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"Stfu." Kai Anderson x fem!reader 

This is also for the same request as my tate mommy kink requested story. I said id do both so heres the other one “a needy subby tate or toxic sex with Kai”

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Warnings: toxic, Kai Anderson, domestic violence if we’re all being honest with ourselves. Gaslighting, and once again Kai Anderson.

“Would you shut the fuck up?” I look up at him now setting down the little information I had on our new victim. “But-” I felt a hand come across my face leaving a stinging feeling, I had begun to taste blood on the side of my lip. “What is wrong with you Kai?” I stood up and ran to Winters room and sat in the little attic that had an entrance in her closet. She had always let me go in there to hide from Kai, he had never found my hiding place and I was thankful cause the day he would, he’d kill me. I heard her door open and figured I could come down to talk to her, as my feet dangled down from the “door” I heard all movement stop while I still tried to get down with little to no damage. I felt as rough hands yanked me down sending me crashing to the floor, giving me some cuts on my arms and legs. “This is where you fucking hide? No, wait. You are fucking hiding from me?” I felt myself getting even more scared than what I was originally was. “I asked you a question. Are you fucking scared of me?” I couldn’t get the words out my mouth I was terrified of him. I felt him snatch me up by my hair dragging me to his room like that, I felt the rug burn form on thighs as I cried, wailed, and even begged him to stop. “Shut the fuck up.” He threw me into his door before opening it and pushing me in. “Get on the bed.” I felt my whole-body ache in pain caused by him. My own boyfriend, my first love and at this rate he’d be my last love. I still crawled onto the bed whining in pain, tears still streaming down my face. “Shhh baby, I’m not going to hurt you. I love you.” His voice dropped and got softer, more calming. I had suddenly felt safe around him like a lost child to a random person. He leaned down and kissed my tears before pushing me back on the bed roughly earning another whine of pain to spill from my lips. “Baby I hate doing this to you, I really do. It hurts me to see you in pain, it’s just the only way you’ll ever learn to listen to me” I felt bad for making him do this to me, I had hurt him by not listening to me. “I’m sorry divine ruler.” He smiled at me forgivingly pulling off my pants and panties in one go. “I know you are, but I don’t think your body is willing to prove it.” I quickly sit up leaning forward to him pulling at his pants. “It is daddy. It is willing to prove it, I am willing to prove it.” He pushed me back onto the bed and pulled down both his pants and boxers. “Thank you, baby.” I felt as he slid into me overwhelming my senses. “Oh, you are truly a good girl sometimes.” He moved out and then in again a moan falling from both of our lips. He kissed me before moving in and out again finding a slow steady rhythm in between moans and thrust he kept mumbling how good I was for him, and how he hated hurting me. I felt his thrust touch my special spot once again causing my absolute earth breaking orgasm as he came in me. He placed a kiss on my forehead before getting up and getting dressed leaving me there naked. I took the time to take a small nap only to be woken up 45 minutes later to Kai standing in the doorway, “Get dressed we gotta go.”

Did I do toxic gaslighting well enough?

Daddys Makeup (Kit Walker x FEM!Reader

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Warning: Fluff, I dont give the daughter a name so you can.

I walked in kicking off my shoes from work. Kit had a day off a decided to stay home with our daughter. I heard giggles and whispers as I listened intently trying to hear too. "Mommy is gonna love your makeup daddy." I heard our six-year-old daughter tell my husband. "Ya really think so princess?" I walked into the living room just in time to hear her say yes. "Well, as mommy I assure you, I love it. Your daddy has never looked prettier. In fact, you should have done my wedding makeup" Kit and the girl looked at me in shock. "Mommy!" My daughter ran to me wrapping herself around my instantly. "Hello mommy." Kit looked at me standing up from the floor. "Hello daddy." I smiled at my husband. "Mr. Walker, you look exquisite." He sent me a playful glare, the pink and red lipstick basically everywhere but his lips, the blue and pink glitter eyeshadow up to his eyebrows. Only now am I noticing the pink glitter nail polish all over his hands. "Mommy, doesn't daddy look pretty." I snickered at the look of my husband and nodded. "He looks like a princess." He glared at me, "I oughtta throw these heels at you." I looked to him pointing at the Cinderella heels in the middle of the floor. "No daddy, you have to wear them and the dress." I laughed once again only for my daughter to look at me. "Mommy, since you're here you have to wear it too, you can be Belle. I'll be Jasmine." My smile dropped but Kit's grew. "Well Mrs. Walka looks like you and I will be matching." I glared at him. "Fine baby, where's my dress and heels?" She handed it to me, and I went to the bathroom to put it on. As I came out of the bathroom Kit's eyes lit up. "I think I'm falling in love all over again sugar." I smiled at him before turning around to see my daughter coming out holding the knives from her kitchen set. "Alright, mommy, daddy, we're gonna go rob a bank." We both looked at each other in confusion but just went along with it.

I had this Idea and I hope it was executed properly.

kai smut where reader tries to dom and ties his hands to the headboard but he gets out and he punishes her?

sure thing angel.

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Top| Kai Anderson x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Restraints, Dom and sub relationship, worship, Kai Anderson. lmk if I missed any

I finished tying the sleeping man to the headboard and ran to the bathroom to change into my skimpy lingerie. "Bunny, what the fuck is going on?" I poked my head out to face him barely not coming out yet. "Shh daddy, you're ruining your surprise." He threw his head back before looking at my face. "What's that on your head baby?" I poked my head out again showing off the cute fluffy bunny ears I had on. "Nothing…" He let out a low groan, "C'mon baby, let me out and I won't punish you." I stepped out fully wearing bunny lingerie he had gotten me for a birthday. He got me bunny everything, he said not because I was innocent, we all knew I wasn't, but rather because he found me cute, and I was rather skittish. I knew when the fuck to run, but right now the little bunny tail shook as I did a little spin for him. "You like?" He smirked and pulled on his restraints. "I love it bunny." I walked over to our nightstand. I heard a snap and chuckle before feeling him grip my waist. "You should've let me go when you had the chance baby." I whimpered at his voice. "I thought-" He placed his hand over my mouth. "You suck at tying knots… but this outfit baby." He sucked on his teeth before kissing my neck. "Lay down." I quickly ran to the bed. "Get in position." I sat with my face in the pillow and my ass up. "Fuck baby, but not that one." I frowned and laid on my back watching as he looked at me with a look I had never seen before. He looked at me with a fondness, I got scared and thought he'd kill me but rather got on his knees and pulled my thighs apart, unbuttoning the bottom part of my lingerie. "Divine Ruler?" He looked at me and hummed in acknowledgement. "What are you doing?" He smiled at me, "Rewarding my good, good girl for her loyalty to me." I felt myself blush at his words. My sense of what was going on disappearing as I felt his lips wrap around my clit, I gripped his hair in pleasure whining and grinding against him. "Daddy…" He pushed my hips into the bed planting me flat as to not move. "I know baby." He slid his tongue around my hole before putting it in making me squirm against his grasp. "Can I-" He sent me a look through his eyelashes from in-between my legs, my arousal coating his lips, stubble, and nose. "If you want to baby, it's a reward." I felt my body tremble before a felt something spray out of me, I had squirted all over his face. Shit. "Now, for your little punishment." I looked at him with fear. "I told you untie me." I felt him tie me to the bed, I watched as he pulled his cock out and then rammed it into me. My back arching off the bed as I screamed, wrapping my legs around him as he pounded into me. "If you cum I'll fuck you even after you pass out." I felt my body convulse as he angled just to hit my spot. "Please Divine Ruler" He shook his head no, placing a hand on my mouth still pounding into me before painting my insides and thighs white with his cum. I felt my second orgasm being snatched from me making me whine. "Go to sleep bunny, no more surprises."

kai smut where he rips readers clothes and they have sex and then there’s a meeting after so she has to wear his clothes? maybe winters clothes aren’t her size or smthing?

Hope youre still around!

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"Cover up"| Kai Anderson x Fem!Reader

He pushed me into his room glaring at me. "You just want me to fuck you huh?" I almost felt ashamed my cheeks flushed, my legs clenched, and my core throbbed. He gripped on the hem of my tight white crop top, splitting it in half revealing my bare boobs. I'll admit it, I precisely planned this whole thing but I didn't expect him to mutilate my outfit. I felt him slice my skirt right up the middle leaving me in my lace black thong. "Whore." I felt myself get weaker in the knees, I trembled under his watchful eyes. He took said knife and traveled it between the valley of my breast and then down, dipping it into my bellybutton giving me a certain uncomfort before he used the blade to raise and cut through the lace. "That was my favor-" he stuffed his hanf over my mouth undoing his jeann and sliding them down along with his boxers. "Just shut the fuck up." I felt him push between my lips and into my entrance. I couldn't help but whine out in agony as he stretched me a bit too much. "Kai please!" He sped up his thrust and placed a hand on my throat his sweat falling down to the tip of his nose and onto my collar bone. I had never given it much thought but he was gorgeous. "What the fuck are you staring at?" His thrust picked up and I let out a squeak as well as one word, "Pretty." He glared at me and I got a slight bit scared before he started to go harder, I heard a slight crack come from his bed and got scared. "Don't ever say that shit again." I whine and nodded before feeling his seed fill me up triggering my own orgasm to come coursing through my body. He pulled back and analyzed his bed. "It broke." I felt my eyes widen, "Screw it, we have a meeting. Get up." I sat up ignoring the pain coming from my lower half, "But Kai I don't have any clothes, and before you say borrow Win's clothes they're two sizes too small..." He let out a sigh and threw a fresh pair of boxers and then one of his teeshirt at me. "Get dressed and come on. I can't have a meeting without my little vixen." He walked out of the room leaving my to dress myself in his clothes. As I waddled into the badement I could feel the piercing stare from Meadow and some of the guys. "Is that Div-" "Silence. (Name), sit." He patted one of his legs which caused me to make my way to his lap. "Good girl. Now, about the night of 1,000 Tates..."

in the wise words of eminem "Guess whos back, back again." Yeah Im back. yayyy

Dangerously In Love 3

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Warnings: Yandere, Kai Anderson, Obsession, Stalking, Self-harm, Knives. guns, yada yada, Cults etc. Smut.

I stepped down into the basement that he guided me into, my heart sank in fear as I seen myself surrounded by actual clowns. I grabbed the bat that was in the corner of the little walkway down to the basement, I heard a door shut before the lights cut off and I heard hushed movements. I swung my body and the bat around hearing a smack, I assume my bat hit something, or rather someone, I hope. The lights cut back on, and my fear grew seeing as I was surrounded by the aforementioned clowns and now an elephant half donkey mask, I swung at the donkephant mask and sent it flying down to the steps. "GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME OH MY- HOLY HELL!" I felt hands grab me from behind, so I turned to swing but it was just Kai, my heart rested, I looked at him in fear, "You wouldn't hurt me, would you?" He stifled out a minor laugh, "Why would I hurt my wife?" I smiled and leaned onto him, "I never said they wouldn't." I shot him a glare. "Wife?" I heard a womans voice sound as she laid a hand on his shoulder in a sad matter, I cocked my bat back and swung it at her with enough strength to knock her into the stairs. "Don't touch him. Ever. Again. Got it?" She took her mask off and just looked at me, a woman who could be identified as his sister ran to her and picked the short haired blond up. "Are you okay Ivy?" I glared at the woman now placed with the name Ivy, "I'm fine Win." I noticed how Ally shuffled uncomfortably. "Yes, this is my wife. She's here to stay." I felt myself get suddenly happy at the title "His Wife". My heart shook in joy, I notice his look drop cold when he looked at me, "Go to my room, I'll be up when I'm up." I felt my heart sink just as fast as it floated before I nodded and ran up to his room. I tried to figure out if I had done something wrong, something to upset him, I just couldn't find anything. I felt the pain from my previously cut arm come back, "Fuck." I turned to go to the bathroom to wash it off but was stopped by Kai in the doorway, "Sit." "But my ar-" "SIT!" I felt my soul leave my body once he yelled at me, I was terrified and ran to his bed sitting on the edge, my hands shaking and tear glossing over my eyes. "Baby," He dropped down to his knees in front of me, tears sliding down my cheeks I just wanted to go home now, "I don't like yelling, especially not at you angel, so don't make me yell please. Understood?" I nodded softly before I felt his lips pressed against my inner thighs and his hands ridding me of both my grey panties and my jean shorts. His hands spreading my thighs apart while I laid back feeling comfortable, not safe, no. Just comfortable. His hot tongue traced between my folds and onto my clit, his tongue staying there while his eyes moved up to meet mine. "Kai-" I was cut off by his tongue gliding over the clit and then into my hole, he slurped at my arousal making a disgustingly sexy sound. Moans ripped through my throat in forms of pleas, his name, and just flat out screams. I could feel more orgasm closing in on me, my thighs wrapping around his head, my fingers gripping his hair, my back arching like a cat, I heated up and felt a jolt spasm through my body as my energy deteriorated. I felt like I was on cloud nine at the moment. He pried himself from off of me and laid beside me, pulling me in and holding me. "You can't leave." ''Why?" He chuckled softly and kissed my head, "Because, then I'd have to kill you."

Thank for being patient with me I appreciate it so so soo much!

Mega thanks to my 363 followers and the fans of Dangerously In Love.

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Sweet

Author Note: so this is just something I came up with. Honestly I was just having Kai feels. If you guys have any requests don't feel shy. Hopefully you like it. <3 Warnings: none? Fluff ________________ "Kai stopping eating the cupcakes!" "Mmmm this is so good." "Those cupcakes are for the bake sale!" Kai quickly shoved the rest of the chocolate cupcake into his mouth, raising his eyebrows when you smacked his arm. He teased you as he licked the frosting off his lips, wiggling his fingers as if trying to grab another one. You narrowed your eyes before quickly grabbing the tray of cupcakes from in front of him and moving them to the other side of the kitchen counter. "You know I actually thought you were gonna help me decorate these things. I need to take these in an hour and I'm not even close to being done." Sighing you looked around the kitchen, various freshly baked cupcakes sat atop the white kitchen counters, covering practically every surface. They had yet to be decorated, indicating their flavors; strawberry, chocolate, vanilla. "Not my fault you volunteered to help with the bake sale. You could've just said no and you wouldn't be in this mess." Kai said sitting smugly in his chair. He was watching you as you tried to add vanilla frosting to one of the cupcakes. He thought you looked adorable as you tried to make a perfect swirl. Your hair was up in a messy do, a few strands falling out adorning your face in such a perfect way. Concentrating making your eyebrows furrow and bite your lip. You had such soft features. He liked it best when you smiled which you always did. Always cracking jokes and making fun of others was your specialty. But you never did it with a bad intention, just harmless remarks that had everyone dying of laughter. You were one of the nicest people in all of Mystic Falls and as he sat there watching you he wondered why you gave him a chance at being friends. "Next time Caroline asks me to do something please cut me off and say no." Your voice sounded stressed, your hand going at a much faster rate causing the swirl to look messy. Though at that point you didn't care. "You know I can do magic right? Powerful heretic and all." Kai said getting up from his seat and standing to join you. "I'm pretty sure there's a spell to cast icing on all these bad boys. Which by the way are amazing. How did you get them so spongy?" Kai giving you compliments about your cooking or baking always made you smile and this one was no exception. You grinned as he reached to grab a vanilla cupcake though this time you didn't mind. "Why thank you. It's a secret though. Sorry can't tell you," you said faking disappointment, bringing your finger near your lips. "Top secret." You whispered before laughing and resuming to frost the cupcakes. Kai scoffed mockingly, "Oh yea? Well then every time I want cupcakes I'm gonna make you bake them. Since I don't have the recipe and you're gonna be stuck making them for me for the rest of my left." He declared putting his elbow on the counter to rest his head in hand to lean closer to you. You laughed shaking your head, "you make it sound like a bad thing. I'll bake you cupcakes anytime you want." You responded smiling at him. Kai wasn't evil, maybe lonely but not evil. You didn't understand when Elena and everyone else kept telling you stay away from him. Kai was sweet and nice, always trying to make you laugh. Kai didn't say anything, instead he continued to smile at you. You were so kind to him and your words caused his heart to ache. Or at least that's what he felt when you said you wouldn't mind. It was as if you didn't need to think twice about doing anything he asked. Instead of eating the cupcake, Kai reached over and grabbed the frosting bag, quickly doing a swirl on it. It was about time he tried to help you finish these dreaded cupcakes. This act didn't go unnoticed and as he finished you both stopped and looked at each other before smiling. "Thanks Kai." *** "Thank you so much for all these cupcakes." Caroline gushed as you proceeded to hand over each container filled with cupcakes. "No problem. I hope this is enough. I'd love to help out but it seems you guys have it covered and I kinda need to go clean up." You explained seeing both Elena and Bonnie helping out. "If you need anything else just call me ok?" "Don't worry we're gonna be ok. Go hangout with Kai, keep him in check. God forbid he does something dangerous." You quickly gave Caroline a look that clearly indicated your displeasure at the comment. Holding her hands up she chuckled, "kidding." *** "Hey Kai," you called out as you entered your house. He was currently in the living room, flipping through the channels, with his feet on the coffee table. "Hey," he replied back. You were quick to join him sitting next to him before lifting his arm to snuggle against his chest. Instinctively he pushed you into him even further loving the way you felt against him. "So I was thinking," Kai said nonchalantly. Lifting your eyes to meet his you noticed a mischievous look in his eyes. "I'm gonna call you cupcake." He finished smirking down at you. At his remark you were quick to roll your eyes, "woooooooow." You finished dragging the word out. You laughed before agreeing. "Ok." "Alright, let's watch a movie then Cupcake."

He Knew

Author's Note: THIS IS THE BEST IVE WRITTEN HANDS DOWN I LOVE IT. Haha I hope you guys do too! I means it's not the best but still. Feel free to let your imagination run wild with this one. It's for which ever character you love. (If someone steals this please let me know.) enjoy ;) Warnings: None. _____________ He knew he cared about her when she came to him crying. Tears running down her face as eloquent as raindrops on a windowsill. Her eyes echoing pain with every drop that fell, etching it on her face. Her lips quivering with the weight of her wails at bay. Until she took one look at him and let it all go. She sobbed her ex love away, holding on to him in an embrace that felt desperate for consolation. Trembling with the violence of a heartbreak. And all he could was hold her. Hug her. Caress the back of her head with his hand. And after the last of her tears had been shed, she spoke. "Make me forget." She whispered in his ear. Exhaustion lacing her voice. And who was he to say no, to let her suffering continue. "You will forget his existence. All the memories you made with him, everything you felt for him. He is nothing to you." He knew he fell for her when she danced to the tune of the wind. This particular field of daisies was nothing special, but for a reason unknown it brought her immense joy. The sun was setting, hiding behind the horizon, burning the sky in an ever lasting fire. She could feel the heat on her skin as she closed her eyes, the wind caressing her skin, whipping her hair softly. Beautiful. Breathtaking even, he thought. His eyes followed her hands as they gingerly grabbed her dress, bunching it, and then slowly she began to move her hips. Tilting her head back, finding a rhythm that only she could hear. She let herself be, never opening her eyes, only feeling everything around her. The sun on her body, the wind against her skin, the soil behind her feet. She was too stunning. A star that burned far too bright. And he was scorched with the thought of her branded on his mind. He knew he loved her when she smiled at him. It was an ordinary night. The stars impaled the sky like diamonds. Shinning above them as they lay watching them. The grass below them was itching at his skin, but he remained still knowing that she loved the view. So he kept quiet, listening to the way her heart pounded against her chest instead. She had always wondered what was beyond those stars and tonight was no different. It was the clearest it had been all week. She loved the night; They way it came alive, with all the wild animals and insects making noises around them, the smell of freshly watered grass and of course the way it felt against her hands. She sighed in content, getting his attention as he turned his head to see her right beside him. She looked peaceful, as if in tune with the universe, as if knowing how it worked. But his thoughts were lost when she turned to face him. She smiled so lovingly at him and suddenly he seemed to forget how to breath. His heart stopped working. She looked like an angel with a halo of light surrounding her, the glow of the moon hitting her skin making her seem ethereal. Too perfect for this world. And in that moment he wanted her. He wanted to wake up next to her like this everyday. To see her smile. To be her rock in times of need. To be someone to her. Because in that moment he knew. He loved her.

You Don’t Have To Be Alone

Description: Kai loved Mina, and Mina loved Kai; But sometimes love wasn't enough. Throughout their make ups and break ups, they always found their way back to each other. What happens when they've both finally had enough? What happens when they push each other to their limits and their relationship ultimately comes to an end? Can they find their way back to each other throughout all the hurt and the pain?

Genre: angst, fluff, romance

Word Count: 3,235

Pairing: Kim Jongin (Kai) x OC (Kwon Mina)

(A/N: This is my first fanfic! I hope you guys like it. Please let me know what you think!) 

“You know what? Fuck this Kai. I’m done.” 

Kai flinched at the mention of his name. She never called him by ‘Kai’, with her it was always Jongin. He knew instantly that she meant what she said. He swallowed the lump in his throat. 

“Fine. Leave then, get out here.” 

Mina laughed bitterly. “You don’t need to tell me twice.” 

She spun around and headed for their bedroom angrily, slamming the door open. 

Kai let out a ragged breath. ‘Fuck.’ He wanted to stop her, he knew he should stop her; but there was always one recurring issue for the two of them: their pride. 

Kai and Mina had been dating for 4 years. Things started off amazing for the two of them. Kai knew after he met her that he couldn’t leave her; it was as if he knew then and there that she was the one. 

Flashback

To say that Mina was exhausted was an understatement. It was almost the end of her 12 hour shift at the hospital and the Emergency Department was only getting busier. 

She glanced down at her watch: 6:30 PM. 

‘Ugh… 1 more hour. I can do this, I can overcome this.’ She rolled her neck from side to side, hearing the distinct crack. 

“Gross, you should really stop that!” 

She turned towards the voice and smiled at her best friend Lee Yejin. She turned from side to side, cracking her spine whilst smirking at her friend. 

“Yah! Mina I’m serious I hate that sound!” Mina swung her arm around her best friend and laughed. 

“Ah come on, you’re still not used to it after all these years?” 

Yejin rolled her eyes. “You’re disgusting. By the way, patient just came in in bed 5. I know you’re off right away so I gave you the easiest admission.” 

She bent down and kissed her friend’s cheek. “Lee Yejin you are a life saver! Saranghae!” 

She quickly pulled away from her, grabbed the patient’s chart and rushed towards Bed 5. S

he could hear her friend making gagging noises. 

“Aish! Mina you’re disgusting! We’re nurses, we need to be clean!” 

She couldn’t help but laugh at her best friend, after 4 years in nursing and 3 years working at the emergency department she was positive her friend had some form of OCD. She was very particular, that one.

 Mina paused by the nurses desk in front of Bed 5 and skimmed through the patient’s chart quickly. Kim Jongin, 25 year old male… query transverse tibial fracture to left foot.

‘Hm, sounds easy enough…’

She placed the chart down and walked towards the nearest vital signs machine. She sanitized her hands and rolled the machine towards his bed. Mina peered through the curtains and smiled. 

“Annyeong, my name is Mina. I’ll be your nurse today.” 

She surveyed the man before her, like she usually did with every patient. She had to admit… he was quite the looker. For the whole day she had been dealing with elderly patients, patients in their late 50’s, and some babies and toddlers. 

He was the first patient she had today that was her age. She observed his tanned skin, and his sharp jaw line. 

‘Damn… he’s a cutie’ she thought. 

She wasn’t the type to check her patient’s out, unless it was for assessments. She usually kept her work professional, but she couldn’t help it if the guy basically looked like a Greek god! Did she mention his hair? His hair just fell above his face perfectly and she was almost tempted to pull a Mean Girl’s and say: “Your hair looks sexy pushed back” 

‘Shit. Mina snap out of it, you’re at work!’ 

She focused her attention back on actually assessing him. He didn’t seem to be in too much pain but his eyebrows were furrowed. He was laying down on his bed with his left leg elevated on a pillow. He bowed his head towards her slowly. 

Kai did not expect her to look like that. To be frank, he was expecting a nurse somewhere in her late 40’s to be taking care of him today but he was not going to complain with the sight before him. She looked to be about 5’’5, her jet black hair was tied up in a high ponytail and although she was in mere scrubs, she could clearly see her figure. 

He could tell she was fit and if he wasn’t focused on the pain from his foot, he would definitely be distracted by her curves. He could easily see her cleavage peaking through her scrub top. 

‘Right... I should probably introduce myself.’ He coughed awkwardly, “I’m Kai.” 

She rolled the vital sign machine towards the left side of the bed. 

“Oh your chart says Jongin, did you prefer Kai?” 

He shrugged. “Either is fine actually, everyone just calls me Kai…” 

She smiled and he swore he probably would have been admitted for heart palpitations right then and there. Her smile was blinding, and her dimples ignited butterflies in his stomach. Since when the fuck did he get butterflies?

“Araso, I’ll call you Kai then. Do you mind if I check your ID band?” she gestured to his wrist. 

He shook his head. “Ani, go ahead…” She took his hand in hers and he felt a jolt of electricity run through his hands at the sudden contact. 

‘What the fuck is wrong with me…’ he thought. 

“Can you tell me your date of birth?” 

“January 14, 1994.” 

“Perfect. Sorry, it’s a standard procedure. Gotta make sure we have the right patient,” she winked at him. She fucking winked at him. He felt the wind get knocked right out of him. He forgot what he was even in for. 

He nodded. “Has that ever happened to you? Getting the wrong patient?”  

She laughed and nodded. 

Her laugh was like music to his ears. 

“Oh you wouldn’t believe some of the patient’s we get sometimes…” 

He smiled. “Chincha? Are they… not normal?” He didn’t know a better way of putting it. 

She laughed again. “Well, working at the emergency department really changes your definition of normal… but you’re definitely my type of normal!” 

He smirked. “I don’t know, I could be some kind of creepy psycho.” 

She gave him the up and down and chuckled. “I doubt you’re a psycho, you look too good to be some creepy ahjussi.” 

He smirked again. “Did you just say I looked good?” 

‘Shit, I just did… didn’t I? OK, play it off Kwon Mina! Play it off!’ She shrugged.

“I am a nurse, I kind of have to assess you. From my observation you seem like a fit individual. You’re not out of breath or breathing too hard from the pain or anything; Your chart says you have a possible fracture and for you to be acting as calm as you are, you must have a high pain tolerance. Which reminds me, on a scale from 0-10, zero being no pain at all and 10 being the worst pain you’ve ever felt, how’s your pain?” 

‘Damn, she got me there. I feel stupid now’ he thought. ‘Oh right she’s asking me a question’ 

He glanced down at his foot and shrugged. “A 5 maybe?” 

She nodded. “Does the pain radiate, or stay in one place? How would you describe the pain? I’m going to take your vitals by the way.”

He shook his head. “It’s just in one area, by my ankle. It’s just a sharp and constant pain.” 

Mina nodded. “I’m just going to take your blood pressure first, try to relax your arm as much as possible.” She took the blood pressure cuff from the vital sign machine and placed it over his bicep, her face hovering just inches away from his. 

He sucked in a breath from the sudden closeness. 

‘Wow, he is really fit… his biceps are sexy.’ She leaned back and pressed the button on the machine, then grabbed the thermometer. “I’ll just stick this under your tongue for a bit.” 

‘The things I could do to her with my tongue… wait holy fuck. I need to stop..’ thought Kai. He lifted his tongue up as she inserted the thermometer. 

As the machine beeped, she removed all instruments from his body. “Hmm, so your blood pressure is 143/95, pulse is at 89 and temperature is at 37.8. Which is normal! Your body is likely reacting to the trauma from your foot so these readings are within normal limits.” 

He wasn’t really paying attention. He could really only focus on her. 

Mina continued with the rest of her assessment until she was finished. She left the room briefly to call the doctor with her findings and returned shortly after.

“So doctor Hwang will be here shortly. I’ve communicated my findings with him but I suspect it’s just a transverse fracture. From here he’ll order an x-ray for you to confirm and you’ll most likely get a cast, nothing too invasive; he can do the procedure at the best side. Do you have any questions for me Kai-ssi? Anything else I can do for you?” 

Kai gulped. He was going to take the chance. He couldn’t remember the last time he was so shaken by a woman he had only met. He never felt such attraction for someone in ages and it was rare for him to react this way. He figured he would try and ask her out, something he had never done before.

‘Man the fuck up Kai, you can do this.’ 

“Uhm so how long will I be here for? Do I need to stay overnight?” 

Mina shook her head and smiled. “Nope! You should be out by tonight. My shift is almost over so you can ask the oncoming nurse to make a call for someone to pick you up. I highly oppose you driving in your condition.” 

‘Damn. She’s leaving soon, I really have to ask her out… or for her number or something!’ 

“So I won’t see you again?” ‘That was fucking smooth Kai, way to go...’ he thought dreadfully. 

“E-eh?” 

Kai swallowed hard. “I- I don’t know a better way to say this but I’m really attracted to you Ms. Kwon. I understand we didn’t really meet on the most ideal circumstances but I was wondering if I could have your number? M-maybe take you on a date?” he said nervously. He felt all the color drain from his face, he couldn’t believe he just did that. 

She looked at him surprisingly. Granted, he wasn’t the first person to ask her out but he certainly was the most attractive one. Still, rules are rules. 

“Sorry Mr. Kim, I don’t date patients” she smiled. 

He frowned. ‘So this is what crushing my hopes feels like’ 

Before he could retort, there was a knock on the door and in entered Doctor Hwang. He turned towards Mina and smiled. 

“Kamsahamnida Mina-ssi, I’ll take it from here,” he turned towards Kai and bowed. 

“Hi Mr. Kim, my name is Doctor Hwang, I’m sure Mina has explained to you your plan of care. Do you have any questions?” Kai couldn’t stop staring at Mina. He wished he had met her in different circumstances. 

Mina felt uncomfortable being in the same room as someone she just rejected; she bowed towards the two males. 

“Well I’ll take my leave then. I’ll see you around Doctor Hwang, please take care of Mr. Kim” She locked eyes with Kai and smiled sadly. “Take Care Kai-ssi.” 

With that, she turned around and left. Kai literally felt like he was just dumped.

Suddenly the pain in his foot was no more and he could only feel a sharp, aching pain in his chest. ‘I wish I wasn’t a fucking patient.’ 

But indeed, wishes do come true. 

2 months later, Kai was accompanying his friend Chanyeol to the same hospital. The rest of the guys were busy and Chanyeol was experiencing severe abdominal pain, he was the only one that could drive him. 

Kai walked towards the vending machine, in need of a drink. As he approached it, his breath stopped. He knew that figure, no one could look that good in a pair of scrubs. He walked to the vending machine slowly. Mina picked up her drink from the slot and turned around, only for her eyes to widen at the man before her. 

“Oh… Kai-ssi…” 

It was now or never. He wasn’t a patient and she was right there. He approached her until he was face to face with her. 

She blinked up, her lashes batting towards him. He forgot how plush her lips looked… 

“So. Ms. Kwon. I’m not a patient anymore… Can I please take you out?” 

Mina couldn’t help but smirk at him. She crossed her arms over her chest and laughed. “Persistent, are we?” 

Kai nodded. “I- I can’t figure it out. There was something about you.” 

She snorted. “Ah come on, it’s just cause I took care of you. That’s probably it.”

 He shook his head. “No, it’s not that...” 

She squinted towards him. “Do you have a nurse fetish?” 

Kai choked on his saliva, not expecting the bluntness of her comment. 

“N-no! I-“ 

She laughed. “I’m kidding! Relax..” 

He let out a deep breath. “I mean, I won’t deny. You’re really hot in those scrubs…” 

That peeked her interest. “Araso. I like your honesty, and I won’t lie either. You’re probably the most good looking patient I’ve had around here.” 

He couldn’t help but smirk. “Really now?” 

She rolled her eyes. “Hand me your phone.” 

He didn’t need to be told twice. He reached for his pocket and unlocked his phone, handing it towards her. She took the phone in her hands, and dialled her own number. She felt her phone vibrate from her scrub pocket and ended the call after a few rings, saving her number on his phone. 

“There. I’m warning you now though, I have crazy hours.” 

He shrugged. “You’re worth the time.” 

She smiled and shook her head. “Stubborn, aren’t you? Well, I have to get going, breaks almost over. I guess I’ll see you around?” 

Kai smiled at her in return. “Yes. You will.” 

She took the drink can from out of her pocket and waved towards him. 

Kai couldn’t help but watch her figure disappear. When she disappeared, he pumped his fists excitedly in the air. He felt like a stupid little school boy who just got confessed to by his crush. He settled down quickly and heard his phone ring, signalling a text. He opened up his phone and smiled silly. 

Sexy Nurse Mina: Glad you’re not my patient today. 

‘Holy fuck. She saved her name as Sexy Nurse… Oh my God. This girl will be the death of me…’ 

END OF FLASHBACK 

Kai fell for her instantly. She wasn’t like the other girls he had dated. She was independent, strong-willed but kind and caring. She wasn’t overly girly but she had a sense of maturity that was so sexy and captivating to him. Not to mention, his friends fell in love with her too. They were perfect for each other… or so they all thought. 

Everything was great, their first year together was practically flawless. They were so in love with each other it made everyone around them feel lonely, and jealous but you couldn’t help but admire their love for one another. 

Things started to go to shit when Mina got promoted to a nurse manager. Her schedule got busier, and although they lived together, they barely saw one another. Although Kai was understanding at first, he couldn’t help but become bitter and angry over their scarce encounters. Eventually, Kai started accusing of having affairs. 

He knew he was being unreasonable and he knew that Mina would never do that to him, but it was as if his mind spoke for himself. Needless to say, they broke up after that. The two proved that their love was strong enough when they got back together, they really couldn’t be away from one another. Kai managed to accept her busy schedule and they both made it work. 

Until Kai started going out too much. He would come home late with his friends, drunk out of his mind. Mina ignored it, thinking that he was just trying to occupy his time. Until one day after work, her and her colleagues decided to go out and unwind. That was when she caught him kissing some skinny bimbo. They broke up again after that. 

Mina moved out momentarily and to everyone’s surprise, she stayed with her ex-boyfriend: Kris Wu. Nothing happened between the two, aside from meaningless makeout-sessions to fill the void of being single and lonely. When Kai found out where she was staying he lost his shit. It took months for him to win her back and naturally, she took him back; she always took him back. 

They lost count of how many times they “took a break” or “broke up”. Mina could no longer trust Kai, but she still stuck around. Kai was too insecure and it reflected in the way he spoke to her and treated her. Their relationship was no longer perfect, but tainted with toxicity. 

Twenty agonizing minutes passed and Kai resisted every urge in his body to chase after Mina in their room and show how sorry he was. His pride and his ego was too important to him. He looked up towards her from the couch as she exited their room. Her eyes were bloodshot and puffy. 

‘I caused that…’ 

He glanced in her hand and saw a duffel bag. His stomach dropped and he felt his heart clench in his chest. He swallowed the lump in his throat. 

“Where are you going?” He managed to croak out. 

She glared in his direction. “Granting your wish. I’m leaving. I’ll pick up the rest of my shit while you’re out.” 

He felt like someone was slowly, agonizingly, stabbing him in the heart. She wouldn’t leave, would she? She promised that she wouldn’t leave him anymore… 

She walked towards the front door and to his dismay, she was already crouching down and putting on her shoes. ‘Just fucking stop her Kai... Tell her you’re sorry!’ He could only watch as she stood up from her crouched position and how she held the doorknob. Would she even look in his direction? Would she even say bye? Did he deserve that? 

Mina let out a shaky breath. She tried everything in her power not to breakdown in front of him. Why wasn’t he stopping her? Why couldn’t he just wrap his arms around her and apologize… just like he used to? 

‘Right. He’s changed. He’s not the Jongin I used to know, the Jongin I loved…’ 

She reached for the doorknob and opened it slowly, leaving enough room for her to slip outside. 

“Goodbye Kai.” 

Kai didn’t know how long he stared at the door, hoping it would all be some sort of cruel prank. Hoping she’d come back, hoping that maybe she forgot something and he could ask her to stay, to work things out… But he knew how badly he fucked up. Things were never going to be the same. 

His whole life, his world just walked out of the door and he did nothing to try and stop her.