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Limerance

i love you in ways i never thought myself

capable

i love you with an intensity ive never before

felt and am certain i never will again

i love you, every inch of you

i want to build you up and hold you together

with my bare hands

i want to take you apart, piece by piece

i think i love you violently

cutting off bits of myself to give to you

glaring at the world i know has hurt you

everythings a bit dimmer when im not

looking at you

my minds always drifting away

i hate it

i think i hate you a little too

i think ive given you so much theres nothing

of me left except my least favorite traits

i hold myself together on the prayer that

you'll call me pretty

and i take myself apart in the hopes you'll

wipe my tears

i want to love you joyously

passionately

i want to look in your eyes and see

excitement to see me

but i only see fatigue

my body feels so empty when youre not

there to fill it

when did i become just a part of you?

when i said im yours i meant it as a choice

a decision i made to give myself to you

i trusted you to treat her well

despite your every protest against

when someone warns you away

and you don't listen

is it really their fault when you start to

crack?

if you ignore those cracks and pull them

closer and closer

is it really their fault when you shatter?

I can't fucking do this shit I screw everything up I don't know why

I absolutely love how infatuation feels. It's the sweetest, most gentle thing in the world.