my friends oc !!)

keisuke and kensuke nishiyama are kyosukes older brothers !! kensuke is 22 and in college to be an inventor, and keisuke is 19 studying criminal psychology :D ! keisuke has a girlfriend also not girlfriend called furaha i say gng bc he's built awkward asf and had no idea she was in love with him and he with her, but they'd make out and kiss n act like a couple contstantly until he realized he liked her 😭 !! furaha is a congolese exchange student from canada !! lil funfacts for them kensuke is a stoner (lol) keisuke is a speedrunner, and furaha can do her own hair !! (im jealous)

amara 'gogo' kanyinda and omari 'king' kanyinda are both siblings ! omari is the leader of an underground crime syndicate and amara is an assassin in that syndicate ! (much to omaris displeasure) omari n amara were both in an abusive household and since omari is older, he escaped first and told amara he'd come back to get her when he got his shit together, and he did !!! they act like they hate each other too, but omari would rlly do anything for his sister and he's a major softie ! they're both congolese ! omari's nickname king comes from the fact he's the boss of the syndicate and because of his attitude, because his personality is kinda shitty LOOL😭😭 also he has a dog named guts !! (yes hes a manga nerd)

i don't have a quirk for him yet unfortunately 🤧 tho im thinkin of a super strength one ! amara's quirk is called ball n' chain ! she has the ability to control and manipulate a ball and chain made of energy, it extends from a central point, typically the hands but she prefers to use her legs ! she can manipulate it telepathically, can control the length and thickness of it and can imbue the chain with energy so she can cut through objects or give an extra impact ! gogo is the nickname she got from her friends bc her quirk is similar to gogo yubari's ball n chain from kill bill ! and she liked it sm she ran with it :3 amara has a boyfriend (who is my friends oc) !! they're very in love and i love them more than my entire life.

these are all my main ocs i talk about the most !! i tried not to ramble tooo much !! 😭😭 my bad if i did

much luvv xxx tysm for reading if you did !!

The OC long post is here!!!!

Ok, to start this off, their story isn't completely worked out yet, but all of the important stuff is! Also, big thanks to @rowses and @thebearsthings for brainstorming with me!=DDD Also, they are the BIGGEST unreliable narrator, seeing as they barely remember their past, and have some perception vs reality issues. Im referring to my character as The Vampire(though they are not the only one) and the one who turned them and was their partner Their Lover. This is cause we dont know their names!! Also im referring to them both in gender neutral terms because The Vampire doesnt know much about Their Lover(nothing at all really) and they don't know that about themself(which ill get into later)

This will have talk of graphic violence and cuts/blood, and the vampirism is sort of a metaphor for sexual assault.

First and foremost, they are a vampire who travels as a bounty hunter. They get paid for killing the person, and that's how they feed. They are from the south, no particular time period, just before a time of internet. In being turned, they lost and forgot their entire identity, their name, gender, memories, and their lover, The reasons why will all be explained throughout. Bottom line, they're a mystery to themself.

Lets talk about the before, and how they got turned. For the years before, they were living in this beautiful Victorian home with their lover, that their lover "inherited" from distant relatives. In their mind, this relationship was perfect; soft touches, watching the sunset, kisses before a goodbye. (It was not, as a friend said "toxic yaoi (gender neutral)") Then, a kiss on the neck turned to teeth sunk deep. They started to feel drowsy, dizzy. (ill make a post about how i think vampires work if you want) They collapse to the floor as blood starts running down and their lover has betrayed them, after all this time. They almost jump to see if their lover is okay when they cut deep into their own wrist, but stops when the blood from that wrist is drained into their own mouth. They wake up in the dark, everything's too loud. They are covered in blood and alone. Alone in their own mind, too. As they walk around trying to figure out anything, they pick up notepads with dates written down and shorthand notes, little trinkets scattered around the house, a picture of them and their lover (?) but their faces are turned away. They run to find the closest mirror, but nobodies in it, nothings there. When they decide to leave the house, they stop in the pool of blood to see a ring sitting in the middle, the same on their lovers hand in the picture.

This is the only finished art I have of them rn->

This is right after they were bit, that's their lover in the mirror (not really there obviously). They wake up with bleached hair, but as time goes on they try to go to their natural colour in hopes of being themselves, but really get further always from their starting point. They do this with a lot of the "clues" they were given, they just take them so wrong and end up even more unhappy. They can't even look in a mirror to see them self, or get close enough to ask someone.

They figure out how being a vampire works, need to eat so they bounty hunt for money for places to stay in, the cowboy gettup of the south allows them to cover their skin in the harsh sun. They never stop moving, they just keep going and going. They usually take cases that might lead them to their lover. They just want to know. They need to know why they would turn them into this, why they would throw away their lives together, why they would leave, what were they like, what The Vampire was like. They can not and will never be able to know more about themself because they will always be looking outwardly and in the past. They mourn their old self and idolize them, want to be them. Their loss of self will never be gained back, for they will never think "but what do i wanna be called, what gender do i feel like, what hair do i want to have?" because they are too busy looking for clues of what they used to be, what theyre "supposed" to be. They look at themself from before as a cookie cutter they must fit into.

They will never be able to have a happy ending for this reason, they are a tragedy. They look for their lost lover in others, every relationship they get into ends on strange terms and each is wildly different. They are somewhere else, always kind of absent for these people. They try so hard to be normal, to find these relationships, but there's always an ever present "What if?" What if my lover liked this? What if I wore my hair like that? What if they also drank their coffee this way? What if x kind of person was my type? What if I dressed this way? They will always be dissatisfied, because in their story (not the aus ill probably make for character exploration:\) they never find their lover, they never find out what they used to be like, or any of their history outside of nightmares and deja vu.

They travel the land, hoping motel to motel, kill to kill, lover to lover, NEVER in relief, always under tension. They feel their past self hovering behind them guarding, watching, judging. The only thing pushing them forward is the hope that theyll one day find Their Lover. When times get tough, they look to that same ring that left a permanent bruise on them, being twirled between their fingers.

Gonna definitely add to this later, and PLEASE ask questions or comments or anything, they drive me up the walls!!!!!!!