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I'm really gonna need someone to try to make a Warrior Cats PMV, AMV, or MAP to "16 Carriages" by Beyonce. LIKE ASAP. Cause Idk why but I'm definitely seeing Leafpool and/or Squirrelflight to that song ngl.

Like especially the lyrics:

"At fifteen, the innocence was gone astray Had to leave my home at an early age I saw Mama prayin', I saw Daddy grind All my tender problems, had to leave behind"

You can definitely imagine that being them having to leave the forest territory to go to the lake territory. Plus, their extreme fear that Starclan has abandoned them or that they won't be with them in the new territory.

Then the lyrics:

At fifteen, the innocence was gone astray Had to take care of home at an early age I saw Mama cryin', I saw Daddy lyin' Had to sacrifice and leave my fears behind For legacy, if it's the last thing I do You'll remember me 'cause we got somethin' to prove In your memory, on a highway to truth Still see your faces when you close your eyes"

I can envision that being connected to Leafpool and Squirrelflight will be names forever remembered for Leafpool finding the moonpool in the lake territory. Secondly, their contributions to raising two of the cats apart of The Three. Thirdly, Squirrelflight has to deal with Ashfur becoming a weird ghost thing you know. Lastly, it also represents the fact their achievements in life will forever engrave Firestar's descendants being a part of a legacy of cats who have made huge impacts upon the clans as a whole. In addition to this, could represent how the fandom will always remember their legacy as it could be a cool little shot of it showing the fandom constantly making content about them that's forever keeping their legacy alive for years to come.

Sorry if some of this isn't accurate or anything as it been a minute since I read the books. But I really wanted to jot down this idea.

Is it dumb that I relate heavily towards the line, "I don't wanna live in a hole anymore," from Fantastic Mr.Fox. Maybe I'm just being in one of my mood again. But I really don't want to live in this hole of where I'm at in life. Where the art I create isn't worth anything and is honestly just piece of crap to me. Like I can tell I won't make a name for myself. Especially, if I don't find the happiness I used to have with it when I was younger and more naive. I sound like I'm already having my midlife crisis before the age of 30 at this rate. But I can't help but criticize and overthink about myself when all I do nowadays is either sit in my room or my backyard and keep on thinking about my future and past like a never-ending cycle of sorts. Plus, the art I create never seems to be up to the impossible standards I give myself. I want to create art that I can be happy with and at the same time can help me stay financially stable in this current inflation. As all I want to do is simply make art and be surround by nature while listening to music. While I don't have to worry about stuff in society like money,

I really don't want to be unhappy and resentful like those of my family with life. But I'm afraid its too late...