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Wanted Criminal
Kazuha x Reader
Summary: Kazuha was a criminal until the vision hunt decree was abolished, he missed you some much and wished to see you. Seems like his wish came true, but something's off...
Word count: 1.3k words
tw: angst, sad ( maybe a happier pt.2 idk how well this one will do ), just two lovers who don't know what they are now, and shit's tense.
He was on the run,
From his own homeland,
And didn't have enough time to tell me…
When I was on a boat out to sea,
And that's when we met,
On the Crux.
After the vision hunt decree was lifted,
Inazuma felt free.
I wanted to go to Liyue,
And then study at Sumeru!
So many dreams.
But then,
I saw
Him
.
.
.
That motherfucker.
The second our eyes met, tense air surrounded us. I greeted him with no smile, he only eyed me and went to a secluded area. The entire Crux fleet noticed the shift in the air. During the day, I helped Beidou out with some work, then learned about the nautical charts from Huixing. We planned to search the night sky for stars, a memory.
Looking up at the sky, such beautiful weather.
The gentle sea breeze with clouds scattered grouped tightly together. The sun peaking out here and there.
I climbed up to the crows nest, no surprise he was there. Just the two of us…and the clouds
Neither of us said a word to each other, neither of us willing to speak, until he broke the silence.
"Look I- I know, it doesn't matter anymore Kazuha. We'll enjoy our lives, separately. His death affected me too, y'know? We both made up our minds."
I Interrupted whatever he wanted to say. A look of sadness clouded his eyes. I felt guilty, but I saw myself in him.
When the news reached me after I helped out with abolishing the decree, that he was, indeed, a wanted criminal fleeing from our home. Me. I had that same look on my face, the only difference is that there's no tears visible.
Silence.
I admired the distant waves and fishes peeking through the transparent surface of the water.
He admired his love. Such beauty, he's written tens-of-dozens-of poems, cried tens-, maybe, thousands of drunk tears.
"The Sun's going down,
So do I drown,
In emotions of heartbreak,
Desperately trying not to break.
Why did you leave?
Why did I leave…"
Kazuha whispered to himself, watching from the crows nest, as I played with a white cat near the head of the ship.
"The Sun's down, it's as though the ship is surrounded by darkness. Such a familiar feeling."
I laughed to myself, petting the white cat's head as it rests in my lap, the kitten purred and licked my hand. We sat at the head of the ship. This little kitten knows me.
Beidou tried lightning the mood with some drinks for everyone. Celebrating our the abolishment of the vision hunt decree.
Beidou gave Kazuha the sake I brought as a thank you gift. The boy gladly got drunk that night, unaware of the fact that the sake was from me.
While everyone else was drinking, me and the cat were enjoying our solitude together.
When Beidou called out to me.
"Hey! Come here!! Stop being a loner, sweetie!! If you don't want to drink we've got some water!"
Laughing to myself, I woke the cat up and we joined everyone else.
With the cat following me I felt someone's glare on my back.
No need to turn behind to look, it's obvious who it is.
The cat went back to its second owner, sitting comfortably in his lap, while he held his little cup.
As the owner stared at the new passenger's back, glaring daggers and wanting to throw himself overboard, but, deep in his heart, he knew, he kept wishing everyday that things weren't so tense...until the very day he returned to the home he and his love once shared.
So happy, so comforted.
He was home!
Until he opened the door, noticing that the home felt... cold.
"Where are you? Did you get hurt? Are you...no, it can't be.."
He kept convincing himself.
He went to Ayato for answers. Maybe, he knew. You two were close afterall, he would know of all people.
Who once aided his escape from his own homeland
"Do not fret, she's alive and well, just without you. She's adventuring Inazuma after helping us defeat countless battles against the shogunate. She is more than capable on her own. The day you two cross paths, please wish her well.
Take care Kazuha."
And off he was with the Crux fleet, hoping the day comes..
All the guilt, the hurt of not being able to say goodbye for the first time.
He could only pray it wasn't the last.
Come the current day, waking up. Bright sun beaming through the small ship's resting quarters windows.
Head aching, like his heart.
"Was it a fever dream?
You were so real…It must've been…
If only I could see you again
If only I could say goodbye, properly.
I hope you'll forgive me, and leave me with that gentle,
happy smile of yours.
Then only I can console myself.
Please come back."
Tears started welling up in his maple eyes, rolling around on his bed.
Wrapping his head under his blanket,
Wishing he could see that comforting smile again,
Wishing he could wrap himself in his lover’s comforting scent.
An abrupt knock on the door.
" BREAKFASTS HERE! GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP DEAR CRUX FLEET MEMBER!!"
A loud voice echoed through Kazuha's room.
He recognized it. Of course, he did.
" Just put it down at the door, THANK YOU!"
He yelled back.
"OKAY!"
He hoped the crew member did as he requested. And the person put the tray down and left. Just like the time she took her belongings out of their shared home and left.
"So..? Did he wake up?"
"BEIDOU! I thought I was delivering to Huixing!! NOT KAZUHA"
"Hey, calm down kid, I was just trying to help sort out whatever tension you two had going on. He always spoke so fondly of you when he’s sober and cried when he’s drunk, I almost couldn't believe my eyes when you requested to be taken to Liyue!"
"...he what now?"
Getting up, and opening his door, he saw a tray of food. Hot miso soup. And some cold water next to it.
The tofu is so soft, so mushy. The soup tasted nostalgic. It reminded him of fleeting happiness. It reminded him of home…
That was before the vision hunt decree was initiated by the shogun.
Was it a dream? Did he drink too much?
He took his glove protectors off at night, leaving his bandage to come loose. Very loose.
As he held the hot bowl of miso soup, as much as it hurt his right hand, he kept drinking from it.
His appearance is disheveled and his mind all foggy.
He just woke up in a hurry after all.
Running out of his room in a hurry, he felt dizzy.
He felt his hands burning from the heat of the hot soup in his hands, holding onto them tightly afraid to let go.
His head was spinning.
Maybe he shouldn't have drank so much last night.
He could feel his head get lighter, he was running without his shoes on in the hallway.
He was about to make it to the door where it led to the deck.
Maybe he could see you, after so long. His heart ached and longed for you, after all.
The boat hit a gentle wave, but it was enough to rock it, gently.
Kazuha didn't expect this.
He felt his vision blacking out on him.
He wasn't on his feet anymore.
There was a huge bang, his sleeves felt wet.
His throat hurt. It burned.
It spread till his face, his hair, covered in the same nostalgic soup he was enjoying moments ago.
His heart fluttered when he saw you running down the stairs, with Beidou behind you.
You were saying something, he couldn't hear. He could only get a glimpse of you, before his vision gave up.
EHE GIRLIE I LOVE IT
Wanted Criminal
Kazuha x Reader
Summary: Kazuha was a criminal until the vision hunt decree was abolished, he missed you some much and wished to see you. Seems like his wish came true, but something's off...
Word count: 1.3k words
tw: angst, sad ( maybe a happier pt.2 idk how well this one will do ), just two lovers who don't know what they are now, and shit's tense.
He was on the run,
From his own homeland,
And didn't have enough time to tell me…
When I was on a boat out to sea,
And that's when we met,
On the Crux.
After the vision hunt decree was lifted,
Inazuma felt free.
I wanted to go to Liyue,
And then study at Sumeru!
So many dreams.
But then,
I saw
Him
.
.
.
That motherfucker.
The second our eyes met, tense air surrounded us. I greeted him with no smile, he only eyed me and went to a secluded area. The entire Crux fleet noticed the shift in the air. During the day, I helped Beidou out with some work, then learned about the nautical charts from Huixing. We planned to search the night sky for stars, a memory.
Looking up at the sky, such beautiful weather.
The gentle sea breeze with clouds scattered grouped tightly together. The sun peaking out here and there.
I climbed up to the crows nest, no surprise he was there. Just the two of us…and the clouds
Neither of us said a word to each other, neither of us willing to speak, until he broke the silence.
"Look I- I know, it doesn't matter anymore Kazuha. We'll enjoy our lives, separately. His death affected me too, y'know? We both made up our minds."
I Interrupted whatever he wanted to say. A look of sadness clouded his eyes. I felt guilty, but I saw myself in him.
When the news reached me after I helped out with abolishing the decree, that he was, indeed, a wanted criminal fleeing from our home. Me. I had that same look on my face, the only difference is that there's no tears visible.
Silence.
I admired the distant waves and fishes peeking through the transparent surface of the water.
He admired his love. Such beauty, he's written tens-of-dozens-of poems, cried tens-, maybe, thousands of drunk tears.
"The Sun's going down,
So do I drown,
In emotions of heartbreak,
Desperately trying not to break.
Why did you leave?
Why did I leave…"
Kazuha whispered to himself, watching from the crows nest, as I played with a white cat near the head of the ship.
"The Sun's down, it's as though the ship is surrounded by darkness. Such a familiar feeling."
I laughed to myself, petting the white cat's head as it rests in my lap, the kitten purred and licked my hand. We sat at the head of the ship. This little kitten knows me.
Beidou tried lightning the mood with some drinks for everyone. Celebrating our the abolishment of the vision hunt decree.
Beidou gave Kazuha the sake I brought as a thank you gift. The boy gladly got drunk that night, unaware of the fact that the sake was from me.
While everyone else was drinking, me and the cat were enjoying our solitude together.
When Beidou called out to me.
"Hey! Come here!! Stop being a loner, sweetie!! If you don't want to drink we've got some water!"
Laughing to myself, I woke the cat up and we joined everyone else.
With the cat following me I felt someone's glare on my back.
No need to turn behind to look, it's obvious who it is.
The cat went back to its second owner, sitting comfortably in his lap, while he held his little cup.
As the owner stared at the new passenger's back, glaring daggers and wanting to throw himself overboard, but, deep in his heart, he knew, he kept wishing everyday that things weren't so tense...until the very day he returned to the home he and his love once shared.
So happy, so comforted.
He was home!
Until he opened the door, noticing that the home felt... cold.
"Where are you? Did you get hurt? Are you...no, it can't be.."
He kept convincing himself.
He went to Ayato for answers. Maybe, he knew. You two were close afterall, he would know of all people.
Who once aided his escape from his own homeland
"Do not fret, she's alive and well, just without you. She's adventuring Inazuma after helping us defeat countless battles against the shogunate. She is more than capable on her own. The day you two cross paths, please wish her well.
Take care Kazuha."
And off he was with the Crux fleet, hoping the day comes..
All the guilt, the hurt of not being able to say goodbye for the first time.
He could only pray it wasn't the last.
Come the current day, waking up. Bright sun beaming through the small ship's resting quarters windows.
Head aching, like his heart.
"Was it a fever dream?
You were so real…It must've been…
If only I could see you again
If only I could say goodbye, properly.
I hope you'll forgive me, and leave me with that gentle,
happy smile of yours.
Then only I can console myself.
Please come back."
Tears started welling up in his maple eyes, rolling around on his bed.
Wrapping his head under his blanket,
Wishing he could see that comforting smile again,
Wishing he could wrap himself in his lover’s comforting scent.
An abrupt knock on the door.
" BREAKFASTS HERE! GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP DEAR CRUX FLEET MEMBER!!"
A loud voice echoed through Kazuha's room.
He recognized it. Of course, he did.
" Just put it down at the door, THANK YOU!"
He yelled back.
"OKAY!"
He hoped the crew member did as he requested. And the person put the tray down and left. Just like the time she took her belongings out of their shared home and left.
"So..? Did he wake up?"
"BEIDOU! I thought I was delivering to Huixing!! NOT KAZUHA"
"Hey, calm down kid, I was just trying to help sort out whatever tension you two had going on. He always spoke so fondly of you when he’s sober and cried when he’s drunk, I almost couldn't believe my eyes when you requested to be taken to Liyue!"
"...he what now?"
Getting up, and opening his door, he saw a tray of food. Hot miso soup. And some cold water next to it.
The tofu is so soft, so mushy. The soup tasted nostalgic. It reminded him of fleeting happiness. It reminded him of home…
That was before the vision hunt decree was initiated by the shogun.
Was it a dream? Did he drink too much?
He took his glove protectors off at night, leaving his bandage to come loose. Very loose.
As he held the hot bowl of miso soup, as much as it hurt his right hand, he kept drinking from it.
His appearance is disheveled and his mind all foggy.
He just woke up in a hurry after all.
Running out of his room in a hurry, he felt dizzy.
He felt his hands burning from the heat of the hot soup in his hands, holding onto them tightly afraid to let go.
His head was spinning.
Maybe he shouldn't have drank so much last night.
He could feel his head get lighter, he was running without his shoes on in the hallway.
He was about to make it to the door where it led to the deck.
Maybe he could see you, after so long. His heart ached and longed for you, after all.
The boat hit a gentle wave, but it was enough to rock it, gently.
Kazuha didn't expect this.
He felt his vision blacking out on him.
He wasn't on his feet anymore.
There was a huge bang, his sleeves felt wet.
His throat hurt. It burned.
It spread till his face, his hair, covered in the same nostalgic soup he was enjoying moments ago.
His heart fluttered when he saw you running down the stairs, with Beidou behind you.
You were saying something, he couldn't hear. He could only get a glimpse of you, before his vision gave up.